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It was all quiet, intense, silence our breathings were audible.

Just staring at each other with eyes full of tear but none was fallen.

My thoughts they were fighting do it no matter what the consequences will just do it.

I kissed him...

Shit no, I shouldn't no this was the biggest mistake of my life no he didn't respond.

I felt all of the world's pain in my heart eyes were full of tears I just want to leave I should I can't face him I stood but he grabs me my forearm and turns with the force I felt my heart jumped out and he kissed me back

He kissed the fire of hell on me, I was collecting my emotions but I don't know how and I'm still crying but he is just kissing me,

Just realized I should too it was intense he holds me in his arms my hands were holding his coconut head my legs were shaking but still snaked around his waist.

From his drawing to dining to his bedroom it was quite not a single moan just the pleasant sound to two lips who were getting wet.

He put me on his bed removing his black t-shirt.. god bless my eyes his body is like cotton candy to me I just want to touch it but his expressions were zero he looked at me holding my chin and kissed me again I was like the moth to the flame.

It was quite an intense I felt the pain he too after a while he patted his shoulder and asked me rest I just stared at his innocence but I did anyway.

Till this moment we haven't talked.

Morning

I woke up but didn't found him on the bed

I was not surprised because I was expecting this only

I grabbed my essentials and wore my dress and went down but my eyes were surprised he was there in his kitchen making pancakes

Of course, it's his house it should be me who should leave at first place but now I'm standing here and staring at him making pancakes in his house only. I went near him and I stared him back but he expression me to sit on the stool for breakfast no I should confirm my thoughts otherwise it will get stuck forever I went near to the stool and stared him back he looked at me and I asked him with Signs you, me "couple"??

He put his pen down and looked at me and he nodded his head as "yes"

Oh my god seriously

But I just blushed

He kissed me back again

But we heard a knock on the door!

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Nooooooooo!

Men what was that

I was dreaming shit

"Look at you, 36 and still dreaming like 21"

Grow up you stupid old woman

Hi there,

It's Ji-ae, Kim Ji-ae I'm an architect and also the member of UN.

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year 2033

ji-ae-

I always wanted to do something great, something which makes my parents happy.

Dad always wants me to become an engineer, but I know I can't be an engineer so, I did Architecture it's amazing, there is a saying "if you are an architect forget the easy life"- Ar. ZH

But yeah I somewhere don't want the easy life...

when was a kid always wanted to become the pop star, but sooner realize that's instead of being famous I wanted to become a good person, and yeah dad was satisfied with the Arch degree because he somewhere doesn't want to pressurize me, and here I'm, happy and happy *I guess.

Anyways moving further, I did lots of internships in UN (united nation) and later become the member of UN too (not in real but yeah I will), which indeed made my Dad proud.

so, moving further I'm still single because I didn't find a nice guy, although being in a relationship is always fun, you meet new people and mostly you freaking learn lessons, lol.

I got a new project in Seoul, I shifted here a week ago I am basically from Busan.

UN provide facilities to poor people and before occupying the property they send their teams for the survey for all kinds of required facilities they seek so, for the part building they appoint an Architect yeah that's me.

SNU hospital the government building where UN will provide their required help.

I am appointed for the renovation of the building and it is my DAY ONE.

I was waiting for my colleagues to start the presentation about how we can use natural resources instead of concrete which will be more eco-friendly and cost-effective.

It was the great presentation and now we have to work on the details.

In free time I scroll my twitter and IG but now I was scrolling news...

BREAKING NEWS "BTS's JEON JUNGKOOK GOT IN A CAR ACCIDENT, WHILE RETURNING FROM FAN MEETING"

(A/N never in my wildest dream I want that, just for the plot)

"what, no he is serious... no" like another army I was also panicking I know its modern k-pop era but still, BTS is BTS and the army will love them no matter what and then I heard that a celeb got admitted in the new wing (same hospital). but there was nothing serious, my friend told me its BTS's Jeon Jungkook.

Thank god its nothing serious the only ankle dislocate and some bruces yeah, of course, he drives BMW.

I saw the army reaction and I wanted to comfort them so I tweeted "Jungkook is fine, nothing serious, few days he'll run like a crazy guy he is" after that I put my phone aside and start working because I was running out of time for the detail presentation, man not an easy life your bais was in the same hospital and you are working on the presentation amazing.

The presentation was going on, let me tell you a story ( story in a story great).

--- 2017, I was 19 saw BTS for the first time 'NOT TODAY' was a game changer plus 'BST' too and that's how I became an army. They change my life gave me a reason to smile " love yourself. love myself. peace" I adore them, went to their concerts, fan meeting then when I found that I got UN I short of became busy stop all that but still supported them like an international army those who didn't get a chance to meet them till date. they went for the military, two years god long period came back, new comeback became hit again by the way the new boy groups also started their career it all went well, they are doing great they are sunbaenims and yeah giving the great lessons to a new generation as they did in their early period.---

After the presentation, I was tired and just want to go to my bed. definitely, a new day will come with lots of opportunities and I'll try my best to gain them. but that dream I had last day still, make me blush ohh! Jungkook you are cotton candy to me.

I went home had dinner and went to sleep straight.

