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Berlin: The Writer Lives The Life Of A Time Limited Villain

Chapter 1: I Decided to Enjoy Life

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It must be part of the dream.

Very vivid.

Berlin, no, in Berlin’s body, she had the thought that she was alive.

It was natural to think that way because some guy was licking her neck.

He skillfully pressed his palm over her side and chest, and she wrapped her arms around the person’s neck with a twisting sensation in her back.

I thought it was a dream, so I let out an honest moan, that I couldn’t hold in.

I’ve never felt this prickly sensation to the tip of her toe while spending the night with someone.

I thought I wasn’t particularly insensitive, but I had only felt unpleasant when someone touched my body.

I can’t believe it’s a sensation like electrical stimulation splashing through blood vessels all over my body. So it must be a dream.

In addition, I had never seen such a neat and strong-looking face.

A cold face and eyes met. The person frowned as if displeased when I met his gaze, wondering what was so surprising that she was looking up at him.

It was all suffocating. His well-groomed blonde hair and red eyes seemed to devour people.

He seemed to look down on people somehow, and he looked contemptuous.

For a moment, their gaze collided, and his movement stopped, and for a moment, his hand gently swept her chest, and Berlin groaned naturally.

With such proficiency that I had never experienced, I couldn’t think of anything in my head.

I was out of breath.

“Haha…”

His expression became a little weirder at the groan.

He looked as if he was dealing with an enemy, not partners who were facing each other with a ***** body.

He muttered, deeply making a sneering expression he muttered a deep laugh,

“Berlin, I have no idea what you’re thinking. I thought you hated sleeping with me too.”

“Haha…No, that’s…”

“It’s a marriage you wanted, and you decided to have a child because you wanted to, and you planned this unpleasant bed tonight, but you treated me as if I were shameless, are you making fun of me now?”

“…What are you talking about?”

After her heart was buried in his mouth, who was muttering the name Berlin, she had to give up continuing her words.

It was a rough caress, and there was no kiss. It hurt a little, but it was strangely stimulating.

She was busy breathing in due to the wave-like stimulus.

A strange feeling as if wearing someone else’s body, not your own. I had such a strange idea that I was in the body of a person accustomed to all these stimuli.

I grabbed the blanket tightly and gave up thinking with a short breath.

The brightness of the sunlight pouring through the window was even violent.

I couldn’t hold out without opening my eyes.

I grumbled and dug through the blankets for a long time, but eventually gave up and raised myself.

‘What?’

But rather than the displeasure of forcing me to wake up from my sleep, my curiosity took over. The things that came into view were all unrecognizable.

I grabbed a handful of the hair pouring down between the flowing blankets. Fresh pink hair that looked like freshly picked peaches and cotton candy was plentiful.

‘Is this a dream, or did I dye my hair ash pink while sleeping?’

Looking at the ***** body of a man with an excessively good body, who was turning from this side to the opposite side, made me come to my senses.

I grabbed a handful of white blankets and looked at his back, not moving.

Where did he come from?

‘Berlin’

The name he called me with went round and round in my head.

A medieval-style room, a rich white, huge bedding that I’ve never seen before, and a huge bed with it.

Half transparent white curtain decorating the border of the bed.

Silk cloth that wraps around my body.

I crawled over the overly wide bed, trying not to wake him up.

After wriggling for a long time, I could barely get out of bed.

A soft wool carpet wrapped pleasantly around my feet.

Above all, I wanted to check something first, so I stood in front of a gold full-body mirror decorated with colorful borders.

“… Ah.”

The pink hair poured down to the waist and her bare white body, which was beautifully balanced and curved. Big chest, green eyes with double eyelids, and two snake tattoos engraved on the left forearm.

Everything is infinitely familiar and infinitely unfamiliar.

My gaze stopped at a snake-shaped tattoo that I have seen before, to be precise, have drawn as a design.

‘It’s the very tattoo that I remember even if I touch it with my hand and check it again. And pink hair…. It’s my first time seeing it, but I’ve imagined it several times in my head.

