I'm a high school student and it's my first time that i'm in love with my classmate.

It's our first day in school and our teacher is calling our first name and you will just stand up when your name is called.

and because the boys are called first, and of course i looked at most of them,

But there was a man who captured my heart when his name was called. he stood with a smile on her face and you'll really fall in love especially when you stare in her eyes.

And I didn't expect our eyes to meet, that's why I had a hard time avoiding this, and i didn't notice that my teacher was calling me because i only focused on him.

That's why my friend poked me and i came to my senses i was shoked, and most of my classmates laughed while looking at me.

I suddenly stood up and told ma'am that.

"Ma'am did you call my name"

While i told that to ma'am i was really nervous.

"yes, i've been calling your name for while now and are you sick" , ma'am

"no ma'am i'm fine"

I sat and looked at him again, when i looked at him he was still looking at me and smiling,

maybe he laughed because of me. that's why i avoided looking and i'm really ashamed of what happened.

My friend asked me what happened and why so I didn't hear anything when ma'am called me.

" Hey yesha, did something happen?" ,erica

She asked while she was also laughing.

"Nothing i was just thinking so I didn't notice that ma'am was calling me" ,yesha

I don't know what to do i feel like i'm shy and really ashamed of my classmate.

"are you sure you're okay?" ,erica

and she still keeps on laughing.

"i'm really not going to be okay cause you laught out loud"

I just bowed down in and looked at him again.

"are you not carried away?",lucas

a question to me by one of my classmates.

"What do you mean?" ,yesha

"I've been looking at you since earlier, and it's obvious that you like someone you've been looking at since earlier" , lucas

"wait, how did you say that I like him? , yesha

"Enzo is the name of the one you've been looking at for a while, my classmate since elementary but he's not my friend" , lucas

All I can is he's really too good when it comes to love.

"I am yesha",yesha

I reached my hand because i am introducing myself, and it is also a symbol that i want to know his name.

"I'm lucas but if you want call me luke",lucas

"Nice to meet you luke",yesha

"I am also like that to you yesha" ,lucas

"Yeshaaaa,come let's have a recess I'm hungry"

"e'm luke she's erica,

erica he is luke, our new freind"

"It's a miracle it's yesha first time to have a male friend and you're also the first" ,erica

"It's really your first time?",lucas

"yeah funny isn't it.?",yesha

"no it's okay,actually it's funny that i'm the first one",lucas

"Lucas let's eat I'm hungry",erica

"let's go to the canteen",lucas

we went to the canteen and because my mind was slightly floating because i also lack sleep. when i got water, i didn't notice that enzo is next to me, let's say that i already have a crush on him. and because I'm going to get water, I didn't expect that he's going to get it, when i already swallowed the water, he touched my hand and my eyes became big and i was surprised when i looked at enzo, that's why i asked for forgiveness and said it it's also because i didn't notice you and he said that it's okay and because i'm the first to get the water, he only took different drinks. when i looked at him i saw that he gave it to one of my classmates actually i knew her because she became my classmate until the end of elementary. and it's just now that I became my classmate again when we went to high school. I was surprised because they knew each other,when i walked back to the room, I didn't notice that erica was coming front of me and the hot coffee was spilled on my uniform that she was giving to me.

"Oh my, yesha are you alright?",erica

"are you okay?",lucas

"of course it's not hurt to much",yesha

while i am looking at enzo and abby, while i also see that both of them are happy.

I don't know why i feel like this, it's like because i'm in love.

"okay erica, go ahead in the room, i will just change my uniform",yesha

i went to the toilet to change my uniform and i just felt the hot coffee that was thrown at me, it was a bit painful but what i am feeling now is more painful.

"why my heart is hurt",lucas

I followed yesha without her noticing because she was thinking too much when she saw enzo and abby together, and i wen to come yesha to comfort her.

What about me who someone comfort me, because at this time i like someone else but she is in love with another man, love is so crazy you almost don't know what to do with, what you feel.

" lucas what are you doing here",yesha

"are you okay?",lucas

"yeah it's not that painful",yesha

"are you sure?",lucas

I was just looking at her eyes that wanted to cry, when she looked at me immediately avoided looking at her so often she was not uncomfortable with me.

