Who iam where i belonged to be is there any another world where i can stay happy , i have a wish to cry in a silent place where nobody can hear me i really want to cry loudly but i cant

where i go if i die , where iam going to find a place where i can leave like a normal people i want to die but i cant , i only feel pain when iam alone i want to smile but what ever i do iam always going to trap in my small world which is dark and bitter , there is no such a place for me to live happily ( sigh)

" Hey mister " are you going to jump from there ?

iam really sad for you but please dont end your life for such a bitches actually iam drunk but beca-aause the reason iam drunk is is is ummm ohhh yes because the reason i drunk today is bec-cc-aaausee I Broke up with my crush we are not in relationship but i broke up because he have a girlfriend iam not sad but iam crying

Iam crying because iam sad i had a crush him for a 2 year but he have a girlfriend she is very very beautiful and iam like a potato ( sigh ) its okey potato is sweet yes mister but who are you ? Are you really going to jump from there oh my god actually this world is very cruel nobody is going to care about you but you know someone told me that if you beleive in fate so there is someone who can fill up your broken world with love so never give up in your dream or your fate so iam not going to give up when my crush had a break up iam going to confessed my love for him , what a negative mind i have, you know i want to scream because you are standing in bridge so iam not going to do that what if you fall from there and become ghost woww iam crazy , ohh i forgot to indroduce myself so my name is Nari and iam a professional painter but iam not a rich because i work in a small place with my friends if you want some pantings so come over my shop this is my card and i also have a little brother his name is Hana i know it was a female name but my parents is a fan of Hana , she is really beautiful but my brother hate his name because everyone make a fun of him and iam also one of them it sounds funny yes , so this much only about myself i cant tell everything to you because you are stranger hehe,

so mister what is you name ?

" Yoo jun "

yoo jun wow your face really suit your name yooooo junnn which color you apply in your hair its looks like a cloud and its also shining woow you are so white like a toilet paper,

" Pfftt ",,,

Why are you laughing iam serious and are you wearing lenses , your eyes are so deep like a ocean sorry but iam painter thats why iam imazine you like a painting But i cant believe that your girlfriend broke up with you

If i was your girlfriend so i'll always keep you in my mini bag an.. " Nari what are you doing there ?

Ohh chun ja you come here to pick me thank you so much you are really my bestfriend i love you , " you are,really dumb why you drank so much and who are you talking with like a mental?

Ohh iam talking with him look here.....

Whom Where?

" oh my god ! he was there i swear iam talking with him believe me chun ja ,

I cant believe Nari you love sang hee that much now you saw him everywhere love is really more dangerous than weapon ( sigh ) " NO please believe he iam talking with him , "okey enough Nari now get in the car lets go ,,

" But ..

Get in we are already late your crazy drunked women

Ohh okey

The Next day .

" ring ring ",, " hello ,

hey are you not going to come in work ? sorry i oversleep today because of last night dont worry iam coming , " okey come fast " , Ohh god my head is going to blast i need to drink lemon tea ,

Ahh where is my purse just forget it iam already late today .

Good morning guys and sorry for late , " its okey now start your work " , Nari i heard that you drunk last night because of your crush i can't believe but Dont worry iam hear for you ,

" stop teasing her yujin , are you feeling well nari ? Ohh iam fine chun ja thankyou for last night , " so chun ja took you home yesterday ,

" yes I took her Home last night because she standing in a bridge and talking with wind ", sounds really funny hahaha.. " oh yes last night i meet a guy , he is standing in a bridge then

" Its okey nari i understand now start your Work dont waste your time , " ohh okey ,,

" Nari did you finish your work ?" Yes I finished now iam going home see you guys tomorrow , " okey bye,,

How chun ja didn't see that handsome guy i know iam drunk but its not possible he even tell me his name ahh yui , yee , see , yong umm yoo jun yes his name is yoo jun yes i know but how can he dissapear suddenly or the guy i meet yesterday is a ghost .

“ring ring”

why chun ja is calling me ? " Hello ", yes chun ja why did you call me ? Ohh hey nari please come the the shop ,

why ? " because there is guy who want to return your purse he is telling that you forget your purse in a bridge i think i was drunk last night thats why i didn't see this handsome man ", ohh okey iam coming . " is coming so please wait ", “Okey”

" Ohh you came nari ", Yes where is he ? " Over there ", Hi thank you so much for keeping my purse safely but how you know about this place ?

" because you gave me your card " ,

ohh yes i forgot so did you remembered everything about last night yes , " yes i know you were crying and..

Oh its okey its okey you dont need to tell me everything , so let me treat you a meal lets go "

" But where " , just follow me .

So what you want to eat ? " I don't know "

do you like ramyean ? I never eat that ," are you kidding me , " no it wasn't like that i really dont know what ramyean is " ohh you are really strange but its okey iam hungry lets order ramyean , " okey "

But listen carefully ramyean is very very spicy if you can't eat so its okey i know that boys cant eat spicy food like girls so i will buy you something else okey did you understand mister i mean yoo jun , " yes i understand ", so lets start

( ***1. minutes later*** )

hufff huff i cant eat this is to spicy are you fine yoo jun ? " Yes iam fine " , you are even not asking me water , " ohh sorry drink this " Thank you so this oh my god my lips are burning what should i do okey stand up lets go out side ,

" okey "

Wow this icecream is really cool , hey you tell me that you never eat ramyean so how can you eat so calmly ? " I don't know " , hmm you are really strange .