TAKING CARE of other people Job is the hardest job, but for me Lucian Avyanna Yildiz, it was just a piece of cake. She had been part of the Gang since She was 15, she had perfected the art of throwing herself for the sake of her job.

Though its just a piece of cake for her, but seeing and taking the life of other people was more than she could handle.

Her life was a perfect image of craziness, she can't predict what she will do next. She can't tell if she's just Pretending to be crazy or she's already crazy. Smiling and laughing while beating up someone and seeing them begging with tears, feeling satisfied when she saw a pool of blood, just doing that made her cry and laugh at the same time.

"Ahh I'm alive but I can't seem to feel it"

Blaming her family for selling a 15 years old young girl to a Gangster just to pay off the debt made her life a living Hell. I want to escape but i can't, or so she thought.

Lucian's Boss called her first thing in the morning to come to the headquarters and made a deal with her, "you just need to find and kill the traitor and I'll set you free" hearing those words made her happy so she agreed and  walk outside of the room, leaving her boss with a smirk on its face.

Lucian happily drive the car and when she receive the location of the target she drove the car as fast as she can. When she arrive to the abandoned building it gives her a chills but she ignore it.

The place is so quiet that she can hear her own breathe and heartbeat, walking sneakily inside the building she noticed that no one inside when she heard  a loud bang and saw the building's door are close.

Panicking she ran towards the door and try to open it but she can't,Lucian stop for awhile and starting to think of some ways to open the door. In the midst of thinking, she heard a faint sound like a clock trying to figure out what is that she tried to look where it is when see saw a time bomb in the corner.

Lucian run towards the door once again and did all she can do to open the door, her heart is beating so fast when she saw that 15 seconds left on the time bomb. Tears are starting to form in her eyes and starting to ask "why is this happening to me? I just wanted to be free", she almost start to give up when the door open she ran as fast as she could get when the bomb explode.

After the bomb explode Lucian surprisingly survive leaving her  a cut on her head and a metal on her legs. While trying to stand she noticed that someone is standing behind her back, she slowly turn her head to see who it was that made her eyes wide open.

"Why?" She asked while tears are starting to fall on her cheeks.

"Why!!? Tell me why!!?"

"I-Im sorry but if i don't do this they will kill me"- Said by the man while pointing the gun.

Hearing those word made her cry even more she look him in eyes with a faint smile on her lips, slowly the hope that she kept in her heart started to faid away.

"I thought that after i finished this mission and be free I c-can be with you all and be happy again, I even saved up some money so we can do some business and be just happy b-but why!!? "

Lucian started to cry even more and tried to catch her breath, she can't explain the pain she's feeling right now. The feeling of betrayal that she wish to never experience

again, but why!? She asked herself.

" But why!!?? Of all people why is it you!?"

"I-Im sorry"- The man started to cry and pull the trigger.

Lucian feel the pain on her chest and saw the blood she looked at the man once again  with the pain written in her eyes.

"The pain that I feel right now is nothing compared to the bullet on my heart, what it pains me more is that you betrayed me once again"

Trying her best to stay awake the rain started to fall washing the blood on her body away.

"Ahhaha finally i can rest now" she said while laughing and slowly closing her eyes  before she completely loose it she asked once again.

"D-Dad why?"

"hmmm... Why its so noisy? Aren't I dead?"

Slowly opening her eyes she saw an unfamiliar ceiling when looking around the place she didn't seem to know where she is.

"Damn*t where am I? Where's this place?" She asked herself.

Trying to figure out whats happening she tried to stand up but failed "why do i feel so heavy? and my heads hurt so much did someone save me and brought me here?"

There's a lot of question running through her head but can't answer any of that then suddenly she feel a pain on her wirst bewildered on what she see.

"Wtf!! Who's hand is this!? Why so fat!? Wait is it mine!!???"- panicking, Lucian stood up with all her might and run towards the morror.

"Holy motherf**cking god!! Who is this sumo wrestler!? Wait its me!?but why? Where's my beautiful and sexy body!?"

Lucian Keeps asking why and whats happening when she feel a lot of pain on her head and memories are keep coming which is not her own memories but someone else, When the pain disappeared she look at herself on the mirror.

"So You're Eero Calian, 27 years old your parents died last month in a car accident, an office worker who got fired because of your ex's doing and most and for most an Omega? Wtf is Omega!?"

"Omega? Is that some kind of gender or something? And whats more is im inside his body? Did reincarnated or something? "

Figuring out what is happening Lucian/Eero saw a cellphone so she search whats an omega.

"Hmmm...hmmmm ah so thats what omega is? A male who can give birth? Wait but they said most omega are pretty? But wth!? Whats wrong with my body? I can be a sumo wrestler if i wanted too!!"

"And what more important is that omega should be cautious so you won't be marked by some random alpha, but who would want to mark a majimbu like me?"

*Grummmmblee*

"Oh I'm hungry"- she walk towards the kitchen and make some cup noodles, thinking it over again I can't walk properly because of this body i feel so heavy and tired already for just a few steps.

"I need a proper diet, no one will hire me because of this body"

Looking at the situation right now i think its all good, I can have a new life her without any worries. I can do whatever i want from now on.

