Introduction

Hi my name is Ray I live in Japan of course where else should I live in though America?Nah This is my novel where everything begin a new life a new me

Rayyyyyy!

Yess mother!Oh yeah I forgot my mother lives with me.

You need to get ready for work what did I tell you what are you doing you are a 21 year old man!

Sorryy mom I was just writing a novel of course about a new me

Forget about a new you and get dress! Miss Anzu is going to get mad at you

Okayy I just need to brush my teeth

Ill be waiting for you

So yeah that's my mother she take me to work because why not I cant drive so I ask her to take me to work and thats kinda embarrassing.

Okay mom Cya later

Okay honey be a good boy and work!

Uh ooo (sight)

Good morning Miss Anzu how are you doing

What Im doing fine but you seem to make your mother mad again what did you do now again?

Oh nothing I was just writing my novel thags all I did seriously.

Okay if you say so Miss Anzu replied

Okay so Miss Anzu is the manager of this place and she is 25 years old and she is single I think... and Im kinda in love with her but Im too scared because to ask her out and I get paid 500 yen a day

After all we work at a corner shop 😭

So I gotta be grateful that I have a job I hope that one day only one day that i get a proper job where myself and Miss Anzu can live a nice life where there is no problems no nothing where our future children will be happy and not lonely like me

(sigh)It time to go home already!

Yes it is Ray I think Im going to see you again tomorrow right?

Oh yes Miss dont worry I cant wait also because its going to be pay day

Hehehe yes hopefully you dont spend your money on one night okay so come tomorrow for your pay check

Dont worry see you

(Shop closed 9PM)

Damm where is mom I think Im going to call her

Mom where are you!

Ohh sorry my boy I forgot to pick you up dont worry Im coming

Oh there is mom (gets in the car)

So how was work

It was alright and fun and a long day

I cant wait for tomorrow because it's going to be pay day mom

Ahha Miss Anzu told me About it

Home sweat home

Okay mother Im going to wash and sit in my room

Okay honey replied mom

finally Im done with work (sits on the bed) (grabs the book from table)

(Starts writing in book)

Tomorrow is going to be pay day and the day I ask Miss Anzu out the day where a useless nerd like me get to express myself out to a girl I mean a woman even though if she have a boyfriend I will still ask Miss Anzu out no matter what the course is

Starts sleeping

Mom walks in the room

Ray she whispered oh he is sleeping

She came closer to him and took a peek at his book what he wrote inside and she started crying softly

Do be continued

The next day

(Ray wakes up and gets out of bed and start to go out of the shower and starts dressing)

Today is the dayyy I said excitedly in my mind mom came at the door and looked at me and said

Wow Ray I didn't expect you to wake up so early I know it's pay day and all what gives mom asked with that smile like she knew something but I just didn't recognize it

Err nothing mother hehe I luaghed awkwardly So mom whats for dinner

The usually make your self some cereal

Whattt I see you try to be funny again mom mhm

Ok Im going to get dress and take you to work ready up mom said

Ok lets go Ray!Raised he voice a but mom shouted

Okayy mom its time I mumbled so softly that my mother couldn't hear

so we here Ray

My mom looked at me with a smile with those puppy mom kind of eyes and she said good luck and She started to cry and gave me a hug Ray just remember if you ever feel useless you can always come to me you know that right

Err Mom whats all this about so i figured it mom took a look at my book and I didn't tell her anything that I have a suspicion of her and I went along with it

Err thanks mom I returned the hug and mom hugged me a bit more tightly 🥰

Err mom thats enough its kinda embarrassing

Go get her son

Thanks mom byee see you later

Good morning Miss Anzu how is it?

Im doing fine and all but can u give me a hand with this packaging

Oh yes I can do it all by myself you can sit tight Miss

The day was almost over and the night raised with the moon so brightly shining so Miss Anzu are you free tonight?

Oh yes why do you ask

I want to take you out Miss plssss I beg you accept my proposal I want to take you out for supper to go eat

I will use the money I got paid with for you Miss so pls accept.

