I am Hikazu, 15 years old a known ruffian and a psychopath in the whole campus many people avoids interacting with me wich is good because I hate people, they are so annoying and super clingy. I'm born in Japan but grew in Korea, My Mother is dead and my Father is working overseas and I'm living with my Auntie but I don't like her she stole my mother's life insurance, people are so greedy so I don't care what they think of me from now on.

It's so hard to be a young ruffian but thanks to that I can live peacefully without anyone bothering me and doesn't care what I do, The thing just makes me annoy is when the people gossip,lecture and breathe in front of me.

*The bell rings*

I'm minding my own business up on the tree and got spooked the he*la soul out of me when the darn bell rang so as the result I almost fell off the tree.

"I WISH YOUR CREATOR DE@D!!! THANKS TO YOU I ALMOST FELL AND BROKE MY LIMBS!!!"

I shouted out of anger and head to the class even though I don't like it, I still need to study because it is what my parents want me to do before they left and I can't have a proper job if I don't study and can't afford to make my Auntie suffer, I don't like her she is a thief!

I opened the door of the class as louder as it can be, they all are staring at me with their disturbed face.

"What are you looking at, Huh?!"

I said, they turned away and continued while trembling in fear.

"Mister Hikazu, please go to your seat so we can continue"

I went to my seat and trying to listen.

The students are gossiping about me, I can hear them because they are not far from where I sat, I looked at them and they pretended not to gossip about me.

"Such gossipers, tch"

I muttered to myself.

The class is finished and it is time to go home, on my way home I encounter a dog trying to save it's puppies on the railway, I remembered my puppy Shuya, Mother gave it to me on my 7th birthday but sadly died after accidentally eating a chocolate which is not allowed for dogs to eat. I ended up saving the Dog's puppies but I didn't realized that a train is about to hit me and the dog and puppies, it was late when I realized what will happen because I just focused on saving the puppies.

Only after I have been hit by a train, I hear a lot of noise

"OMG!!! CALL AN AMBULANCE!"

"Poor boy, so young I hope you rest in peace"

"WHAT THE HE*L ARE YOU SAYING?! HE WON'T DIE! QUICKLY CALL AN AMBULANCE!"

They are calling an ambulance then after that I don't know what happened but I felt I'm laying in a warm and soft thing, it might be a hospital bed. After, I heard a woman's voice, she sounded like my Auntie.

"Hehe, Good for you! You always puts me in disgrace because of your misbehaviour! Now you will die"

She then removed my dextrose and covered my face with a pillow, I can't breathe.

At my last breath, I really, really hate her and can't forgive her after she stole my mother's life insurance and wishing me to die anyways even though I might still be alive, but thanks to her I really am going to die now.

"It's-... It's so dark and... cold"

Suddenly I heard voices.

"Hey, wake up! wake up!"

"Shhh!! Shut up! she is still sick!"

"But! I WANNA PLAY!!!!"

"Go play by yourself! and why am I with you here? I'm supposed to be practicing for my recital next week dumba**!"

"I don't care! you should stay here so we can play with her!"

My Pov:

"They are really arguing, but I don't know why am I hearing them and who is 'her'? I'm supposed to be dead now but why am I still alive? Wait, Am I still alive?! for real?!"

*Groans*

"Ah?! she is awake?!"

"Why so annoying..."

"Eh? she knows how to say annoying?"

I realized my voice changed and so do the place is, I don't remember this kind of place.

"Where am I?"

"HAH?! YOU DON'T K OW WH-"

I made his mouth shut and looked at him like I will swallow him whole.

"You are so noisy, Don't make a noise or I will break your bones"

"Eeek! why are you so harsh to your brother, does the ill ess you got took effect on your brain?"

He called me sister, and I have this memory that I don't remember having before, it is a memory of a 14 years old girl, a gentle, cute and weakling kind of girl with a Reddish fading black hair and a sharp Cyan eyes and a soft and white skin with a personality of a good girl, doesn't know how to look down on others, full of politeness and can't even speak rude and have been looked down by other people same age as hers. This memories makes me crazily annoyed and not just that, She has two older brothers that looked like their father and a Strict and Giant like father with a Ginger hair and blue eyes, he is a loyal General to the king and his wife that this lame girls body looked like, she is a Duke's daughter one of the daughter of a strong family under the king.

Pov: "Now I don't remember more, it's so blurry on my mind and what is my name... *sigh* let's just say I got a bit of amnesia so they won't suspect me..."

