That night, it rained heavily. I was taken by my parents to move to a big city because they wanted me to be able to forget all my very dark past.

My name is diamond trixsyi wolf lunamoon lilly-puppy, I am 15 years old and I was born in summer mountain village. I am the only son of my parents, my parents are the owners of the biggest coal mining company in my village. you could say that I was born into a rich family.

The reason why my parents took me away from the village where I was born was, they wanted to protect me. my parents were willing to leave their company for a while just for me.

Because I am now a psychopath and worst of all, I once made a really very fatal mistake when I was in my old school. I killed one of the creature who became my friend there. at that time, I felt like my wolf instincts had suddenly overtaken me so I couldn't control my emotions.

I not only killed my friend, but I also injured myself so that I have a permanent scar on my muzzle and around my left eye. I always cover it with a small bandage so no one can see it.

Because I killed my friend, I was not only expelled from school but I was also in prison for over two years. not only that, when I got out of prison, I couldn't get along with the creatures in my village anymore because they had thought of me as a bad person. therefore, my parents took me to the city to start a new life there.

However, I feel that this will be very difficult because of the news of the murder I did at my school has spread throughout the country. it made me not only hated by people, I was also kicked out of every social group I joined.

During the trip, I kept staring out the window and occasionally I glance at my mother who kept hugs me so that I always feel comfortable. I am now in Cherryhills City, I often hear that Cherryhills City is a very amazing city. especially for immigrants because there are many jobs available in the city.

"Dad, when will we arrive at our new house?" I asked my dad who was driving.

"Soon honey, what is going on" my dad replied.

"I'm tired" I said.

"It won't be long honey, we'll be there soon" my father said while looking at me.

A few moments later, the car I was riding with my parents entered a housing estate. I feel that housing is elite housing because it is dominated by large houses and has two floors.

After a while, we finally arrived at a large house. the house is blue. then after my dad parked the car in front of the house, he then came out with a big umbrella and then opened the car door and asked me to get out.

"Come on honey, don't be afraid, it's okay, let's go out" my dad said when he asked me to get out of the car.

At first, I was afraid to get out of the car but I tried to be brave. I put on my jacket and then i step out of the car slowly and i can feel my body shaking. then, my dad held my hand as I got out of the car.

I am now in a new place, a new atmosphere and I hope I can change for the better even though I am now a psychopath.

Then, I walked towards the door while slightly looking at my parents who were walking on either side of me. after opening the door, my parents then took me into the new house. then they showed me a room which became my bedroom on the second floor.

I was surprised because all the things in the room were very neatly arranged. even I also saw my new bedroom has a private bathroom. turns out they had prepared all this for me before they brought me here.

Here, I will start my new life and I will try to forget my past.

A few weeks later, I have started to be able to adapt to my new place. but sometimes when i feel upset, I feel like i'm controlled by my wolf instinct so that i can't control my emotions and myself. I sometimes mess up my bedroom because I can't control myself. and it didn't just happen once, but over and over again.

I've also tried to end my life because I'm very depressed with my situation like this. I really can't control myself when I'm so angry, I didn't even hesitate to yell at my parents and I almost hurt them too. but my parents are very patient and can always calm me down when I get angry. even my mother always found a way to make me feel calm.

I realized that even though my life had changed drastically, I was still trying hard to be able to forget all those bad memories.

I can't believe it, two months have passed and during that time, I have never even left the house because I was so afraid of meeting everyone. I always lock myself in my bedroom when my parents go to work. I often spend my time reading the books my parents gave me. I did it to relieve boredom.

Every time I hear the sound of childrens playing in the park not far from my house, I always peek at them from my bedroom window. every time I see them playing, I can feel they playing happily. I really want to live a normal life and be able to play with them there, but I know that's impossible. even I always cry every time I see them playing.

I can feel happiness only when I playing with my parents, and even then only when they are at home. when they go to work, I am always alone at home, no one to accompany me in loneliness. the only things that accompany me when I'm alone at home are the books I always read.

I always try to stay calm because I know, if I get angry, even if I lose control, no one can calm me down at home. therefore, I always look for ways to stay calm by reading books or playing games on the computer.

It was a sunny monday morning. I peeked out of my bedroom window and I could see there were childrens going to school. various kinds of creatures I saw walking. wolves, rabbits, dragons, cats and even I saw a wyvren and a fox.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on my bedroom door and I could hear my mother calling out to me.