The face of ‘Berlin’.’

There was a title of a novel that came to mind, It was the only novel she had written herself.

’No no… Can it be? Could this be? Really, could such a thing happen? This is a coincidence. It’s an illusion.

I looked out the window, dizzy from the chaotic, tangled thoughts.

Everything was strange.

The beautiful city receiving the afternoon sunset was covered with red roofs and red bricks.

Even that was familiar.

“…Belta style building.”

She thought again about what I muttered without realizing it.

That is also the setting in the novel she wrote.

The design of the city she had imagined at random by connecting the whole city with a corridor was right in front of her eyes.

‘But can I believe this situation that much?’

I didn’t know how much was an illusion and how much was real.

I heard a chuckle from behind, and then ‘he’ with an annoyed face approached me.

Berlin looked at him with her mouth slightly open.

The more I thought about it the more I had a really strange conviction.

Because he had the same handsome face as the male protagonist in the novel that she created, loved, and mirrored with her ideal type.

Redros, who frowned as if he was displeased with even her gaze, slammed the curtain in front of the window.

“What are you doing?”

“What?”

“What are you doing standing by the window without wearing any clothes? Do you want me to be humiliated? Just marrying you was enough.”

Marriage.

Berlin swallowed her saliva.

Then she came up with a question that didn’t match the situation at all…

Chapter 2: I Decided to Enjoy Life

“There, maybe. Of course not, but…”

‘Unbelievable’

that’s the first thing I thought of.

However, the situation was so strange that I had to put it out of my mouth, knowing that my strange question would be denied.

Even so, when I opened my eyes, I was next to the man I saw for the first time,

I’m being called ‘Berlin’, a foreign name that only appears in the novel

My appearance is completely different, and above all else

I am ‘alive’, who must have died..

With a gulp, I passed my saliva.

I was chased by the gaze that looked at me as if urging me.

I opened my mouth

“… you’re not Redros Dread Vermont, are you?”

The gap between the golden eyebrows narrowed, and a colder gaze looked at her.

“What answer do you want to hear? Does that mean you want to erase the night with me? Or, my first night as a husband didn’t live up to your expectations?”

“I’m just asking for your name, but why are you giving it such a meaning”

“ Ha.. It’s amazing. What else? Are you saying that you don’t like the name Redros now?”

I mean, that was long, but to sum it up it’s a yes.

My legs were loosened, so I couldn’t help but collapse on the carpet of the floor.

‘ Come to think of it, I also noticed a large sword tattoo in the middle of his solid body.’

Red Ross Dread Vermont.

A man who ascended to the title of the Duke of Vermont and married Berlin of the Aprin family, symbolized by the snake.

‘ Then, am I now Berlin, who lives her time-limited life, exerts all kinds of evil deeds in her life and dies without being loved even once?’

‘I regretted now.’

While writing this, I wanted this man to be miserable.

After going through such a tragic event, I hoped for a relationship where he could meet the real heroine and heal all his wounds.

So I made the villain ’Berlin’.

I wanted him to be so worn out in a relationship with Berlin, so he would not be able to trust a women nor love.

Berlin was made for that purpose, so she could be complete villain in his life.

Her love was crooked, and as a child she released her vocation by bullying Redros, who never looked at her.

However, in the end, she could not give up her dream and forced her affection.

She used all her external means to get married to him through anti-threatening, and she was obligated to relate to him

“… I am Berlin.”

She sat blankly in her chair.

‘If I’m going to enter this body anyway, how great would it be if I came in a little earlier? Then it should have been before I married the Duke, or even before they had a relationship like this. Then, for the happiness of Redros, I would have been able to disappear without a word and go live her own life.’

“I did what you  wanted, so that’s enough.”

A voice that seemed to shake his teeth came out coldly.

I suddenly came to my senses of thinking about something else.

Berlin looked at the duke dressed neatly.

The tunic, which was made with a thin woven fabric on a tightly muscular body, went well together.

