Y/n Pov

I wake up in the middle of the night because of the nightmare that i wish it didn't happend to me(2 years ago)"Tsukishima!" I said to him to make him stop

" i like you" i said to him and smile but my smile is gone when he laugh

" why?" I asked

" Seriously Y/n i know that you like me as a friend" Tsukishima said to me

" you're wrong Tsukishima i like you in another way" i said to him to make him understand what i was saying but he glare at me like im a wierd person and walk awayI was hurt that time but what's hurt me more is he didn't look at me and he always give me a cold glare and cold voice

(When they are 5 years old)

"Y/n come here lets watch some movie" Tsukishima said to me

" okay" i said and smile Tsukishima smile at me and said

"you should smile more, you look like a cute when you smile" he said and that words make Y/n blush

" but my older sister always say that im ugly" Y/n said it while pouting

" pfft- it's true when you are pouting you look like a duck" He said that make you angry

"hmp!" You said while he was laughing

" its a joke Y/n dont worry you are the prettiest person i meet" he said

" but so many girls have a crush on you" you said and sit beside him

" don't mind them" he said and smile you smile too

"okay" you said

(When they are 9 years old)

/at school/

" Y/n stop running" he said while sitting in the floor

" but its fun you know" you said while smilling at himHe slide his hand in his pocket but suddenly he froze 

" Y/n did you see my wallet??" He ask nervously to you 

" no, why??" You ask him while drinking some water 

" my wallet is gone" Tsukishima said to you but you laugh

 " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" you laugh hard but you stop when Tsukishima pinched you 

"ouc--" they both flinch when their school teacher shout

" Y/N WHY ARE YOU DITCHING!!" Our adviser shout at me but Tsukishima just chuckle so i glare at him that make him shut 

" you are scary when you look at me angerly" he said

 " are you praising me or teasing me?" I said angerly

 " ummm Both" Tsukishima said so you attack him

 " Y/n GO TO YOUR CLASSROOM NOW!!!" I forgot that my teacher is still here

 " Sorry Ma'am" Y/n and Tsukishima said and start walking

 " its your fault Tsukishima" Y/n said while pouting

 " its your fault Y/n you said to me that we should go to the cafeteria" Tsukishima said while smilling, you look at him and smile i totally forgot that and you both laugh 

" Tsukishima lets just share my money" Y/n said

 " but you only have one dollar " he said

 "your wrong its two dollars" Y/n said and smile

 " okay" Tsukishima said and smile

(When they are 11 years old)

"Im late" she said while walking inside the classroom

 " Y/N" Tsukishima said to me so i wave to him

 "Y/n you are late, now go to your chair" Y/n's teacher said but when you look around someone sitting in your chair 

" ummmm ma'am someone sitting in my chair" Y/n said to her teacher 

" then find some-------" the teacher is shock when someone cut her words 

 " Y/n here lets share in my chair" Tsukishima said and smile

 " Kei!! You don'thave some manners??" Our teacher said angerly

 " sorry ma'am" he said and smile, your teacher just sigh and continue what is she doing. Y/n go to Tsukishima's chair and sit

(Present)

All of that is continuously playing in my brainWhen i confessed to him he cut our friendship

 " Why, why are you acting like that??" Y/n said while crying

 "i-its like a dream to you??" Y/n said while sitting in the corner crying.

Third Pov

While Y/n is crying in her condo. Tsukishima is crying in his room crying 

" Why i am crying?" He said, he didn't know why is he crying, he just woke up in the middle in the nigth and start crying for no reason.

Y/n Pov

After what happened in that night i still think that he should remember me as his one girl best friend.

While walking to go to the school i see Tsukishima looking at me so i just smile at him but he just ignore me and start walking, it hurt me so much but i have to indure it because i only have one week to live.

(FAST FORWARD)

Tsukishima Pov

Im at my room staring at the window thinking about Y/n i dont know but when i see her smile i feel like my heart is tearing apart, but im kinda curious about her smile i feel like she miss me but why??

Y/n Pov

Im at my room staring at the guitar, my eyes start crying while my lips in smiling i wish the day never ends

(When they are 8 years old)

Y/n Pov

"Hey Y/n let me teach you how to use guitar" Tsukishima said to me but his eyes is telling me the truth

"You will laugh at me when i made a mistake" i said while pouting he just smile and go to my spot

"Your mom said i will teach you how to use some instrument" he said

"Hey Y/n, Tsukishima!! How are you??" I heard someone scream but when i look at that person it was Yamaguchi smilling at me

" Im good, how about you??" I said while looking at him, Tsukishima didn't answer so i look at him, he was angry looking at yamaguchi so i look at yamaguchi he tried to look like a brave man but he failed so i laugh hard, they both look at me

"How about lets all make a band" i said while smilling "okay/thats a good idea" they both said while looking at each other. In the end the three of us make a band but Tsukishima said we will name it when the age of 18 so we write our name in the wood

(PRESENT)

Y/n Pov

I wake up from the noise coming from the door, i didnt know i feel sleep and i live alone so why is there someone knocking at my door, when i open the door i see Yamaguchi smilling at me but what shock me more is Tsukishima is in his back

"Why are you here??" I asked while opening the door widely

"Your birthday is Thursday so im here to tell you that we should celebrate it tomorrow" Yamaguchi said while smilling, i forgot that my birthday will be on Thursday i look at the calendar and he's right and today is Tuesday so ive been sleeping in one day

"Hehehe i forgot lets go 9:00 in the morning" i said while smilling Yamaguchi look at me suspiciously so i look at him

"How are you two??" I asked

"Im good" Yamaguchi said

"Nothing change" Tsukishima said

"How about you??" They both said it in the same time so i laugh and start saying some stuff and planning about tomorrow.

