Cold night, cloudy sky and wind chimes ringing within the air that blow to it. It was lonely darkness night that she never thought that she will found herself again to the misery she been running for years.

***** body covers with blanket as she cries for more than once nor thrice. She is in the fetus style, hugging both of her legs while pressing herself on the headboard.

"Dein..." she whispers the name of her son, "Dein, please dont hate me, huh? I will doing this for you... Youre mom is weak, I am sorry"

Nothing could place for forguveness when she is the one making a mistake. She knows this is a mistake but she still do it. She knows it will burnt her but she still risk it. She thought finding him would give her life a better home but it was a prison she found.

She entered this. She should face this yeah?

Denice eyes drifted to the broad back of the guy she been loathed yet let him touch her like no tommorow, let him abused her body like his personal sex toy, and let him possesed her again. It was huge mistake huge she knows it was but get adducted by it.

Her boss. Craig Wiltsman, the man she shouldnt invested with. A guy she should avoud at the first place because it's wrong. The eyes of people, laws and bible. It was way too wrong to wreck someone's peaceful relationship.

But what if thaf small destruction could save her? Her life is elusive and invitable to stopped from moving whenever she wants to. This life is no freedom but she finds peaceful in her heart.

Despite of everything. Despite of all the words and the judgement she takes the risk.

She saw the bed naiks on the well tone broad back shoulder of Craig. It was hers. She wants to be proud but also disgust to herself. She lets this happened? She did it again?

Her dad is right, she was nothing good daugther child. A disgrace and a mess to every peopke she lived with. And the damage she causes brings alot of consequence and that's include her famiky and Dein... Her son.

She misses him. No one can ever compare the love she has for the kid. It was always her child is her source of everything and she is not proyd at all that she being fucked exchange for money. She isnt happy at all getting a high and big salary than the normal maids do to their life. She wasbt happy to every decisuon she have that includes, Craig.

She promised herself not to be involve to any act of the guy but she just fiund herself later on that she is moaning craig's name, crying and begging for more, deperate to be touched... And made herself a ***** of the Billionare's house.

She just prove to her famiky that she wasbt good at all. That she was desperate and no path will going to take because the day she got Dein she was never gets the respect all people and human should have.

Her famiky disgrace her, her mother died because of her and her father disowned him and ignire as if she was a big dirt.

She thought she never going to be locked afain by her own mistake and slaves by her desire but ut was so wrong wrong and wrong when she met Craig again, her supposedly boss, a married man that should stay untouch.

But like how summer pased, she never knew ut was over untik fain comes. She didnt know that it wilk be the problem after it gets out of hand. A married man. Craig is married and she find herself to fucked by him.

He made her his cocumbine and she prove him right because every touch she felt burnt every kiss she tated it sin, and every caress she knows she is doomed.

Being a cocumbine is worse than at what its word is.

"Deniiiiicceeee! Please shut your child fucking mouth! It's too loud!"

She shuts her eyes and gulp as she rock her baby up and down to atleast come it.

"Dein... Pleasee, quiet baby, the landlord will going to mad at us, hmm? We'll get kick out, want that? No milk for you?"

But intead of calmed her child squal more then later she heard a few bangs on her door so she sucked her breath and slowly wipiing her sweats by her baby's towel. She glad that when her baby get baptism her friends donate a simple help, they even let her lent their space for her but no... It was too much she cant take advabtage of all.

"What the shit you fucker, ***** did?! Didnt I ask you to shut that fucking baby?! You are going to be bad luck of my business! If you cant shut that baby of yours then better packed now! It's better to refund your money so you could just leave at once!"

"Please, maam, I am so lo—"

"And that's my problem? You'll get **** by random men and then you want me to take responsibility of your stupidity?! You know how much your baby gives people here problem! Every night and day they always has something to say. I was just beibg quiet but this too much!"

"Madam... Please... Pleasee"

"No! You leave!"

She couldnt do anything. The landlord of hers is right, it was her fault after all if she isnt just a rebelling child then her life wont be like this. She could even pursue her dream more if only...

Dein is blessing yes but she couldnt take any days passed without muttering curses for the child because if werent to, her life will be perfect and good. Theres no be a problem!

"I-I AM sorry again for trouble, lovely"

Her friend rolled her eyes while busy on playing with her child, "You are stupid, Den, if you think me so differently. You are not burden, kay? I dont have family yet so youare welcome here!"

"B-but..."

"Den..." her friend went up to their distance then taps her thigh, "Why try to contact her father?"

"Love... You know why I cant"

"Eh, how about this kid? You? You will going to die through starvation! If you dont want to find this child father then go back to your home!"

"Love..."

"Dont gibe me that look"

All of her friends have been nice to her and she cant vounte how many did she did for them good things because it was so nothing she could count as she remember but god give her this good one. She cant help but to strech a wide smile as she looks at her baby playing with the toys his godmother-Lovely give.

She dont think it was spoiled for the kid the help her friend gives to her because she know for all that the spoiled that they said is also for her.

