College life is the most challenging for Gianna that she is scared to fail and disappoint her parents. Gianna was taking up a Business Administration degree on one of the most sought school on her place and that is University of Saint Aluisious. When times come she had a lot of friends, one time on their p.e class she saw a guy that is exactly what she saw on her dreams but she doesn't even know what name of that guy is even she searches all the mutual friends on her sns but she failed to find what name it is. On her 2nd year, she was so lucky. She found out that one of her class the guys she saw was one of her classmates and she feel so happy that she already knows his name but also she feels down because that guy is in a relationship that time. Gianna finds out that her father has an affair on his highschool friend, she doesn't know what will she do. All this year the relationship of her mother and father is like a ship that will sink or sail. Her life is not perfect that she wish that someday she will not repeat her parent's destiny. She always prays to God that she will wait for the perfect guy that God will give to her. She prays to have a perfect guy for her. 17th of her existence Gianna learned that her heart has a problem physically but she never acknowledges it. She continues her usual life not acknowledging her illness. Gianna was in her 3rd year, on her law class she learned that her dream guy has a feeling to her. On her College Life she failed, she cried, she nearly commits suicide but what's the reason? Let's find out what happens to Gianna through her college life and what lesson will we apply in our life. There are unexpected events that happen to Gianna on her college life the she never even imagined that it will happen to her. On her journey to find him forever Gianna's life is like a wheel that goes up and down, but she has a strong faith to God that all struggles or challenges she faces there is always God to guide her and protect her.

Sometimes in our life we never expected what will happen in our life, some events we never know what happens to our life that we lost confidence in a certain event, or we feel lost on something that happens to us in our life that we nearly gave up that we feel that all the efforts, time and patience that we put is useless to someone. It makes us feel useless being even ourself doesn't believe that they will hurt us emotionally like no one will help us but ourself. Let's brace ourself to find out what up's and down's did Gianna face to achieve her dreams and forever in the arms of her perfect guy that she always prays for, and what did she do to pass all the trials in her life as a student and as a girl that was finding her soulmate.

Meet Gianna Zuri Emerald the easy going girl that experience the most heartbreak on her journey to find the perfect guy for her that she always pray for. A girl that has a perfect dream for her future but something crush her. She failed, was hurt, once dream and nearly loss her life and trust to anybody even her family.

Meet Sky Rye Garnet the one that Gianna dream about and what exactly she saw on her dreams but little did she know that Sky will hurt her like she was a doll for him.

Gianna's P.O.V

OMG!!!!!! next week will be our first day of school I'm too scared because of new life, new friends, new challenges. I hope they will love me for who I'm. All I need is to buy school supplies then it's done. I decided that after lunch I'm going to the nearest mall to buy my school stuff.

(An hour later)

Oh!!!! I want to ask my best friend to help me in choosing my school stuff and also I'm dying to meet her because it's a long time since we met each other.

meet Rachel Laken Brown a highschool friend of Gianna since 1st year. Rachel knows every bit of attitude and passion for Gianna. She promises herself that she will be always there for Gianna through up's and down's of her best friend.

I search Rachel's name on the messenger and call her.

(Gianna and Rachel Convo)

Gianna: Hey Rachel! let's meet up, and also can you please help me in picking my school stuff?

Rachel: Oh?! hey Gia, I miss you!!!. Ok, let's meet up! to the nearest mall?

Gianna: Yes, then after we buy some stuff let's make some fun? Like playing on the Arcade and watch the latest movie?

Rachel: Oh hell yes! it's been some while now since we met.

Gianna: Ok, so at 3?

Rachel: It's a little bit late you think? How about at 1:30? Call?

Gianna: Call! ok see you in a bit

Rachel: ok see you

(After their conversation)

Alright, I gonna take a shower then fix my hair then I'm off to go.

(After an hour and a half)

Ok, I'm ready to go I'll just take a cab and update Rachel. After a minute I spot a cab then I told the cab driver what destination I'm in, later I update Rachel that I'm on my way to the mall and you know Rachel is the type of girl that is always late so I told her that I'll be waiting in the school and office supplies department. While waiting I decided to take a look at basic supplies that I will be needed. I look for pretty notebooks, the high-quality pens, a paper then a folder. Also, I get a binder for extra. A 15 minutes later Rachel already arrived and she helps me to choose what kind of shoes and hair ware I choose. Ok, guys I a kind of girl that loves pretty things like for example sparkling thing also if a things spark in my eyes and something was telling me to get it, I will surely get it. At exactly 3, we decide to take a snack on McDonald's. Rachel went for a portion of spaghetti with fries and Mcfloat, while I went for a chicken sandwich with Mcflurry and Mcfloat. After an hour we decided to go to an arcade located on the second floor of the mall we decided to take karaoke to sing our hearts. I'm not bragging or what Rachel and I have a nice voice that our circle of friend envy. At 4 we decide to watch a movie.

At 7 we decide to take our dinner in a Japanese restaurant, later that time we decided to part our ways.

A day before the 1st day of school, I feel awful like I feel that someone stab my stomach. That night I vomit five times, then my grandparents decide to admit me in a hospital. I was not able to attend my class a week because three days after I have admitted the pain in my stomach was worst than the first time so they decided to admit me again in the other hospital that our family doctor work. Our family doctor told us what is the cause of the pain in my stomach and that is acute gastroenteritis were in usually caused by viruses. However, bacteria, parasites, and fungus can also cause gastroenteritis. Where you can feel an inflammation and/or irritation of the digestive tract that can cause nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, and/or abdominal pain that lasts less than 14 days. So our doctor gave me some medicine to be taken for a week, after a week of medicine I was advised to take n annual check-up.

