Pls Give Advice
introduction to my first
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hi guys! I hope you have read my previous story love and regret . I'm at an age where I have a lot of crushes or semi-crushes. I'll try to post daily on what goes on in my"love life" and PLEEAASSSEEE give me advice... if you haven't read my previous chat story here it is:
love and regret: a true story
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please read this before continuing because it is essential.
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anyway these past few days of ramzan had me thinking about Ryan. the first year I had a crush on him, when it was time for ramzan he stopped coming. i kept going to tennis hoping to see him. however he didn't come back until a week after ramzan ended.... his grandfather had died.
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when he finally came back he looked so sad while playing...i wanted to hug him so bad
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but back then I was like 12 . i didn't even know what a crush was.
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but that's not the point. recently when I thought about it, unexpected I started crying! this is advice that I am giving you. confess to your crushes as soon as possible. or you will definitely regret it
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I'll describe Ryan for you guys and then end this episode
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he was about ½a centimetre shorter than me. he had messy and at the same time neat looking hair. he had an indifferent cold CEO aura. he was basically a professional tennis player so he had some serious muscles. his abbs were clearly visible even though he always wore a loose shirt. he was PERFECT. but that makes me miss him more
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memories bring back memories
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hi guys! this might be kind of boring but ryan was my first crush and it lasted for 2 years.... that's why the section on him will be suuuuuuuppppeeerrr long pls dont mind
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ok so like I said last chapter he was going to be a professional tennis player... he played like 3 times better than me. but even if I made a mistake or fumbled the ball when I was on his team he would reprimand me. and if I hit a good ball he would clap for me. sometimes at the end of the game we would have to shake hands and when I came to him to shake hands we would end up holding hands.
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I'm the youngest member in my tennis court... once when he was a captain of one team he chose me instead of the other better players... when I asked him why he chose me he said with a smile
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i played soo well that game and we won but I didn't care because after that game.... RYAN HUGGED ME. he was really competitive so in his excitement he just bear hugged me but then he immediately let go
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it was hard to tell but I think he was blushing
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ok so if you guys want me to shift to my next crush please tell me in the comments...or I can continue with ryan😌.
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i have thousands of small incidents that happened centring him so.....
Joel
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no-one replied as to if I should continue with ryan or not so for this episode I will deviate... if you guys want to hear more about him then tell me in the comments
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today Ima talk about joel
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so one more thing you need to know is I'm Christian and a malayali.
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all of my crushes have been Muslims.... except Joel
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he had shorter hair than this and was slightly darker
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he was about an inch taller than me
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I started liking him where I went to my friends house for Holi. she had invited him too.
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after Holi my friend, Joel and I talked for hours.
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I liked him soo much after that
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after ryan leaving before I could confess... i told Joel that I liked him. I knew that he didn't like me back but I told him anyway
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so I typed in a message on snapchat
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The next day he replied...
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I was sad and happy at the same time. he didn't like me back but he didn't mind me liking him
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after that he continued acting normal but sometimes he would tease me about it
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that was the only time I was thankful for my mask because it stopped him from seeing me blush
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anyway I soon got over him because he obviously didn't like me
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so Ryan is still my longest lasting crush
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