When they walk out in the room i rush to go in the bathroom and drink some medicine while crying, but Yamaguchi enter the bathroom with worried in his eyes

"Y/n, are you okay??" He said worriedly i smile at him and say that i have a cancer and i only have a few days to live, when i finish saying it to him he start crying

"why you didn't tell me before?? Did he know about this??" He said while his eyes is still crying

" i-im sorry i dont know what to do when i hear what the doctor said and h-he didn't know" i said while crying

"He should know about this" he said to me

"you know the story why we distance our self so please don't tell him" i said it desperately so he gave up and just smile at me he start washing his face and leave my apartment, when me i was crying alone and endure the pain while sleeping

Y/n Pov

I wake up having a headache it's 7 in the morning I get up in bed go to the bathroom and clean myself when i finish clean myself i dress up when i look at the clock its 8:00 so i go to the kitchen and prepare my breakfast and waiting for them in school they say we would meet in school

"Hey, Y/n your earlier than the time" Yamaguchi said to me, i look at his back and i saw Tsukishima. I smiled at them

" its only 8:50 " i said while laughing, Yamaguchi just smiled

"let's go now" Tsukishima said while looking at me and Yamaguchi

"lets go/alright" we both said we look at each other and laugh Tsukishima just sigh and walk Yamaguchi walk too so i follow them

(FAST FORWARD)

Y/n Pov

It's already 12 in a evening so we decide to eat before we continue our shopping but suddenly i feel dizzy so i sit in the bench

" Y/n Whats wrong??" Yamaguchi said to me while Tsukishima is waiting

"i just feel tired anyway lets go" i said while smilling Yamaguchi look Worried but Tsukishima look at me like i wasting his time. We enter to the fastfood and go to the eat i order something healthy but suddenly my head start aching and i feel dizzy and everything turns black.......

Yamaguchi Pov

"Y/N!!" I shout when i see Y/n faint Tsukishima lift her while me is calling the Hospital. I hope she was okay.

Y/n Pov

I wake up and the first thing i see is a white ceiling i look around and i see Yamaguchi sleeping in my side, he looked tired, oh i forgot i faint in the mall.

(2 hours later)

I see Yamaguchi playing his phone

"Yamaguchi" i said in a low tone

"Y/n?? NURSE the patient is awake" he said pannickly so i laugh at him

"Yamaguchi you know the truth so don't panic like that" i said while smilling Yamaguchi look at me worriedly

"Tsukishima buy some food" he said so i smile well i guess he annoyed him until he agreeMany minutes pass Tsukishima enter the room and sit in the sofa i just laugh while Yamaguchi preparing the food

"Thank you guys" i said

"Always welcome Y/n" Yamaguchi said sweetly Tsukishima just nod while using his phone i look at him and smile we eat at the same time and sleep Yamaguchi sleep in the couch while Tsukishima sleeping while sitting in the chair i just write my diary while i was still alive i write all i feel today and how happy i am.

Its morning now and i cant get up my body feel tired so i stay lay a bit. Yamaguchi and Tsukishima leave to wash themselves i look at the door when i heard someone knock and when he/she came in its just a nurse

"Good Morning Miss Y/n" she said to me while injecting something at my arm

"Good Morning" i said in a low tone i fell weak i look at the calendar and its Wednesday tomorrow will be my birthday. The Nurse leave at my room when Yamaguchi came in

"Good Morning Y/n" he said while looking at me

"Good morning Yamaguchi" i said it in a low tone he just smile then sit in the couch waiting Tsukishima

"So Y/n did you ton Tsukishima about your---" i cut him and smile

"He will know soon dont worry" i said while smilling

(5 hours later)

Its 1 in a Afternoon when someone knock at the room Yamaguchi open the door and we are shock when we see Tsukishima holding a strawberry shortcake and some guitar i smiled at him but he glare at me he sit in the couch and start fixing his guitar, Yamaguchi put the cake in mini refrigerator.

Yamaguchi Pov

I was putting the cake in the refrigerator when i heard Y/n screaming from pain while holding her chest Tsukishima immediately stand and call some doctor i look at Tsukishima's face all i see is his worried face he even shout to the nurse to make it fast of course i panic to even i know this is going to happened

"Y/n!" Tsukishima said while holding Y/n's hand i can't do anything i can't say anything to him all i can do is watch them and comfort them.

Minutes past the doctor said that we should wait outside so we went outside and wait Tsukishima was worried while me is praying for Y/n i hope she will be okay