(A week after)

Ok, this is it, it's my first day, I can't imagine what it's really like when I enter the university. I hope I can build a new circle of a friend but I'm too shy to make the first move. What will I do?. Oh! before I forgot Rachel also enrolled in the same university as I with and also my uncle the youngest brother of my father. Rachel is taking up a degree for Architecture, yes I know Rachel loves to draw different kinds of houses and buildings, also she wants to be like her late father who died in an unknown disease. Then next to my uncle he was taking up a degree for Information Technology major in Programming because since in his highschool year he loves to create websites that he wants to expand his knowledge more. When I went to my grandparent's house I asked my uncle which building do my room located and he instructed me and also he told me to get an excuse slip in the student affairs office near the gymnasium. OMG!!!!!!! I feel nervous but at the same time, I feel excited. Before I go to the university my mom called and she was working in Hong Kong she asked me if I really feel better and also she reminded me to avoid the foods that cause my stomach pains. You know typical mother advise also she told me how much she loves and misses us. Did I forget to tell you that I'm the oldest among my two siblings? Yes, we are five in my family, my mother, my father, me and my two siblings, fun right? I was blessed to have them in my life that I will do my very best to make them proud of what I achieve in the future.

Gianna's P.O.V

Ok, this is it. Brace yourself, Gianna, you can do it! Ok, let's go!!!!!.

Wow, this is amazing. The University of Saint Alusuios is indeed the most sought school in our place, well after all the tuition fee says it all. Ok composed yourself Gia. Let's go to the student affair office first, so uncle says that it was near the gymnasium let's see. Upon entering the said office I saw a student taking his on-job training in the office. He asked me if I have my medical certificate and I hand it to him. He told me that I was lucky to have a valid reason why I was not able to attend my class in a week. After a minute he gave me the excuse slip. Oh God, why is this happening to me? I forgot the instruction that my uncle told me last week. Ok, Gia is calmed and ask some nice person out there where is that room. Luckily there is a guy that assist me in my room. So my room was located on the west wing of the building 3rd floor. I was frozen on my spot when I saw my classmates already hanging out with each other by a group. Then a lady came with a bright lipstick in her lips and little did I know that she was my new friend.

meet Gennete Macy Gail Aris the one with red lips on the first day I meet her. She was way to straight forward but she protects me and the one who comforts me and taking care of me when I was sick.

Ok, back to reality my first subject was easy but then on my Micro Economics subject jeez I was embarrassed because my first prof got my excuse slip but he forgot to gave it to me when our class was over. Then this Ms Estee embarrassed me inside the class to the point that she wants me to drop her class. So I explained it to her every detailed, luckily she allowed me to enter in her class and also she instructs me that next meeting and that is Wednesday she wants me to hand her my excuse slip and after that embarrassment, she instructed me to sit. Gennete told me to take our lunch in the nearest cafeteria and we're shocked to see that we don't have a space to sit with and the problem is there are only thirty minutes before our afternoon class, so we decided to take our meals in the peace garden. While having our meal Gennete asked me if I'm in a relationship and I told her that I'm still single. She was shocked when she learned it but she also told me that it was ok to be single. She told me she was in a relationship but her current relationship status is complicated but she doesn't want to end it because of the deeply in love with her boyfriend. After our little chat, we went to our afternoon class. Our afternoon class is was too assume. Our teacher is nice and funny that she told us to dismiss early so that we can roam around the campus. She was so cool the point she was in here nearly 50's. Gennette and I went to a cafe inside the campus. I learned that Gennette loves the Taro milk tea but my all-time favourite is the Okinawa milk tea and it was divine. after forty-five minutes we proceed in our next class and that is Algebra. One of the most hated subjects I have. I don't like numbers like x and y's simplifies, distribution, etc., etc. While the class is on-going it's sudden rain. What a nice day to start my first day as a college student? Ms Garcia instructs us to buy a book related to our subject. Did you know that inside our campus it also has a book store? So when the rain stop Gennete accompany me to buy the Algebra book that Ms Garcia instructed as while on the book store Gennete asked me if I already have my P.E uniform and I said I don't have so she told me to buy it now because tomorrow if none of us has in a proper p.e uniform they will send us out of the gym. Luckily she informed me ahead of time. Gennete told me what kind of class we have on our p.e she told me that it was a Zumba class and our final exam is we are instructed to create a Zumba dance in less than five minutes luckily Gennete and I was in the same group. That was Gennete told me because I was absent last week. Minutes ago we decide to go home she asked me what is my address and I was shocked because we are in the same neighbourhood it's this a destiny or what? So after that, we bid our goodbyes. When I was falling asleep there is that guy who was laying on my lap and in that scenario, I was also brushing his hair that when I looked at him it was full of love that I don't wanna lose this guy beside me. The smile that gave me comfort and protection. His eyes that tells me how much he loves me that he was afraid to lose me. It was a dream that I never forget until I wake up but the saddest part was when I woke up and try to recall what happen his face was already blurred but his eyes, his eyes that I will never forget. His chinky eyes that I fall in love with. Ok, Gia time to get ready also don't forget your p.e uniform. When I was in university I already saw Gennette waiting for me outside the campus, together we go to our first subject and that is Social Science. P.E class came and little did I know I saw someone that is exactly on my dreams last night. But, I don't know that someone will crush me in a million pieces.