Falling In Love Again And Again
Episode1
Sreenanda
I really want to die. No one in the world is understanding me.
Sreekesh
What the hell are you talking. What happened? What's the matter?
Sreenanda
I am useless in this world. I hurt every single person who was close with me and as a result everyone became distant from me
Sreekesh
U are not useless. U are not good with expressing yourself to other, that's why they misunderstands.
Sreenanda
Do you know my clg friend, which is always talk about...
Sreekesh
Yes, what happened to her?
Sreenanda
One day her grandmother asked me, and as a reply she said that I am no more in this world
Sreenanda
How can she say that
Sreenanda
I agree that, I hurted her. But I didn't think a simple word that came out of my mouth would become big problem
Sreekesh
Have you ever talked to her properly?
Sreenanda
Ys, one day she called me. And asked me many questions, I didn't reply to any of them.
Sreekesh
Why didn't you reply?
Episode 2
Sreenanda
You know, since my childhood all people only asked me questions, no one allowed me to answer because when I answered they either said I was impolite to speak up to elders or I was afraid of them. That's why all I have done in my entire life is listening to questions without answering. So how can I suddenly answer a question after 20 years?
Sreekesh
I understand you since am your brother and our environment was almost same. And I know because of that we lack self-confidence and as a result we became introvert
Sreenanda
Yes. So I decided to drift apart from my friends before it hurts me even more.
Sreenanda
Because of mother, and the guilty feeling I will give after my death is the only reason why I decided not to kill myself
Sreekesh
Because of mother?
Sreenanda
Yes, as you know her mental health is not good in this state, so imagine what will happen to her after I kill myself...
Sreekesh
Don't always think negatively. Tell the people to go if they want to go. But I will be with you forever as I always have been
Sreekesh
You are the precious gem to me. As always you can share everything to me.. Am all ears.
Sreenanda
Yes. I know only you will be with me. I only have one friend with whom I can share my thoughts and that is you. I decided not to make anymore friends in my life
Sreekesh
No, you can make friends, but choose wisely
Sreenanda
No, I don't want to. Even thinking about it traumatises me now. I should have been lonely like when I was in school. That should have been better
Sreekesh
Even I was lonely in school. That doesn't mean you can't make friends. Whatever you decide to do remember that I will support you
Sreekesh
Now go and sleep. Gd nyt my one and only gem😘. Don't think negative🌠
Sreenanda
Luv u broo💕. Good nyt🌠
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