I was a normal high school girl . I lived with my parents. And my life was almost perfect, no worries.

But let's say nothing can stay perfect.

On my 18th birthday, we hold a party at my house. I invited some of my close friends Crystal, Rony , Yang, Johan and Ali . And the party was really fun . The party end pretty late . So they stay at my house.

"Guys, thank you so much for coming !"

"We are always here for you .Yeah , you can count on us ."

"I am really lucky to have friends like you all."

"Yep , we are also lucky to have you."

We smiled at each other and hug each other . That night we slept in our big dinning room.

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After some moments.

Suddenly I heard someone's calling my name. I woke up . And I saw Yang is calling me.

"Get up you sleepyhead or else we are going to be late . "

"Ummm , let me sleep a little bit, just five minutes more."

"No, get up now . If you are not going to get up than I am leaving you behind."

"What ! No , don't leave me."

I open my eyes slowly.

"What about the others? Can't I sleep just for more five minutes ?"

I made puppy eyes and beg him . He sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Others already leave for school. Perhaps they already reached at school . So , hurry up, we are getting late."

"Okay, fine. Give me some time to get ready."

I got up and got dressed for going school.

It took ten minutes to reach at our school.

When we were at the hallway the ball rings . My class room was at the first floor but Yang's class room was at the second floor. So I shouted.

"Come on, hurry up Yang .You can do it. Don't be too late. Go my boy, go ."

Yang blushed after hearing what I said. And I was smiling , cuz I knew that Yang liked as a lover. And I also liked him as a lover but we never confessed to each other , because we are really good friends from our childhood.

I reached at the door of class room. My heart was beating really fast because of the running and I was breathing really hard .

"Teacher, may I come in ? I am sorry I am a little late today ."

''Yes. Come in . Don't be late from tomorrow.''

"Yes, teacher."

I came in and sat with Crystal.

"I thought you and Yang is not going to come today."

I pout and said, ''It's your fault. Why don't you wake me up ?''

She gave me a big smile and said, ''Why will I . When I saw you sleeping peacefully in Yang's arms.''

I blushed and shouted at her making the whole class looking at us .

'' What happened , why did you shout ?''

''No nothing happened , teacher. I am perfectly fine .''

''Then stop making unnecessary noise.''

'' I am sorry teacher. I just thought that I saw a bug . But there was nothing."

Ups ! I lied .

"What! okay. Whatever you say .Now sit down. You are disturbing the whole class."

I sat down and saw Crystal is giving me teasing smile. And it made me blush again.

After some time I started to think in my mind, '' This girl, I will also tease her some day. I am definitely going to do it. ''

I nodded in agreement.

Oh wait what was I saying before when I was in hallway ? Huh !?

What, why are you surprised. I am taking with you. Yes , you the person who is reading this. I really have a bad memory and it's become more bad after the complicated things happening in my life. Sigh .

What ! Now you curious about what is happening in my life? Okay, relax , I am going to tell you everything. Just stay with me till the end .

...*To be continued*...

Author - Hello ! it's my first time writing. I am hoping you guys will like it. And please forgive me if I make any mistake. Most important thing, Thank you for supporting me. ;)

So where were we ? Oh right I was asking what was I saying at the hallway of my school. Okay I remember what was I saying. So I was saying that , me and Yang we both like each other as a lover but we never confessed. But I thought that I can't let this going. I have to confess before it's too late. So I decided to confess to him and thought in my mind, ''It's decided . I am going to confess to him today. Let's send a quick text to Yang .''

I texted Yang , ''Yang , I have something important to tell you . Can you meet me alone today after the school ?''

After few minutes Yang replied, ''Okay , let's meet. Where do you want to meet? ''

''Let meet at the rooftop of our school.''

''Okay. I will be waiting for you . I also have something important to tell you.''

I got really nervous after hearing that he also had something important to tell me. And I got lost in my imagination.

"Hey !! Are you alive? What are you doing? Where is your attention? I called you several times ."

After hearing by name call so loud I got snapped out of my imagination by Crystal. And I looked at her with confused eyes. Then she rose her right eyebrow up and asked, ''What ! did you just fall from sky or you loses your memory? You forget your name or you forget that I exist ? Tell me .''

''Huh !? What no . I was just thinking about something.''

