...DARKNESS...
OPENING:
It's just about me, Yusa and no one else .
darkness which I chose to be in…
Love is not what I desire for so I just want to be in darkness quietly with no one around.
I am a person with no heat for some reason it's always felt nice to say that.
everyone will come to a situation where there is only darkness remaining in their life. Shit it happened to me also. where I can only see darkness to every end where it gives more pain. It felt like darkness started to suck my memory cell and all I could remain was just the painful day where I can no longer hold the so-called hope… I felt like just left out in the start where there are only my painful memories and me, it started to crush my heart little my little where I can no longer feel the warmthness.
I slowly tried to return to the light where my actual home is ,but I forgot that darkness didn’t give me freedom, it just gave me a break. It came with more painful memories which I don’t even want to think of.I never cried before even though the memories hurt. I never cried but not this time,my tears started to fall even without knowing it felt like my heart tearing up into pieces where it can no longer wait for the light. I cried, cried and cried until my throat hurts from shouting and where I can no longer shed any tears.
It felt like after a long time I could breathe a little more comfortably. When I woke up I was in the light ,I just felt so happy that even though it’s for a minute I just want to enjoy it. When I came back I felt something was completely missing. It felt so strange for some reason. After I came to light where my home was, it still felt like something was terribly missing . It felt like I was all alone again,days went by and everything seemed just the end of the suffering.
i just thought is lightness is the place were my happiness.what the heck is different between darkness which could bring fear and the so called light
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