It was crowded in the bus she was riding. An old woman appears in front of her, the old woman was obviously having a hard time, she couldn’t stand straight and was bumping to people beside her. Seeing as how the older woman had a hard time, She stood up and offered her seat.

“Ma’am, you can have my seat” she offered with a smile.

The old woman looked at her with delight.

“ Such a kind soul, Thank you very much young lady” The grandma said as she get seated.

It was still a long ride before the young lady reach her destination. She stood there patiently.

A few minutes have gone by. The bus stopped and some people began to leave the bus but a few have also entered. The young lady’s feet began to weaken but then she felt a hand in her hips. She was startled and immediately looked behind her. She saw a man in a blue shirt smiling at her. She couldn’t step back nor move anywhere.

*“Your feet seems to get weaken”* the man said as he continued to smile at her *“I only helped you”*

The young lady just stood there looking at the man. She did not want to believe what he said. As it was obvious that wasn’t his intention.

The young lady ignored the man and patiently waited for the next stop. Only a minute have gone by when she felt air blowing in her neck. It sent shivers down to her spine as she looked behind her and saw the man smiling at her again while lowering his head. She couldn’t say anything.

“What?” The man asked

But the young lady was too scared and disgusted to say anything. She was getting teary at that moment but still took the courage to speak up.

“Please don’t touch me mister” She said while avoiding the man’s eyes.

The people at the bus began to look at them. Their eyes scared the young lady. It was as if their eyes were piercing through her skin.

“Huh? What the hell are you on about miss? Why the hell would I touch you?”

The young lady’s tears started to flow. She was trembling and couldn’t say something.

*“Kids these days really got nothing to do huh? Going around accusing everyone that their harassing them. Shameless **“ *one of the passenger said.

The old woman interrupted* “ Or maybe he really did harassed her, she wouldn’t cry for no reason”.** *The old woman stated.

The young lady still stood there without a single word, she continued to cry.

“Don’t get yourself worked up granny, that’s not your business. Don’t even think about getting involved” another passenger replied.

The old woman started to get mad. She stood up and was about to go to the man who harassed the young lady but the young lady grabbed her hand. She looked at her while crying and swung her head.

“It’s fine ma’am, please don’t get in trouble because of me” The young lady whispered.

It was another hour of silence before the young lady reached her destination. When she was about to get off, she heard one of the female passenger whispered

“I bet she was flirting with that man before”

The young lady got off with a heavy chest. She started crying again after the bus left.

The young lady started to walk on her way to school after she stopped crying. She wiped her tears and breathes- she fixed her uniform and made a wide smile.

The young lady noticed a boy looking at her in front of the school gate, She squinted to get a more clear view of the person and realized it was her friend.

“ Hakun!” She shouted as she waves at him.

“Took you so long” He said while shaking his head.

Both of them laughed as they started walking to enter the school.

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“Hey”

The young lady looked at her back and saw three girls smiling at her.

“Uhm.. What?” she said confused about the situation.

One of the girls bends to reach the young lady and puts her hand at her desk. She looked at the young lady as if she was judging her.

“You’re friends with hakun right?” The girl asked.

“Oh. Yes why?”

The unfamiliar girl’s face changed. She was smiling widely with a look of excitement in her face. It was quite obvious that she’s interested in the young boy.

She immediately grabbed the young lady’s hand and happily asked her

“Can we be friends?”

“Oh uhm” the young lady was too startled to answer

The unfamiliar girl was staring at the young lady waiting for her answer.

“Okay, sure” the young lady forced a smile as she answered.

“We’d be great friends!” The unfamiliar girl said with a visible excitement.

“I’m yoona, this girl behind me with a short curly hair is baae and this girl with a shoulder length hair is kanon”

“Uhm nice to meet you?” The young lady was still confused as to why these girls wanted to be her friend

“How about you?” Yoona asked

“Pardon?”

“What? AHAHAHAHAH pardon? That sounds old lol”. The girls started laughing at the young lady.

“ uh.. sorry it was just kind of an old word”

“It’s fine..”. The young lady once again forced a smile

“So Uhm- what’s your name?”

“Name? Oh it’s uh Suji”

“Oh- that’s a pretty name”

“Thank you”

“ we have to go now, see yah suji”.

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“Suji”

A male student was standing in front of her with papers in his hand. He was suji’s classmate since first year of highschool but the two of them aren’t close.

“ Can you give this to Mister Pom? There’s an emergency at our home and I have to go early. Mister Pom still have one class and I can’t stay longer”

“Oh.. yea sure”

“Thanks Suji! You’re the best!” The male student cheered happily.

