In 2079th*

As I grew older, I always imagined to become a doctor with a kind heart. But not after my parents had an accident. Well, instead of dropping my doctor dream. I suppose I should have worked more on it to save more people's life but what's done is done. The present me is an assassin who works for an underworld family. And also the same family who accidentally killed my family on a mission. But it was just an accident. So, I gave them a chance to renew my destroyed world.

An evil mind can never do a good deed, that's what my mother taught me. And so, the boss, head of the underworld family. They trained me about every bit of essential thing needed to become a member of that family. Even more than essential. They made me capable and cruel enough to rule the underworld.

Such a powerful group of underworld people (underworld family) mustn't be someone ordinary gang members or some big gang's boss. It seemed like they were bigger than the whole underworld.

But I never asked them anything directly. They may doubt I am trying to plot something. And I don't want it to happen.

Even if I am cruel enough to murder someone. Plotting someone's plot was never something I could do. I am like a very loyal useful pawn with a master. I always wait for upper ones' order to do anything.

As 2079th year was ending. Boss ordered me to assassin a well known female wicked boss. I got every bit of a information about her. But there was something off.

She never had any thing done with any crimes. Neither with the crime nor against it. Even if she was normal woman with normal background. It was too normal to accept it. Everything was so perfect in her life.

I put my thoughts aside. And sneaked in her home's balcony (she barely opens her bulletproof windows) . I unlocked the lock of the balcony door. After many years, my heart was beating fast to k*ll someone as I was walking down the stairs.

I didn't plan anything for it's just sneaking and killing the target was my steps for assasin. When I saw a woman lying in sofa sleeping. My heart skipped a beat.(Her face doesn't match with my target's face but the information does.) Her face looked like my dead little sister. Judging from her face's features, my sister would be in the same age as her if she was alive.

I didn't take it as a simple coincidence. I shot her in hand and she woke up with shocked and pained expression. But I didn't care. I asked her about the owner of the house ignoring her face. She stated she is the owner. There is no way my information would be wrong until..

Someone else or boss is plotting something behind it but why am I involved. I am still useful and loyal to my master. (no matter who is my master) I felt a slight pain when injection was inject at the back of my neck and I fainted.

I saw sharp lights just in front of my eyes and blinked many times to adjust my eyes in the sharp lights. I was on a bed. The room I was in completely white. But a big rectangle mirror in a wall. I curs3d when I knew where I was.

Instead of police, a group of doctors came in the room and again injected me with a different dose. I didn't faint but my head burst. It... really burst into pieces. Suddenly I felt my soul pulled by a force and soon enough I was in my own body and fine.

This time, I was in hospital's room. No one was there in corridor. But the second time I checked the corridor I unknowingly teleported in an old home care and in a second.

I found myself in lab. All doctors or maybe scientists were very busy. They were all running here and there with a paper or chemical in test tube. In the middle of the lab, I saw my little sister's body. She was young just like when I last saw her. She was alive and doing fine. Staring towards me. I only felt she could see me. An unknown man ran towards my sister with the same deadly dose in his hand. I tried to stop him but he went through me.

He injected it in my sister's neck and soon enough her head bursted and I remained speechless. Another unknown person came with my little sister's fine body and placed it into another bed. I stood there in confusion and shocked.

I opened my eyes in the same sharp light, I felt when I woke up first. I panicked unlike my reaction from the first time I was here.

My boss came in with a white long coat like the doctors of the lab I saw. I wanted to kill him right now and to my surprise a flying chair came from the door he came in and stabbed him with one of its leg.

But just as I felt my mistake. My boss again came in and stated with a proud yet evil look"I will never die. Until my soul lives, I will born in a new body."

After 2 weeks of spending my time in that white room. I learnt the secrets of it. and also made me familiar with the lab building structure somehow.

They made me assassin to form a whole army of clones, just like me, but advanced clones who won't share the same memories from the real body but would share the same skills like me. Boss's plan wasn't using me as a weapon to control the whole word. He was also pawn for someone.

I managed to kill boss and my sister's clone too. (because she was with them) I am sure now he is alive in another clone body of his. And k*lling him would be impossible but I will do it at any cost since my life is for eternity too.

I also have to find the master of the boss. Before setting the lab for auto destruction. I took some important information about my clones and cloning. The information states "The cloning process is running since 1999th and I was their first successful clone at 2009th."