"Trixsyi boy, let's go out, it's time for breakfast. come on, honey, your food will get cold if you don't eat it soon," said my mother from behind the door.

"O... okay... I... I'll be out soon" I said.

Straight away, I got out of my bedroom and then ran to the kitchen which was located downstairs. when I got to the kitchen, I could see my parents were having breakfast. without waiting long, I joined them.

I saw both my parents had put on their suits and I knew they were about to go to work. I saw the name tag attached to my mother's suit, my mother's name was clearly displayed there, "diamond ezscsa ronda" that was my mother's name. then I looked at my dad's suit and I could see his name tag, "alexsish don voyager" that's my dad's name.

I feel happy and calm when I am with them. but it didn't last long because a few moments later, they were getting ready to go to work.

"um...m... mom... d... dad, can't you s... stay at home on weekends?" I asked them.

"What's wrong trixsyi boy?" asked my dad.

"yeah... uhh... well... I... I'm lonely, no one accompanies me at home when you work" i said while playing with a spoon.

"Oh... honey, my poor little trixsyi, well... we will try to take the weekend off. but for now we have to work, this is for you too honey" my mother said.

"Huuhh... okay" I sighed as I kept my head down.

Then, i saw my mother coming up to me and then kissing my cheek.

"Take care of yourself at home and remember, don't let your wolf instinct control you" my mother said while stroking my head.

"Alright... thanks mommy" I said while smile to her.

"That's my boy, my lovely trixsyi boy" my mom said as she kissed my cheek.

Moments later, they finally left for work. I could see them taking their bags which were placed in the living room and then they came out of the house. I saw them then closed the door and then locked it.

Then, I continued my breakfast. I can feel the food cooked by my mother is really delicious and I really like it.

After breakfast, I then went back to my bedroom and... well... as usual, I was alone and there was no one to accompany me here. I'm also getting tired of reading the same books every day, even I'm getting tired of playing games on my computer. there's nothing I can do this time but lie on my bed.

I'm really bored this time. I want to get out of the house and go to the park. but I can't. not long after, I started to get sleepy and finally I fell asleep.

Without me knowing it, when I woke up from my sleep, I looked at the clock on the wall and I could see it was already eleven in the afternoon. then I took my smartphone and then opened social media.

I now use a pseudonym when connecting with my friends on social media. "diamond azscel lunamoon", that's my pseudonym. I use it so I can keep connected with them. because if I used my real name, they definitely wouldn't want to be friends with me.

But not long after, I feel my stomach growl and that's a sign I'm hungry.

"Ugh... i'm hungry" I said while rubbing my stomach "well... let's see what's in the kitchen".

Then, I came out of my bedroom and ran towards the kitchen. when in the kitchen, I looked for something I could eat but I couldn't find anything. then I opened the fridge and there I saw a box filled my favorite fruit, dragon fruit.

On top of the box I saw a waterproof paper and there was a note written on it.

"Trixsyi boy, mom has prepared these fruits for you, you can eat them when you're hungry but don't eat them all at once".

When I read that note, I knew that my mother had prepared this for me. then I took a few pieces of dragon fruit and then put it on a small plate. then I walked back to my bedroom while eating that fruit. I really like dragon fruit, I really like it. I even stole my dad's money just to buy dragon fruit at the shop. of course that was before I became like this.

That night, I was in the living room. I sat on the sofa and watched TV while waiting for my parents to come home. I occasionally look at the door, I feel they will come home late. but not long after, I heard the sound of a car stopping in front of the house. I immediately turned off the TV and ran towards the door.

Just then, the door opened and I could see my parents standing in front of me. I'm so glad they're back. I also saw them smile when they saw me even though I knew they were tired after a long day at work. I just hugged them because I already miss them.

"Looks, who missed us" my mother said while stroking my head.

"I'm bored" I said as I keep hug them "there is no one to accompany me at home".

Even though my parents are owners of a large company, they should be able to stay at home because they can monitor their company from home. but they chose to work there because it was all for me. I'm happy to have hardworking parents.

Then I let go of my arms and let them rest after work.

A few moments later, I was in my bed again and I was currently reading a book. but soon I heard my bedroom door open. I looked towards the door and I could see my mother coming in with a plate filled with a few pieces of dragon fruit and a glass of caramel milkshake.

"For you honey, your favorite fruit and drink" my mother said as she placed the plate on my bedside table.

Then my mother sat beside me and then hugged me.

"What are you reading honey, looks like a good book" my mother asked.

"Never be alone, the work of kuro the billionaire cat" I said while showing the book I was reading.