"Thank you for concern for me",yesha

"as a friend can i hug you, yesha",lucas

I didn't wait for his answer and I just hugged her.

"when you have problems I'm here and ready to listen to all your problems",lucas

"Lucas, did you fall in love?",yesha

I don't know what to answer to his question because mine, is the way she feels right now.

"When you love someone, your heart should be ready to be hurt",lucas

i stopped hugging her and i turned my back because i knew she wanted to cry so i cover her so much no one could see her crying.

"what if you heart is not ready to get hurt, when you love",yesha

"you will endure the pain, until it's ripe",lucas

"Lucas, Thank you for being there to comfort me",yesha

"wherever my friend is happy, i will do everything just to make you happy",lucas

"lucas, I'll go first in the room,after what you're doing, just follow",yesha

"Okay go ahead",lucas

As i look at her away from me, my mind tells my heart, that I should stop liking her, but my heart tells me in my mind, that you just fight because you know you have hope for the person you love.

"THERE IS NOTHING HARD TO LOVE,

IF YOUR LOVE FOR SOMEONE IS TRUE"

The pictures I uploaded here are not mine, I am just taking them from my favorite anime that I am watching, i just want to give a good story of what i am doing for to all people read my story, I hope you will like it and you will enjoy reading,

THAT'S ALL THANK YOU.

Our teacher asked us to do something about love and this is what we will read in front of my classmates, and of course the nervousness that you will feel is inevitable. and our teacher gave us an 1 hour to do the love thing.

"ma'am is really asking us to do anything, how about that, I can't think of anything, and another one I'm not in love",erica

"write there because instead of complaining, think about it because later you'll be the first one in front",yesha

"what about you yesha, are you already in love?",erica

"I can't do it yet, ahm ah what I'm having a hard time thinking about love",yesha

But the truth is I am liking someone,but the love that i am feeling now is painful,because I saw enzo and abby together.

maybe they are friends or maybe they just know each other.

Is really like this when you are in love and you like something so you won't get hurt, you are thinking of things that will make you happy and there will be a reason to completely like the person you love.

"you know so you won't have a hard time writing about love, think about the first day that you saw him and then when you just started at her, your heart felt something else and that's love",lucas

"Lucas, are you in love now?",yesha

"don't think of me, think of the time because you only have 35 minutes to write there",lucas

"why is it still hard even though I already felt the love",yesha

"I still though of something because of love, the topic is also possible to love but you are hurt, because of that love",lucas

"can that be possible?",yesha

"as long as it's about love, you're getting hurt now because of love. and because you get hurt because of love.

just like now.",lucas

"what do you mean just like now?",yesha

"no, its nothing,just focus on that",lucas

You know what it's like now, like you're hurt because of love.

I am also like that now i am hurt I am hurt because I love you.

"Okay class so the 1hour that i gave you all is over,

so we will start now",ma'am

When the others done to read on front about love and only four are not.

Enzo , Yesha , Lucas , Erica

ENZO POV

THE LOVE FOR ME IS YOU WILL FEEL IT AND WHEN YOU FEEL IT, IT'S HARD TO STOP AND YOU JUST WANT TO CONTINUE THE LOVE THAT YOU FEEL FOR HER. AND TELL THE PERSON YOU LOVE THE FEELINGS OF WHAT YOU FEEL FOR HER.

as enzo is talking, I can't take my eyes away from him and as I look at him, the more i love him, even though I'm hurting, my heart says that I love you enzo.

"No matter what I do avoid not loving you yesha it's hard", lucas

because even if it hurts i will undure it because as others say no one love you feel that you won't get hurt, I am looking at you, but you are looking at others.

ERICA POV

LOVE WHEREVER I WANT MAIN LOVE BECAUSE WHEN IT'S YOUR FEEL THE TRUE LOVE, YOU WILL HAVE A DIFFERENT HAPPINESS AND WHEN YOU LOVE WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE.

