...My name is Ash .I'm 19 years old who lives in Music city.I hate seeing people happy.It makes me want to puke.I love making people miserable and playing with their feelings . I like to see them suffer ,They call me the destroyer or the son of Satan.I hate everything .I don't pray . I believe that God was not created .I always do bad things ,I killed 2 students for being clingy ,I was sent to jail couple of times but manage to get out.My parents are scared of me , everyone is.Whoever gets in my way will sure pay. I'm gonna make sure they don't live happy , they're gonna be miserable and die unhappy cause that's what I do. Mess with me and you're gonna regret it....

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I'm walking at the park today alone and it's Saturday .It's 5 in the morning and I can already see people acting lovey dovey .It always makes me want to puke everytime I see people happy . When they saw me they stopped what they were doing until I was gone .I was walking for about 20 minutes when I reached the beach I always visit.

I sat down on the sand when I heard a bunch of girls laughing .I was starting to get pissed, didn't they see me? I stood up and walk towards them,they stopped laughing and look at me in fear ,they should be.

I smirked.

I was about to speak when I heard someone yelling while running towards them ,the other girls were telling her to shut up but she didn't.

I left the group of girls and went to the girl who was running,I blocked her way making her stop.

I smirked thinking that she finally had come to her sense now that she saw me.

~unknowns pov~

I was buying smoothie for my friends ,they we're laughing but they stopped when someone walked towards them.I looked at him and he kinda look handsome and cute .

I was laughing because I was thinking that maybe they stopped because they guy was hot.I run towards them while shouting their name .They were telling me to shut up but I didn't .I saw the guy looked at me and then walked slowly towards me,I heard my friends sigh in relief.

"Keep your mouth shut ugly bitch if you don't wanna die young "

I was shocked of his attitude.Who does he think he is to call me ugly bitch ,doesn't he know that in my school ,all boys are dying to date me and he's just gonna walk and call me an ugly bitch? Oh this boy is different no one should call me that.

He was about to turn around and walk away but I did something that made everyone look at us I threw one of those smoothies that I have at him.

"Yah!Who are you to call me an ugly bitch?! Didn't you know that I'm the most popular girl in my school?!"

Then it hit me ,I was only 2nd-.-

"I mean ,I'm second but it doesn't care!You still shouldn't called me an ugly bitch! Jerk." I whispered at the last word.

He turned around sending me death glare,it was as if his eyes are burning in flames ,I started regretting what I've just did and what I said.

While he was slowly walking towards me,still sending me that death glare ,I kept on walking backwards until I fell.

Stupid rock,why is there even a rock at a beach?

I was now in a siting position ,I rubbed my back and when I opened my eyes,I swear if I was drinking something ,I've already spit it out.His face was so near ,like 3 inches.

"I swear you'll regret what you've just did to me .You should start hiding now if I were you cause once I caught you again ,I'm gonna make sure you live in hell."

I gulped ,I was really shaking out of fear but I didn't show it, I acted like it was nothing to me .

"Ohh...I'm so scared" I said sarcastically ,I continued.

"I'm sure that I won't regret anything ,you deserve it,Jerk! You think you can scare me?" I rolled my eyes.

"FYI! I don't believe in hell"

He went nearer making me fall completely .

"That's good then ,guess I'll be the first person who's going to prove you that hell does exist and I'm gonna make sure you live like it ".

His deep voice making me shiver ,he slowly caressed my face.

"Watch what you say"

He stood up and walk away leaving me like a statue. I can't move,I was so scared ,does he really mean that?

Aishh,don't believe him, and as of you would meet again ,this is probably the first and the last.No need to worry ,as if he can hurt me,I'm gonna report him once he does, besides, Music is a big place.

My friend ran towards me asking if I was alright,if he hurt me My friends,not just but everyone stopped when he spoke.

"Whoever helps that girl ..." he said pointing at me.

"I will make sure you live like in hell too,until we meet again"

He said and walk off.He was like a prince or maybe a god that when he said that, people started going near me and taking pictures.

What the f*CK? Why are they taking a picture of me? Are they gonna post it or something? Who is that guy anyway that everyone seems afraid of him?

My friends asked me tons of questions and they also gave me warnings ,what is wrong with them,do they believe that guy?

"Are you alright ?

"Omg ,why did you do that?"

"Do you f*cking have a death wish?"

"You're in so much trouble girl"

"You're the only person whoever did that to him?"

"Do you even know him? He is Rin f*cking Asher"

"If I were you ,you better start packing up today and leave ,go somewhere as far as you could . Probably ,out of Music ,you should probably go back in Us"

"We'll always be by your side ,no matter what"

"Don't worry ,Lord knows how much your a good girl, he'll take you to heaven"

I wasn't listening to them ,only two questions bother me.

Is that guy even serious?

And

Who the f*ck is Rin Asher?

I went home with smoothies around me,I hate that girl ,who does she think she is? I don't care if she's second in popularity ,that won't last long cause I'm gonna crash her.She must be thankful I didn't kill her the first time we met but once I see her again ,I won't let her go.

