Oh! he’s so handsome

Oh my god

Stop gawking

Stop now

“Stop fucking him with your eyes.” Shit! She saw me again while watching her brother but what can I do? He’s so handsome. Tall with a broad shoulder. The moving muscles of his body make every woman’s heart bleed. His long dark brown hair is tied behind his head but it’s silky and smooth I can feel from here. My hands want to touch him with every inch of my body.

Not today

Never

He turns like he saw me watching him. His dark green eyes shining in the light. Running his eyes on every window like he’s searching for something. But then he turns and busy with his work. Like they ignored me again. Disappoint fall again in my eyes or my heart. Again, he ignored.

He lied

He betrayed

“No, I’m here just you know fresh air and look at that the flowers...”

“Oh no, there’s nothing wrong watching flowers with a handsome bee who running around on flowers.” Jessie knows about my every move on her brother.

Ronald

She knows how much I feel for her brother. The day they’re coming as servants in my house. I stand far away from him. He looked straight into my eyes and my world goes upside down.

My father hires them for working when I’m five years old. My memories never fade away because I remember him from the first day. These dark green eyes took my breath away. There’s something beautiful about us. He’s my first Male friend and maybe lasts. His mother Mrs. Laura our main head cook but it’s like she hates me. When I’m around his son she behaves differently and she watched me with narrow eyes. When there’s no one around me she yelled at his son.

On the other side Mr. Carlo always a wonderful and loving person. I really enjoyed his company. He’s like my father. He gave me a flower every day and wish me a good day. There’s so much difference between his parents. One side is very soft and the other like a hard rock.

“Well, there’s not just you who’s eating him see around.” Jessie jerks her chin toward the main gate and two girls in fewer clothes watching him. I hate girls because they always throw themselves on him but I know him very well. Ronald always mines and no one takes him away from me. Maybe we’re different in level but love never saw levels.

Loves saw heart and soul in which people always ready for bleed.

“Shit! you’re hearing your heart. You know tell him...”

“Tell him what and who’s him?” My heart stops beating for a second. He’s here standing behind us. When he came here in the room? Am I so busy gawking?

Never mind

“Tell you that she’s in love with you.” The words out from her mouth and my heart skip a beat. Oh no. No.

No

“Jessie can you...” Before he completes his word Jessie gave me a small wink and out. There’re just me and Ronald. His footsteps coming closer and I’m frozen in my place. My hands shook and it’s going cold with sweat. The heat of his body touching my back.

“My little Rosee posee turn around.” Shit! He starts calling me Rosee Posee when I’m six and he’s ten. He always likes my bodyguard in front of everyone but alone he distracts me with his weird things. He pulled my hair and make me cry. But when I start crying he gave me chocolate and candy because he hates my tears.

When I’m in my first period he gave me a bunch of flowers and make me smile. He’s always my first. My first kiss. It’s my birthday when he gave me a shiver with his kiss and then he stops kissing me. Between these years we’re never on the same track when I found him with other girls. Obviously, he had sex but it’s doesn’t matter for me now. I lost him years ago and now they’re just memories.

“I’m just here for inviting you to my birthday party.” Without turning I show him an invitation because if I turn, they saw me again crying for him. He saw me weak again and I don’t want him.

“You’re eighteen.”

“Like you forget.” With a little push, I found my space. Closing with him like a warning for me.

“Rose...”

“Please don’t. It’s a beautiful day for me so don’t ruin it. Come and go.” I lost my tracking when he pulls me against him. His heavy smell of flowers and sweat running around his body hit my nose. His ***** chest calling me for touch.

“Tell me we’re the same. This is just a misunderstanding and you know I’m always yours my Rosee.” Rosee How simply he lied? It’s not a misunderstanding. He lied to me. He fooled me.

“Just misunderstanding? I saw you with her.”

“And I saw you with him.” He whispers against my shaky lips while I’m busy goggling his chest.

“I thi...”

“What the hell happened here? Jesus Ronald.” We both jumped with voice and it’s Ronald’s mother. Ronald push me away. Oh yeah, how can I forget he’s a puppet for her mother.

“I told you to stay away from rich bitch. She always looking for a chance when she throws herself on someone and when she needs complete then you’re just trash.” She said everything while watching me. How negative she’s about me?

“Mom it’s not...”

“Miss Rose, I think your mother calling for you and it’s time for you to stop running around my poor boy.” I’m waiting for something coming from Ronald’s mouth but nothing. He never takes a stand for him or me. He’s just her mother Ronald. Putting my distance between us I jerk away from my arm from his grip.

He never knows how his mother ruining his life.

"Mom!"

"Here my girl." My mom Mrs. Lilly working on my birthday party. She's a beautiful and stunning growing woman. We're very similar with a face not in thoughts. She hates the Parker family means Ronald, family.

My mom is an entrepreneur. She loves flowers that's why she starts a business with her own perfume. When I'm a child my mind always curious about flowers and here I'm thinking of taking one step further in the perfume business but my dad says you need to complete your study first.

"Mom I told you I want a simple party but this is..." So much decoration and so many guests. I told my mom I want just my friends but she invited me to the whole college. She's not like to show off but it's her love for me.

"This is what? Oh, come on my girl it's not a big deal and better for you to take as a habit because." Oh, there is she again giving me lectures on parties and class society.

Blah blah

"Lilly you're talking with walls." My mom stops talking with my dad's voice. She narrows her eyes on me and raises her brows.

"Dad please don't and by the way where's my gift." Dad came forward and kissed my head. His warm smell of love is always pure and blessed.

"Happy birthday my little Rosee Posee. This is for you." Oh my god.

"Dad I don’t. I can't thank you." He gave me my own car. Seriously. My foot start bouncing.

