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Can't Love You!!

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heyy guys....
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so.... actually you see...
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i was writing this story.."can't i be loved??"... i also uploaded 7 chapters...
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but today i saw that it had disappeared...
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i don't know how but i just couldn't find it....
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i had this story fully prepared in my mind...
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but ....🥲🥲🥲
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BUT...
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I'm going to write it again....
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so this story's called..... "Lift me up Mr. Specs"...
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it's the same story i was writing before.... but now I'm thinking of making a little changes in it ..
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so i hope you'll like it...
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I'll Start the story in the next chapter...
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Oh, ah, ah yeah 어찌어찌 걸어 바다에 왔네 이 바다에서 나는 해변을 봐 무수한 모래알과 매섭고 거친 바람 여전히 나는 사막을 봐 바다 갖고 싶어 널 온통 들이켰어 근데 그 전보다 더 목이 말라 내가 다 아는 것이 진정 바다인가 아니면 푸른 사막인가 (I don't know) I don't know, I don't know 내가 지금 파도를 느끼고 있는지 yeah I don't know, I don't know 아직도 모래바람에 쫓기고 있는지 yeah I don't know, I don't know 바다인지 사막인지 희망인지 절망인지 진짜인지 가짜인지 shit I know I know 지금 내 시련을 I know I know 이겨낼 것을 I know I know 나야말로 네가 의지할 곳이란 것을 yeah 좋게 생각해 마른침 삼켜 불안하더라도 사막일지라도 아름다운 나미브 사막이라고 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah 바다인줄 알았던 여기는 되려 사막이었고 별거 없는 중소아이돌이 두번째 이름이었어 방송에 짤리기는 뭐 부지기수 누구의 땜빵이 우리의 꿈 어떤 이들은 회사가 작아서 제대로 못 뜰거래 I know I know 나도 알어 한방에서 일곱이 잠을 청하던 시절도 잠이 들기전에 내일은 다를거란 믿음도 (믿음도) 사막의 신기루 형태는 보이지만 잡히지는 않았고 끝이 없던 이 사막에서 살아남길 빌어 현실이 아니기를 빌어 결국 신기루는 잡히고 현실이 됐고 두렵던 사막은 우리의 피 땀 눈물로 채워 바다가 됐어 그런데 이 행복들 사이에 이 두려움 들은 뭘까 원래 이곳은 사막이란걸 우린 너무 잘 알아 울고 싶지 않아 쉬고 싶지 않아 아니 조금만 쉬면 어때 아니 아니 아니 지고 싶지 않아 원래 사막이잖아 그럼 달려야지 뭐 더 우울해야지 뭐 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 시련이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah Ocean, desert, the world Everything is the same thing Different name I see ocean, I see desert, I see the world Everything is the same thing But with different name It's life again 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah 희망이 있는 곳엔 You know, you know, you know, you know, yeah yeah 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 절망이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 절망이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 절망이 있네 희망이 있는 곳엔 반드시 절망이 있네 우린 절망해야해 그 모든 시련을 위해 우린 절망해야해 그 모든 시련을 위해
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#Prologue (◕ᴗ◕ )#

the whether was cold....
only the noise of the raindrops and lightning could be heard...
it made him feel calm, alone, free, ............ and maybe.....in love???...
no...
not love...
it was raining....and he was a bit afraid....
afraid of being alone tomorrow...
he was sitting by the window of his room...
with someone....
whom he could share anything which affected him... his thoughts.... his emotions.. which he didn't wanted to show to the world.... not even his parents....
why???
he was afraid....
afraid of the people around him.... from the world..... from his parents....
to be precise..... not his parents..... but what will his parents think.... what their reaction would be after knowing how he feels.... what he wants....
he is selfish...
he's a selfish person..... the worst in the world.....
he wants to feel love..... which he had.... but he never felt..... he knew he was surrounded by love and care all his life.... but why.....
why can't he feel it.... why can't he see it....
he was confused of what he wanted.....
he said...
"i love being alone"....
"but.... i hate being alone "....
in the dark rainy night....
he had a company of three...
crystal...
rain...
loneliness....
and..
him...
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heyy guys...
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so.... i was trying my best to start the story in a good way...
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so i hope i did well....
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i hope you liked it....
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and one more thing... i don't know if I'll be able to upload daily beacuse my college is starting from tomorrow so... i don't know.... if i can....
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and i just wanted to say this from the start....
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soo..... I'll see you in the next chapter of "Lift me Mr. Specs"....
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#The Cold Night#