The original Berlin was tied by her love, envy, and malice over what she couldn’t have, but now I am not very interested in him.

His presence was interesting, but that was all.

“Redros.”

His freezing gaze glared at her.

“There’s one more thing I want.”

“What?”

“Now let me go.”

“… What?”

It was something he never thought she would say.

‘ What kind of scheme is this ?’

Redros had to stare at Berlin, whose eyes were so calm and clear like never before.

‘I can’t even figure out  what she is thinking.’

“Is that a joke?”

“No.”

The duke swept his face several times with an expression of uncontrollable anger as if he couldn’t stand his irritation.

When was the last time she took advantage of the duke’s circumstances to grab him by the nape and control him as she pleases?

‘I slept with her because she said she needed to have children. But now you’re leaving? ‘

‘I don’t know what this crazy woman is thinking. Rather, until this morning, or even before going to bed, I thought I could understand, even if I couldn’t understand the greedy desire for power and the meaningless disgusting interest in myself. That’s what human greed is, and that’s what greed is. But now she is saying something that is completely unpredictable.’

“What do you mean you’re going to leave as soon as we’re married? Are you talking about the commercial district again? You’re going to threaten me?”

I laughed bitterly.

I could understand him getting angry.

I understood how her declaration of leaving would sound, as she married on the condition that she would write off his debts and also on the condition that she would provide supplies to his duchy.

But that wasn’t her intention at all.

He didn’t know, but in fact no one but her knew, the original author of this novel, when this villain would leave and the reason for leaving.

I looked at him, who was staring at me.

Then I grabbed a handful of my own hair and braided it by hand. I probably won’t be able to get out of the set, as long as I’m Berlin, the owner of this bouncy pink hair, and the character I set for her.

I don’t know how this happened, but surely this person dies a year later. Due to a fever that cannot be cured by medicine in this era.

I don’t know if this is reality, because it doesn’t feel real, but even the fear of death was vague.

I opened my gown slowly, organizing my thoughts.

“It’s not like that, it’s just that the Duke hates me.”

“… Come now? Didn’t you know that in the first place? How can you like a woman who drives people like a stallion? Aren’t you the one interested in my status and position, not me? ”

“I may have been like that until now. About that, I’m sorry if I offended you. But now I am a different person.”

“ Another person? Ha..”

I scratched my cheek slightly.

There’s no need to add unnecessary sounds. Let’s get straight to the point.

“After all, this marriage is something that can’t be kept happily. But that doesn’t mean I’m leaving right now. If I leave now, everything will go awry. Even the Duke who has endured marriage with me will not be able to get what he wants, and I…”

Redross urged me to speak behind me with his eyes.

“So, just give me one year.”

“1 year?”

“After a year has passed, and when everything is stable, we break up.”

Then the female protagonist who is prettier than anyone else will understand you better than anyone else..

Not a girl like me.

“You’re leaving me now … ?”

I thought it would be good but an unexpectedly lukewarm response returned.

I looked up at him in bewilderment. Perhaps because my words still sound like a joke? Because you don’t feel the sincerity?

“If you don’t believe me, you can sign a contract. I’ll leave, really. I also break up the marriage. I promise not to collect debts or aid or anything like that.”

“… I really don’t know what you’re saying.”

I heard Redros’s tongue click.

It’s been less than a day since I’ve been in the room with him, but this is the first time he’s ever seen a face other than annoyed.

The energetic energy from before had subsided.

On the contrary, there was a bit of embarrassment about what he couldn’t understand on his face.

Actually, Redross was bewildered. Originally, it would not have been any regret if she said she would leave. Rather, it was something to welcome with open arms. How do you know what else that wicked woman, who has been scheming since childhood, will do to his family? Even that twisted interest she had was always scary, so it was usual to get goosebumps.

’But now it somehow didn’t feel that way.’

Those calm green eyes did not show a little interest in him. Not only that, but she seemed to have forgotten all of her greed for honour, and she seemed to have abandoned her ambition to make her child the successor of the duchy.

