...So THE Kim Taehyung has a secret he hides. Even his group members don't know about it....

...He writes it all down in his diary that he claims to be his composition ideas notebook....

...A secret notepad that even his members din't try to look at until he shows it himself....

...Why bother about a simple notebook where he writes his lyric ideas when they all have theirs. Be it their notepads or lose sheets of papers organised together or be it their phones. All of them own their writing devices....

...But V keeps a secret inside it. His secret. ...

...His secret about HER....

...He uses it as a journal to write down everything he feels and observes. Everything related to her....

...They are meant to be strangers. She doesn't know HE keeps watching her whenever he's home....

...Yes. Home. ...

...In the apartment he shares with his hyungs and Kook....

...She too lives there. Not IN their apartment ofcourse. But in that complex. He met her when they moved in, in Hannam....

...Well, not really met but crossed paths(?)...

...She is an ARMY though! ...

...And he knows this because he's witnessed her doing her ARMY girl thing....

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...Hi my bubbles! ...

...So, this is just a disclaimer to Kim Taehyung's little secret he hides. ...

...A FANFICTION in HIS point of view....

...A Kim Taehyung fanfiction but he's the fan here. HER fan. ...

...Shh! Let's pretend we won't be peeking into his diary. He shouldn't know that his secret that he shares with those white pages is being read by us here on *******. ...

...Orelse I might end up in jail... ...

...I hope you guys look forward to this creation of mine. I got the idea for this book in my dream....

...(P.S. those of you innocent babies who are thinking that this is something REAL to V, bub it's not. It's just a story kind of a writing that I AM writing in HIS point of view. So it isn't true....and even if it is, I wouldn't know unless he reveals it on screen. So don't @ me for being a stalker or a sasaeng who stole his diary.)...

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...(A/N): **I'm writing a fanfiction here in Manga Toon lmao🤣...

...So just in case....if someone feels like you'd wish to read other books of mine then you can visit my ******* account and read them. It's the same username. I'm a novice at writing so please bear with me. I will try my best and just write what I want you guys to read....

Hi! This is YeontansDadsRealWife here! If anyone recognises me then HELLO WELCOME TO MY DELULU LAND AGAIN. ..and......... idk what to say I am just blabbering here coz I need the word count to meet the limit so I can post this part here.

And I guess I love yu guys and hope to see some progress here with my work!

Fighting**!

5th December, 2017.

In case I forget, I will pen it down.

I had a dream today. I don't really get sleep at night but thankfully when I did last night, I had a dream. I don't know who that person is and why I saw her in it...

I don't really remember the details of the dream but whatever I do, I'll just write it down. This is the first time I dreamt about a stranger. This never happened before, and I don't even know whether it's supposed to mean anything.

So it was a short early morning dream.

I was a student in it. A high school student. But the school wasn't anything like the school structure we get to see here in Korea. It was like the the structures we see in Oxford or Cambridge universities. The castle looking building. I don't remember which year but I would assume I was a fresher.

So I was seated in this huge hall which probably was the school's assembly hall. We were seated on the ground.

And surpringly, unlike my actual personality, I was a shy kid. Like, I had my classmates all around me but I spoke to none. I just chose to sit quietly and play with the strap of my school bag.

It was like I was watching myself on the screen...like, I was viewing myself seated quietly among a chaotic crowd of students but also feeling what the self seated there would feel. So to be more simpler, it was like I was watching a movie where I was the lead, and was experiencing everything that the character on the screen was going through or feeling.

The kids were really noisy there, screaming from one corner of the hall so the friend at the other corner could hear them. Some running around chasing others, some laughing at something they heard or laughing for nothing at all. Whispering among themselves, standing in groups.

And me seated in the middle of the hall where I suppose my class line was supposed to be seated, but instead were scattered everywhere except for a few who were definitely seated but in groups.

There was a stage at one end of the hall covering the entire width or that part, and standing on it was an old looking sister/nun. I think she was the Principal...wearing a white almost calf length dress which looked like a frock and the thing that the nuns usually wear on their head- which falls like a veil on their shoulder. She was talking to the teachers about how the hall was so noisy. The teachers all started to go to where their respective class lines were seated and ask one of the students to get their classmates in line. I don't know who our teacher was....but then suddenly a girl walked up to me while I was totally into examining the intricate thread work which made up my bag strap. She tried to call out to me but I was too out of it to even notice her standing in front of me. She slowly bent forward a bit and patted my shoulder. I looked up at her face and just got a momentary glance of it when she spoke, "you need to move up in front, the students at the back need some space to sit" and then suddenly I woke up.

