Yes, your mother will miss you...

Yes, your bully will make a sappy face but post about what a wonderful person you were...

And yes, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

...but you know that!

You've known that, anyone and everyone has been shoving that down your throat since you first learned what the word suicide meant

Those slogans might've lost their meaning but anything that keeps you alive is worth saying

So don't kill yourself until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time!

Don't kill yourself until Doctor who is finally cancelled!

Don't kill yourself until you tell someone your best Pasta recipe!

Don't kill yourself because I will keep coming up with more reasons and I need you to hear all of them!

Don't kill your self...I love you...

You're important !

It's a bad day, not a bad life

There is more to this

The world will keep spinning on its axis without you

...but think of all the sunrises you'll miss

Think of all the tears you'll never get to shed

Think of all the celebrity twitter fights,

all the puppies and gold fish

Think of all the sunflowers and frozen yoghurt flavors

I know this sounds pointless when you're sitting in front of everything deadly you own,

revising your goodbyes

There will be too much darkness to see anything else

...but thus is not about seeing anything else

This is about turning off the lights

This about finding the bedsheets instead of news

This is about giving yourself juat one more day even if it takes ten thousand of those 'One more mornings' before you get to 'I can't wait for tomorrow'

This is about staying alive because it's pumpkin season

This is about staying alive because you never really learned how make Gnocchi

This is about staying alive because the future is coming!...

and it is ready for you

I don't need you to see it...

I just need you to believe that you can make it until then - Unknown

Giving up your precious life is not worth a shot

Hey, readers this is your Author here,

'Ferocious' is the first ever story that I am writing, I am not a pro and would really appreciate if you guys can support my work.

📌The cover is edited by me. The above poetry inspired me alot and helped me so I want you to read it once. I also know that for some readers pictures makes reading more interesting so I will be posting picture to bring some closure, pictures are taken from different sources and would also like to say that I am not the owner of those and would like to give credit to its owner.

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Started: 14- 4- 20

Daiyu 20 years old, a girl who takes no shit from anyone, 5 years ago she and her mother moved to New York.

(𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐍𝐘)

Announcements: Miss Daiyu Chen you have been asked to meet the Principal today in her Office.

I reached the office...(knocking the door)

Mam Daiyu here...

Miss Daiyu, come have a seat I wanted to speak to you. You see you are in your last year in Parsons School of Design, you are one of the sincere and hardworking students of mine. You came to the Parsons with your scholarship but as you see your scholarship money does not covers the other curricular activities that you will be needed this year. But anyhow I insisted the authority and buyed you some time so that you can arrange the amount because I have seen your passion. I hope you will try your best. Good luck.

It means alot mam thank you and I will not let you down.

(Inner thoughts of the Principal)

Smiling...I bet 40 years of experience in this field of mine but never seen a consistent girl like you Daiyu, this girl is going to achieve great heights in her life.

Leaving from the office I went to the boutique where I work as a part time, as I was informed there were supposed to be new clients

SAME NIGHT,

While coming home from the boutique I stopped at a pastry shop and bought the pastries that my mom loves, after dinning I spend my time with my mom chatting. Later wishing hera goodnight and kissing her forehead...doing the leftover chores I went to sleep...(murmuring) My dear conscience let's not do the end of the day worrying and overthinking.

4:30 am...

( 𝑊𝑒'𝑙𝑙 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑦𝑢 )

I was not getting any sleep after all of the toss and turns and decided to go for a run. I always like to run when I am stressed out or worried. So imagine how much I have ran since I always stress out I mean my life have been crazy and worrying was my closest friend. You see my father left us when I was only a kid, he left me and my mom to chase after another woman, who he calls his wife now. Not like I care anymore but when I was little I still remember that how my mom was trying her best to feed me and for both of us to survive. But it wasn't always enough, since no one gives a good job to a single mother, who has a little girl at home to go to. So we were really poor, sometimes we used to go to sleep for days without food. We needed him, the man who was supposed to be my father and a husband to my mom, but he chose to go with other woman and married her, that's why I stopped believing in love. Because a long time ago my father loved my mom, and that is why she married him and that's why I don't believe in love if it's so easy to fall out of it like it was nothing, maybe that is the reason why I worked my *** off since I could remember. I got a scholarship to study fashion designing in NY. And now I am here running to clear my mind.

When I reached home my mom was already up... Hey mom Good morning, why did you woke up so early ???

Today I have a morning shift, anyways come have a breakfast with me, replied her mom.

Listen mom I want to talk to you about something...

Is is about some boy that you are interested in tell me...tell me I'm all ears.

Eww mom stop it why would I talk about nonsense things. Actually it's about...(I zoned out while thinking whether to tell my mom about my job hunting or not. At first I thought I'll tell her but than I remembered the days how weak she became when she took double shifts in order to arrange fees to educate me so I didn't wanted her to stress and burden her life before)

Hey sweety tell me what's it about??

Ah..ah oh yeah I wanted to tell you mom that you are so brave I mean the way you draw blood from the patient's( inner thoughts: Daiyu what gibberish are you talking about) anyways my beautiful nurse have a great day

What the hell is wrong with her today, crazy girl, her mother murmered with a smile.

I started looking for the job vacancies but to my surprise the vacancies available were either for the chef or for a barista as a result I backed out cause I don't have any experience with any of these profession. After that I went to the boutique.

Ⓔ︎Ⓛ︎Ⓛ︎Ⓔ︎Ⓝ︎'Ⓢ︎ Ⓑ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓤ︎Ⓣ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓠ︎Ⓤ︎Ⓔ︎:

Hey Daiyu, what's up??

Nothing much Ellen, just went for a job-hunting, but it didn't worked out well, it was for a cook...

Hahaha..hahaa..cook...and you...hahaa

Why are you laughing???

Just imagining you while cooking, anyways I went to the mall to get some dress material, on the way a flyer distributor was distributing pamphlets and forms as their company are looking for designers, so I got it for you and yeah he said that they will be conducting the interviews tomorrow and more information is given on that form, and one more thing Daiyu if you are hired than I'll keep your working hours of here according to it than.

Ellen...Ellen...Ellen aren't you the coolest boss I can ask for, ...Thank you so much I'll apply for it.

Don't you dare quit working with me!

No worries ;)

I and Ellen both started working on the dresses, we got so immersed in designing that we forgot that it was past the closing hours of the boutique, after closing the boutique we both went on our ways to our homes.

While I walking I saw girl on the other side of the road waiting outside a cafè, I was about to pass by her when out of nowhere a black car stopped in front of that girl, the men stepped down and started shuffling the girl inside the car. I didn't wanted to get involved in it but suddenly the girl started screaming...

Who are you all ? What are you doing leave me? HELP!? HELP!? PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME?!