‘As if he had suddenly given up on everything’

He slightly became curious about her. Besides.

‘I can’t say exactly when,  but I wasn’t reluctant, and I even find her attractive. ‘

It was the first time he’d felt that way. Towards Berlin, not anyone else.

‘We only spent one night together? No, there was no way I was confident that my mind would not go back and forth so easily.’

Since sitting in the seat of the duke, who has to judge people more coldly than anyone else, he has been constantly cultivating his mind  objectivity so that he can not question his own judgment.

‘I can’t believe that my judgment is this shaky. It’s like I’m dealing with someone else.’

He came up with a ridiculous idea and hurriedly erased it.

Then he looked at the woman with pink hair standing in front of him. A woman with fluttering pink hair that falls just above her buttocks is objectively  breathtaking.

Despite the rumors about her, the fact that there were so many men courting her was a guarantee of her beauty.

As the morning sun shining through the window hits her head, her hair is like a piece of gold. It shone like a white crack, and her skin looked as sweet and creamy.

“Answer, won’t you?”

At the prompting voice, Redros finally remembered what he should answer. And he could barely take his eyes off her neck.

Green eyes calmly waiting for an answer.

‘Are you going to leave in a year?’

Yes, good, Why on earth would you reject an offer that benefits you so far?

I don’t know what thought she had with that foolish head and came to this conclusion, but it was really something to welcome.

He couldn’t shake off the uncomfortable feeling somewhere, but he can’t let emotion take over now.

After thinking about it a few more times, he nodded.

‘No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t find any loss in the contract. I loved the condition that I had to endure a leech-like woman for only a year.’

“Good. Write a contract”

Said Duke Redros, and the “wife” in front of him smiled unexpectedly and nodded.

The duke turned his head further away from the whispers he heard from within.

Chapter 3: New Berlin

After he left, I opened the window and stuck my head out.

I stood there for a while until I could fully accept that this was reality, until the cold wind froze my cheeks.

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t angry and that unfair emotions did not flow.

‘I mean, If you were going to give me one more life, why didn’t you give  me a life, more fulfilling life rather than a life with such a limited time?’

My previous life was lived only for myself.

I lived only for My own happiness, without looking back.

‘Otherwise, no one cared about me.’

I worked relentlessly for my own success and tried not to spend a penny.

I forgot that I even wrote something like this… This was what I wrote when I was still a fresh college student.

A green mist-like thing fluttered in the distant sky outside the window.

I stretched out for a long time to see what it was.as if i was trying to reach it.

“…A precursor of misfortune, a green cloud.”

Looking at it like an aurora, the description I wrote suddenly crossed my mind.

‘Guardian spirits’

Not only the duke, but also each historic family in this country has a guardian spirit, which they stand in the sky to foretell misfortune.

‘What misfortune is coming? ‘

Wars, famines, demonic attacks, natural disasters.

A list of misfortunes that I have randomly described for fun came to mind.

My spine was shivering.

‘Oh my gosh. What the hell did I do?’

No… But at that time, I was just writing this…

Because writing is just writing.

No matter what happens in the background of the writing, it’s just a setting so  that the main character meet with the female protagonist and overcome disasters together….

There’s nothing to overcome unless you’re unhappy…

The marriage to Berlin is just the beginning.

Then just after,  financial and external problems arose at the same time.

From afar, I could see people the size of peas actively coming and going.

They will die Even if they don’t die, they will get hurt a lot.

Even If you don’t, you will suffer a lot.

Because of me and no one else.

Because of myself…

Bang!

The door was opened so hard that it hit the wall and made a crushing sound.

Surprised, I almost got my body out of the window.

But before I could look back, my body started to float.

I was moved to the bed without realising who picked me up from the waist.

When I barely adjusted my posture and looked up, it was Redros who had just gone out to get a contract.

“Are you protesting now?”

“Yes? No.”

