JIN

"It's really hard being single till the age of 24 you know, especially if you are this handsome "

JIN said looking at the mirror while getting ready in the morning,, although he owns a flower shop and it is just in front of his house, still he takes good care of his appearance.

Maybe even at the age of 24 he still is waiting for his prince charming,, yes not princess because he knows he's gay,, how?

He was in high school when he felt the urge to kiss his friend and got kicked in the belly,, after that incident two things changed.......

1\-he knew he was gay.

2\-he lost all of his friends.

his parents never knew about it because they died in a plane crash when jin was 19,,till then he's living alone with enough money his parents left for him...

NAMJOON

"I WANNA DIE GOD" namjoon cried out in pain, frustration,, anger,,.

Another morning without anyone, totally alone, none to talk to,, none to even ask if I'm alive,, why?

His mother left him at the door of an orphanage house at the age of 1 when he was a baby just learning how to giggle, making various sounds,, how heartless his mother would have been...

Well yeah, she was a selfish woman who fed on others by having sex and receiving money,, she even blackmailed some of her boyfriends (so called) of getting pregnant..

There at the orphanage someone adopted him and raised him as their own but to his bad luck they died in an accident leaving namjoon alone in this universe ..

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EVERYDAY ROUTINE

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Namjoon loved flowers and to his luck their was a flower shop just opposite his house adjacent to a coffee shop,, he would go there and sat by the table outside the coffee shop so that he could see all those flowers including the florist..

"how can a man be this beautiful" he would say to himself from time to time,, he didn't care about his sexuality, he was busy being alone,, nobody really liked a clumsy man who would literally break everything he touched ...

He used to imagine himself being a florist, learning how to make a special bouquet from the beautiful florist, but never tried,, he didn't trust himself,,one thing he could do well was writing,,

He started writing a novel of two blind boys being each other's strength and fighting against the world... Everyday he would visit the flower shop, buy a flower the florist would suggest and sat on the table getting a cup of coffee,, and writting on his diary...

This was his everyday routine almost,, rest of the day he would be in his house,,, crying, fighting with loneliness,, trying to cook food breaking things,, crying, falling asleep,,

JIN \

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I was curious about the boy from the day I saw him for the first time,, what does he write on his diary everyday!, he never asks for a flower of his own likings,, he would gladly take the flower I suggest,, when I close the shop he would get up and go to his house,, I want to know his name, I want to know about him,, it seems he doesn't have anyone, just like me,, but he's too young to face this world by himself.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Calm down jin,, you ask him what his name is tomorrow OK? Now go to sleep..

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The next day Jin got ready, taking an hour more to get ready, why? Because he wanted to introduce himself to someone who had made him believe in fate AGAIN,

Wearing a white shirt fully fitted with a pair of black jeans, a watch on his left wrist,, doing his hair in a manly way, he left for his flower shop gaining all self confidence he could gather.

Opening his shop all he could think about is how to approach him!..... Almost every minute he would daydream about that boy. This was bad for The customers who ordered something and got something else but they didn't oppose because even in daydream the flowers Jin picked were beautiful.

With every passing hour Jin would get restless because that boy hasn't arrived yet. Jin started to loose his heart thinking, regretting why hasn't he talked to him before.

Right now there are no customers in jin's shop so he went out and sat on the table outside looking down thinking that he should've talked to him earlier....

In the meantime........

In namjoon's bedroom there was a starfish namjoon sleeping opening his mouth, he was writing the other night and was too engulfed in the story that he lost track of time and finally when he got up from writing it was 3:48 in the morning, so we can't even blame him for Being asleep right now..

At 8 am he woke up, no not by some alarm clock or some call or anything else, he woke up because he had to pee,

NATURE'S CALL IS THE MOST IMPORTANT CALL BABY, NOBODY CAN REFUSE IT NOT EVEN NAMJOON IN REAL LIFE (😂 I'M SORRY)

Well he did what he had to, now when he looked at the clock 8:19am, he went to the bed again but immediately he stood up..