"I see you like it" my mom asked while stroking my head.

I didn't answer and just nodded as I continued reading.

"It seems you often spend your time reading your books, that's good. It can calm you down whenever you're home alone".

A few moments later, I closed the book and then I put it on my pillow. I feel very comfortable because my mother continues to hug and caress my head. I know that even though my life is like this now, I still feel calm because my parents are always with me. I wish I would be able to accept this reality and get used to living as a psychopath wolf.

to be continued...

A year in cherryhills city.

I feel there is a change in myself, not too much but I feel like I'm getting better now. But during the year I was here, I began to miss the school atmosphere.

Yeah... you know, ever since i became a psychopath, i've always been alone and i've never been friends with anyone in real life since then, i've only been friends on social media and even then i have to use my pseudonym.

I once asked my parents if I could go back to school in Summer Mountain Village and... well, you already know the answer. yup, they don't let me. Because they know that if I go back there, I will definitely be bullied and will definitely be bullied by every creatures there.

A few days later.

Tonight is a cold wednesday night. I and my parents are getting ready to go to dinner at a restaurant.

I feel very happy because this is my chance to get out of the house since the first time I lived in Cherryhills City. I was wearing my jacket when I was about to get in the car while my parents were already in the car and I could see they were still wearing the suits they usually wear to work.

I then got in the car and sat in the back seat. a few moments later, we were off. I feel very happy.

"You look so happy honey" my mother said as she looked at me.

"Y... yes, I'm happy" I said while scratching the back of my head "it's the first time I'm out of the house since you all brought me here, thank you mom".

"Don't thank me, but thank your dad because he invited us to dinner out tonight" my mother said as she patted my dads shoulder.

"It doesn't matter, this is also for you so you can feel happiness" said my dad.

During the trip, I couldn't stop staring out the window and I could see the city lights shining brightly. Usually when my parents and I travel by car, I always fall asleep but not this time. The trip seemed a bit short because the restaurant that I and my parents were going to visit was not far from the housing where we lived.

Not long after, we arrived at a restaurant that looks very luxurious. I saw the name of the restaurant was in French.

"restaurant haut de gamme Cherryhills"

(cherryhills upscale restaurant).

I can read the name of the restaurant clearly because I can speak French a little, yeah not really.

Then after my dad parked the car, we then got out and walked to the restaurant. When I and my parents entered the restaurant, I could still feel the cold air from the air conditioner even though I was wearing my jacket. Then I and my parents sat at a table near a large window. This is the first time I see the atmosphere of the night in the city.

Not long after, a restaurant waiter came over to us. he was a white wolf, I didn't realize that he was my uncle, uncle don.

uncle don was my mother's older brother and he is my dads ex-partner when he was still working for my parents' coal company. I have a very close relationship with uncle don, because when I was a little wolf, uncle don often took me on trips abroad and bought me many of my favorite toys.

But now when I see him, I immediately look down. I feel bad for uncle don because I also hurt his daughter when the murder I did at school happened at that time.

When I saw uncle don standing in front of our table, I was so afraid to look at his face and I kept my head down. I could hear my parents talking to him. If I listen carefully, they seem to be talking about their memories when he was still working at my parents' company.

But not long after, I saw uncle don walking towards me, I started shaking when I saw him getting closer to me.

"Is this little Trixsyi" uncle don said as he grabbed my shoulder.

I didn't answer and I just nodded. to be honest, I was really scared of him after that horrible event happened. I then heard him speak near my ear.

"Long time no see you little Trixsyi, how are you. I know you are afraid of me after you hurt your cousin, right?!??" said uncle don.

Then i try to see uncle don's face and when I saw his face, I could see he was smiling at me with his sinister smile.

"Uncle... h... how... a... are you, l... long time n... no see y... you" I tried to greet uncle don but I was very nervous and a little scared.

"I'm fine, don't be afraid of me, I forgive you, now what do you want to order, little Trixsyi" uncle don said while giving me the Menu list.

I then looked at the menu list given by uncle don, I could see that the menu list featured luxurious foods that I had never tasted before. After looking for a while, I finally found a fruit salad. I immediately ordered it and then returned the menu list to uncle don.

My parents had also ordered their food and not long after, uncle don left us to prepare our order.

Not long after uncle don left, my dad then looked at me.

"Trixsyi boy, I and your mom have thought about your desire to go back to school, and well... you can go back to school," said my dad while smiling at me.

"Is it true ?!??" I was shocked.

