...FACES...

Which face should I use today? Which one is the best? Will it be able to cover up my emotions or will it be as good as transparent glasses??

...TOO TIRED...

Too tired to do anything, too tired to smile. Just wanna have a good sleep hope I will have enough time.

...NO LONGER...

It doesn't matter now. Maybe it never did. Was it all just an illusion and now I have woke up from my dream.

...HATING SOMEONE...

Hating someone is harder then loving them cause you will never know if you forget, you hate them, the next morning you wake up.

...RIGHT...

What right do I have to say? What right do I have to ask? Just let it go where ever it want. You don't have to interfere when no one asked.

...CHOICES...

What one should I choose? Which one is the best? Are there only two options or is there third one which I haven't found yet?

...JUST OVER THE SURFACE...

Let me touch the surface. Let me be closer to it. I know I can't wish for more then that cause its just not meant for me.

...LET'S TALK...

...Everybody have stories but me with no memories. Everybody have something to talk about but me with no reminiscence of my own..... Why do I need to care what they are talking about? Don't I have any better work to do or what?...

......LIGHT WEIGHT......

It feels discusting when you can't do anything to make the load lighter, even when you what to.

...CONVERSATION...

Its too much to explain something that has more powerful meanings then your vocabulary.

...HUMANS...

Humans are mixture of good and evil. Some have discovered both sides some only one. Its just matter of time to know who wins the race.

...RICH...

Its not money that makes the man rich. It is the choice of word which is the true invester.

...DEVILS...

Devils are those evil souls who make others suffer the same thing they had once.

...MEMORIES...

The new page have been truned with old pages so empty. Want to write some thing new with these pages so fiddly.

...NO ONE...

No one can understand your pain until and unless they have experienced it. The same thing works for me too, I can't understand your problem unless I know what it is?

...HURTS...

Its hurts when someone breaks your trust and all you can do is smile like nothing happened cause you don't know how to react, actting as if you know everthing and let the most hurtful thing be the funniest one.

...DO YOU KNOW:...

Everyone would go against you when you are correct but they are wrong.

...WHY??...

why am I like this?? Why am I the only one? Why am I so selfish and others so kind? Why they know what to think in which condition while me too stupid to notice? Why everyone around know what to say but me too full of myself? Why don't I know what to feel but they know how to react??

The weather is cryinglike my heart. Maybe I have been too deep into my thoughts, keeping everthing to myself, letting it change its form. That cloudy dark skylike my poor heart hiding the bright and pure sun from the view. That sunny day too shy to subsist. Ohh! I need an umbrella to hide too.

I know its not day but it can't be night now. Gazing at the warm sun setting down, can't think anything other then that lonly one.The moon is right next to it trying to overpower the sun. Hating to be unnotice, hope it would gain its power soon. Why does everything feels so different with the heart so down? Why is it like I am missing someone??

The cool and quite night, the perfect one, only if it was little warm. Words too hard to control, too much cold to know. The cold breeze touch my skin gooseflesh covering it. The warm cover change into cold, in need of another one. The dark cloud still present only if it could make me warm. The sky full of stars hiding under that dark cloud waiting for its trun to shine.

...THE END...

Hi there! I am your author.

Name:Me Alone (only for MT)

hight:5.2 or 5.3 (not sure)

from:Asia, Nepal

Well, I study in highschool (first year). Most of the times I would be found in hostel (too strict). They even don't let poor students like us to take gadgets, not even junk food.

So, can only update rarely in holiday (may be once a month). Well, don't worry for now as there is a vacation of 1 week going on.

So, let's talk about my work. While living in hostel I use to write stupid things in my copy. So all I have to do is edit those stupid things and copy it here.

I am quite interested in writing, drawing and reading (only those books not related to course ones). You have already seen my writings so I will talk about my drawings. I can draw and my drawing are not bad too. Just the problem is I am not quite creative when its come to drawing. So, I can only copy. I copy anything. Last time I copy the picture which was cover of my notebook.You can see its not that bad, right??

And before this drawing I had copy a photo of my material aunt. May be she was around 6 months when the photo was taken. She was just like me when the photo was taken. Wasn't she beautiful?? But let me tell you she is already married now. hehehehe.

I don't draw much. Just one or two drawing a year. I don't know what to say more.😷😷

...Don't worry you would find me talkative once you meet me but I think you would be bored to chat with me as I don't chat much....

......!!LOVE YEAH!!......

...😘😘😘😘😘...

Humans. How much do you know about them?? It's feels like they are unknown to me. How can I know about other human when I don't know much about the human who is typing right now.

Let the human share you a secret. A secret untold by others. So, read carefully. You!! yes you!! I am telling this to you. This is not what I wanted to write. I am not talking about the physical me I am talking about 'Me'. I have a habit of questioning myself as a third person. I also answer each and every question. And when I realize I have answer the question I would find quite suprised myself. Cause the truth is I don't know the answer myself. Atleast this is what my human body think.

So, let's talk about something unknown to most of us. Do you know when god that immortal being created the world and let humans to care and rule in it. Atleast this is what Bible says. Their is something else related to this topic too. Its is quite same to Bible but I think this is somehow related to Hindu.

God created human just like himself. More like a reflection on mirror. Well even if god and human had same look their was a difference of heaven and hell between them. God who had knowledge of everything and human who is unknown to everything.

There is a way. A way, Key which can make human equal to god in every aspect. And the key is to remove that small peice of cloth between that being and you. That peice of cloth which was kept there by him while creating us. He also told the way of removing that peice of cloth. But the stupid human, the dumb human could never understand the meaning of those powerful words.

Someone between us may know what is the name given to those powerful words. Someone other then me.

Take your time and guess. I have no other thing to do anyway.

Well it is called "rudram" or atleast I think what is it called.

The words which would make to you wise and knowledgeable as him. The words spoken by him to teach you how to be him.

Let's try to solve this puzzle. Doing everything from your heart. You can do anything you want. Just try to learn what you are doing and reading from you heart.

Do you know?? If you don't like to do something you don't need to do. Let me share you another secret. Worshipping

your word that doing it is more better thing to do.

Hi there!! I was thinking if its better to write stupid things like this or should i also write short stories here??

please let me know your opinion.

Thank you for your time.

I will try my best to update as much as possible.

Please feel free to complain if you are not satisfied with anything

😘😘