It takes time before i can fully heal myself from my past but I don't have to feel guilty for choosing myself anymore. I can live the life that I promised to myself, a simple and happy life.

I know that there are extra burdens that i have to keep but I know some of those burdens and struggles will make me strong.

Tears started to form in my eyes "ah finally, I'm really free this time. I can live for myself and not for someone else"- whoever god is it that gave me this second chance I promise that i will live my life to the fullest until i explode.

"To do all of that first i need to exercise!"

"Right now? Well maybe tomorrow Goodnight"- he said and lay down on the bed.

"You stupid!! What did you to to him!?"

Huh? Whats happening aren't i sleeping just now? And who is that guy?

"I-I didn't do it Kevin please!"- Huh? Thats Eero i mean me right?

"Don't touch me you f*cking pig! You know what I'm done with you if not for your money i wouldn't be with you anyway, who would want to be in a pig like you! No one will believe me if i told them that you're an omega!"

"Babe c'mon let's get out of here it stinks yuck"

Wait so is that his ex boyfriend? The reason why he got fired at work!? That mother f**cking as*h*le who looks like a goblin?

"H-Hon please don't leave me i love you" - wtf please no way i wanna puke! Hello that f*cker cheated on you

"Yuck don't call me Hon you pig, lets go babe"

That b*stard i swear when i see that man i will cut off his cucumber and smash his coffee bean size egg, I feel sad for you Eero is this one of your memories? I promise to take revenge in your stead and live a life to the fullest so rest in peace and thank you so much.

After saying those words Eero on his dreams look at her in the eyes with a smile and said "thank you" with that everything disappeared including Eero.

"Rinnnnggggggg!!"

"Ah **** so noisy" Eero said while trying to wake up, walking towards the bathroom he started to do his morning routine. After he finished what he needs to do Eero start to clean the entire apartment.

"Gez, what did he do to that made this place like a garbage dumped?" He said with irritation on his voice.

While cleaning the whole place he notice an old photo album and there he saw a Family picture of Eero, "Such a happy family that ended up with a tragedy" he sighed and put the picture on a frame.

3 Hours later....

"Hell yeah! Finally its done" Eero said while sitting on a couch "Damn its like i joined a marathon competition, I sweat a lot and im freaking tired already with just that. I really need to fix this body first i need to loose some weight"

Without being said Eero stood up and change his clothes for a jogging, while changing his clothes Eero look at his self in the mirror, "Im really not used to this body I always feel shock everytime i see myself in the mirror" he sighed and look at the mirror closely.

"Now that I see it my eyes are red its red like blood is this the reason why he's wearing contacts? and my skin its white like a snow or I'm just pale like a ghost? And my hair is white too looking at this I'm pretty aren't I?" He said with a smirk but it suddenly faid away when he look at his body "I really need to loose some weight I can't waste my beauty like this" after he change his clothes Eero started to walk outside the apartment when he saw his Grandma Marry.

"Oh Eero how have you been?"- asked by the old lady.

"I'm good Grandma Marry"

"Oh that's good to know after your parents died in the accident I can't seem to see you smiling again but here you are full of energy" the old lady said with a smile on her face if I remember correctly Grandma Marry is the who helped his parents when they're in need before.

"Thank you for your concern grandma I'm all good now see? I'm going to loose some weight so that the next time we see each other again  I'll be sexy and beautiful" Eero said while laughing "My my.. you are already beautiful Eero" Grandma said while patting his shoulder.

"Even though I'm like this?"

" Dear, Beauty isn't about having a pretty face and body its about having a pretty heart, remember this Eero my dear just because other people can't see your beauty doesn't mean it does not exist okay." Old lady said and hug  him "oh i need to go now take care okay just call or see me if you need something" she said and wave her hand.

Eero shocked his head and smile "She really is a good person"with a smile on his face Eero start to run when he notice a group of guy sitting on the bench but just ignore it and continue to jog.

"Omg theres an earthquake guys ahahaha"

"Guys its shaking ahahahaha"

Eero heard and saw that it was those guy awhile ago he ignores it once again

"Guys look there's a crack on the floor"

"Bro I saw something strange there's a pig "

"Hey Ugly Pig stop running okay ahahaha" one of those guy said while walking towards him.

"Lets be patient Eero they're just kids, yes kids okay just ignore them " Eero said to himself.

"Hey are you listening to me? you are not just ugly but a deaf too?" The other guy said while pointing its finger on his forehead.

"Guys can you just let me through" Eero calmly said to them but they just laugh at him "what if i said no? What will you do? Punch me? C'mon here give it a try ahahaha" one of the guy said while laughing.

Eero who's patients is running out punch the guy on the face with his 100% strength, the other guys are shocked when they came back to their senses and attack him all together.

"You fucking pig I'll kill you!" Guy number 1 said and tried to punch him while the other guy is on his back trying to kick him, He grab the leg of the one that's trying to kick him and throw him towards the guy and puch them both in the stomach.

"What do you want more? I may look like this but you're nothing compared to my experience" Eero said and walk out.

"Damn those bastard they should be thankful that i just gave them a punch if I'm in my old days i could kill them" He tsked and continue to jog again.

"**** they killed my mood"

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