"Uhmm, What is my name? I don't really remember"

"Well, your name is Youna Nova Heveluna, I'm Xander Kei Heveluna your first brother and this brat here is your second older brother, Dion Boroah Heveluna... Any questions so far dear sister?"

"Oh I see"

"Huhuhu! she doesn't thank us anymore! she forgots about us!"

"I KNOW! ehem... Let's tell mom and dad about this"

My Pov:

"Xander, Xander is it? he looks calm and firm on the outside but base on his reply to this he call brat, he almost or he will cry... In my whole life I haven't saw anyone like him kinda like him though but they are still annoys me... *Sigh* Stressful and Am I even... I'm even a noble girl now?! where the heck am I now?! what country is this?! what year is this GAH SO MANY QUESTIONS ON MY HEAD!!!"

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Quick Question: He became a girl now, What will she do now?

A. Act like his previous life

B. Act like the girls life

C. Act balanced

D. What you think?

TO BE CONTINUED...

It is afternoon and I'm getting hungry so I sneak out of my room all alone and wandered where the kitchen be, suddenly a I heard a glass shattered on the floor.

"GAAH?! That... that spooked the he*la soul out of me for the glass sake!"

I rushed to go where the noise came from expecting it to be the kitchen, then I heard a person yelling at someone.

"YOU USELESS B!TCH!!! WHY CAN'T YOU DO YOUR WORK PROPERLY?!"

"S-sorry! I... I didn't... mean to... So-sorry"

"WORTHLESS WENCH!"

"Forgive me"

My Pov:

"Wow what messed up personality"

My conscience: "You are much rude and trouble maker than her, remember in your previous life you are a ruffian so why are you saying her personality is messed up while yours are much horrible"

My Pov:

"Yeah yeah Geez"

I came inside the kitchen and about to get some bread when the rude maid interrupt me and talked rudely to me.

"Young miss, It's still not time for you to eat yet, *Scoff* We maids need to eat first before you, young miss, besides you don't like hot meals right? It's considerate of us to give what you want because you're so sensitive in heat so we will let it cool~"

"Y-young miss you can get it if you- you're hungry"

"SHUT UP YOU WENCH!!!"

She slapped the young maid and snatched the bread off my hands

"As I said young miss, you will eat later on it is still cooling for you, young miss... Why are you so naughty and why being ungrateful and disobedient"

"Oi... You ugly old hag"

The rude maid got shocked

"Before you speak any nonsense, remember that you are lucky to work here, serve us high ranking nobles, has good uniforms, and still alive and serving such a good people because some maids already are suffering 'cuz of mistreatment by their 'boss'... You are lucky enough to be alive because if I'm not a kind little girl I would have k!lled you myself or tortured you so know your place you old hag..."

"H-h-how d-dare you!!!"

"Are you still babbling? want me to cut your tongue? so noisy just do your work properly and don't make a fuss"

"COME BACK HERE YOU LITTLE BRAT!!!"

As I am about to go out I took the knife and pointed it on her way

"Continue what you are saying and I'm not kidding about cutting your tongue"

I put the knife back to the table in the kitchen and walked out with the bread

"Th-the young miss... became so violent"

"Does her brain got affected by the illness?!"

"Oh gosh, she must be, what shall we do?!"

Later that time I got invited at the dining room to eat with everyone, it will be my first time meeting my parents in this lifetime so I'm kinda curious and excited but feeling cautious at the same time

*Knocking on the door*

"Who is it?"

"Sis, it's me your brother Dion!"

"A'ight coming..."

Dion barged in to my room with a smile while I'm trying to fix my hair

"Eh? where's your maid?"

"Hm? should I be having a maid? They are annoying why would I need them?"

"There is supposed to be a few maids helping you get dressed up, that is how nobles should be... Can't believe no maid are here attending to you"

"No need, besides what will be the problem I can do this by my own"

A few minutes passed but I haven't fixed my hair and ended up giving up on it so we went to the dining room with my hair messy...

My Pov:

"Finally, I will meet them!"

A woman spoke, her voice is lovely and gentle as I looked at her she is smiling, she is my mother, Ria Juvia Heveluna

"Oh dear, what Happened to your hair? why so messy?"

"Oh mom, I just found out that no maid is attending to sister"

"What?"

A dark aura coming from a man gave me chills and it is my father the general, Louise Forlon Heveluna

"Oh my, I thought we already assigned maids to attend our sweet daughter"

"It is indeed so many times that the maids you assign mother, has been not attending young sister"

Father is sitting quietly and gloomy, I felt his anger by just looking at him even though he looks calm drinking his wine

"Mother, No need to give me those low quality maids"

"L-low quality? but they are not things sweetie and... when did you learn how to speak such vulgar words?"