the atmosphere around was cold and calm as it was raining....
a boy was sitting by his window...
alone...
he doesn't likes to make friends...
"not everything is permanent...."
he said...
looking out of the window....he realised... how late it was... how dark the night is.... how cold it is.... even the moon was hugged by the clouds making it hard to even get a glimpse of it....it's bright light was faint in the dark cloudy night....
it was a sleepless night for him...
every little creature around him was sound asleep.... but he wasn't able to get a bit of it...
he had a lot going in his mind...
he picked up the pen which had fallen on the ground rolling off the table a while ago when he was zoning out....
he opened his diary...
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he opened the diary and flipped a few pages and started to write something...
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Jeon Jungkook
*writing while saying it loud in his mind...* the weather today is really enchanting.... it gives me goosebumps... i feel like.. even the clouds know that tomorrow is going to be something different....
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Jeon Jungkook
i don't know... how things will be from tomorrow.... till now in my life I've never been alone...
(note:- so...yeah as i said he doesn't likes to make friends and stays alone...but here him never been alone means ...he was with his parents.... don't get confused...)
(or you might come and choke me saying.... you first said that he was alone than say he was not...(。ŏ﹏ŏ)..)
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Jeon Jungkook
in this dark lonely night.... I'm fine... beacuse I'm at home.... but who knows about the future...
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Jeon Jungkook
you'll stay with me right crystal???
(he calls his dairy crystal)
"you'll stay with me right crystal..."....after writing this line... he couldn't move his hand anymore....he kept pressing the lead of the pen on the full stop of his last sentence....
he gulped feeling his throat dry... he shivered due to the cold air hugging him in its embrace and tiny rain drops sneaking inside his room kissing his hand in a cute way...
due to the cold touch of the rain drops on his hand... he realised... the rain won't stop...
he closed his dairy and locked it with the key and...took a necklace laying on the table and put the key inside..closed it... and kept it back on the table securely....
he took the diary and put it in his bag.... it was his treasure.... where all his emotions were stored.... he would never think of letting anyone touch it... he doesn't like people pitying him....
he went near the window and took some fresh air... and felt a few rain drops on his face... which made him frown due to their coldness...
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he whispers to himself....
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you're as cold as crystal...
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she's really cold.... never talks to me...
he then shut the window and closes the curtains half to let the faint light of the moon enter the room to have a little rest....
he was laying on the bed.... wrapped in his blanket... looking so adorable...yet he had a blank emotionless face....
he was having chills.... he was feeling cold... even the warm blanket... wasn't able to keep him safe from the cold air being touchy with him....
he stayed on the bed without moving an inch....
and again he whispered to himself...
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....cold....
his voice was so low that even he himself could barely hear it....
he slowly got up from his bed... and made his way to the kitchen...
entering the kitchen he stood there not moving at all... just looking around blankly.... later he opened the fridge and gulped down a good amount of cold water as his throat was dry... he then went to the bathroom to fresh up...as he drank a lot water... he wouldn't want anyone to distrub him... not even that damn natures call...
it took him a few minutes to come out of the bathroom and didn't use his room's bathroom...as he was in the living room...
he made his way towards his room... but stood just infront of it holding the door nob...
he turned his head to his left side.... the room was silent..... filled with love which he wanted right now... the warmth he wanted right now in this cold fearful night....
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......
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.....mom....
he whispered... feeling his eyes getting teary longing of his mom's embrace which gives him the warmth of the world... making him forget all the problems... all the fear he has...
he made his way towards his parent's bedroom which was just on the left side of his room....
he opened the door without making any noise....
two figures were visible to him... laying in the bed in their blanket facing eachother......
he made his way towards them and got in between the couple on the bed...
this made the both of them wake up....
they looked at eachother and then at him... confused...
he laid between them looking at the both of them with love and tears in his eyes....
wanting to be close to his parents....
wanting to be the same small child who used to sleep between them in his childhood....
his mother hugged him making the tears fall down from the corner of his eyes... which he was holding for a long time....
his father back hugged him wiping the tears from his eyes...
"i feel it..."
"i feel it crystal..."
"the love...."
he thought in his mind....
a hint of smile on his face...
he whispered to his parents...
"....I Love You...."
his parents smiled to eachother and whispered to him back...
"....We Love You Too jungkook...."
and both the sides of his cheek were kissed...
kissed by his parents... making him smile with love...
he hugged his mom more hiding his face in her chest again feeling like the small child being tired after a long day of playing and at the end of the day being in his mom's arms feeling safe....
they don't need a fourth person...
the three of them slept hugging eachother in the cold night... not afraid of the dark rainy night....
"...good night jungkook..."
they whispered...
jungkook for the last time smiled feeling overwhelmed... and slowly his eyes closed themselves and rest for what the next day beholds.....
no one knows what time and things and people change....
till then... good night jungkook....
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ahhm..... i was too focused on the story i forgot that i wrote a lot....
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I'm satisfied with this chapter...
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i just hope i can get more ideas... cause if i got blank of how to continue... it will be hard then...
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anyway....
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i hope you liked the chapter....
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i hope it wasn't boring....
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I'll see you in the next chapter...
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byeee...
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love you all 😚....
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