I came to the wrong music class and I knew but it wasn’t like I care. I sat next to the girl I just had a feeling ...a heart beat,I wondered what it was but..I looked up into her eyes and that when I knew..I liked a girl..she was very cute and nice I thought.we had a lot fun and we laughed all way in music class and I asked her if she wanted to hang out with me at breakers and classes,she agreed and at our second break to the library and that’s when I had a more fun time I showed a funny anime that wasn’t so appropriate but hilarious,yarichin Bitch Club.she laughed more than anytime that day and I liked how she laughed about my sayings to her.i took out to the cafe after school and then walked her home with a smile..I knew it,I fell in love with her,but..I kept it in...it was a lovely day..AFTER AFEW MONTHS...I asked her out and she agreed and I was more than happy I was in love with her like a blind person we had days and days together we were happy I was just so grateful and every kiss was like a dream come true,every touch...made me feel like flying but there came that one day...she broke my heart,the words she said cut me like nives and left scars inside of me,I cut my arm every time I remembered that night,and here is the poem for her to read.”I gave you my heart and I said to you it’s very delicate so don’t break it please my dear,and I turned around to walk but not until..I felt something sharp cut into me,it hurt so bad,it felt like I was bleeding inside..I knew it she broke my heart...I looked at her on her knees sitting to pick them up..u don’t have to do that I will,I said to her with a tear drop to the ground,I fell on my knees picking them up and every one little piece of it had one memory ,I gave each of my friends a pieces down told them to keep it..I was never found again,yes I died..I’m not her anymore...I lost that girl u all knew..(this is a real story I wanted to share with you people...this story is mine and I went through this,the saddest thing in life is that the one you trusted the most and loved the most is the one who break u to pieces and walks of like nothing has happened..when you care for someone more than what they deserve...you get hurt more than what you deserve..)(I Hope you enjoyed reading this..and please share any stories if you like and I will help anyone of you and that’s a promise because no one deserves to be broken at all and those who break hearts for no reason don’t deserve to be loved and cared for why on earth would you do such thing and kill people inside?yes you are sick.once again if you would like help I’m here for anyone..)

I started year 8 now...and it’s spring now a lovely floral day and a wonderful breeze and a fake smile on the way to school I guess I’m considered to be a fake a girl even tho it’s not my intention but oh well it’s not that’s I can help it or anything heart break is a terrible feeling and that can’t be cured as well as what’s making me die is the scars in my arms that can’t be forgotten when ever I look at them there making me remember the pain and the tears I shed that made me scream in silence,I love listening to music at any time well that’s probably all I do,”hehe” I love heavy metal,it’s my favourite.i love music in general and I’d listen to any type as long as I like even slow music idc which ever but yes music is meant to be in my ear and head playing all day and all night!i went to class and it was French class but there was a girl named maya..she wasn’t the best in that class and she seemed more like a bully to me she was staring at me in a weird way,I didn’t like it one bit.I smiled and she laughed and called me out,”hey bitch”she yelled out across the room..I turned my face to the window and ignored her.well..I tried to,but it didn’t work,she got up and faced me to my table in class infront of everyone.then the teacher just yelled her name out”maya get back to your seat what do you think your doing in my class?!”she laughed and sat back.i wondered why me?..and oh well I guess I’ll just go back home straight away.i have no friends to hang out with and..pretty funny because I have no dad either.i only live with my mum who is ..ill at some point she has a heart problem right after that day..when my dad cheated on her and killed her brother and then left her when she was pregnant of me .thats all I know from what my cousin told me at the age of 10 and then my mum and I went to live in America to stay away from that horrible family and they might wreck my future was what my mum thought well it maybe true idk.so I went to the library after school and brought some manga comics as I love manga so badly!and the. From there to the shops for some food to make dinner and then I went home and there my mum was waiting for me.u entered the house and smiled at her “hello my dear mum”!she laughed and gave me a hug,”hows your day been magenta”?very well I said not that it actually was..but I want to keep her happy and not worry about me she’s had enough I’m sure about that..then I changed and made some dinner after my shower and I dressed up into some comfy shorts and a shirt,what else can I wear at him I said laughing.then when I was gonna sit and eat with my mum I heard a knock on the door.who might be there at this time?i ran of to open the door then I saw a girl from my class named Isla,yes I recognised her..she’s looks pretty nice to be honest.thats when I was surprised to see her at my house though and how did she know my address???

Hello?i said.she smiled and said I knew were you leave from the address written on this manga book of yours you forgot to take it with you when you were in maths class last period.so I bought for you.oh thank you!omg I’m sorry to bother you Isla!its very fine magenta do t be sorry.come In and join us for dinner!oh thanks but it’s very fine!no no!you have to come in!I insisted.sure then!she smiled and came in,I thought she was pretty nice and that maybe I have a chance to become friends with her..after that night she went back home and I went to sleep at 12 am late at night after taking my mum to sleep,I had to make sure she was ok.i smiled and kissed her forehead and covered her with the blanket and I went to sleep...maybe tomorrow will be a better day..

I woke up and got ready for another day at school then I made some breakfast and my mum woke up she found the food ready..we ate some food and then I left of to school.thats when I was late but when I wanted to go the bathroom before I got to class so I can clean the dust of my skirt when I fell in my way to school there was..maya staring at me with her gang of girlfriends.she swore at me and said”hey bitch ur late ay”I ignored those horrible names she called and I tried to get out but that’s when she pushed me and I fell on the floor and then she put her foot right in my chest and kicked me every time I said stop!she didn’t stop she even broke my phone and laughed at me and she took photos of me crying on the floor with her foot on my chest..she left me laying down there and she went to class..I locked myself in the bathroom and didn’t go out until I heard the bell rang..I washed my face and went to the library to do my work since I’m a school Librarian and then a girl named Isla cane pass by to borrow some manga books,I realised she liked Tokyo ghoul..just like me.then she looked up at me and smiled.”are you ok”? Oh um..y-yeah I’m fine..i guess..thank u though.”why I guess”?i can help you ..she said kindly.i smiled at her back and asked whether she liked anime like me and she said yes in excitement.it made me laugh she was a really nice girl.she asked weather we can be friends and I never refused.”of course I’d love to!”I said happily.she looked at my arm right away,”do...you cut yourself?”she asked,thats when I felt like she will leave me.”no I don’t cut,but why are you asking?”yes I know you do and that’s something I do all the time but I want you to stop!she said.i thought she was gonna leave me but it was the complete opposite of what I thought.. she is a lovely girl and I’m happy that I met her in my way In life.i invited over to my house again and we ate dinner this time she got a call from home and it was from her aunt and that she won’t be home this night so the she will be alone at night that’s when I told her she could stay with me and we can share the same room she agreed and I was happy..I didn’t mind her sleeping next to me to be honest I thought she was a wonderful friend that I don’t want to ever lose..