The school bell rang and the students began to pack their things and get ready to go to their houses. Suji was left in their classroom, still waiting for another hour to pass by.

She took out a book and began to read while waiting. Without knowing it, an hour passed by and Suji was still reading.

Knock knock*

Mister Pom was standing on the room’s door smiling

“ Why are you here alone suji?” He said while smiling

“Mister Pom! Oh I was waiting for you”

“Why are you waiting for me? Hm?” His smile grew wider.

The smile He gave to her sent down chills through her spine. She couldn’t tell whether it was a kind smile or not.

“Oh, it’s uhm the records, I was asked to give you this”

“So you waited for an hour for me?”

“Well, uh yes”. She was starting to feel uncomfortable.

Mister Pom closed the door and started walking toward her with a wide smile in his face. Suji started to panic and started to back off as mister Pom takes a step towards her.

“ AHAHAHAHH what are you doing suji? If you do that you’ll just end up getting cornered”

“ Sorry mister Pom but I-I need to go home now. It’s getting dark outside” she said as she immediately puts the papers on the teacher’s desk.

As she was about to get pass mister Pom, he aggressively grabs her arm and pushed her in the board. He was still smiling widely as if he was planning something.

“Mister Pom, please I need to go home now”

“Uh-uh suji, This won’t take a long time. I promise”

He breathes heavily as he pinned the helpless young lady on the board. Suji was trying to push him back but he was holding her wrist tightly.

“ Ah- you’re so cute when resisting” he said while he sweats inside the hot classroom.

Suji started to cry as he stroke her hair. He slowly slides his hand inside her skirt and slowly breathes in her neck.

“Oh suji, You like this right?”

She couldn’t answer. She was scared and trembling.

He continued to harass her.

“Ahh suji you have such small and soft lips. I’ve always wanted to know how sweet your lips are”

He grabbed her chin and started to kiss her aggressively.

She was not only scared. She was disgusted. Disgusted at the thought that it was her teacher who’s harassing her, disgusted that she actually respected him in the past. Disgusted by his actions and disgusted by herself. The only thought she had at that moment was

She shouldn’t have waited for him.

*CLANG*

A loud noise disrupted mister Pom from harassing the young lady. The sound came out from outside the classroom- must be about ten steps before the classroom where suji was in.

Mister Pom immediately let go of the young lady as he spotted someone outside. Suji started to ran out of the classroom while crying. There was not a single thought in her brain.

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It has been twenty minutes since suji started to ran. She was extremely exhausted- but she kept running. Her uniform has two missing buttons and her hair is a mess but she couldn’t care less. The fear stayed in her body as she kept crying miserably.

“What have I done? Why do bad things only happen to me?” She thought as she slows down from running.

Every part of her body hurts. She couldn’t run anymore. She just kneeled there as she continued to cry, but her tears weren’t because of the pain she was feeling at that moment- she was crying because of the disgust she felt. She couldn’t forget it, it continued to haunt her.

After an hour, the young lady started to wiped her tears and walk home. As she passed by an arcade- She saw her male classmate with others laughing beside him.

He said he have an emergency…

The young lady began to feel weak again. Tears have started to run through her cheeks as she stared at him from afar.

I have gone through all that just for him to enjoy his time at the arcade? Why is he laughing? He shouldn’t laugh-he have absolutely no right to laugh… What the hell is wrong with you?!

The thoughts in the young lady’s head started to explode- she was tired, frustrated and miserable but she couldn’t do a thing to help herself.

I…I want to kill him

A thought has passed by her head but she have no courage to actually do such a thing. She stayed there for another hour with nothing but thoughts of killing her teacher, her classmate and herself.

Maybe…just maybe if I’m a boy and not a girl- maybe I wouldn’t have gone through that.

Maybe it’s actually my fault that he did “that” - what reason could it possibly be for him to do that other than me seducing him? But I didn’t.

I didn’t want that. All I wanted to do was help but this is what I got.

It’s disgusting. Disgusting. Disgusting. Disgusting.

Maybe I should just kill them and then myself

Is dying the only way? I want to kill them so badly

The young lady’s thoughts are full of nothing but terror. She couldn’t think straight. She was sitting beside the road with a blank expression- she couldn’t even notice the people passing her.

After an hour or so, the young lady collapsed but before she lost full of her consciousness, she thought of just one thing…

Please…anyone, just anyone…please help me

Suji was tired. Not only physically but also mentally and emotionally.