Holy shit, my florist,,, I'm late, this is the only exciting thing I do in the whole day, lord, how could I sleep this late.

After cursing himself he got ready, wearing the things he could find in front of him, rushing out of the house with his diary, almost running to the shop without stopping to look at the signal............

A loud honk made everyone look at the road where a certain driver cursing a boy who stood on the road scared putting his palms on his eyes..

Jin ran to the boy, hold his hand and dragged him out of the street and made him sat on the chair, the boy was still scared, his brain hanged

J--ARE YOU OK?

BOY - - I.. I... WATER PLEASE

JIN went inside the Cafe and brought some water for the boy. After he calmed down a bit Jin hold his hand out

*J--I'm seokjin, Kim seokjin.

Boy - - I'm namjoon, Kim namjoon

J--you visit my shop every day right? You must like flowers very much.

NJ - - YES, I LIKE FLOWERS (and the florist)

J - - what were you thinking crossing the street like that?

NJ--(you) um I don't know. I was hurrying and didn't notice the car.

J--where were you going?

NJ - - here

J--why hurry though? You don't work here.

NJ - - I.... Idk

J--do you want anything to eat? I haven't had breakfast yet, want to join me**?

NJ - - y,, yes

For namjoon, it was something new, after his adoptive parents died he ate alone, when Jin asked him to eat with him he felt happy, anxious, excited,,

It was like a new start to a friendship, or something more,,, he was happy, he wanted nothing but he got a friend, well he would call seokjin his friend,,

Their story started,, its only the beginning,,, there's much more to say, more to happen*,,,

Jin asked namjoon if he had his breakfast and they ended up having breakfast together. Jin was excited, not even a bit of nervousness was to be seen in him,

Although Jin didn't know if that boy namjoon was interested in men or not, yet he was confident about himself (being the worldwide handsome and having a prince type body gay or not gay men used to look at him and he was used to it).

Currently they were eating and Jin was the one talking the most.

Jin-so namjoonshii how old are you? I mean are you a student or something because I often notice you sitting here.

Namjoon--I I don't go to college anymore

Jin- why

Nam- after my parents died, I couldn't face the world, it was hard,

Jin- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked about your personal matters. I'm sorry again

Nam- no no it's fine, nobody seems interested in me anyway, I'm glad you talked to me.

Jin- but I'm interested in you

Nam- what

Jin- I am interested in knowing what you write in that diary

Nam-oh that's nothing, it's just a leisure hobby,

Jin- what is

Nam- I'm writing a story

Jin-wow, since now all I ever wrote was a letter to my teacher stating that I will be absent..

Nam--(Laughing)

Jin- your dimples are cute

Nam-(choking)

Jin - namjoonshii, I hope you're awkward about my comments, let me tell something about myself. I'm a florist living all alone in this world, I have only one friend that is the owner of the restaurant, my parents died long ago, this shop is mine, I'm interested in you and I'm gay.

Nam-ohhhhh,, I'm sorry about your parents, wait you're gay?

Jin- hmm, what about you?

Nam- I don't know, I've never taught about it.

Jin-well then think about it namjoonshii because I think I'm too much interested in you to wait for your consent about kissing you.

Nam- I.. I'm gonna go.

Jin- don't get me wrong namjoon, all I'm saying is try to figure out if you like me because I do like you and I'd like to know more about you.

Nam- I'm,, this is all new to me, nobody ever said something like this before and me too, I never liked anyone,

Jin-then let's hang out for some time so That we can know each other better..

Nam- that's... OK I guess.

Jin-perfect, then come with me in the shop, you didn't buy one today.

Nam- ah yes

They went to jin's shop where Jin gave him a white lily,, it was beautiful,, namjoon tried to pay but Jin didn't let him,

JIN- it's my gift to you for giving me a chance to know you better,

Nam-( smiling ) , thank you