AERI POV:

looking at my self in the mirror I couldn't help but think of those awful words that said about me.

"god I'm ugly!!" I said sigh looking at my self, closing my eyes I turn around not wanting to look no more i start grabbing my so I could hide my arms.

"Aeri!! they are here!", I hear Kyung Mi shouting from downstairs. widening my eyes I quickly make my way downstairs.

"hay,what were you doing up there come here quickly."she said getting irritated by me acting weirdly, I just keep quiet.

"i know right i don't even remember how many time she goes up there." jane my friend said looking at me.

"are you alright you look pale too???" Kyung mi said slightly touching my shoulder, I laugh at her as I removing her hand from my shoulder.

"you worrying for no reason I'm fine, I'm just nervous." I said nervously glancing at the main door.

There he was standing the love of my life taehyung, looking at me with so much love that I have to look down.

"i just don't understand how can someone like him can love me don't get me wrong I'm grateful but I just think that he deserves better." I thought as I keep my face down making my way towards him and stand in front of him still looking down, I felt his hand grabbing a hold of my waist pulling me for the bone crushing hug I slowly bring my hand up to hold him too.

"god!!I miss you." he breath out as he tightened his arm around me.

"I miss you too." i said to him tapping his back, he got the hint and let go of me but keep his hand on my shoulder, keeping me close to him. as everyone starts wishing me.

yeah today is my birthday the day I was born.

"let's celebrate Aeri's birthday at a restaurant or club what you guys think?" Soho ask looking around wanting everyone to agree with him. so he could go clubbing.

"No!No, we are celebrating her birthday here we arranged everything so don't ruin it!" ,Kyung said pointing her finger at him as she stand beside her boyfriend Wonho who look at her with adoring look on his face.

"they both are the cutest couple... " my thoughts were interrupted.

"also you guys just got here, you all must be tired from all the touring so we all should just stay here and enjoy." jane said which is right the were on the world tour and just got back here they are getting famous in the whole after their new album people are loving them so much.

"ah, she's right I'm tired and it be best if we celebrate here." Jae Eon said from the couch looking as if he will dozed off anytime soon.

"sooooo! since we decided, we all should freshen up and get prepared for tonight." taehyung said quickly getting hold of my hand, as we quickly make our way upstairs before any can say anything. getting inside I walk further into the room hugging my self tightly, I heard the door closing so I turn around to face him, he was holding something behind him looking as he won something. I move my head to see what it is but he kept it well hidden behind him.

"close your eyes Ari." he said happily clearly enjoying it , I shake my head at him smiling slightly but nevertheless close my eyes. I felt some movement behind me.

"open it now", he whisper standingjust behind me , I slowly start opening my eyes and seeing the sight in front of I couldn't help the frown at it. He was holding the new phone box infront of me.

turning my head I nervously smile at him as I slowly take the box in my hand.

"I know your phone broke last week so i thought you need it.", he said thinking I was upset because I didn't say anything. not wanting to upset him i quickly turn around.

"it's perfect." i said looking up at him smiling brightly. he laugh starting to look relieved seeing my reaction.

"I love you." he said looking at me with his bambi eyes that was full of love and adoration.

I hugged him not wanting to look at him as i said the same thing.

I was guilty because once again I broke my promise, once again I let my dark side control me, and it was my fault that this all thing start happening.