"Wow erica you are so awesome",yesha

"of course, you too yesha.

c'mon you're the one next to me, do your best",erica

YESHA POV

ONE SIDED LOVE WHERE YOU ARE LOVING SOMEONE, THE LOVE YOU FEEL FOR HIM IS JUST THE BEGINNING, THIS IS JUST MY FIRTS LOVE BUT I AM HURTING SO MUCH,

MY LOVE IS JUST HIDDEN AND THERE IS NO SENSE OF WHEN I AM I CAN SAY,BUT I WILL CONTINUE UNTIL THE DAY COMES THAT I CAN SAY MY FEELING FOR HIM.

the words you are saying now are they a sign that i should give up.

"Why is your love so sad yesha?",erica

"Because I'm not sure if i love him yet",yesha

"if that's the case, there's a person who likes you but you don't like him?",Erica

"ah yes, i think it's like that",yesha

LUCAS POV

UNREQUITED LOVE, WHERE THERE IS NO EXCHANGE OF FEELINGS THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES TWO OF YOU, EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW TO YOURSELF THAT YOU DON'T HAVE HOPE BUT KEEP ON HOPING THAT THE TIME WILL COME THAT SHE WILL ALSO LIKE YOU, BUT IN THE ANSWER THAT I RECEIVED FROM YOU IS IT TIME TO GIVE UP TO FIGHT OF LOVE.

LOVE ALREADY EVEN IF SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, YOU STILL CONTINUE TO LOVE HER.

"wow you did all a great job, next time we see each other in class, take care everyone", ma'am

classmates POV

"take care ma'am"

"thank you ma'am"

"have a good day ma'am"

"goodbye ma'am"

"I just noticed about love, it seems like you have the same feelings",erica

"Why? how did you say?",yesha

"because unrequited love and one sided love have the same meaning, isn't it lucas", erica

"huh ah maybe but the unrequited love that i did, it was just my work but it was not true",lucas

"what about you yesha isn't it true?",erica

"you'll know someday that why, let's just buy a delicious food",yesha

"yesha i'm not allowed today because dad and mom are going my uncle house",erica

"okay no problem, take care erica",yesha

"bye yesha and lucas take care",erica

when yesha and I were the only one left behind, it was a bit awkard moment because what erica said earlier comes closer what i say about love.

"Yesha, I'll bring you home now.",lucas

"okay sure and also you near us",yesha

"yeah ahm okay, walk first cause I'd rather walk from behind you" ,lucas

"okay luke",yesha

This moment is so hard why am i ashamed of lucas, he doesn't like me and as he said earlier that he just made it and I'm sure he treats me just a friend.

Why is this how I feel shouldn't be like yesha because man she likes.

Just relax lucas just chill yourself.

"ahm luke thank you for bringing me home",yesha

"go ahead, go first before i leave",lucas

"lucas,take care and thank you again",yesha

" yeah it's my pleasure",lucas

when i got home i straight to my bead.

"Why is it that my feeling is so awkward while i'm with lucas

I already like someone and i know that lucas won't like me",yesha

"Why is it that the more i love yesha, the more i can't stop loving her. i like her more",lucas

"I shouldn't feel this was because he just my friend",yesha

"I know she won't like me, because first of all she's already in love with someone and it's enzo and not me, and me i'm just her friend.

just a friend",lucas

"as lucas said earlier, he just made it, it means he's not serious about it, so why do i feel like this",yesha

"lucas listen to yourself yesha doesn't like you, and whatever you feel just stop it",lucas

"yesha, you like someone else and lucas won't like you so stop overthinking him",yesha

"just because what we said earlier matched, it's just a word and until then, nothing is more than just a word", lucas

"Because if lucas loves me and as a friend,

just a friend",yesha

"if she loves me, it's just a friend.

Just a friend",lucas

"lucas, are you in love?",david

"David, have you been there for a while?",lucas

"just a minute, and don't deny it because i heard it all", david

This is david my cousin we been together since were kids.

"I like someone but, she like someone else",lucas

"if so, is everything too late?",david

"they're not yet, but she really likes it",lucas

"you know there are things that are hard to understand, and there are answer that are hard to know, just as you feel. if you don't know something and you didn't find it to understand, don't lead it let yourself to understand it willingly.

and if there is no answer yet don't guess the answer let the true answer come with your question.

