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THE WOUND IN MY HEART(Chen Shang)

Chapter 1

rained for days, and my wounds hurt. I

song bailao really came to the mountain to recuperate,

and when the injury was healed, he also left. he and i

returned to the state of being invisible and stiff before.

simply put, it was the cold war.

"i haven't seen you in a long time." waving my hand at the

camera and looking at the rising number of people

online, i nervously looked away,

"sorry for stopping the

live broadcast for so long, starting today, i will continue to

broadcast for three days and 72 hours in a row." i, i know

a lot of people still have a misconception about me and

don't believe i have real strength. it's okay, i'll slowly

prove it to you.

pulling out the sugar and cream cream prepared in

advance in the refrigerator, i started making small parts,

fish, shrimp, cornice arches, red corals and pearl-bearing

mussel shells.

after eight hours of live streaming, i turned my sore neck,

stopped for some water, and did a ten-minute break.

[depressed you are so good-looking, do you remember

me when i paid attention to you before? I

glancing at the messages scrolling across the screen, i

picked a few replies.

"remember, there were only about thirty people in the

live broadcast room at that time, and i remembered

everyone's name."

some things are really

"remember, there were only about thirty people in the

live broadcast room at that time, and i remembered

everyone's name."

some things are really forced, and if they are not forced.

they don't know how much potential they have. in just

eight hours, i have begun to get used to being full-face in

the camera and speaking much smoother.

as long as you focus on the things you love, it seems that

everything next to you is no longer important.

"it's true that the sugar and cream cream don't taste too

good because it's so sweet. it is also a pity that the

outside and the inside cannot be taken into account.

"the brand of pigment? good color sense in fact, only

need red, yellow and blue three colors is enough, if not

good then recommend your brand.…." i picked up a small

bottle of turquoise pigment on the side, palm behind it to

let the camera focus, "see? it's this brand, it's easy to use.

"if you want to make a good cake, you still have to

practice more."

the number of people in the live broadcast room has

exceeded 5,000, which is the best result since my live

broadcast. but i know that most people come to see the

hilarity, and a few even come to find stubble.

however, due to the large number of people online, even

if there are discordant sounds, they will soon be brushed over

[hoshizawa has forgiven you, you are still the evil person

who first sued and beat a rake, how can you be such a

vicious person.] for example, something like this.

[technology is so bad, hoshizawa dumped you ten

streets!] another example is like this.

[since marrying into the rich, hug your husband's thighs

and don't let him mess with the little star is true, is it not

good to teach your husband and children at home? and

So on.

at 11 o'clock in the evening, i said goodnight to the

audience behind the camera and went to sleep. but the

camera is still on, and the livestream will continue until i

finish the work i have in my hands.

at nine o'clock the next day, another 12-hour live

broadcast from morning to night, i began to make the

most sophisticated and important core part.

as i gradually carved a milky lump of sugar with my

fingers and a carving knife, someone on the screen had

already guessed what was under my hands.

[this is the dragon, the dragon's horn, the dragon's

mouth, and the teeth, praise me, i guessed right!])

i laughed and said, "yes, it's a dragon." everyone should

know the story of sun wukong taking the needle of the

sea god, right?"

a small monkey, turning over the east sea, stirring up the

earth palace, making trouble in the heavenly palace, self-

proclaimed "qi tian dasheng", to be in harmony with the

heavens. how inadequacy, but also more uplifting.

there are many "sun wukong" in this world who want to

break the rules and subvert the class. i was one of them.

dreaming of getting the respect i deserved through my

own efforts. but in the end, it still failed, and even a "bow

ma wen" was not taken.

"at that time, i designed this work, mainly because i was a beta,beta various design competitions….to put it mildly, it is a discriminatory existence. i continued to

carve out the details in my hands, and put out the causes

and consequences of the design of the "dragon palace" in

that year, the origin of the idea and the disk, "just when i

don't measure my own strength." at that time, i did have

a bit of a mind of comparing qi tian dasheng, wanting to

stir up international competitions and let those referees

who were above the top see that beta could also have the

creativity of not losing omega.

once upon a time, i also had the courage to go forward,

but unfortunately i was crushed by xiang ping and chang

xingze's joint "rulai divine palm"., the only good thing is

probably that i don't have to be so miserable and be

suppressed for five hundred years.

a person making such a delicate cake work is a bit

physically demanding, and after the end of the live

broadcast, i pounded my waist and went back to the

room, almost falling asleep, and the next day the alarm

clock went off and almost couldn't get up.

when i was ready to appear in front of the camera, i found

that the number of people online on the last day was an

unprecedented five-digit number. and the message area

was scrolling rapidly, as if something had caused them a

heated discussion before i arrived.