They are all staring at me with a shocked expression on their face, but my father is not surprised but he is looking so proud

"Ah! You two little gentleman's teaching your little sister to speak such vulgar words?!"

"No mom!"

My two older brothers declined that they were teaching me vulgar words

"Mom, she starts to speak like that when she woke up from her illness!"

"Yes, Mom she has amnesia and forgot about her name"

"Oh my poor baby!"

My Pov:

"As much as I hate drama, is this how every noble woman acts?"

"As I said mother, those people are annoy- I mean I don't need them"

"But you need maids"

A sudden word on my mind slipped to my mouth that made everyone shocked

"I'm not a weakling and I don't need help"

" *Gasp* My baby is matured!"

"Sister is no longer has a heart of a child, she is indeed growing up now"

My Pov:

"Oh yeah, watch me punish those people that annoys me"

My father spoke with sincerety

"My daughter, you still need maids"

"Why would I need maids? I'm a man"

They are stunned to speak

"But Young sister you are a lady, and a lady is supposed to be accompanied by a nanny or her personal maid"

"Oh I.. I just dreamt of being a boy... I guess"

I'm so nervous that I gave a grin and scratched my back head

"My baby, is something bothering you?"

My mother suspected that something is wrong about me and is worried

"Nothing mother, well fine, if I need to have a maid then I want the young maid to be my personal maid"

"You mean Bea? The newly assigned maid to work here sis?"

"Uh yeah"

We discussed about it and fortunately they agreed.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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This is what Hikazu looks like in his first life

"Yo-young miss!! Don't run!"

" HAHAHAHAH!! You are so slo~w!"

"Young miss! this is not how you should act! *Panting* you need to be gentle and... you are a fragile kid young miss!"

"What do you mean?!"

"Aigoo~ You Finally stopped young miss"

"Bea... what do you mean I should be gentle? I can be whatever I wanted to be! You are annoying me! Do you want to be kicked out?"

"S-sorry young miss, just the lord general will be angry if you are so reckless... You are the only young lady of the general's mansion so please be careful"

"Tch Don't boss me around, I don't care what he thinks"

I ran as fast as I could just to get away from people at the mansion. I was so in a bad mood because they keep saying that a lady shouldn't act like a ruffian.

I muttered to myself "Why would I need to be a lady... and this dress is so awful why would they make a kid wear this ugly dress"

As I try to go back to my room, I heard a familiar voice of a man calling my name

"Nova! my daughter!"

I turned towards the man calling me, It was my father lord general. He was coming towards me with a gentle looks on his face that I haven't seen again once my father went to abroad in my first life, it kind of makes my heart melt seeing my father lord general looking like this.

I can't stop my feelings and say this words with an angelic behaviour that normally a little girl will show.

"Daddy!"

It was when I realized I was deprived by my greed of fatherly love so I ran and hugged him, I don't know but it made me tear a bit with a smile like I was insane and being a real young girl wanting her father's love and attention.

"Da-daughter? why are you crying?! is something hurting you? want me to kill... I mean punish them?"

"Haha, No it is nothing besides I can do it myself, If I want to cut their tongue out I will do it immediately"

"Er... I don't know where you learned that violent way of speaking but... It makes me kinda proud please don't tell your mother that I allow you to speak like this, Undertood young lady?"

" *Chuckles* Yes daddy!"

It is weird for me to call someone daddy instead of father, but since I have called him daddy in the beggining then why not continue calling him that?

We laughed and talked more while walking when suddenly I realized the way we are heading is not the way to my room.

"Daddy, this is not the way to my room"

"I know my daughter, instead we will go somewhere else"

"Hm? where would it might be?"

"Hehe... We will go to sightseeing"

In my first life, I don't like sightseeing with anyone, I feel annoyed and irritated when someone is with me... I was called a Loner Ruffian, but, when I was a young boy I only loved to be with my parents but since they are not with me anymore, I never liked being with anyone else... Remembering them I wonder how are they now is father still alive? did he already knew about my death?

"We are here now daughter"

I looked at the place and saw my mother and two older brother standing and smiling in front of me

"Young sister, join us here"

"Haha! Sis is already here, luckily you are still awake"

"My baby, Is so pretty"

I can't help but smile back at them, I thought I will never feel this warmth inside of my heart again... But as I think deeper onto it, the more I fear of losing a family... That is how and why I became a known ruffian, driven by a guilt of not protecting loved ones... And always pushing anyone away because I'm scared to have someone taken away from me again...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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This is kinda short because it is a part 2

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