Every years a hassle and difficult. She cant find her smile without a trail of tears flowing as she keep repeating herself of what will happen to her child if he will grow up? What enviroment she could give to the infant once that now running on the field.

"Oh, lady, newspaper?" a guy thump her with a piece of paper.

She wasnt even that interested at all but when she saw the same face that she really love that year she felt betrayed as she saw how his face never change on its stoic and serious ice cold eyes. It was so ruthless, to his people, his wife and of course for her heart.

She curse heaven that she needs to carry the siffering from the past they shared with each other. It was all her fault because she was so stupid to believed that guy's lies. She wants to take a revenge but she cant risk her child privacy because entering his world means danger for her child. She cant risk.

"Can I?" then she give the payment then the oldman smile cheekedly on her then nod as he continue to his doings and whistling convincing more people on the park to buy some news paper.

Denice already dense when she swa the print so she couldnt look for more glance to the old man since her eyes is only fixed and glue to the gods lile figure man.

'Craig Wiltsman, is topping on trading business for all above 95 percentage of entrusted company loving his production overseas and theres a rumor that the man will going to stablish more port around the Atlanta, Mexico and Cambodia for large product transaction. Fuels and woods has been on his line and wanting something more than just that. Rasing it's investor every year especially her new business, biofuel for algricultural services... '

She cant process each othe the letters printed as her eyes started to get blurry and fazed by the news. A lucky guy... So lucky that mad eher furious. How this damn man gets his luck while her still suffering and crawl for success and a life she wanted to give for her son!

Denuce shut her eyes then a warm tears about to slid out when she stopped it before that gonna happen. She was so done. She promised to herself that never ever once again see herself cry for the man doesnt even deserve her tears! She wont!

"Dein?" Denuce wake up to the reality when she cant find her child on her sight.

A trembling pulse quivered inside and a sudden anxiety came after she process that her child os missing! She search like a mad lady, walking running, bending and pnating for an air but she cant saw any trace of her child. No even a print! She wish now to all saibts and god to just protect her child and let her find it.

Just her child... Please

"Have you seen a boy, with this high? She has a brown eyes, have you seen him?"

She couldbt hold anymore and another tears slids through out her eyes and the more her tears fell the more her chest become in heavy. She stood up and squinted under the reigning sun that made her more sweaty. She bit her lips and with all frustration messes her hair!

"B-baby..." she cried silently as she keeps on trying calming herself and convince her self that god us gracious that god will let her find her child.

It was her fault, never ever gets to blamed, she was overflowed by her emotions again and forgit that she has a real life. She was so stupid about the rage tgat could compose herself and just only mad and angry. She dint deserve this difficultues and misery. She doesnt deserve any of an ounce of it, she never been so bad for her child!

Denice is red and feels every of her blood flowed unshakenly in her veins as she heaved a heavy breath and makes her chest pop up and down to the urge of crying again. She furiously crumoled the news paper wishing that all anger will be vanished after doing so but she was so frustrate that even a piece of paper mad her!

This is insane!

"Mama!!" a little voice made her alive again and without waisting a time she looked to that called but instead her child who she gets to see it was someone who she dont want to see ever again as she promise before with hatred and fumed.

"Uncle, this is my mommy! Isnt she beautiful?" the little voice with a curled tounge that makes Dein hard to utter a sentence pulling her lace of shirt wanting her to introduce his friends he calls it 'Uncle'

It was so so much of years. Years of depression and sadness came flash on her mind as if it was just yesterday since that happened. She was lost again but never been so naive like before. She was naive to life that she thought every life is like a magical world of book but it wasnt. The life she once viewed so light and beamed is now making her suffered and mesirable what more if seeing the person who mad eher life unwanted? Who the author of all those dread, who the person her hearts skips for.

She remember about the tabloid and her hatred grown but never in hell would she let the man see her emotion again like how she is drowned so stupid for the love she new was real. She is not that so srupid anymore. Everything is damage her and she will never let it again.

"Mommy? Meet my uncle! He treats me ice cream!"

"Dein" with an stone cold tone she called firmly, "Didnt I said that dont talk to stranger?"

"But I already know her names! And mommy, uncle is nice to me! Look oh, he bought me this yummy ice cream! You said you cant buy me this since we dont have money and ucle handsome guve me this out of my cuteness he said! So he is not bad! Besides you only says that trick a stranger if he is bad but uncle handsome isnt! So... "

Dein is too young to this kind of topic, too naive to give knowlegde about what life could be. She wish that she was a chikd again, no problem. She was ashamed that she multiple times attempt to kill her son out of anxious and unsane mind but she is thankfully she didnt. Her child were too, innicent yet too much after that things happened.

"Y-yes b—"

"Kiddo, your mom seems dont like me" she cant help but to feasted her palm to the way that stupid beard man looked at her.

Why is he looking at her like she was the one who wronged?! Who made a mistake you indisoicable man!

"Mommy, like people who're sweet to me! Introduce your, name, uncle" as his stubborn child pulling, the guy's arms towards her, "Mommy?"