Seeing this. I don't know from when and how many clones like me has died. (because only after one's dead another clone is form automatically) But from now I will never let any clone to form for the purpose of evilness.

The end~

Author: I don't know what I wrote now... but I will still continue to write this type of stories. 🤣***

Just as I felt something truly belongs to me. I am worthy for someone to spend their whole life with.

My own sister, younger than me, took her away from me. I actually can't consider her being taken away because she never confessed me but we three knew she loved me in the beginning. Still her love for me weakened and built a strong desiring love for her. But my sister didn't accept her.

Although my sister is very obedient, lively, beautiful, young and kind doesn't mean I am worse. It's just all people are getting blind because of her shine, so much that they can't see I am a rising star too. I have my shine too. I will just wait my turn to rise.

I never considered myself as unworthy but I do feel less and less worth when someone praises my little sister. It's not jealousy but a broken hope to get noticed.

Not every story has a life changing turn to bless them with fortunes/lucks. I will work hard for it. I am not like my sister at all. Unlike her, I can get over with any trauma or sad events fast but hardly. And still people blame me for having a stone heart. They never saw how weak and gentle my heart is and the stone heart they are referring to is just a shield. I guess they will never know even if they are in same state like me.

At least my own parents won't give me cold shoulder like everyone. I developed a cheerful, funny and refreshing character but it wasn't the true me. I was getting lonlier and more darker.

I have to apply for scholarship in university next year. I can't let these thoughts sadden me. Accepting, Ignoring and moving on is actually what I have been doing since childhood to overcome and remove problems. Just like the case of my love. I know I am getting away with it but I can't do anything else. I don't have energy to work and solve my problems.

I wish a miracle would shown up and help me with all my current problems. I will digest even if it is ghost, demon, angel or anything/creature. but all are fantasy which replays 24/7 in my mind.

Soon the date scholarship's exam approached. My best friend was helping me with studies and often letting me stay for sleepover whenever I had fights with sister or mom. He was the only one I would call if I was in any danger or problem. The one who works will get the prize. My best friend approached me for weeks just to be my friend. And soon enough we became best friends. He didn't expect any high of me but always encouraged things I wanted to show my best at. Because he knew other's high expection on me only discourages, but I never had to tell him this.

I was having more and more sleepovers with him because of scholar exam. He always welcomed me with a bright smile. Studying late nights and waking late morning was my daily routine with a fresh and my favorite breakfast after I awake.

Another one won the first place of scholar but still I was the second. I was very happy and proud. So, was my best friend. Seeing my little progress seemed to lighten his mood too. My mom was happy as she got the news but not as much as my best friend.

Well, one thing I haven't told him all along this whole time was I am bisexual. Maybe it will create a barrier between us then he might feel uncomfortable towards me.

Putting this aside how would I tell her I have fallen for her? Not some light likings. It's love. Not able to express my feelings made me throw myself to him in bed. His perfectly built and strong body was so seductive. His popularity and rich background made her so popular that at least once or more he had to refuse their proposal.

But when he meets his Ms. Right. I can't do anything about it. Not to mention I don't even know his type. I guess, I will keep hiding my feelings to avoid his rejection.

I was continuosly spacing out and maybe also letting out a sad smile unknowingly which was noticed by him only. He probably thought it was something serious. That's why he dragged me after his class which happened to be my 2nd last. At the back of the school, under a big tree, remote place of school. He began to question me with concern and gentleness in his voice and worried look on his eyes.

Best friend: You don't seem fine. I noticed you were spacing out often these days and aslo sadly smiling. I will guarantee you. I will bring back your smile once you tell me your problem. Even if you don't want to, I will help you overcoming your sorrow without knowing.

How can he be so gentle? I was a stranger for him just 7 months ago. Is his kindness this much easy to get? I was disturbed from my flooding thought when he hugged me.

Best friend: Is it seriously bothering you?

His words carries so much feelings. I thought I should tell him my love for him but how to begin with. How will I tell him I love him without getting cold shoulder? Or should I even tell him? I think yes it's better to let out my feelings than to suppress them.

Me: Uhm.. I don't know where to begin with.

Best friend: ...

Me: It's your gentle care, love, affection, kindness which I had been craving for in my life before you were in it. I think I am being selfish right now but I want it all for myself.