"good morning, everyone. today we start assembling the

various parts, and then do the details to supplement, that

is, fine drawing..." i suddenly saw a message praising my

child for his good looks and asking if the other party was

an omega.

i was stunned there, my breath was frozen, and i almost

thought that the good thing had been dug up. later, i saw

that others corrected that the child who was not the

anchor was the stepson, and i reacted that they were talking about song mo "What happened to momo?" has he just come? "he

should be taking piano lessons now.

[here it comes, quietly like a little squirrel, curiously

looking at what's on your table, then opening the

refrigerator again and performing a ten-second cake stunt

on the side of the trash can.])

i saw "a piece of cake in ten seconds" and immediately

got up and went to the refrigerator, opened it and

counted, and found that there was indeed a missing piece

of chocolate cake.

i reluctantly returned to the camera: "his father wouldn't

let him eat too much cake, for fear of his tooth decay." i

always couldn't resist bringing him cake from outside,

and it seemed that i was going to control his intake of

sweets.

although today's task is still heavy, but it may have been

carried out to the final process, without the urgent

atmosphere of the previous two days, my whole person

suddenly relaxed.

"ink is not omega, it's an authentic alpha." as soon as this

word came out, the message area was heartbroken and

lost. what's even funnier is that a group of people start

calling me "mother-in-law"?

i simply don't know how to reply to them well, can only

choose when i don't see it.

by two o'clock in the afternoon, all the components have

been placed and the finishing and coloring is about to be

completed.

the dragon's mouth opened furiously, the dragon's horn

broke, the crack stretched all the way down, the small half of the face was broken,corner tower of the cornice arch protruding from the dragon head and the panicked shrimp soldier crab general. qi tian dasheng

held the dinghai god needle and sat leisurely on the

broken dragon horn, as if it was someone else, not him,

who had just smashed the dragon's head.

the fixed sea god needle can be variable in size, vertical

through the dragon head, straight into the bottom of the

cake embryo, not only play a certain role in supporting.

but also add to the story of the picture.

"the core of this golden hoop stick is made of biscuits,

which is particularly hard and can be chewed as a molar

stick. wrapped in a layer of sugar on the outside. that's

realistic."

on the surface of the cake embryo, i made the shape of a

katsushika hokusai-type wave, and the dragon head tilted

slightly upside down to form a relatively stable triangular

composition. finally, small things such as corals and

pearls are sporadically decorated throughout the cake.

"you can cut off the coral in half and put it on the surface

of the sea, just like the feeling of the other half in the

water..." the closer the work is to the end, the more i have

a feeling of "homesickness", and my fingers are

trembling.

two years ago, i did not have the opportunity to complete

the work, full of my ambitions of the "dragon palace",

finally re-seen the world.

"all right." i stepped back a little, staring at the cake in

front of me like a work of art, a little out of my mind.

taking off the waist, at this moment, a certain bitter and

obscure corner of my heart seemed to reappear with the

return of the great sage, and the dragon palace

reappeared, suddenly disappearing and liberating the supernatural life.

turning off the camera and computer equipment that had

been rotating for 72 hours, the drowsiness and fatigue

that i could endure before suddenly became clear,

making me eager to sleep for three days and three nights

at once.

"mr. ning…

." sister-in-law nine saw me coming out of the

kitchen and immediately greeted me, "there is a courier

that you need to sign for."

i pointed to myself in surprise: "me?"

"the other party said it was a regular piece, and asked the

owner of the house to sign for it." nine sisters-in-law

explained.

at the door stood a young man dressed as a postman,

who saw me coming out and pulled out a lipstick-sized

cardboard box from a cross-backed canvas bag and asked

me to sign for it.

"yes…. ning yu's courier? i hesitated and didn't finish

writing right away.

