It's been a while... almost 7 years... you left... and I every day I was waiting for your message... every unknown message pop up... that excite me, my heartbeats raises its pace to its maximum and then when I found, it's not by you... the heart of mine suddenly stops in a moment and filled with heaviness... all the surrounding of mine, just stop for a minute or two.... but the point is that you never wrote... so lets me write to you first... I like the reason, why you left... and hate it... that you left... I like it, you care... but hate it... you didn't respond... I like it when you said, You love me... and I hate it... when you said, "I can't marry me..."

you can't marry me... I tried to understand hard... but the promise... that I can never ask you why???... make me think again... that have you ever been in love with me??? if not, why you made me fall for you... by the care, concern and the honesty of your eyes... even today, when I recall, all those moments spent with you... made me fall for you again and a little more than earlier...

well, is it you... the right choice??? or you have already a wife... or a girlfriend... or the bell or you just lose interest in me... no Idea... you had given me a thousand reasons to stop loving you... and I have one reason to continue to love you... and the reason is that I love you... and I still want to tell you... I still want to know... who the bell was???... when I first met her... I had never thought that one day she will fetch my Orion away... I still don't feel bad about it from her side... because you are so charming that any girl can fall for you... but you Orion... I have Loved you... more than that I had trusted you... I believed in you... suddenly you left...

and I thought... you left me... because you like bell more... and then I recalled all the memories... which we engraved deep inside me... by you... I adore them... but then why did you create those with me... if you never loved me??? you want me to keep a promise..., that I shouldn't ask you why???... why can't you marry me...??? I accepted... but then why you faded the promise... that you can't stop loving me...

I accepted everything... and I promise I'll accept everything related to you... just for you...

well, I have no idea... about bell... during these whole years... because I was busy in your thoughts... obviously, I thought why didn't you get married to her... till now... so many times... then I thought... maybe you felt guilty about leaving me... so I made sure... that I never appear again in your life... but I couldn't stop myself to search for your belongings... at least I have that right... still now... right???...

you must want to know... why after so many years I decided to write this letter to you...

have patience... I'll let you know soon...

I found something strange... yesterday... about bell... she isn't human anymore... She wasn't human even when we met her... she was a Ghost...

okay fine, read it and if possible believe it... because you know I never lie... at least to you... I saw her photo in the very old book named bell Castillo... The same name... when she introduced herself on we first encountered her... so I checked more... and found she died in 1822... when she was 23...

when I searched about her more... I found she died petrified death... if she died then how come we met her... I want to read it... but I don't understand the language... some kind of very old language... so I went to google to translate it... And I understand the date and place where she's buried... Google is unable to translate it... as it's frail due to unclear handwriting...

so I went to the graveyard... where she's buried... and found her grave... named Bell Castillo... and was stunned... that the same place where we met her for the first time... during our one month summer camp...

I can still see glimpses of her... It was a night... with bright stars... and the jungle was underneath the love of moonlight... we all friends lied to volunteer... and went out in the same graveyard... where we saw her... she was worried and nervous... we met her... she said, someone wants to kill her... so she was hiding in this graveyard... we both took her to your house... out of choice since she wasn't safe in the graveyard... and our leniency says... we should muck in and hide her... we took advantage of your parents staying in Persia... and your empty home... but later, I thought... in course of time you might fall for her... you loved her... so you left me... but now... I wonder... what happened???...

well, I'm explaining this to you... because I want to read the book... and It's not possible because I'm out of knowing... that language... but I found the way to read... for which I need to die... and Tomorrow... I have to die... so you are the only person... whom I want to know about my death... and now... I know it doesn't matter... and I'll make sure after death... I won't let anything happen to you...

I don't know... whether you still use this id or not... and you'll read it or ignore it... but still... have a great happy life ahead.. whenever you read this... before or after my death... remember that... I love you... Orion...

After reading it for the third time... I reached towards the send button... and clicked it... with my trembling hand and I recall... when I used to write messages to Orion... I never paid any attention to time... what I wrote... I was so lucid with Orion... but now what happened... I have no dare to write like that... have to read this again and again... and... Orion used to reply... in a fraction of a second... Now with those changing years... you and me.. both changed... I couldn't even gather the courage to wait... for your reply...

