Today was a day when I (sanem)was born it's a happyness of becoming a daughter a granddaughter, and a meaning of someone's life . it's a story about my adventures and my stupidity 😂😂😂

Its my first writing I don't know how to write a book but I know how to talk that's why I was titiled as most talkitive person in whole class. so let's talk .....

I was in 12th standard it's first time when I got to know about the meaning of dateing 😂😂.

As usual I got up 8:00 clock and get ready for scl I was very weak and sensitive person in past that's why everyone enjoy to make fun . Today was first day when I talked to a boy about her ex because she was my classmate.

I don't know what mistake I have made 🙁 . I was walking in corridor alone as usual I have many friends but I don't have single friend to whom I can share my feelings to whom I can say that help me in need and with whom I can eat and play 😊 but I don't know that I don't care or im used to it .

I was walking in corridor then I suddenly meet with a friend he was my classmate ex bf. 😂😅....

Hi how are you? my self sanem what's your name with tumbling voice I asked . His cheerful voice touched my ear and he answered my self ishan. Ah! do you know me with doubtful voice. Hahah it was my first encounter with him.

lets say it was the biggest mistake of my life.

we talked about her ex and I don't know when we become soo close. I was standing on the water tap he suddenly enters and beside me. he asked me "do you like me ". with fear in my mind I answered yes. what do you think what will happen next ??

I ran away from there but his cheerful voice touched my ear calling my name "Sanem" I stop and looked behind and he said I like you too 😘.

I got soo excited I skipped the beat and my heart was racing like it's going to explore and my reaction was like killer is standing infront and im going to die. I ran away from there and entered in my class. my face was red like I have seen ghost 👻 .

He used to play football and I used to see him I skipped my music and drawing class for him for first time in my life. everything was running smoothly and suddenly some events happened that should not happened or its good that they happen. we used to see each other in scl assembly and meet each other near water tank and stares or ground. Few days pased like this but all of sudden he started ignoreing me .The best fun was when my classmate called him and asked him that am I really his girlfriend or not .... what do you think he will say ?????

We were in ground my classmate called him and asked him that I'm really his gf or I'm liar.

I don't know what came to his mind and he said no she is not she is liar a big liar . I just run away from there. I took days off from scl and I thought that every one will forget about me and no one will pay attention to me as always. I was soo depressed with myself that I used to cry alone in room all day and all night, but I didn't give up on him. On other I was having exams but I can't focus on it .

After few days I got courage and went to scl and everything was running smoothly. I was sitting on my desk and students were playing truth and dare this is the game i evil the most.

I lie my head down and closed my eyes so I can escape from that loneliness for sometime.

I got hit on my head and I moved my head up and I looked up there was a boy standing infront of me and he said I like u. I was very helpless and I tried to escape from there, suddenly I hit my leg with desk and I fell on ground. Everyone in the class started laughing at me I loss control I was felling like im deep in water.no one in class dare to make me stand , after few sec i stood up and ran towards roof. I was seating on stares and thinking. That why ???

He started ignoreing me and I got used to it . All of the sudden I saw him standing infront of me. I was seating on stares he sit beside me and I stand and walked down, he suddenly stopped me and asked for forgiveness. I was very surprised and I forgive him. After few days my parents told me that we are moving to another place. I think that was my destination.

l entered in class I was seating on my desk and I forgot to brought my water bottle I asked my friend to give me water. She passed me her bottle and i thanked her. I went to assembly room. while standing infront of whole scl I suddenly had headach and every thing was puzzled in my mind. I just gather some strength in me and moved to class. suddenly one girl pour the whole buker of water on me. I just started crying and crying

no one was there to help me and save me I was just weak and sensitive. Hope u can feel the pain that I'm suffering from. Just waiting for justice. one day he will come and save me he will take me to the another world, but it was just imagination.

While walking towards home I recall the whole incident I think it was not water it was something else but what can it be or its just my imagination. never mind

I was on the way and I suddenly meet with a puppy it was sooo cute and gental. that time I afraid of dogs but it was sooo cute. I loved him very much but suddenly a vehicle passed on him he killed the puppy. I carried the puppy and tooked him to the doctor. And after half hour doctor told me that the puppy is ..........

The doctor said the puppy died I was late to bring him to the hospital. I cried whole day . I was sooo sorry towards him.

                                                                               *****Next day*****

I was walking in corridor and suddenly I saw ishan. He was intimated other girl. I couldn't say or do anything I just walked out and I decided to let him go.

I walked towards my class and suddenly I heard some girls talk. It was about the assembly incident . hahaha it was fun we added piles in her drink . It was soo fun I enjoyed the face she had . I was sooo frustrated and angry on my self that I can't even save my self from them it was the darkest period of my life.

I ran into the class and hit the b#@# with book and her ear stared running with blood . hahaha it was just my imagination I can't do that because I'm afraid of blood and I was on Gandhi's foot step. I just entered the class and asked them what did they get after making fun of me . They ignored and went out .

3 period PT / Games

I was sitting in ground and after 15 min some teacher called me. I walked with her in room and she scolded me for climbing on trees I was firstly confused and she pull out the stick and beat my hands I was sooo much dejected , I told her I was not there but she doesn't want to hear me .

I just went to class and I saw that my badminton racket was broken it was gifted by my uncle my favourite racket I just picked that racket and went home without saying anything to anyone because its useless to hit our head on wall

**NEXT DAY**

I** entered in class and teacher enters after few sec, I was quite as always, suddenly she called out my name and asked me to stand infront of class. She gifted me a badminton racket I was shocked and she called a boy from class who broked my racket she asked him to gift me that racket and she suddenly asked me something that I can't do in years . she asked me to hit the boy infront of whole class.

But I refused to hit him but suddenly I lift my hand and slaped him sooo strongly , even a boy in coner of the scl head that it was first time I hit someone. I still remember his name CHEN ZHENG he was the head of boy gang and schools gangster.

***Few hours later***

I was walking towards washroom/restroom . Suddenly someone push me towards himself and covered my mouth with his hand I was unable to understand what should I do how should I react, there was dark in room and curtain was closed I was unable to breath heart was pounding very strongly and I stared feelings dizzy but I can feel his hands on my lips and waist, I can feel his heart pounding and his every breath on my ear . what should I do who is he , why only me only this question was running in my mind ???

Please save me please