''Ohhh . So was you thinking about something or someone special ? ''

And there she goes , starting to tease me again. After realising I am about get teased again I slapped my forehead lightly with my hand and said, ''Sigh. Can't you just stay a single moment without teasing me , huh ?''

'' What, I was just telling the truth. You know, there is someone who always think about Yang.'' She said that with teasing look on her face.

And I understood that she is not going to stop teasing me. Come to think of it if I was at her place maybe I would do the same cuz teasing is common in friendship. And we are also really good friends , like blood bounded sisters. At least that's what I thought at that moment.

After the school, me and Crystal came out together. And find the other guys infornt of the school gate . I lightly slapped at Ronys shoulder and asked, ''Hey , guys! How was your day?"

Rony gave me a hug and said, ''It was good but now it becomes amazing cuz you gave me hug .''

I laughed knowing that he was going to say that and I said, ''Thats our Rony , who always flirt with girls.''

''Come on , who said that . Everyone knows I am good boy .'' he said and gave me a proud look. Which made me laugh again.

"Yeah, everyone knows how much good boy you are ."

"Come on . I really am a good boy . Sigh ."

"Okay, what about the others? "

Ali sighed and said, '' Just as usual normal boring day for me. You know I am not a big fan of study and school like you guys. What I like is chilling at the beach . Or going to party. ''

"Haha , that's the Ali we know."

"Okay guys. We should go home. I have to study and we also have homework to do ."

Yeah , our bookworm friend Johan. Who always think about studying.

''Johan , can you think about anything else without studies ?''

''No , I can't.'' he replied with a serious look .

''Okay. But I can't go home with you guys today. I have something important to do.''

"What is happening with everyone today? First Yang has something important to do, now you too ?" Rony asked me that with a suspecting look on his face .

'' Ummm,, nothing special.''

''Okay, whatever. It's your personal life I shouldn't interfere . Now bye bye.''

''Bye.''

Then they leave.

And I thought in my mind that I hurt their feelings but for now and let's keep it a secret. I will tell them afterwards.

"Okay but now I should hurry. Yang is waiting for me."

After some time I reached in front of the rooftop door and I slowly opened the door.

''Yang , I am sorry I am late.''

''No . It's okay I also just arrived.''

I nodded and smiled. Then I stood beside Yang . We were both looking at the sky.

''Ummm, so what do you want to tell me?'' Yang asked.

With a little hesitation I started to spoke .

''You go first.''

After some moments Yang started to spoke , ''Umm , okay. So don't get too much surprised, okay?''

''Okay.''

''Okay, good. So what I am going to tell you is that I have a girlfriend. We started dating a week ago .''

I fall silence after hearing that .My heart was broken in little pieces . I was barely controlling my tears from falling down . At that time I didn't hear a single word what Yang was saying. I just wanted to disappeared from there . From Yang's life. But I controlled my emotions for Yang's happiness . After talking a deep breath I looked at him with a smile and said with a cracking voice , ''Congratulation . I will be cheering for you guys .''

After hearing what I said Yang looked surprised, like he was not expecting that . But I thought I was just imaging things. And I rushed out from the rooftop. I heard he was calling my name but I didn't trun back or stop. I kept on running. I didn't know how long I ran, I didn't know where I came from running but when I came in sense I saw a car was coming towards me with speed and with in a second I was pushed by that car really hard . That time the pain I felt was unbearable, the road was coloured red by my blood. And I saw a blurry figure of a person , who was calling my name (Alice) . I didn't know who it was . I didn't know anything what was happening around me . I just knew that my body was feeling really light and my soul was leaving my body. So I closed my eyes slowly and was ready to died.

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...*To be continued*...

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...''Crack''...

A sudden sound made me awake from my deep sleep. I opened my eyes and was rubbing them . Then I looked around to see the watch . I saw it's midnight . And I looked at my friend's and they were sleeping peacefully. Of course they were exhausted after my birthday party . So seeing them sleeping was not a surprise. But someone wasn't there , Yang wasn't there. Then I heard a noise coming from the kitchen . I turned around towards the kitchen to see what happened and I saw Yang was in the kitchen . So I got up and went towards the kitchen for seeing what happened.

''Yang! What happened? What are you doing in the kitchen at midnight ? Why aren't you sleeping ?''