~monday~

Today is the starting of school and I'm so excited ,you know why? Because I'm gonna ruin others lives . Teachers doesn't disturb me or put me in detention if I'm doing something bad cause once they do,they know what will happen .I dressed quickly ,ate some bread and went to school .When I entered the campus ,I saw everyone staring at me with fear ,guess they know what will I'll do to them .I walk pass by them and went in the room,the room was filled with half students ,no one bothered to come near me.

Few minutes later, students starts entering making the room full but students didn't bothered to sit beside me,they were one chair away from me.The teacher went in and started greeting us, she talked nonsense,about welcoming us ,to school and we'll be going to have some fun activities ,then I notice that our teacher is new.

A student went in ,all of their attention to her but not mine.The teacher then spoke.

"Guys, we have a new student .Please introduce yourself"

I looked at her and gasped , while she introducing ,her eyes wondered around until her eyes met mine,I saw fear in her eyes when she saw me .

"Hello everyone ,My name is Emilia, you all can call me Emy .I just arrived from US last week ,please take care of me" she bowed and went to a vacant chair which is beside me.

Trust me, taking care of people doesn't exist in this school. You should've choose another one .Nice to meet you Emy ,we meet again.

I smirked at her and she was avoiding me the whole time .

Well,this should be fun

~Emy~

When I was introducing myself ,I was looking at the faces of my classmates,they don't look but someone caught my eyes, I gulped out of fear .The boy siting near the window was looking at me , a smirked fromed his lips. I gulped recognizing who he was,he was the boy I dumped with my smoothies.

What was his name again ? Rin Anson?

I thought about it for awhile until I remembered . Rin Aches.

While I was slowly walking towards the vacant chair which is beside him ,I was praying in my head.

Lord,why did you do this to me? Am I a bad girl that I have to meet this guy again?

Out of all the schools,why does he need to be here? Please tell me I'm dreaming, that this is just a nightmare.

The whole time ,he was just looking at me with a smirk ,is he planning something? Oh please Lord , take care of me from this guy.

The bell rang signaling that it was our break time , I put my head down pretending to sleep.

Please ... please ,I hope he left.

I looked up and I was the only person at the room, I guess he didn't mean what he said at the beach ,I was walking towards the locker , I put my things and closed it, I was about to head to my friends room when suddenly someone dragged me inside a janitors closet .It was so dark I can't see who the person was.

"Ummmm...hello ? Who's there ?"

I was trying to touch that person when someone held my hand ,the person pushed me making me lean on the wall . The person whispered making me shiver.

"Shall I start proving you that hell does exist?"

His voice was deep and husky , I then knew who he was.

"Ash ? Please ...umm...I'm sorry what I've did to you at the beach ,it won't happen again , I just got angry so I did that , I'm really sorry . I believe in hell ... so ...so you don't need to prove anything."

I was hoping he would accept but he didn't .

"Awwww .. are you scared ? I'm sorry too but apology not accepted. I'm gonna make sure you live like in hell starting today . I'm gonna make sure you suffer until you die . I won't let you live happy as long as I'm alive "

He licked my ear making me flinch.

"You're quite lucky since I punish others by killing them straight and not you ."

He kissed me, bitting my lover lip . He bit my lover lip very hard , it started to bleed , I was begging him to stop. My tears were falling because of pain.He pushed me harder, I couldn't breath.

"Ash-Asher..."I mumbled.

He break the kiss and went down to my neck. He was holding both my hands so that I won't escape . He was so strong .I was crying non stop but he didn't bothered.I feel disgusted of myself for letting him do this to me.

He was gonna unbutton my shirt but I begged for him to stop.

He let go of my hand making me fall to the ground ,my knees were shaking ,I was so scared, He kneeled down looking at me , he touched my face making me cry more.

"This is just the beginning"

He then left me crying on the floor .I was so scared of him ,no wonder why everyone is. I then regret everything , I don't want to experience the same thing.

Please , someone help me

I stayed at the janitors closet and cried , I didn't bother if I missed the other subjects, I don't want to see him, I want to escape .I rather let him kill me straight than make me suffer.

~Ash~

I left janitors closet with a smile on my face . I saw how frightened she is because of me . Making people miserable makes me really happy.

She didn't attend the other classes, guess she was really scared , she deserve it anyway.She should know not to mess with me,After the school ends students started going home, her bag was still at the classroom.

I wonder if she's still there.

I went to the janitors closet to check if she was still there and when I was almost there , I heard small cries. I leaned my head and I heard her crying . I guess she knew that it was time to go , the door opened and I saw that she was in a mess. I saw fear in her face when she saw me ,I smirked ,the door closed and I pushed her once again , pinning her.

She was shaking , she was keeping her head down. I lift her chin up making her look at me. Her eyes were shaking with fear .Her eyes were red and puffy from crying,.her lower lip was bleeding ,her hair was in a mess. Tears were still falling from her eyes.

I whispered to her.

"See you tomorrow dear"

I let go of her and she walked quickly going to the room , she went out of the room with her bag and ran off.

This is just the beginning of living in the hell, Emy. You better watch your back.