KILL THEM DEVOUR THEM KILL THEM !!!! I AM HUMAN YES I AM, BUT THE VOICE INSIDE ME TELLING, KILL THEM SHINICHI KILL THEM !!!!!!! AM I HUMAN ?????

My name is Shinichi I am 16 years old I am living with my big sister and lil sister and stepmom she love me like my real mother my father passed away last year I am living my life peacefully in this village name RAPTILIA i along with my big sister working as farmer , hey Shinichi it's lunch time , mother come to field with lunch hey sis let's dig in yes mom food is always good, what are you eating Shinichi here comes my childhood friend and lover Ruri,Ruri is so beautiful u can misunderstood her for princess, we are in love since we met it's been more than 8 years since Ruri move to our village Ruri promise me to marry me once we turn 18 all is going fine my daily peaceful life ,,,,,,,

ITS ALL RUINED THAT DAY ;

RUN RUN ITS MONSTER THEY ARE UNDEAD, DRAGONS ARE COMING RUN FOR YOUR LIFE

we don't know from where they are coming there are bunch of dragons and monster attacking and killing peoples we are helpless, but then some people with superpower emerges and save us and they form an alliance name DARK to save humanity from evil,in my village our Duke son(John) is our hero he save our village with his extraordinary power ,but in this attack I lost my lil sister I love her so much this is quite shock to me I am always thinking about my lil sister and thinking about how powerless I am, I decided to leave village for training I promised Ruri when I came back I will marry her she agreed I leave the village

it's been 6 months I am going back to village but there is some problem instead of training I just pass the time and eat and sleep I just become 90 kg from 60 kg but still no problem once I return to village I will work hard and loose these extra pounds I am ready to go back, finally I am back to my village hey is there celebration going on in my village whats this all fuss about , asking to a village- what's going on he replied this is engagement ceremony of our saviour JOHN AND RURI

someone tell me it's lie let me check it's Ruri she is marrying John why didn't she promise to marry me why this happening why ??

what will I do now I will not let this happen I go in front of Ruri and ask her why is she doing this she is silent and shocked after seeing me then John step forward and told me that she is his fiance, he told me so you are the John who ran away when monsters appers then he come near me and murmur in my ear I will take her virginity tonight I will eat her after hearing this I can't stop myself from hitting John I try my best but can't able to hit him then he land a blow on me I spit blood the Ruri said to guards throw this fat pig from here , why Ruri why why are you doing this to me?