"i don't know, i only said that i want the owner of this

family to sign for it, there is no fixed name." the postman

said, "this is a timed item, and the sender made an

appointment several months ago."

several months ago?

i was even more confused, and after signing for the

courier, i opened it in front of my sister-in-law. inside was

a tiny flash drive, silver all over, with nothing special

about it.

afraid of any trojan virus, i did not dare to use the

equipment in song bailao's room to view the contents inside.

Back to the room with my laptop in hand, I plugged the flash drive into the computer. after a while, the folder

pops up automatically, showing only one video file.

isn't that a prank horror video?

i was a little upset, but i still silently read amitabha

buddha and opened the file.

appearing in the video is a very thin omega, about forty

years old, wearing a white shirt, i don't know if i was born

like this or encountered something sad, and my

expression is a little sad. a black tear mole grew in the

corner of his eye, and between gu pan, he was only a

beautiful facial feature and immediately added two more

touching colors.

he held the arm of the other hand tightly with one hand,

and just like this for several minutes, if it were not for the

time bar, i would have thought that the video was stuck.

"berlau, by the time you see this video, i should already

be gone. after all these years, i can finally be relieved.

as soon as he spoke, i realized that the owner of the

courier was not me.

"i know you've always hated your dad and you've hated

me. you have reason to hate us, both then and now. i will

not defend myself, there is nothing to defend, we are

indeed not innocent… but i hope you will be happy in

your future life and stop indulging in hatred.

his words can be said to be very directed, and looking at the omega on the screen with a unique fragile beauty,

have probably guessed who he is.

pressing the pause button, exiting the flash drive in my

hand, i went to the balcony and dialed song bailao's

phone.

the bell rang for a long time before it was connected, and

song bailao's cold and detached voice immediately

sounded: "what's the matter?"

i clutched my phone: "i received a courier, it seems to be

sent to you by your stepfather, it's a flash drive..." and it

was like a suicide notice.

before i could finish speaking, i hung up the phone.

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Chapter 2

I had a son seven years ago, but when I left my body, the boy

was only five months old. According to the current medical

level, a five-month-old child is not unable to survive, but he

did not leave my body due to premature birth, Ning Shi and I

both know this well.

"Nothing is impossible," Ning Shi said with curved lips,

"I

left it back then. It's as simple as that. If you want to see it, do

as I say. If you don't want to see it, try it's like I didn't say it."

We can talk about it separately."

The subtext of this is like saying, even if the kid doesn't

move me, she'll try to get me to nod.

He threatened me like that and told me something that I

didn't know if it was true or false, if it was cruel, I should get

up and leave immediately. But she really knows me very well,

knowing that it is more than enough to deal with me just by

grasping this key point.

His intrigue is against his son and he treats me like an

enemy.

I took a dep breath and my voice trembled:

"Ma'am, I

am your son. I haven't seen each other for seven years. Do

you only have this to tell me when you meet?"

He looked at me silently for a moment, narrowed his

eyes and cracked a smile, "If you don't like this opening, we'll

do it again. How have you been lately?"

I don't like this opening either.

I forced a smile: "Very well."

"Really?" She showed a playful expression,

"But I heard

that you were revoked as a baker two years ago. Is this also

considered 'good'? I don't quite understand your opinion on

the definition of 'good'"

She is dressed particularly dazzlingly today, with her

long curly hair and a necklace made up of broken diamonds

and large teardrop-shaped diamonds on her slender white

neck. She habitually stroked the necklace so others could feel

her neck, feel her neck, and detect the hideous bite marks on

the back of her neck.

She always spends her energy on such useless things

and is obsessed with pretending to be an Omega, But in the

upper circle of hers who cares, ayos with a sensitive sense of

smell will not be fooled by her at all, they will only pretend to

talk to her, turn around from her, and laugh at her.

But he learned very well the superior tone of Omega.

"You investigate me.

The increasingly tense atmosphere of the conversation

made us both laugh at the same time.

"You copied Omega's work, got disqualified from the

International Cake Contest, and then revoked as a baker

because you beat the contestant in the contest. Do I still have

to investigate such an important matter? The day you came

back from France as a lost dog, Zhu Li took leave to 'take care'

of me. Thanks to you, I couldn't lift my head all day at Zhu's

house for several months, and I was almost embarrassed!"

