Memories are resurfacing in my mind

Replaying every single night and day

One memory that seems to be stuck to my brain is of the first day we met.

I remember how like a magnet you pulled me away from the lonely web I was tangled in.

I remember how your eyes lingered on me.

How your smile somehow assured me you were already determined to stay without me asking you to.

You were different

You still are

And I know that no matter what, you'll always be different from them.

You're an awesome kind of different and I love you 'cause you've managed to show me what LOVE truly feels like.

*****

Author's Note

In life we meet strangers.

These strangers will make us question strange things like love.

These strangers will create memories in our lives...

Good or bad...

And sometimes its always amazing to meet the stranger rather than the friend.

Because strangers could be the best friends you never had

*****

I've been thinking lately

You and I

This thingy going on between us

I'm angry, I won't deny it

I'm so fuckin pissed

I lost my temper, got a little moody

Well maybe a little bit too much cause I sort of snapped at you

What makes me mad is that I'm stupid

I keep acting like this

I push you away then expect you to come crawling back to me

And you know what the worst part is?

The reason behind my raging temper

Your friends

I'm sorry but I hate them

I don't like them

And I doubt I ever will

But I can't keep hurting you, it's tormenting me

Fuck your friends, I don't like them but please forgive me yet again

I promise I won't be an idiot once more

*****

Author's Note

I used to think that I'd never let anything come between me and the lamp of my life

I lied

There's nothing more worse than seeing your worst enemy having some sort of closure with someone you love

There's nothing more painful than not being the only person who makes your loved one smile

Fact is... I'm selfish

What's mine should be mine...PERIOD

The word you wrote on my wrist got me questioning myself

Did you write it 'cause of the way I look at you?

Or maybe' cause of the way I've been acting towards you

Is it 'cause that's what you think I am?

Or its what you want me to be

You got me thinking about what you might have really meant

I don't quite like it when I'm left hanging on a thread

I know you'll never tell me what what you wanted to say

You always want me to figure out the puzzle on my own

The question is, will I?

*****

Author's Note

Okay so the task is (rolling drums) wait for it... Wait for itttt.

BANG

Tell me the mysterious word

CLUE : ___b_a_

Muahahahahaha..(cough)

Sorry about that.

OK so basically the winner will be like the person who saw me writing this and guess what... None of you were with me hahaha

Send your answers please.