Denuce cleared her throat dont know how can she stay calm even if her system is too vague to fucos on. She bit her tounge and clench her jaw.

"Hi, nice to meet you?"

"Uncle?"

She him smirk! That smirk isnt for amusement but for mocking! He is mocking her!

"Hi, Nice to meet you"

Denice son's cried louder as she hits him with her hand on his butt. Her frustration brings no good and today is reaches on her limits.

"What did I told you huh? Dont talk to stranger even that stranger is good or bad, he is still a stranger! You understand?"

"M-ma ma! U-uncle i—"

"And now you are talking back!" then anither hit makes Dein cries even louder, "What did you did? Why did I am punishing you, huh, Dein?"

"I-I talk... To the stranger that I-I shoundt be..."

Denice controled her self and let go her child ash she slammed her har hand on the wall to just that she could controlled herself and stopped herself hurting her child. It wasnt right to blamed your child to everything that it was your fault. Ut wasnt nice get her son open to this cruelty. She dont like her son to hate her, the same time she dont want her child to live through his imagination that everything is good, that everyone is nice. That kid has a lot things to learn.

A WHITE folder Teresa gives to her with full background of her her stundy and her job background.

"You sure bout this, babe?" a flicked of worriness on her friends eyes.

Yes she is sure. It was for her chikd after all. She's been decided to take a revenge for her dignity as human, a girl who live through scars and wound, walking on the ground of fire. Yes she is sure now.

"Dont, let her think, Tere, that man needs a partial responsibility! Dont tolerate that act!" Lovely ranted.

"B-but what about, Dein?" Teresa tried to point.

Marjorie thump her glass on the glass table in Teresa's house and shakes her head, "That's why we are here, Tere. Dont you trust your instinct?" then comb her shorts hair flows at the back then bacj at the back as the reaction.

"Y-your son, cant understand this"

She understand what's, Teresa trying to point out, it's just that she already think this profoundly and she wont risk anything incomes of her child. If this game is mess then she'll not gonna do it. She wont going to continue.

"Just let's toss" Marjorie while raising her hands, "This going to be fun!"

Yeah right, playing with fire is fun! But no it's not. She'll going to lie to herself if she says that she was okay and so be it let the fate decide but it was a no no and big no, she was nervous inside and her mind is haywire. Like every step she takes shes like going to vomit because of the overlwhelming feelings that she wish she dont have.

Her boss before sexuallize and harrass her and when she found the opportunity to that since that man's wife has been raising an organization to protect a woman and the countried domestic helpers. She sees that opportunity and big lucky when Molly, ask her to work on her husband's company which she was olanning to but she knows wont work from the knowlegde, Mister Wiktsman has of her.

And now that the fate is on her side she dont gonna waste time and jump with no reluctant and say yes and now, she dont need to joined the job hunt lane when she already have job with herself.

She wear a pencil skirt cut, with uts navy blue coloured, a thin white blouse with a lousy ribbon infront, her not so high heels since she have the hieght lf every girl's dreamt, fixed her self hair like a stewardee style tied it on the low bun, gets her makes up light as what Lovely like her that way, and she smiled. It was all perfect.

She finished graduate under business administration major in financial management, and because of that knowlegde and perks of her she wont struggle for fit. Molly even happy after knowing that she finished her college study, means she dont need to fit so uncomfortably to everyone who thinks they know all of themselves just because they have knowlegde. She wont get low and can hype to the office dept of her.

"This is, Melody the head of Financial Management and Melody this is, Denice Ilacad the new finance team worker. Hope you have a two great bond, and please, Melo, dont gets harsh on her, kay?"

Melo with her protured thick brows, flawless face that she knows that when it's touch it will gonna be soft and smooth. She has fair skin, highcheekvone, nice cinsfructed face of structure, pouty hearts shaped lips that made it more think because of the lip liner and the way the hands of the girl is skilled to make it more natural, and a smokey eyes that pervectly fit on her. The girk is in her black uniform, a pants and a helled foot. The girl has a great posture and hourglass body, and a jet black bouncey hair that Melo let it down that give her beauty more radiant.

"Dont, worry, missus, I wont fail you" then Melo smile at her but she knows that smile damn too well.

It was the smile tgat all Craig bitch gave her! She smile bavk dont want to start a war between the head and her. Sbe just want to get her planned smooth. She wilk reveal her Child's identity exchange for the money and at least a small costudy.

"Thsi is your table" Melo point as Molly stalked them behind, "I guess you already know hows computer done right? Because if you dont then better back o—"

"Melody" while widening Molly's eyes she warned.

Denice smile, didnt bother how stung Melody's words is, "Dont worry, I have this on my parents house, I could do it and if I was late to the services of the PC, I could ask everything, too, right?"

"Yes, yes. Of course everyone will help you" Molly hyped her, "Melody dont give her too much of work. Just briefing her okay? I will be gone and back at lunch I want you treat her nicely"

"Yes maam" but she feels the sarcastic within the way Melody say it.

Molly faced her, "I hope you have a great day of work."

She hopes too.