And is it because you're worried that's why you just give up right away",david

"you are right david, this is not the right time to give up, thanks for you advice",lucas

" you know lucas don't give up right away because love is what you should fight for so don't lose hope", David

"Thank you david i have the courage",lucas

"okay, I'm going to sleep, and sleep now and you still have school tomorrow" ,david

"okay goodnight david", lucas

" NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO STOP FROM LOVING THE PERSON YOU LOVE,

THE MORE YOU STOP THE MORE YOU LOVE HER"

"CONTINUE TO LOVE EVEN IF YOU ARE ALREADY HURTING"

The pictures I uploaded here are not mine, I am just taking them from my favorite anime that I am watching, i just want to give a good story of what i am doing for to all people read my story, I hope you will like it and you will enjoy reading,

THAT'S ALL THANK YOU.

"yesha yesterday all the things i said about love that'all, just nothing", lucas

"Of course, it's fine with me lucas don't think too much about that",yesha

"Okay class listen,today we're going to do a dance but simple dance. what to do first by partner and then when the song is remixed, the boys will make a big circle, of course there is still space for the girls to enter step by step and every turn iof the girls this will pass to other boys and when the remix is over he will be your las partner, do you understand class.",ma'am

Classmate POV

"yes ma'am"

"I'm so excited"

In the unexpected that i looked at enzo and he was the same to me, and with a smile on his face I didn't expect him to smile at me, I want to avoid looking but i can't do it.

Then enzo suddenly stood up and approached me.

"Hi yesha, How are you, ok to you if i sit next to you?", Enzo

"yes of course",yesha

"I just want to ask, do you know how to dance?",enzo

"I don't know how to dance, but if someone will teach me of course I will learn",yesha

"That's good",enzo

I really didn't expect him to stand beside me and say the words that impossible hear from him. and because I'm so happy I can't explain what I'm feeling.

"Lucas i think yesha might melt because of your stare with her",erica

"what do you think erica,

how much yesha like enzo",lucas

"I think, how much you love yesha",erica

"wait why are you saying I love yesha",lucas

"you know lucas, those things you look at and what your heart says never lies"erica.

"I love her but just a friend and that's only until then.

just a friend",lucas

"but is what your heart says the same? you know lucas before others get ahead of you, face your feelings for yesha.

Because it's hard when everything is too late, you just have the courage to say that you love yesha",erica

"How did you know that I like yesha",lucas

"since the first day of school, I saw you stared at yesha for so long and during the recess that I spilled the coffee at yesha, you followed her,and when you found out that yesha already likes someone else, you got hurt so much and always you go rooftop alone. and now that you can't even avoid looking at yesha because you love her, you may not admit it but your heart is telling the truth",erica

"if that's the case, you noticed all of them?",lucas

"You know I know a lot of things but i don't make it obvious and say it because I just let it go and forget it",erica

"Can you just not tell yesha that",lucas

"as long as you say, and there's another one you still have hope don't lose hope and i'll take care of you",erica

"yesha you are partner of lucas because I already have a partner pity lucas doesn't have a partner, oppss sorry enzo is here i didn't notice",erica

"no it's okay, i already have a partner with abby",enzo

"enzo already has a partner, yesha you shoudl be with lucas",erica

"yes of course lucas is the only partner i want",yesha

"okay class you have 1 hour to practice and after that you will all go to the stage and what you practiced you will perform there, so be ready you will only do 4 steps so it's not that hard" , ma'am

classmate POV

"yes ma'am"

"Thank you ma'am"

"lucas you and yesha are now partners, I'm great right", erica

I know that i am not type like yesha partner, that's why i went to enzo and talked to him but he said he already has a partner and it's abby, when i found out that I immediately come to yesha.

"yesha, are you okay?",lucas

"Do you have a partner luke?",yesha

"not yet, do you have it?",lucas

"can you be my partner?",yesha

"do you want me to be your partner?",lucas

"yes, why don't you like me?",yesha

"No, i just asked, maybe you like someone else",lucas

"it's okay for me that you are my partner luke",yesha

while we are practicing dancing, i see yesha is focusing on others instead of dancing, but she is only looking at enzo, it's painful to feel that she should only focus on you but she is focusing on others.

while she is focusing on others, i am the one focusing on her.

do you know the feeling that when you look at the person you like, you have a different feeling and you love him even if you just look at him. because of the happiness you are feeling, you don't know what to do.

and i didn't realize I was thinking so much about yesha there was tears in my eyes.