Best friend: Heheh haven't you notice? My care is only for you. My dear best friend!

He didn't understand, did he? Of course not. His innocent and gentle smile is absolutely denying the fact that he even understood a thing. But I guess I can put it aside for some moment. I went for my last class and he went for his home.

On my way back. I was thinking about him only. After I entered in the door. A flying vase hit my head straight. I cursed in pain. I was short tempered. So, yeaah. After not getting my sister's apology for the wound she did. I stormed off from my home and went to his.

I was continuously babbling about how situation is in my home. I completely ignored best friend's presence in the room. When he called my name. I freaked out and cursed under shocked. He chuckled. He had my favorite ice cream and some other but many snacks in his hand.

Best friend: I was going to call you for a little memoriable time.

Me: So... ARE WE GONNA EAT THOSE SNACKS AND ICE CREAM WHILE STARGAZING?!

I love stargazing and so he does.

Best friend: Yes, And if you forget. Tomorrow will be the 8th month of our friendship.

Me: No, I didn't. You count days and months. I will treasure every single moment of us.

He seemed surprise but satisfied took surprised expression in an instant. Did I imagine? Just now a totally unknown expression flashed in his face for less than a second. I couldn't guess what it was.

Under the starry sky, we shared a big blanket.

He said in a serious tone.

Best friend: About what you said befo-

Me: Oh! nothing you don't need to mention it. I mean I didn't mean anything. Does it make sense... Um whatever heheh.

He is not in usual form. His cheerful and joking personality just disappeared(?)

Best friend: Can I take those thing you said earlier as love confession?

Me: Wha-

Not letting me finish my word. He grabbed my both wrist with one hand and placed it on top of my head more like pinning me to wall and suddenly KISSED?!

His tongue exploring mouth, urging to connect with my soul. So, he had the same feelings or what? The kiss was so wild. And when he finsihed kissing me. He left a mark at my neck. He confessed me his true feelings about how he fallen for me the moment he saw me and it went deeper and deeper every moment.

I cried. I can feel his love for me, the sensation of protected and loved. So, this is how it feels.

I sat in his lap. Resting my head in his hard chest. The fear of rejection controlled me for 2 months. Thank god I took the risk and confessed him my feelings even after being the same gender as him. I feel so relaxed, calm, happy for this warmth.

After 6 years**

Don't know how and why but my family is giving me my values. My business got better with his help and also my family approved for our relationship. We are even living in his house. He wasn't gentle at all like what I thought he is. He is jealous, cute, sweet, bottom in front of the world but possessive, loving, determined, caring, beast in bed, top in real.

I finally jumped from my emptiness into his gentle care.***

I opened my eyes when our school bus hit with something strong. It was the gate of our destination. An abandoned school but fine building.

While principal was giving speech on rules we must follow to stay here. I noticed the dark and gloomy environment. It's probably because of the rain forest near there.

Everything in this environment feels familiar even if it's scary. Almost like Deja vu or it IS deja vu.

A memory flashed in front of my eyes. A park near this building. Is there any? I shall check to confirm. The sound of everyone hustling and discussing began to lower as I went more further.

There it is! The park! but with broken tools and shivering environment. Kinda gives chill under my spine. I could hear principal Sir calling my name but I actually couldn't response him nor turn around. It was like that park and the gloomy rain forest on its left side was hypnotizing me to stare at them. Until the principal pat my shoulder gently then I got my consciousness.

With some normal conversation with Principal Sir. I went back to my friends for room choosing. Almost everyone had chosen their room, the remaining were either exploring or fighting over a room.

We all are orphans. We 12 children were raised by principal Sir. None of us had relatives nor friends when we were dropped in front of Infinity stairs school's gate, (name of principal's school). We call him dad if we are alone with him but if all together, we call him principal.

I chose the room in the last corridor of 3rd floor, the top floor, for less disturbance. While cleaning it, I found many things which must belong to the previous owner of this room. A dairy, camera, some white vintage lady clothes, corsets and finally a locket. Were they in hurry while leaving this room?

From the window, I could see the park and forest which was so hypnotic. From then on, I never opened the curtains.

We are here to permanently settle. The hostel can't take university students. So, principal chose this 2 miles away building for us 12 orphans who were scholars.