I curled my fingers: "I don't plagiarize, l..."

"So what?" He sneered and cut me off, "No one cares

about the process. Adults only look at the results. Ning Yu, I

have worked hard to raise you since I was a child, and I

wondered that I never did." I had done. anything. I'm sorry for

you. Even if you're a beta, I still take meticulous care of you,

send you to a prestigious school, hire a famous teacher for

you, and wipe your butt if you're pregnant with wildlife, why?

what are you not satisfied?

It can be said that the last sentence was deafening, it

shocked my internal organs and my internal organs ached,

and even a little nauseated.

Scenes of fragments of memories flashed through my

mind. She dressed up every day, went out in a variety of alpha cars, and went home drunk; she cried and burned me

with a butt and asked me why she was she beta; she pushed

me towards Zhu Li and asked me to call him. her brother; her

throwing a stack of money in her face, saying I lost her face

and I want her to roll as far as possible...

Now, she asked me where I was dissatisfied.

"No, I have nothing to be dissatisfied with." My nails were

pinching my palms, "I'm so thankful you raised me."

"Since there is no dissatisfaction, don't always show me

your face." Ning Shi's eyebrows slightly raised, he leaned back

slightly in his chair and returned to today's topic, "I raised you

a lot and spent so much energy now. How come it's time for

you to pay me back? You marry Song Bailao, I will give you 20

million as a dowry and tell you where the child is. How? "

I was in a daze when I was back when I was a kid, when

Ning Shi always told me that he would call her "Mrs." When

someone else was around, so he could buy me candy later.

Even if I don't want it in my heart, I still do it for that

sweetness. Ning Shi has control over sweets, so he has

control over me.

I once thought that Ning Shi had lost his candy cane and

would no longer rub it with her.

But time has changed and nothing has changed.

"As for the child, there is nothing to say, how do you

want me to believe you?" I said silently for a long time.

She scoffed and took out her phone, fiddled with it and

turned the screen towards me. I saw a picture of a seven or

eight year old in it. I excitedly reached down to grab her cell

phone, but she pulled it out first.

She put her mobile phone back in her bag: '

"Until half a

year, I will take him to see you in half a year. You are a beta,

and marrying an alpha is not a loss for you. A wedding

without profit and harm. After that, you can get money and

reputation that no one else can match, and even meet with

your children, father and son. Ning Yu, if I am you, I agreed

half an hour ago."

I bit my lips and the palms of my hands were sweaty, and

my mind was filled with the figure of the boy. He was about

the same age. Although she didn't see his appearance clearly,

he seemed to be a beautiful boy. Didn't Shi really get rid of

the child back then?

I took a big sip of the cold coffee in front of me and it

took me a long time to calm down: "Why me? Isn't Zhu Li a

better choice?"

Ten years ago, I followed Ning Shi to Zhu's house. When I

met Zhu Li, I thought that he had seen Fairy, she was the most beautiful omega I had ever seen.

Zhu's decent son is also an Omega, why should they

choose me when they choose me? Is it possible that Song

Bailao still remembered the grudges and complaints from his

student days and promised not to marry Zhu Li?

Then he should put me down even more, after all, I had a

more important vacation with him

"Zhu Li?" Ning Shi's face turned ugly, it was hard to

imagine that her elegant red lips could spit out such harsh

words, "After the marriage to the Xia family, that little bitch

went to the bar to party for a while, and ended up in heat.

Time came early, and as I was confused in the bathroom,

another alpha dialed me in. Simple fashion was decent, but it

was just a bitch in the end

Chapter 3

that day i went to the chemistry laboratory alone, carrying

textbooks around the back of the teaching building, and

when i was halfway through, there was a sudden noise

outside the wall, and not long after, i saw a tall figure

flipping in from the wall and falling steadily in front of me.

this person is song bailao, who has skipped two classes in

the morning, and does not know whether to go to the fool

or simply oversleep.

as now, he wears a bite stopper made of black metal on his

face, which means he is already a fully developed alpha.

alpha is almost synonymous with this social force, power,

and dominance, and in my memory, they are my mother's

constantly changing "lovers". even if i wasn't ostracized by

the ao of the whole school, i would never want to be

involved with an alpha.

so i cautiously took a step back, instinctively trying to get

away from him.

he flicked his school uniform jacket and noticed me

because of it.

