this story begins with a girl that was good at being both good and bad ...she was the kindest person you'd ever meet and also the most cruel. Mood swings could not define her ... she was a really confusing and Impossible to understand or to know ....

she was always the center of attention and she hated it but loved it at the same time in her mind the fact that she is poor and has alot of ambitions and dreams and hates herself for not being able to live up to them and her getting peoples attention and the fact that her soul draws them like moths to a flame and she knows she's broken and poor and everything about her life disappoints and disgusts her . There is also the factor of her loving the attention because she can handle it she feels at home in it and she knows being the center of it all makes her fell good weather she its bad or good .

she struggles with depression and goes down a deep dark whole that is like quicksand and the more u try the quicker you die but she finds a way or something to keep her demons at bay and her insecurities to herself. Thus she became more and more dark but funny and more complicated like someone that added another personality with every traumatic thing that happens to her. She falls inlove and gets her heart, mind , body and soul shattered into 3 pieces the more she tries to be happy in the horrible world people hurt her and show her how weak and insignificant and dumb she is and she hates herself more and drinks and smokes her school life away but meets alot of class mates that are nice and she is a joker and she makes everyone laugh and feel comfortable and confident because of how much of a mess she is.

she can really talk to anyone even the cleaners or the teachers she never shamed people or hurt people but she was always caught smoking or ditching school and it gave her a bad reputation at school...

she was quite poor but she had manners better then someone from a royal family she had many talents and interests she was like a universal remote she could connect and communicate with whomever comes in contact with her ...her dark humor scares you but the indescribable way people are drawn to it and then captured by her voice alone she speaks to them and they feel at peace around her but some people hate her and she doesn't care .

she was really diverse and more so a popular loner she had one close friend and goes through so many break ups and toxicness and her fatherless poor life makes her need drugs and alchohol more and she drowns so deep she can't see even a speck of light anywhere around her it's like she gives people around her all the good luck she gets all there bad luck and she just used the last little of her luck and she screams at the universe "why me? "

a question which is important to her she goes on about how much good she does and people she make happy why does she havr to feel so miserable and alone around everyone...

time flies and she is just along for the ride ...no control over anything at all...

she meets a chubby boy with a nice smile his a bit of a nerd but she always gets her heart broken by bad guys and she even became one herself...some people made rumors about her that she sleeps with so many people and they even called her the invisible slut because no guy can truly say he slept with her or nobody can prove she has any relationships beside for once and after that break up she became the so called " invisible slut " that declined all the guys and made out with girls the confusing mess nobody wants to deal with but she was unique everyone wanted her to be who they wanted to be and she played those roles perfectly and who might she be ....

Caithline

he was a chubby boy with a golden heart and at there school bullying wasn't really based on looks alone but also how high somebody's grades are and Caithline and the chubby boy were in the same class the strongest class at there school and she was the only poor kid in the class that nobody was really sure if they were poor or not because she played it off and nobody really looked into it...

he was the chubby guy that won all the best awards for doing the best in the hardest subjects and she was up there too in the best class but people really didn't expect her to be a nerd i mean she does drink smoke and party alot and she jokes around in class way more then anyone els and she always argued with teachers yet always had homework and assignments done and on time..

she looked up to him so much and approached him and his friends and indirectly became one of the people thats on the outer layer of the nerds inner circle but it was weird that the rich chubby guy was so humble and kind ...

he had the best sense of humor that almost matched hers and he was sweet and kind and never acted like the other rich kids and he was even smart ...

she never really got to know him well even tho she liked him so much but to her the feeling did not look mutual but she didn't know that he was insecure about being overweight and ugly and a nerd and he actually liked her because she was really beautiful but she didn't believe it herself so she called herself the ugliest girl on school and he was so afraid he was out of his league but she didn't care about his weight or anything not even his money