"Carter you can't. She needs to learn..."

"Mom I know how to drive. Dad already taught me." Mom never knows that dad gave me secret lessons about the car. Here she was shocked.

"Carter, you're giving her so much." She grabs my car keys but dad snatched them from her and gave me back. Without listening to them I run where my car standing. It's a beautiful BMW.

"Dad!" I shouted with full force and both looked at my side.

"I love you." Both smile and I know Mom is faking because she knows how much she loves me.

Later when night came my party already blowing. Music, dance and food and of course drinks. My friends and colleagues here but Jessie and Ronald never came. My eyes always on the door. So many wishes and gifts and the best gift goes to my friend Annie.

She is my best friend. When I start school she's with me and now we're in college. She's like my family.

After I said goodbye to my all friends I take two plates of cake and send a message to Jessie.

Me- Cake want to eat.

(Attach photo)

Jessie- Hell Yes! God, you're my saver.

Me- Coming to open your window.

It's our secret in late nights she came into my room or me going there. Sometimes we do study and sometimes other stuff and dad know about me and Jessie. Like mom he never stops us. But when Ronald came it's a different thing for us. He spent nights in my arms. We talked and kissed but he never takes the next step. I want him but it's now nothing between us.

It's early winter but the cold wind giving me shiver. I stumbled with plates while climbing. I knocked on the window and she opened the glass. But before she takes my hands she snatched plates from my hands.

"Hey, it's not fair." But she was gone.

"Help yourself." She whispers aloud. There's dark in her house means everyone sleeping. Ronald is sleeping?

"You missed my party." She stops while eating.

"You know Mrs. Laura I hate her. She tries to control our lives and she's doing very well with Ronald and he's very dumb because he's blind." Her hate showing on her face. There's everything wrong.

"It's fine. But I missed you both." While she eats I sit in bed and try to call Ronald but he never picked. It's my birthday and I'm still waiting for my wish from Ronald. Hate or love but he's my first love. But today he's not around and I know he's gone with friends for some fun or girls.

I stop calling him and sit. But wait and just wait. Every second heavy for me. He never came home. My eyes on the door but nothing.

After that, I left Jessie while eating when I walking toward my home someone grabs me from the elbow and stop me. When I turn Ronald standing there. But he's bleeding. His eyes swallow and blood coming from his mouth.

"Ron. What happened? You're..bleeding." He hissed with pain when my hand land on his cheek. God, he's swallow with bruises.

"It's nothing I just fight." He takes a step back from me and the warm and swallows feeling from his cheek left.

"You're hurt."

"You're hurting me more." It's nothing in front of the pain that you gave me. The pain of watching you kissing someone and the pain of watching you having sex in front of my eyes and when I called you asked you where are you and you just lied.

"Here happy birthday Rose." He never called me Rose. It's hurt.

"Thank you."

"I...I saw you from the window. You're looking happy without me." Never. Open your eyes, please.

"Yeah it's my birthday and you know my mo.." Before I finished he grabs my face between his hands and rests his head against my head.

"It's hurting you're ignoring me and leaving me alone. Don't put distance between us. Don't kill me with your hate." Why it's hurt? I can't handle his pain.

"I love you my Rosee Posee. I can't live without you. Let's go somewhere else where just you and me. I promised you never regret." A single tear fell on earth. The tear of pain. He never understands it's difficult to forget about that night.

Suddenly something happened and it's happened so suddenly and Ronald fell on earth.

"How dare you to touch my daughter with your dirty hands?"

"Oh no, you can't." Then she pulled me with her.

The next morning I sit in bed listening to their voices because they're going. He's leaving because of me. He's leaving me alone and empty. Everyone plays their part now it's my turn. Whole night my phone vibrating with his name flashing. Today the wall between us growing more because of me.

I'm going to give him the pain he never forgets. He's going to hate me. The corner where I crying all night was still wet with my tears. I know he's shouting my name. He wants me but I can't. Be brave Rosee Posee for him. Shaking badly I remember our all dream we plan together.

Today they're going to break forever for family or for us. I stand with courage and came outside from my room.

"I need her. I'm not going anywhere without listening to her. You're telling me wrong." Mom and dad standing watching and fighting with him. While his parents pulling him with them.

"Leave me I said. **** you." Then our eyes met and a relief that I never deserve landing in his eyes.

"Rose tell they're laying. Your mom said it's a plan. You just play with my heart."

Nothing comes from my mouth

"Rose you love me right? It's true love. Tell them and prove me right."

Nothing

"Rose!" Nothing.

"Rose! Speak up." He yelled.

Nothing

"Ronald my boy I told you she never deserves you. She's playing with your feelings." He's watching me still waiting for an answer but I keep my mouth shut. You never understand what Strom running in my heart.

"She said right. I just play with your heart. Look at you you're nothing in front of me. No place, no job, and nothing. How can you even think about me? You're nothing for me."

"Look at me and said. Look. In. My. Eyes." I looked like a hard stone. His eyes black with green. This is the warning for me that he's building hate in his heart for me.

"You're nothing for me and I think you need to leave." He nods continuously and laughs. He seriously laughs and stops.

"Mom you're right. She's just a cold-hearted bitch." Laura smiling like a witch but Mr. Parker looking hurt.

"See I warn you before.."

"Get out from my house." But Ron grab me hard from my throat. His grip tight.

"Just pray for that in future our path never exchanged if it's happened then just wish for your death because I'm going to ruin you in every second passed. I'm going to show you hell in real life and you're begging for death." He turns so fast and in the second I'm flying in the air then land hard. Everything falling from my hands.

Love

Life

Heart

Pain

Ron