“Are you thinking of committing suicide?”

“What are you talking about?”

Berlin inflated Her cheek.

It’s wrong to stick out too much. I was wrong…

But If Redros hadn’t suddenly opened the door loudly, this wouldn’t have happened.

Moreover, from the point of view of Redros, it would not be a bad option for her to die now when he has collected all the dowry. It wouldn’t be a bad choice.

“Why are you angry?”

“Does It look  like I’m angry?”

“Then why?”

When he was speechless, I shrugged.

“And now he acts like a different person”

“… Ha.”

Redros looked  surprised as he watched Berlin lying on his bed reading the contract carefully until the last part.

Unknowingly, he used ancient language, which is mainly used in contracts according to traditions, not official languages.

The only thing that could be read was higher-educated bureaucrats and aristocratic families’ children.

‘But I can’t believe she’s so good at reading it…’

‘How?’

The reason that Berlin was so despised by him was that she was from a rich family, who bought her status with money.

Of course, there was no sign of modesty, far from receiving a proper formal education worthy of his status.

As the hostess of the family, I thought that it was impossible to expect such a thing as taking hold of the subordinates and building a family and territories through virtue.

‘Surprisingly, do you have a bit better knowledge than you look?’

He shook his head.

‘No. Don’t overestimate her.’

‘How do you know what that woman is thinking? ‘

Redros furrowed one of his eyebrows and then asked.

“Do you know what is it about?”

Berlin looked up at him, blinking long eyelashes.

Redros had to avoid his gaze, as his gaze was unknowingly reaching to her long neck and the chest bone that was visible below, with her head raised while lying down.

“Then would I read it without knowing? After one year, the contract is terminated and each of us vows to return to their pre-marriage relationship. All right, I agree with this.”

Perhaps conscious of him looking at her body, she stepped up and approached the desk with an ink bottle.

The way she writes her name and sharply grinding her signature is not an attitude of someone who did paperwork once or twice.

‘It was weird, What the hell are you doing? ‘

Redros thought,

‘Should I revise all the judgments I had about her so far?’

he was handed the contract with a question in his mind.

She stared at him, telling him to leave when she was done, and Redros left the room with a strange feeling that he needed to say something more.

Straight away, she went to eat, headed to the restaurant. But what greeted her was not a favorable look.

Sitting alone at the long table in the dining room, she stared blankly at the meals laid out in front of her.

Soup that has cooled down and boiled beans that are served whole without even cleaning the bean pods properly. And cold and crumbly black bread.

It was not the kind of treatment the hostess should receive.

I picked up a spoon and thoroughly stirred the soup. It wasn’t that I wasn’t hungry, but it was a soup I didn’t even want to eat.

‘I expected it.’

I have to fix the things I’ve ruined with my own hands, so I shouldn’t even think that it’s unfair.

These are all settings I wrote myself. It’s just that Madame Ballon, who is in charge of the house’s affairs, doesn’t like her.

It was clear.

Not just her, but everyone. Everyone in this family hates her.

Of course, as the author of this novel, I knew that there was no one in this family who properly recognized and welcomed her from a low status family as the hostess.

‘How was it for the original Berlin?’

This situation was so sad and devastating, that she had done all kinds of evil things.

But nothing had changed. The character ‘Berlin’ in the original had a wrong idea.

Berlin’s calculation was that if he continued to stay around in this way and had a relationship as a wife, Redros’ mind would someday change, but these assumptions were all wrong.

A year later, even after Berlin ended her short life, Redros had never once properly recognized her as his wife.

Her contract with Redros was only for marriage.

Redros had fulfilled his duty as long as he regularly established a relationship as a couple so that he could have a successor as scheduled.

‘You shouldn’t think about relying on him, you should do it on your own.’

I smiled bitterly and gently asked the maid to call Mrs. Ballon.

The maid seemed surprised by her cultured tone, but she did not go to call Mrs. Ballon as she was told.

Instead, she opened her eyes stiffly and stared at me.

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