when I was young I didn't really know what love was. 'Why my dad and my mom were together. The love I know at that time is the love to your parents, relatives, sibling and Friends. The love to do, things -- explore New things as a kid. As I grew up, different feelings emerged; things become complex as time passed by.

I am writing this essay because I want to express what I am feeling right now. I can say that at this moment, I am extremely happy. why? because after such a long time of finding real happiness and contentment in a man-woman relationship, I finally got what I Long for. I have someone in my life that I can say, "who made my dreams come true". well, I am not hard to please --- I am not even hard to fall in love with. I give a lot of love, even give all and not save for myself. I do that because I want to --- it makes me happy. Giving all your love and expecting too much Is really frustrating but still I am doing it, though it hurts me a lot. Some of my friends say that I am so stupid "marlyr", and so generous up to the point that I have been taken for granted. But I can't refrain myself from doing it. Such a masochist, right? Well, maybe yes, but I have no regrets with what have I done in my past relationships because I know that what I've given is the best that I could be --- the best that I can give.

Last year has been so tough and rough for me. Depression had eaten me and crying is all I know to do. Bitterness is overwhelming and it is breaking me into pieces. I got a hard time packing up my broking being. Even my views about relationships have shaken. In an instant, I don't believe in the happy ever after ending of true love. Everything is not permanent, who knows what will happen in our life. There is no security in love; it is just a game --- just a game.

Time heals wounds, yes it does. Everything has its own time and what had happen in the past will just serve as a lesson in life. Experience is a good teacher. it makes you strong and versatile to be able to cope up in the race of life. Put the past behind and enjoy the present time. future is still vague so don't worry able it; just enjoy what you have right now.

Well, as I've said, I am extremely happy because I have in my life the man I want to spend my life with. The man put direction back in my life, the man who shows me love despite of individual differences. The man who is ready to understand someone so complicated, the man who opened my heart and freed the love that was imprisoned in it. The man who brought life back in me...

Yes, I love that man so much. And I am willing to give my best to him over and over. I am looking forward to the time that we can be together always, sharing the goodness of life with each other. Loving one another until we have to use crane in order to walk straight, wrinkles all over the face and skin, we need to recall the happy moments together in order not to forget them, and most of all ---- to have each other in every waking and sleeping hours --- his face to be the one to see when I open my eyes and the last one when I close it. That is the best thing... And the only thing I want in my life --- Is to have him by my side until my very last breathe...☺️

You have a lot of plans , don't you ? You wanna be this , you wanna be that . You wanna be a superstar shining in every angle of your fame . You wanna be someone with a good name . You wanted to be powerful with your pride and ego reaching all the mountains until death knocks you off your dream . Dreams ! Will this be all that would rule every person's morale ? Is that our purpose ?

Yet , as an exemption , other people ironically prefer to be a no one . Someone not distinguished , a loner , a looser ! How can this world of ours divide men into extremes ?

I remembered once while I was sitting down the hallway in the school , I had this : rague thing on my mind which runs so odd that I can't figure out what this thinking is trying to make me do . It was getting dark and everyone seemed to be going home with their bags , lunch boxes . Every kid seemed to have someone beside them fetching them from school ... Then it made me think and ponder on how things and days run like a routine to almost all of the people . Every school , every office , every institution has its own unique way of doing things consistently . The floor line is that they do this aiming for something working and doing something is to give success to their lives which could be the foundation of reaching their dreams .

On the other side of the story , I thought of those people deprived of wealth and education . How are they living their lives when there's nothing which they can use and grab to make the most of their lives ? They can just be contented sitting in one corner in their four - cornered mansions , waiting for their time to come . But you know what made me smiled ? It's their guts to continue living ; it's their hope that may be in the next morning they'd be reigning in the next side of their life . That's what keeps them happy . That in every morning , there's this optimism which could somehow lead them to fulfilling their dreams .

Abundant or deprived , dreams still exist in their spirits . I don't know .. It's unexplainable but I can say that it's paranormal . Maybe , this explains why people get and can't get satisfaction in their lives . Their dream is their basis of contentment , that if they failed to achieve this , they'd never get satisfied . It may or may not get us to the stairway of bliss which we are craving for , yet it can still be helpful because it's what keeps people's spirit alive . With just the thought of it , you'd surely be mored , right ? And what's good about it is that , it is for free .

Life can be tough but if you dream and work hard for it , you'd see the promise of your reverie . Then and there , you'll realize that fairytales are not just the one- life in reality can be magical too.

As I lie wondering about different things - on how things and time constantly change , its pace becoming fast until tee cannot cope up with it . Yes , time moves so fast though sometimes we do not notice it , for we are always busy with the daily activities we are indulge into . We even do not notice the people around us and there are times that we neglect them ; and the time that we will start to give them importance in the time that they will soon be gone . At times , the realization comes late - too late that turning back the moment is not possible and thus regrets will no longer be useful . There are lots of stories that we heard that shows us the reality that life indeed is short , and some people realize it when it is already late . Regrets , pain and sorrow are the emotions that succumb them because even though how sorry they will be , they won't be able to return the time and they aren't able to revive what they had lost ..

Losing something important to you is really painful , what more if you lost somebody - someone you love . And the worst is that person doesn't know how much you value him / her . Time moves so fast . Don't let each moment slip by without doing the right thing for your love ones . Saying " thank you " , " I love you " , and simple . caring words won't harm you , instead it will make your heart joyful . We do not know what is in store for us . We do not know what will happen to us and to the people around us . Only God knowx , for our existence and purpose in this world is written by Him . He guides us as we sail though life .

Clock ticks and time does not stop . We do not have the power to hold it and linger with each moment , more so we can't turn it back . Everything fades - all things end . Let us not wait for the moment that we could no longer have the chance to give gratitude to special people around us . Let us make them feel how much we love them . Don't just show love , let them feel it . Touch a life - make a difference .

ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ

Living in this very crucial and complicated world is a really a difficult one . You need to adjust and adapt to your environment as well as to strive for the betterment of your life . Sometimes , if not most of the time , you are not satisfied with how things work , and you are not contented with what you get . But you know what , with all your dilemmas and harebrained ideas , there is one thing that is possible if you just let yourself .

Happiness is within us and innate to us . We just need to allow our self to experience it . We must know how to end up our sorrows and grievances and let our self enjoy the happiness of life . Just let your self live and go on with the flow of life . forget those dreaming dreams in the air , instead build a castle within the boundary of reality .

Live and let live according to what is right and what is good . Be a worthy person in the way you want it to be . Remember that not all the people will understand and like you but in the end it's your actions that will justify you and the life had . Not all people are given the chance to express their self and not all has the guts to do what they want . Living is the greatest gift and in return we have to evolve . To live is not to suffer all the pain ; to live is to be happy . you