11:30 pm KST

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*DNA* my alarm blows with the whistle tone.

"Ahh jinja!, it's already 8:30 am and I'm gonna be late, hurry Ji-ae you pig, always sleep like as if you sell lots of horses." 

Did my morning routine wore my so-called suit dress and ran to catch a cab.

"Unjeonsa (driver) hurry up SNU hospital."

Well, Busan always gives me familiar vibes because I born and bought up there I know every short cut and streets of Busan but Seoul its huge and I hate to run late so I'm kinda anxious. Just don't want to show late on my second day, man I hate traffic jams. I didn't have breakfast and great this jam. I'm hungry. after like three decades in 30 mins I'm here my destination SNU.

I paid for the cab and went straight to my wing where I have to attend my sessions and check my today's schedule... wait a minute "Is that Park Jimin and Kim Namjoon, no ways... oh my holy lord of the ring yeah it's them... ah, jinja I forgot Jungkook is in the same hospital, hmm!" they were at the  reception in the way to my wing  and waiting for something * I don't know nan mola. 

I was running late and seriously don't have time to fangirl them right now and moreover, it's my freaking working place, so be a freaking professional act like mature since you are. without any more debate in my head, I went straight to my room and scan my thumb since it is for the attendance, UN is strict about its team and they want a proper and full devotion from their members. after that, I check my schedule book which I forgot to bring home with me, no problem lets have a look now. * Let's get it 

No important meeting just a site visit and a building awareness session woah! soon it will be a lunch break great.

Oh yeah, my best friend is a doctor here in SNU but she is not permanent she practices here and runs her own clinic to help poor people. Lee Seo-Yun

1:30 pm *lunch break

I ping her 

Ji- " meet me at the cafe in 5"

Seo- "nae (k)"

At the cafe'~

Seo-" so you finally got the time to meet your best friend, dumb bitch" she taunted

Ji-" Nae (YES), dumb bitch" I smile like a pig >-<

we hug each other and smile she really is a great person she supported me a lot and her life it was not easy on her, anyways I am so happy to see her again after like forever of 2 years.

Ji- " btw, hows Jungkook?" asked casually since I remember 

Seo- " doing great, but still need a rest for a week, he is exhausted running here & there, work I guess so k-pop idol...his health is complicated need proper care, wait... you adore him ohh shoo how can I forgot that he is your bias the JEON JUNGKOOK" with that she makes her so-called dorkface.

I just blushed because she knows every freaking think about me loving Jungkook as a crazy army back in my 20s, crazy as I said, from my wallpaper to my imagination BTS, BTS & BTS.

ji-" we are old now, and it was the phase so stop that." with the not so annoyed face 

Seo-" and all you can do is just blush Kim Ji-ae, hahaha!" laugh out laugh

yeah because I'm single & it's his fault coz he is single still and I made him my freaking idol type hence till the date didn't found anyone like him or near him so, all I can do is blush*.

Seo-" jokes apart, did you saw him, he is still hot 36, and still hot..." pouting

Ji-" come on, he has to be he is the king of our hearts." said with a proud face.

Seo-" well my queen, do you want to meet him?" said with a smirk

bitch don't joke around, are you kidding me, hell yes...

Ji-"jinja????"

Soe-" meet me in 10 mins."

Collecting my all emotions ... Ji-"nae, cool"

oh, god, can I meet him, yes I'm going to, I think so I tilted my head and slap my face its real Ji-ae its real you pig. I looked at my self in the mirror and felt all the worlds pain how am I gonna do that, yeah of course I met him in the fan meeting but It was ages ago and I was young and confident and it was freaking fan meeting but this... this is a real lone, private or god knows what meeting, I can't do this I have to say no to Seo- Yun-ah that I can't do this. I pick my phone and 

*ding (msg) 'Seoy-" he is alone come as fast as you can"..'

ok, Ji-ae bro you can do this, just meet him talk, autograph or selca and come back. great, you can do that pig you can you pig. panic mode on 

I was walking in the hall way and entered the 2nd wing, met Seo-ah there and *KNOCK 

"come in"  that cute voice, my dream my only dream ah jinja it was like the rain in the desert.

Seo-" dumb bitch you need a writen invitation now?"

I looked at her confused and stone she pushes me inside and there he was sitting on his wheelchair looking outside of the window, wearing blue-green hospital hoodie, chocolate hairs coconut head, white pajama and his admiring side view with his black dots, his hot at the same time cute face. to be honest, violins were there I can hear them the music like a k-drama, all like the fairy tale and then he looked at me directly into my eyes, my heart skips a beat and all I can do is give no reaction still, fighting to believe. just gulping, what gulping straight on his face. "NO MORE DREAM".

Those sparkling eyes, we looked at each other it was a fraction of a second but I felt it like minutes, I am stone, gulping and staring. *great 

"Do I know you?" he asked

and all I can do is nothing, all focus on the music and his face.

"Do I know you?" he asked again 

The sound was not audible, I too cant hear my voice but words were there.

"Ani, I___ I'm ___ an AR__MY, ARMY." i did it hurrayy!!!

"Amry?" with his innocent smile and his eyes, I'm dead... gone, killed. 

2:00 pm KST

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