''Oh it's nothing. It's just , I had a nightmare which made me awake . And I got thirsty so I came to drink some water. But unfortunately a glass fall from my hand and got broke .''

''Oh so that sound was from that. Okay no worries. Let me give you a glass of water. But first let's clean the mess .''

Yang nodded and said '' I will clean that .''

''What no. You don't have to do that . I am going to clean so relax.''

Yang thought for a second then again nodded. I smiled at him then clean the mess and gave him a glass of water.

'' Here you go .''

''Thank you.''

Yang drank the water and went to sleep again. I also drank a glass of water . But then I started to think about something and I started to spoke in my mind, ''Why I am feeling like I also had a nightmare? But I can't remember anything and my whole body hurts like hell. What the hell is happening and what hell I dreamed about. So frustrating. Okay whatever let's forget about that now . I should go and sleep too .''

And I went to sleep again. But at that time I didn't realize what I forgot. And forgetting about that dream was going to make the situation more complicated.

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At the morning we got up early cuz Ali and Johan had something to do so they leave early. We were going to meet them at the school.

Then me , my mom , Crystal , Rony and Yang sat down for having breakfast together. But Yang was not eating anything.

''Yang ! What happened? Why are you not eating anything? Are you feeling unwell? Or do you not like the food I made? Tell me I will cook something else for you.'' My mom asked Yang with a worried look .

We were also looking at Yang with worry written all over our face. And I said to Yang .

''Yang if you don't like this food then tell us.''

''What ! No no , that's nothing like that . I really like this food . In fact I love the food. The food aunty made is really delicious . Also I am perfectly fine. So don't worry. '' Yang replied with a smile.

''But , you are not eating anything.'' My mom said that, again with worried look.

''It's just I am still full from last night. The food you made last night was also amazing so I ate too much.''

''Yes , aunty. Your cooking is amazing!'' Rony said that with a cheerful voice.

'' Ohh , don't flirt with your anuty . You children knows that how much I love your uncle. And I know your uncle is gone abroad for one week for some work but I can't cheat him. So don't flirt with me. ''

And hearing that made me spell out the water I was drinking.

''Cough cough . ''

''Alice ! Are you okay? Drink water slowly who is rushing you ?''

''Mom , you are rushing me. You are saying such embarassing thing .''

''What do you mean ? Can't you see how amazing your mother is !'' Mom gave me a proud look.

''Mom come on. Sigh.''

Crystal then got up from her chair and back hugged my mom . And said , ''Yes our aunty is amazing. You just don't recognize how amazing aunty is. You are a foolish girl. ''

''What did you say, I am foolish!? Let's see how is fool .'' Then I started chasing Crystal with a knife in my hand.

''Omg ! Aunty help, save me from this devil .''

...* Haha *...

That's how we had our breakfast. It's always fun when we stay together. But when I looked at Yang I knew that Yang was hiding something behind his smile.

And I got lost in my thoughts. I know Yang from childhood so I can tell when he is worried. And I also had a little, just little bit. Ummm,, actually I had a huge crush on Yang when we were child. And he was also my neighbour , my parents and his parents were really good friends too. So I always used to love spending time with him . We used to eat together , study together, even sleeping together. That's how close we were and I know him really well to the point that just by looking at him I can tell how he is feeling. And you guys don't miss understand me cuz now he is just my childhood good friend. I overcome those feelings . Cuz I thought that's the best thing to do for the sake of our friendship .

'' Alice!!!''

'' Oh my !'' I got snapped out of my imagination by hearing my name so loudly by Rony. And got shocked.

''Why are you shocked and why are you ignoring me ?'' Rony asked me that with a puppy look on his eyes.

''No . I am not ignoring you. I was just thinking about something.''

From out of blue Crystal puts a hand on my shoulder and gave me a teasing look. Then asked, '' Ohh , was you thinking about something or someone special?''

I was about to say something to her for responds but I stopped. Cuz then I felt like I remembered something. Something like the conversation just now. I was feeling like I heard this conversation before. But I can't remember where . And that was making my head hurt . My head was starting to hurt so much that the pain was unbearable. Something like a similar feeling I had before. But I just can't remember that too. I was feeling like I was about to lose my sense and I was about to fall. And my eyes got close slowly by it's own.

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...*To be continued*...