Few days went by in blink. I drowned myself in studies for university exams.

Clean your room for whole day and think about renovating it. All of us end up staying really exhausted at night and would went for a deep sleep every night.

From few days, clouds were gathering in the sky probably to snatch our roofs from our head. Finally as expected, it brought a big storm, biggest in my life until now. Out of fear, we all gathered and played truth and dare. Next morning, first time after settling, I saw sharp sun lights in the ground.

Some were reading in the forest for a calming and refreshing environment. I went there too holding some novels instead of knowledgeable books to read. Before I could reach them, a strong force pulled me like a black hole but with great, strong and fast force. I called them for help and they were running towards me to help me but they failed and I don't know where the mysterious force took me.

I opened my eyes slowly, blinking it twice. My hands and legs were tied on a chair, so was my mouth.

A lady-figure appeared in front of me but darkness completely hid her face. She spelled something that sounded like inhuman language and did some magic to teleport us in that same room I chose for myself.

I saw her face, crystal grey eyes, with plumpy lips and pale face. Her long dark pitch hair and nails were already denying the fact that she is a normal human.

In the dim light, I saw the room was not how I renovated it. It was different with old furnitures and bloody stain. A dairy and a photo was kept on the drawer and nothing else.

Some days passed by, I was still in that room, tied with my chair, unable to move. But strangely, no one came looking for me in this room. I could hear my friend's voice everyday out of my door but sounded little further than we actually were, unbothered from my disappearing. No one came inside my room except that witch.

My stomach growled for food and water but I didn't die for 1 and half a week without it. So strange. I felt pain but didn't die from it.

The lady finally showed in front of me after 1 and half week, smirking, and with a dagger in her hand. Is she going to sacrifice me for some kind of ritual?

I jumped on her still sitting on my chair. Her leg got hurt and broken bone was clearly visible from her layered skin. I took that chance to free my hands from rope. With bruised, I freed one hand and took the dagger and stabbed her just a second before she could grab it.

Her white vintage looking dress soon got soaked in her and my blood while I was fighting to kill her and she was fighting to control and save me for her sacrifice to summon someone inside my body. She was screaming about awakening "her".

Her strong push was enough for me to hit the wall. Before, she could attack me with her long nails. I closed my eyes. A second passed, and silence covered the room. Afraid of opening my eyes, I kept my eyes closed until I felt a light pat on my shoulder. I saw blurred faces calling my name and I passed out. I found myself in my room, surrounded by my 11 friends and principal Sir. Everyone looked concerned.

Pricipal Sir: Where were you, Lilith? We all were so worried about you and completely lost hope to find you.

Me: Lost hope?

Principal: Of course! We contacted police in 24 hours after you went missing. Then for months, we searched you! And now here you are after 2 hours!

2 years?! But I stayed for only 1.5 weeks away from them. Where was I? My best friend noticed my scared look and asked principal Sir to let me rest. Later that night she came in my room.

Her: Lilith, I know her. The woman who took you, she is my mother. She wanted to awake magical powers inside you because she is weaker than any average witches. Your internal force seems very powerful.

Me: How 2 years passed in a blink? And she? Where is your mother right now? Was she successfull on what she wanted?

Her: Well, No. I don't know where you were. Or if the time is different there. And mother is suspiciously dead. There is no trace of mother.

She must be sad for her mother's death. I should change the topic.

Me: Hmmm. Is this place not normal? and also that forest?

Her: Yes, it isn't. Well I don't know much about this place either.

Me: And what about internal force?

Her: I am sorry.

Is it okay to confirm if I killed her? I remember I stabbed her with the dagger.

Me: So, you don't know. I remember I stabbed your mother with the same dagger she was going to attack me.

Her: I don't know what the consequences is now that the ritual failed. But I know it is not her death's cause.

I sigh in relief.

With that long conversation. She left for her room and my sleep was completely disturbed. I picked the diary, I found at the beginning. I accidentally dropped from my hand. A photo came out. It was facing the ground. That back plain white side was written in bloody ink stating "I will reincarnate". When I flipped the photo. My whole body shivered and automatically called best friend's name in loud. I ran to her. She was opening her room's door. And handed her that photo. She was also shocked when I told her. This photo somehow belongs to the previous owner of the room.

And that photo was before this building got abandoned.