REBORN TO CREATE MY WORLD
EPISODE: ONE
Shane
phew.. finally i can get relief
Shane
i saw result of my third year in university
Shane always mumured to himself when he's stressed
Shane
The thing that hurts me the most are my classmates, who didn't even attend a single lecture but got passed
Shane
well maybe because i am failure
Shane
afterall that's what my father used to say
He reaches terrace goes near boundry and looks at view
Shane
mann.. this place is so peaceful
Shane
The cold breeze which touches my face makes me feel so relaxed
Shane
looking at those kids enjoying with there family is pleasurable
Then, he stood up on the boundry, stretches out his hands, closed his eyes and started feeling the air in surrounding
Shane
guess.. this is the end
Shane
i just can't take it anymore
his eyes started to filled with tears
As soon as he completed his sentence he jumped off the building
Then he realises it was just a dream
Shane
i was scared for a moment
"why the hell are you shouting wretched boy"his mother yells from downstairs
He ignores his mother words,gets up from his bed and gets ready for University
He goes downstairs enters in kitchen. There was no one in kitchen he checks for breakfast in utensils but found nothing for him
He Takes a piece of bread and eats it. Then starts walking toward University
After a sometime he reached University and waits for result to come out
Shane
(the dream i saw today was horrific..)
Shane
(but why can't i remember it)
after waiting for sometime list of result comes in notice board and everyone runs toward it
shane stands up and started walking slowly toward notice board
Shane
why everyone is in so hurry
Shane
it's just a damn result
"hurray i passed" some people cheered as they saw list
Shane
gotta check my name there
Then he looks at the list tries to find his name there
Shane
(don't tell me my name isn't there while these loosers are celebrating)
He looks again and again for his name but it wasn't there
he started to sweat after not finding his name on list
Shane
hey is there any other list of result? *ask to someone*
"yeah on notice board which is near staff room" he replied
Than without wasting a second he run toward there
Shane
( this can't be possible... i really did hard work for this fucking exam)
EPISODE:TWO
He comes in front of that second list and started finding his name there
Shane
shane... shane... where is it...
he reaches last name and his name wasn't there at all
This hits in head really. He did his best for this examination studied all day and night and as a result he failed
He started to sweat all over his body. He started to think where he did mistake what was his fault..
Shane
( it's not possible)
only negative thaughts started to come in his mind what he'll say to his mother? how will he show his face to this cruel society who already hates him for nothing
he came out from University with the disappointment on his face
After sometime he went to his house and tries to unlock door but it was locked from inside
then he looks up his mother was standing in balcony staring at him
Shane's mom
so what's your rank?*says from balcony*
Shane's mom
Are you going to say?
Shane
*looks down* i.. i failed
Shane's mom
YOU CAN'T EVEN PASS ONE SILLY EXAM?
Shane's mom
YOU'RE GOOD FOR NOTHING
Shane's mom
A FUCKING PIECE OF BURDEN JUST A TRASH ON THIS FAMILY
Shane's mom
AND YOU EVEN DARE TO COME HOME.. YOU ARE JUST FUCKING WRETCHED BOY
Shane's mom
YOU SHOULD'VE DIED WHEN YOU BORN.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S EVEN MEANING OF YOUR LIFY YOU BASTARD
He stayed silent and was listening to all his cursing
Shane's mom
JUST GO AWAY THERE'S NO PLACE FOR YOU GARBAGE
Shane
now i can't even enter in my father's house?
Shane's mom
WHAT DID YOU SAID? ARE YOU TRYING TO TALK BACK ON ME? I'LL GONNA BREAK YOUR SHITY MOUTH IF YOU'LL EVEN SAY A WORD TO ME
he says nothing and walks away from house
Shane
gotta find some place until night
Shane
*walking in the streets*
someone
hey do you heard he failed *pointing on shane*
someone
really? i heard this year exams were easy and he still failed
he ignored them and walking straight in the streets
woman 1
hey look *points at shane* his mom was shouting at him today because he failed
woman 2
ohh really? i feel so pity on his mother
woman 2
beside being a single mother she does everything for him
woman 1
yess but he never understands
woman 1
do you know I've heard somewhere that he's drug addicted
woman 2
haww? really maybe he's look at his face
woman 2
maybe he's just like his first mother
woman 1
yea she died in early age bloody addicted
Shane
DON'T YOU DARE SPEAK ABOUT HER MORONS (SHOUTS AT THEM)
woman 2
hey don't shout at us
woman 1
we wasn't talking about your addicted mother.. mind your own business
and both of those woman left
he stays silent making his fist tighter due to frustration
he's jaw started to pain due to irritation and frustration he had inside of himself
EPISODE: THREE
Shane
(sometime it's really hard to tolerate this toxicity)
Shane
(they don't even know a thing and they just.... agh leave it)
Shane
(i wish i could live in the world which doesn't involves any kind of depression, anxiety and inequality.)
Shane
(just a world full of love and peace... but that doesn't exists at all)
Then one girl comes near him walking
they both stops at front of eachother
shane's heartbeat started to increase when he saw her
Shane
ohh h.. hey i..iz.. Izzy
izzy
hehe you can't be serious
Shane
i..i am good and you?
izzy
by the way today was result right?
Shane
ohh rank... *he tilt his head down* i..i failed
izzy
ohh it's alright you can try Better next time
izzy
this result really decides nothing *says with smile*
Shane
ye..yea you're right
izzy
try to be calm yourself
izzy
*looks at her watch* ohh sorry i am getting late
izzy
it's time for me to go
Shane
hah she's so cheerfull
Shane
her vibe is really great
Shane
*sees time in his smartphone* ohh it's time for my part time job
Shane works in book shop as cashier
after walking for few minutes he reached there
Shane
*walks inside the shop*
shop owner
*gives some money to shane* keep it
Shane
huh why sir? month is mover isn't over yet
shop owner
now feel free to work anywhere shane
Shane
what do you mean sir?
shop owner
means you're not in this job anymore
Shane
huh? wh.. why what happened?
shop owner
your mom came to me yesterday
shop owner
and rest... you're understandable kid
shop owner
you know she's my old friend.. i don't want any grudge against her... try to understand
Shane
ohh, that's alright then *takes a deep breath*
someone
all day living here isn't that much fun
someone
i really wanna do something interesting
someone
but what? uhm *pushing in his brain to think something*
someone
yeahh... that's better
someone
so i should be on my way
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