Wait are you serious she started laughing in a cute girly way

I said yes Im serious you are one of the best managers out there Miss I want to get to know you more and better.

Okay then Ray if you say so but we can go half half on the meal so you dont spend all of that money and you mom dont have to get mad at you again

Err *sigh*

Dont worry mom is in a good mood so are you ready to go

If we going out can I decide where we go?

Of course Miss you can decide after all i don't know any fancy restaurant

If so we are going to eat some nice Sushi at the Enza Cafe

(We arrived at the restaurant)

wow this place is quiet full

Yeah I know thats why I chose this place for this special day between a manager and a worker

Wow she thinks Im special I mumbled to myself Ok when we start eating and get in the moment Im going to ask her out come on I thought to myself

Worker here is your food sir and maam enjoy

finaly the food is here

Silence😬

DAM ITT MISS ANZU WE ALMOST DONE WITH OUR FOOD AND I DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO ASK HER OUT AM I THAT OF A COWARD😭I CRIED IN THE INSIDE OF MYSELD

Thanks for the meal Miss Anzu said

Ray why were you so quiet tho is there somthing wrong?

No Miss there is nothing wrong realy

Its just you look so beautiful 😳ooop did i say that loud

Hahaahah thanks for the compliment Ray

I mean it Miss

We walked out of the shop at 10 pm going to get some ice cream and a walk

So how was the food Ray did you enjoy it

Yess it was very nice I liked it a lot after all it was your choice if it were to be my choice I think it would be more boring so Yeah I replied

No thats nonsense even though if the place were going to be boring I just know you would fine a way to make it fun.

To Be Continued

The same night as we were getting ice cream by the truck the line was quite a long one but as soon as we got a chance to order we ordered of course.

I took the vanilla flavor and Miss Anzu took the strawberry one we saw a nice grass hill where we could look at the sky full of stars and sit down

(Excile inhale)

Missss Anzuuu will you be my girlfriend!!!!

I asked her I was a bit embassed but a man walked pass and Miss Anzu didn't answer my question or should I say she ignored me like she knew this man

I repeated my self in a more passive way

The man looked at her and said

Whattt is that you Anzu

She didn't look happy and didn't reply

What dont be like that come on erm what are you looking at kid whats your deal

Wait dont tell me you are dating this kid

hahahahaha what so you into the nerd types

so you dumped me off for this dumbass

Miss Anzu replied he is not my boyfriend he is just a worker who work at my work can you just leave us alone pls Harry I beg you to go

Hahaha Whats wrong you dont need to look at me like that

Miss Anzu who is this man why is he threatening you

Ray this is none of your business

What!What do you mean Miss Er

Just go Ray I think we must end this day off and No I dont want to be your girlfriend did you hear so dont ask me again

Hahaha did this kid actually ask you out Anzu what a weirdo do you want to hang out with us and get back together with me dont worry I will treat you better You only broke up with me because I talked to another dum girl

Harry plssss I want to be with you again Im sorry plz

What just happened I started to run away

Waittt Ray

Hahah it seems he is gone now

So this was all a fake why why why why I thought she had an interest in me but no they all the same why plss answer my question (god)

I came home with some tears in my eyes and my mom asked me

Rayyy welcome home so how was your day

Mom pls leave me alone Im going to my room

ok honey

I wonder what happened erm I realy want to help him out Im going to phone Saleen she will know what to do.

The next day after mom talked to Miss Saleen

I was ready fro work and I got in the car and mom took me to work Ray pls dont give up mom said with a tear in her eye I always love you

!!!Bang!!!!

what happened

Ray Ray Ray

I just heard mom shouting my name whats happening to me this happened so fast

pls someone call a doctor my son have been shot by someone plsss ny mom stopped the car and called for help

Pls Ray stay with me pls I know you can make it

I started to cry and I asked my mom.. Mom will I make it..and If I die will I go to heaven.My mom looked at me and she said shut up!while she was crying she didn't want to hear about that she told me that I was going to survive but it all went blank while I was at the hospital the doctors couldn't help me my mom started to cry all her emotions out Maam pls calm down pls

The next thing I saw was white

To be continued