I don't know what happened next. I just looked up at her and then woke up from my sleep. I tried to continue the dream, intrigued to know what and why did I dream about her. My mom once told me that when we wish to continue a dream we suddenly wake up from, then we must change our position to a total 180°. Like, the impression/indent on the pillow where our head was, will have our feet and where our feet were placed, we will have our head. But we have to do it instantly. I don't know if it works or not, I never tried to continue a dream before, but this time I did try.

It didn't work ofcourse...maybe coz after waking up from the dream I spent too much time thinking about why I saw her and who she was.

And it's strange that I remember none other faces. The other characters in my dream like the principal, the teachers or the students around me, they were all there but I don't recall what they look like. Infact I am damn sure I SAW NONE OF THEIR FACES.

Just her. Clearly. Though just for a short time but I do remember her face.

And I don't know her. Never seen her before. And the wierdest part....the people around me weren't Korean. And she DEFINITELY wasn't Korean. She looked like she would be from South Asia.

And also, like I said I don't remember talking to her in my dream but I know for sure the fact that she was a senior. I don't know how but I just do. She was in the sophomore year. And she was feeling shy while talking to me.

Again, I don't how and why I know about her feelings or point of view but I just do.

This dream doesn't really make sense but still has me hooked. I want to know who she is.

She could be an ARMY I saw in one of our concerts but then again, I look in the eye of our ARMYs so I would remember if I noticed her face in the sea of people. But I didn't. Neither do I remember her from my past, not even as a passer by on the road.

I spoke to Jin hyung about it but couldn't explain her face. I know the face but I can't explain it... I will have to sketch it in order to talk to people about her. But my sketching is not master level to make people understand that the round structure with these tiny ball kind of things are a face with two eyes.

I'm eager to know who she is, maybe the other members could have noticed her somewhere but I couldn't explain her face.

I really hope I get to know who she is. Even the continuation of the dream would work. Anytime. I just want to know who she is. Even the repetition of the dream will work.

When will be the next time when I get a proper sleep?

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Edited.

14th December, 2017

...I haven't been able to sleep for the past week. Schedule's been really hectic. We're all surviving on 45 minutes sleep everyday.

Thankfully it's my birthday month so ARMYs are hyping me up. They've always been doing it. I posted a selca a few days back on twitter and even with my makeup on they understood I was tired. They asked me to take care of myself and not overwork....but little do they know we're doing this so THEY can rest well. They always tell us how we and our music help them when they need someone by their side the most. So we feel obligated to complete this job for them. We work till we drop so we can hear them saying "you picked me up again when I fell; your music stood by me in my hard times and I'm thankful to BTS...." these are the words that keep us going.

But even with so much love around me I still can't stop thinking about her.

This dream has seriously taken a toll on me. I don't know why it's bothering me so much but now I've started looking at passerbys when we're in the van and try to kind of look at their faces to recognise her.

But no one. I don't see her anymore. After the wings album release we gained more global recognition. We've made many new fans.

We need to work harder for them.

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20th December, 2017

After moving in- into Hannam we've kind of been a bit less busier. It's christmas season anyways so other than filming some stuff there's nothing much going on.

In our free time, all of us do what we couldn't catch up all this while. Suga hyung either sleeps or stays in his studio. Namjoonie hyung goes out on museum visits. Hobi hyung sometimes accompanies Jiwoo noona or randomly goes out shopping. Jungkookie either draws or sleeps or just lives in the gym along with Jiminie. Jin hyung spends time in the company.

I play with Yeontan since I feel bad for not being able to give him much time. I pretty much stay home when I don't have any schedules to fulfil.

....and there's this girl I've seen in 121둥... she is kind of pretty... she's an ARMY too. When I spend some time in the balcony or in my room or when the curtains are open, I seem to get glimpses of her from her room whenever her windows are open. I don't try to peek in or something but my eyes just wander there sometimes.

She plays with her dog from time to time. Makes videos what I assume could be tiktoks....she can't really dance but I'm sure her videos turn out being cute.

And she's clumsy! She trips and falls on her own feet sometimes while making videos.

She goes out for walks during the evening.

She's pretty...

Oh- and since she's an ARMY, she knows we live here and are neighbours now so whenever our eyes meet from our rooms and balconyies, she always greets us politely. No matter who the member is. But it's just greeting with a bow, no approaching us. The other members too have noticed her and we've even spoken about her once. Everyone praises her for being understanding. We appreciate that she doesn't try to pry into our personal lives.

People would've been sneakily taking pictures of us doing our thing even if they just get a glimpse of us from behind our curtain covered rooms but she doesn't. She just smiles and gets back inside her room. Maybe shy or embarrassed seeing us in person but she's respectful atleast.

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Edited.