The steps started getting louder, He is getting nearer and it is scaring me.

He is too near, His breaths are touching me.

I want to run away but my legs are giving out, what do I do?

'PUNCH HIM! PUNCH HIM! 'My voice and hands fails to shout and function so!

I eventually let out, "Jay, We have our first exam paper tomorrow. Go and Study! "

He still has that cold glare, He won't leave!

Hello, My name is Bobby. I have been living with Jay for almost 2 years now. We are university students majoring in journalism. We were both assigned to be roommates and it has been awesome ever since. Jay and I, are really outgoing people, the confidence just oozes out of our very presence. We had similar taste in music and the people we dated and went out with which helped our bromance to level up, I suppose.

We are in our third year and struggling to get past this semester. All the practical classes and the assignments we are given just dries me up. Jay during this time of the year becomes a person you don't really want to hang out with. Until the exams are over, Jay wouldn't consider doing anything fun. I would invite him for parties but he rather study than party is what he would announce. Now, don't think Jay is that geeky and diligent person, it's just during this semester's end  time period he would reject us and any sort of entertainment. We have accepted his terms of not disturbing him until the exams are over.

I was at this party at Loco's house where I met her. It was after this party when things didn't quite remain the same. She had a shirt which screamed she is a troye sivan fan, Now I was not into Troye Sivan but I knew I was into her.

I really wanted to talk to her, now here is the thing, I am not among the popular ones in the university but I am not the loniest one in the university either. I am just one of many existing in the average zone of the university students' ranking. Jay would be considered a breed from the popular zone but he wouldn't hang around that zone. Now, to give you a picture of how I look, I am 180 cm, broad shoulder, curly hair with crooked front teeth. I am not handsome but do I need to ? I mean I got this amazing personality, I can eat anything, not picky at all and sleep so effortlessly that sometimes I even surprise myself. I can dance to any song , and I tell you, I got some epic dance moves. Now, here wait up! I am not this hot Michael Jackson. Have your imagination set to normal mode, okay?

Imagine this goofy character and that will do the justice to my personality, I suppose. I am Booby and this is well, my story.

Would you like to know about Jay's Personality and how he looks like? 

Imagine this tall, attractive, well-proportioned, and imposing appearance suggestive of health and strength.Yes! That  beautiful man was Jay. If you are wondering about his height, He is 191 cm with that cliched cold but warm personality. He doesn't really go to gym but he is really fit, I have no idea about how he manages to maintain his fit proportions.

BUT THIS MAN WAS CURRENTLY HARASSING ME!!

HIS GRIP...

He was getting nearer, I did not know what to do. His glare and the touch was different. He kept coming closer. I could not do anything.He was invading my personal space.Suddenly, I started to feel helpless. I had never seen Jay like that. I was worried he was going to skin me alive and erase my existence from this very Universe. I don't think I did anything to hurt him, I wondered about what could have triggered him to behave like this with me.I couldn't figure out why he would hold me this way. The difference in our height wasn’t much but it made all the difference, his grip felt so strong,it made my legs go numb. I even felt mute, I could not say anything.

Jay was making me feel uneasy, “What is happening with me? What will happen with me? Jay is being weird. Is he in love with me or something?  He needs to stop," I ended up having a really long monologue.

His lips were scaring my lips!!!

His lips were moving forward. His breath was getting heavier. I couldn't stop them, he held my hands up, with his strong grip, It was quite impressive.

" Focus, Bobby! This is no time to admire his grip and strength," I felt stupid for awhile.

" When I realized I was not in control and couldn't overpower Jay, I just closed my eyes and was ready to accept whatever was coming my way but as soon as I closed my eyes, Jay released me. As you can probably tell, I was very stunned. I could not say anything.He just threw me on the floor.

I waited for Jay to give me an explanation for what he just did. But all he could say was, “What are you doing?  We have our first paper tomorrow. Hurry up! and go study."

After I gathered myself together,I felt so cheated.So, I ended up shouting at him furiously. Demanded an explanation but all he gave me was a slight chuckle with “Well, I was just playing with you, You are Boring!”

I just could not believe what had just happened with me. I let a subtle awkward laugh out as well.I sighed and ended up saying, " Oh, Okay..."  But I was clearly not okay, I wanted an explanation as to why he would play such a prank on me.Maybe, he was just too stressed but that still was not a good enough excuse for such a prank.

It did not matter how many excuses I tried to make up for his prank, it just ended up making me feel more complicated .

We had our paper and of course I did not do well, I was still thinking about yesterday’s incident with Jay. I tried

to shake it off, but I just couldn’t shake it off!

But Jay was acting like nothing had happened. So, maybe it was all in my head and I should stop thinking about it. Whole exam week was awkward for me but seems like a week was all I needed.

I am better now; I don’t think much about that incident now. Jay and I, we are back to how we were before. Later, that evening, we went to a house party to celebrate the end of term. And it was in that house party where I met her

again, and this time like expected she was still wearing yet another Troye Sivan’s Shirt. It was easy for me to spot her. She was sitting alone holding a cup but not really drinking, I suppose, I was staring at her for too

long, our eyes met, and I was expecting her to return my smile, but I got this frown which screamed “EWWWW”.

I suppose, she did not recognize me.So, of course I had to go near her and clear the confusion, she was

startled and tried to run when I approached but I didn’t let her. I suppose you could say, I was a little aggressive so I just blurted out my name in an awkward way! She just said,” I know” and strutted off. I was confused and wondered

about all the possible reasons why she ran away, but I just could not think of any, I did everything right, I thought we had connection. I could not get any sleep that night I kept thinking about it, but I could not think of anything

that I might have done wrong. It just bothered me, I wanted to get answers, So I asked about her around the University. It was quite easy to locate her,

“Short, 120 cm with a bob haircut, always wears Troye Sivan’s shirt,” and boom I found her. I waited outside

of her department and when I saw her coming down the stairs, my heart was literally trying to jump out of my body. She saw me waiting outside, and I saw her making efforts to escape but I just couldn’t let run away again. I needed

her to give me answers. I sincerely believe in our connection.

I am bobby and I like this girl, but she has left me with so many questions. So, of course I am not going to just

let her slip by without even trying a little to talk to her. I ran towards her and tried to talk to her. She was startled and stopped.  And finally she asked me what I was trying to do there. I tried to explain to her that I just wanted to know why she ran away like that after seeing me. I told her that I sincerely though we had a connection and I caught her blushing for a fleeting second but she was back to being indifferent towards me. She told me it was a good first meet but now that was over.

She said, “We should not talk or be seen together anymore.”

I asked, “why?” I mean, I wanted to talk to her, and she seems to feel the connection aswell.

 So, what was wrong with the situation? Why should we not be seen together?I asked her if she had boyfriend,

but she didn’t so why not?  She just left me with more questions and ran away again. I did not know what to do, I went back to my room and just lied down on my bed and tried to process all that had happened.

Maybe I was being a little too insensitive towards her, So, I decided to give her some space and see how things will come around. I really wanted her to come around.

When Jay came in, he had this weird smile on his face.Running after Mia had distracted me enough to get over what had happened with Jay. It was quite easy to talk to him now. I asked him how his papers went,

and he simply gave me a smirk, So that implied he did well. I really wanted to talk to him about what happened with Mia. I wanted to understand why Mia was acting that way towards me, and the only person I thought was

comfortable to talk to was Jay, so I approached him to talk. He was quite comfortable, it surprised me, and He

listened to me though all the nitty gritty details about my meet with Mia.

He listened to it all,but I could see a lingering smile on his face.