"luke, are you okay?

is there something that hurts you luke?",yesha

"I'm fine, nothing hurts me, my eyes just hurt a little",lucas

"are you sure?",yesha

"of course, don't worry anymore, i'm fine now",lucas

"if something hurts you, just tell it to me",yesha

I am hurt because I love you so much and even if i am hurt i still choose to love you, because this is love and i know there is still hope so i won't give up immediately.

"okay class 1 hour is over and everyone go to the stsge",ma'am

everyone is out and ready for the dance,because so many are watching so everyone is getting ready and everyone have a partner.

when the song was played, everyone danced at the same time.

and when the remix is near and it needs to change partner and place to stand and dance, but i took a little longer not to move because...

"I don't want to give you to others, because it hurts too much",lucas

"I don't want to give you to others, because it hurts too much",lucas

the times i'm holding yesha hand and when the remix song start and i need to pass her to someone else hands, but i can't let go of her hand because i'm scared.

I am not yet ready to be hurt because of love.

"lucas, are you okay?",yesha

"i wanna tell you something..",lucas

"what's that, do you have something to say, because lucas remix song is near",yesha

" because yesha I....",lucas

I didn't say that i like her because the remix song start and others girls are holding my hand, because all gis will go around all boys and wherever the remix song stop she will be your last partner till the end of dance.

after the remix of the song yesha went to enzo and erica went to lucas.

"Hi yesha",enzo

"Hello enzo",yesha

"Do you know that I just noticed that your eyes are beautiful",enzo

"you know you're handsome when you're smiling",yesha

"you are beautiful to when you smile",enzo

When i saw enzo and yesha smiling and looking at each other, my heart is slowly breaking.

"Lucas don't deny that you are not hurt now?",erica

"i wish her happiness",lucas

"even if you are hurt, you still wish for it?",erica

"Can i do something for the person I like who likes someone else",lucas

"tell me lucas that you heart is not yet ready to be hurt because of love, am i right?",erica

"yeah I'm not ready,

I'm hurting so bad right now",lucas

When the dance was over we were all back to the room, and it was also time to go home.

"luke you're really good at dancing",yesha

"you are also good at dance",lucas

"isn't it that you should have said something to me earlier but you didn't tell me, just tell it to me now",yesha

"should i tell you something, maybe i forgot",lucas

"is it like that, but if it's important i know you won't forget it, but if it's not important it's nothing to you so you forget about that",yesha

"yes you right",lucas

"should you have confessed to yesha earlier?",erica

"yes i wish but i didnt",lucas

"don't worry there's still plenty of opportunities so don't lose hope",erica

"lucas, will you come with me going home",yesha

"of course, bye erica take care",erica

"take care erica ",yesha

"bye guys",erica

as we were walking home i was behind him while i look her face with a smile that enzo was the reason.

when we reached their house, yesha thanked me and I was the one who went home.

*Home*

"Why your face look frowning, did something happen?",david

"I am jealous because of enzo",lucas

"it looks like you really love her, wait who is that girl you like?",david

"yesha is her name",lucas

"just the name that looks beautiful, but you really love her because you are jealous",david

"no matter what i do to stop it, the more i love her and when i love her i get hurt",lucas

"Have you ever seen someone who loves without getting hurt",david

"My advice for you, no matter how hard you are because of love and you see that you still have a chance, don't let that opportunity be lost, admit that you love her and whatever her answer will be, accept it" ,david

"YOU FEEL THE LOVE SO WILL GET HURT, YOU WILL FEEL JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU LOVE THE PERSON"

The pictures I uploaded here are not mine, I am just taking them from my favorite anime that I am watching, i just want to give a good story of what i am doing for to all people read my story, I hope you will like it and you will enjoy reading,

THAT'S ALL THANK YOU.

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