.. beta?

i don't know if he was simply surprised that a beta was

present in shangshan, or if, like everyone else, there was a

displeasure in the invaded territory. or both.

i lowered my face and said very sensibly that i didn't see

anything.

there was a clatter of clothes in my ears, and after a while,

my shoulders were slammed down, and the lazy sound of

the other party as if i hadn't woken up sounded again.

"get out of the way, don't get in the way."

He rubbed my shoulders and left in the opposite direction,

not giving me even a superfluous look. Beta is known as the

cornerstone of society, but many times, in AO's opinion, we

are no different from the roadblocks.

i stood still for a moment, and when i lifted my feet again

and walked forward, i suddenly found a shiny collar button

that reflected the sunlight where the other party had

jumped.

the silver collar buckle was very special, consisting of two

crossed swords and a white dove with wings spread, which

i had not seen in my coat, but on zhu li. i once asked him

why there was a different collar buckle, and he said that

this is the "honorary collar badge" that only the top three of

the grades have every year, and only those who are good

enough deserve it, and the sword and the white dove

represent the school motto - advocating peace, but having

the power to protect themselves.

although song bailao is addicted to skipping class and likes to mess around in school, he can indeed be regarded as an

outstanding alpha.

i thought it was something important, so i picked it up. at

night, i gave zhu li and wanted him to return it to the other

party on his behalf.

as someone who also has a collar, i subconsciously think

that the two of them should know each other, and the

relationship may be good. in hindsight, i was naive again.

at that time, zhu li saw the collar buckle and listened to me

repeat the situation of the day, and her expression was

somewhat subtle.

"it should be song bailao, the only alpha with the collar

badge who will skip class."

he suddenly asked me, "do you know the burrow bird?" "

i was stunned and shook my head.

he was playing with the silver buckle in his hand: "the 'lao'

that lao yan flew away refers to this kind of bird." the

burrow bird is a ferocious carnivorous bird that likes to

hang its prey on thorns and eat it, sometimes preying on its

own kind. i want to say that song bailao is that this name is

not taken well, it is too fierce, and it will make his parents

fall apart."

zhu li told me that song bailao's father was luo qinghe, a male alpha, and his mother was a male beta, and his "song

surname should come from his mother.

like many famous and prestigious families, the luo family,

as a rich family in xiangtan, simply does not look up to a

beta daughter-in-law. luo qinghe finally became united

with his lover by falling out with his family. after marriage,

they soon had song bailao, and they were also considered

to have a happy family.

it's just that the good times are not long, and luo qinghe's

family did not want to let them go at all. since it doesn't

make sense, let's just not talk about it and play yin directly.

They trick Luo @inghe into going home and locking him up

with an Omega in heat.

That Omega is the only son of the big chaebol Xia family,

named Xia Qiao, and has some similarities with Luo Qinghe,

he was married and had a child, and the other half was also

a beta. It's just that the other party died young, and was

gone many years ago.

Alpha is a passive estrus physique, an estrus Omega, a

cramped room, full of pheromis enough to drive Luo

Qinghe to follow along with estrus. The two were locked up

for three days and three nights, and when they were

released, they had irretrievably marked each other.

luo qinghe's canine teeth and xia qiao's gonads exchanged their respective pheromones, and from then on, they

carried each other's breath and would never have a ** on

other people. this is a contract concluded between ao,

protected by law, above the rights and interests of the beta.

deeply speaking, it can also be called ab, bo marriage is

always one of the reasons why it cannot last.

in this world, no one has the pain of the beta to heart.

Luo Qinghe soon divorced the beta and married his own

Omega. Song Bailao has since lost his mother and lives

under the same roof with his father and stepmother, as well

as an unrelated omega stepbrother.

zhu li blamed all this on song bailao's name, which is

probably where there is a huge difference between omega

and beta thinking. i want to say that the root cause of this

matter clearly comes from the coercion of the luo family, if

it were not for the arrogance in their bones, they could not

accept luo qinghe's union with a beta, song bailao would

not have to lose his mother, and that beta would not have

to bear the pain of losing his lover and son.

however, zhu li was right about one thing, song bailao was

indeed a ferocious berlau bird. in the more than a year

since, i have tested this view countless times.

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