It was the vacation of our high school... and I requested mom... to let me go to the camp for just a month... but she was so determined... that she doesn't let me... I clenched her legs so tight until she allowed me... I was so excited for the camp... as soon as the day came... Unfortunately, I fall ill... I have a high fever... but I managed to make mom allow me to go... by taking all the medicine which is required... I was so happy on the bus... singing and dancing all the way... but as soon as I reach... I realise my fever was hiking... and I felt so dizzy... so as soon as I reached in the tent... and went to sleep... nearly about 3 to 4 hrs later... the temperature was still not ready to lower his height... and because of this... my friends are not able to leave me and enjoy... so I told them... I'm fine now... but not willing to play outside... still they were not convinced... but I know How to convince these little ants... and finally they left... but I was bored inside... suddenly from my tent window... I saw 3 guys were going outside the area under camp...

I saw that big Notice... says "this area is prohibited... nobody is allowed..." they all are going to that direction... and then they are

about to get inside... I rushes there and warned them, " guys... look at the board... and this is graveyard... you shouldn't get inside... out of which a tall guy looks like an athlete...with caramel skin and hazel eyes... said, " Miss... I know...I know how to read... do me a favour... just don't let anybody know about us getting inside... we will be back soon..."

"W-what... are you lost??? can't you see the warning... and want me not to tell anybody... you are sick... let me inform the volunteers..."

and I was about to leave but suddenly I can feel someone's hand on my mouth from behind... and the same person's used his other hand to encircles my waist... so I couldn't move and stand firm... I could feel the strong muscular hands and my back uphold on his chest...

I tried to free myself out of his hold... but he resisted it... like... I had no power just a small fly and the spider web... undoubtedly... he was so muscular... and I was too tiny...

then he takes one handkerchief out from his pocket and while holding me with the other hand... and tied my mouth... and carry me up and put me in his shoulder... just like I'm a 2 years old kid... and all four of us including me... get inside the graveyard...

when we were getting inside...I tried to scream but... that handkerchief wouldn't let me... I could see... that hunter who just kidnap me... tried to show his hunky personality... were shivering from inside... as he's still holding me in his shoulder, which is badly shivering out of fright from inside... and I can even feel his sweat... on myself...

it was crystalline... that he doesn't get tired due to my weight... but of course by the Kidnapping... same with his friends... one of his friends said, " We shouldn't get inside... and this kidnapping... there is a huge possibility that she might go to inform the organizers of the camp... later..."

" hey... miss funky... we are not kidnappers... but you know... you forced us to kidnap you... why ain't you just let us go..." the kidnaper guy said...

I want to tell him... I'm not funky... but you are absolutely a hunter... but I was forced due to the handkerchief and the weakness and then this muscular hunter...

I was thinking that much he but unexpectedly he put me down... and said," oh god... what happened to you funky... so loose hearted... why so much fever... you are turning red... " and keep shaking me... but who told him... that I was already ill before meeting him... but you didn't realise due to your fear of kidnapping and I'm not funky.. but you are...

I was not able to speak due to fever... and they all thought... something else...

then again one of his friends said, " maybe ghosts doing all this... we shouldn't come here... she was warning us... but look now... she's in danger because of us..."

that muscular hunter guy said, " stop your creepy talk like you creepy... ghost doesn't exist... if they exist... they might have faced us... maybe they are funky... like this tiny funky... who got ill just by thinking about them"

and removed the handkerchief from my mouth... and then take his backpack from his friend and pull up the bottle... made me drink little... and wash the handkerchief from some water and close the bottle and put it back... placed that handkerchief on my forehead... then

he takes out a small pouch... from which he excerpts one tablet and put it inside my mouth... and I swallowed it...

as I was parched... he got me water... and even he fed me medicine... so then, I forgave him for all his words and action... but I was exhausted, so I slept... without saying a word...

when I woke up... I realise it's morning already... his friends were cooking something outside... and we are still near the graveyard... but the camp was so far... and I have no idea about the way... so... now I'm dependent on them...

Now I realise... why my mom always stopping me from coming... as I was thinking all these... then I thought.. who bought me here?...

what the hell are you thinking... Luna... who can be... no doubt... that muscular hunter... nervous kidnapper...

then I saw still he's holding my hand with his one hand... we are sitting near the tree and his other hands are still on my head and he's still sleeping...

I know I couldn't escape... and I'm feeling great... and even enjoying... so now It's my time... so I went close to his ear and screamed as loud as I can... he was terrified... leaving my hand... put both the hands-on his ear... and said, " shut up... your voice is deafening"

and I was ecstatic...

seeing this all his friends came here... and out of these... one said... why you leave here... what if she runs away...

Mr hunter again got depressing... and rushes towards me and hold my hand again... pick up the handkerchief... which is dry now... and tied my mouth again...