"That's true" my mother said "we also registered you in Cherryhills International Highschool some time ago, you can go to school there starting next week".

"Oh really, thanks mom, dad" I said happily.

"But, as long as you go to school there, you must always use your pseudonym that you usually use on social media" my dad said seriously.

"You mean, Diamond Azscel Lunamoon?!??, but why do I have to use my pseudonym" I asked my dad.

My mother looked around and then approached me.

"The news of the murder you did at school has spread widely, everyone now knows about you. that's why when we registered you, we used your pseudonym" my mother whispered in my ear.

"oh... okay... fine" I said while looking at my mother "but can't I still be called Trixsyi, um... I mean can I add Trixsyi between my pseudonyms".

"Yes you can, but you have to find a way so no one at school knows who you really are" my mother said.

"Thank you mom" I feel happy after my mother said that.

"Just one more thing" my dad said "you have to wear contact lenses to change your green left eye".

Um... did I forget to tell you that I actually have two different eye colors?!??. yup I was born with two different eye colors on my face. my left eye is green while my right eye is blue.

Like it or not, I had to do what my parents said if I wanted to go back to school. I have to use my pseudonym and I also have to wear contact lenses to change the color of my left eye.

"Now how, are you ready to go back to school but with a new appearance, Diamond Azscel Trixsyi Lunamoon" my mother asked with a little smile.

I didn't answer and I just nodded with a smile. I feel very happy because I can finally feel the school atmosphere that I miss so much.

Not long after, I saw uncle don come with our order. Straight away, I and my parents ate the food that was served on our table.

I saw my parents talking to uncle don while they were eating. I can see they're talking about what uncle don has done since he chose to live in Cherryhills city. I feel calm and I seem to have no fear when I meet uncle don after it turns out he has forgiven me even though I have hurt his daughter.

A few moments later, we finished our dinner. I and my mother then walked out of the restaurant while my dad paid for our order. When I and my mother waited for my dad in the parking lot, I could feel my mother stroking my head and I felt calm because of that.

Not long after, I saw my dad coming and walking towards us. Immediately, I got in the car and took off my jacket. I could see my parents were still outside and they seemed to be talking and soon they got into the car.

We finally left the restaurant and headed home. On the way home, I couldn't stop imagining what my new school would look like, how things were there, whether the subjects taught there were the same as those taught at my old school. But I still hope that I can go to school well and will never make a fatal mistake for a second time.

A few days later, the day I had been waiting for finally arrived.

Today is a sunny monday morning. I'm still in my bedroom and getting ready to go to school. I then wear the school uniform that my parents bought me. I also didn't forget to wear a small bandage to cover my scar, then I used blue contact lenses to change the color of my left eye to match my blue right eye.

I am a student at Cherryhills International Highschool, to be precise, a junior high school student.

After preparing everything, I came out of my bedroom and then went to the living room. When in the living room, I could see my parents were getting ready to go to work.

"I'm ready" I shouted.

I saw my parents were surprised to see my appearance changed drastically.

"Wait a minute... is this my little trixsyi" said my mother when she smiling at me.

Then, I saw my mother coming towards me and then hugging and kissing my cheek. Not long after, I and my parents got out of the house and then got into the car. In the car, I was really happy because I finally went to school. But I'm also a little scared because it's at school that all this happens. I hope all the creatures there will be kind to me and that they will never find out who I really am.

Not long after, we finally set off. during the trip, I kept looking at the brochure about my new school that my mother gave me.

When I looked at the brochure, I could see that my new school had a very big building and was even bigger than my old school I thought. I didn't only see a junior high school, it turned out that an elementary school and a high school were also in the same building.

That means, three schools are in one very large building. I really can't imagine what my real school would look like.

I feel this trip is a bit long because my mother said, my new school is in the middle of the city, to be precise, it is near the city park.

A few moments later, I finally arrived at my new school. I was shocked because my new school turned out to be much bigger than what I saw in the brochure. I was wondering to myself, how many students study in this school.

Later, my dad parked the car in the parking lot and then I and my mom got out while my dad stayed in the car. I and my mother walked to the principal's office which was not far from the parking lot.

When walking with my mother, I can feel a different atmosphere here. This school feels different from my old school. Then when I arrived at the principal's office, I was asked by my mother to wait outside while she was talking to the principal inside.

While waiting, I can't stop looking around and I'm amazed by my new school. I hope that by going to school here, I can change for the better and can forget the bad memories that always bother me.

To be continued...