My Despair Goddess
Coward- who ran away
Eros
What is happening to this society...
About an hour later after dinner
Eros
Woh! 'm full...... Let's go for a stroll.....
Eros
I should head back now
Injured man
Please help me sir!
Injured man
Sir, please help me..... I have a family.....
Injured man
please save me
Injured man
I'll be grateful to you throughout my life.....
Injured man
save me...!!..
Eros felt pity for that man..... but felt too frightened to help
He thought he musn't fall in any uncomfortable situation
Eros
(it's better to run away)
Eros
I.. I.... r-ran away.....
Eros
I am so sorry.... 'm sorry to that man.....
He kept weeping for some time
Injured man
Ah.... help me
Eros
Sorry.... Sorry.... Sorry
Injured man
Why didn't you help me?
Injured man
You are a killer!!
Injured man
And.... a killer must die..
Injured man
Don't worry I will kill you
Amabelle
You killed him! What a a bad guy you are...
Amabelle
You are a killer!!!
Eros
I am sorry.... please forgive..... forgive me....
Amabelle
We will meet soon
Hearing the alarm Eros woke up from his dream
Eros
Huff.... Huff..... so it was a dream
Eros
What a horrible dream
Eros
I must get ready and head towards Uni
Joseph
Hi man! How are you today.
Joseph
-A University student
-Short heighted
-Cute and funny
-Eros's best friend
- Cheerful even in stressful condition
-Ranks last in his class
Joseph
You heard about the murder that happened yesterday in your neighborhood
Joseph
It's all over the news now
Joseph
Man... He has several wounds on his body..... reporters say he must be stabbed by knife many times
Joseph
His family was on TV
Joseph
That man had two small kids
Joseph
I feel bad for them
Eros
Oh... l don't know.....l slept early yesterday*Lie*
Eros
And let's not talk about murders early in the morning...... Let's start the day with positive things
They went to their classes
Later after their classes
Joseph
Ho... ho what happened.... why you're soul is out of your body....
Eros
Man I really had a shitty day today
Joseph
Woah woah.... What happened?
Joseph
What?!! Who dares to touch you.... you should have called me
Eros
yea... yea.... sir...... but your bro was enough for everybody there.
Joseph
*while chuckling*Yes dude that's why you have bruises on your hands
Eros
What...you think 'm weak.... Look my face is perfectly clean
They head towards their homes
Eros
Offff!..... 'm tired ...... Let's take a nap
Amabelle
You think you are brave because you fought with your fellows*smiling*
Amabelle
But the truth is you are coward who left an injured man to die.....
Amabelle
Didn't I tell you yesterday
Amabelle
Try calling me......
Eros
Wh-what was that.....
Eros
Oh I should pick my phone
Eros
My family met an accident and all are dead... #/@!! #
Eros
*thinks*I was happy just a few moment ago..... What did I do so wrong to be in this condition.... How am I supposed to l live from now on
Eros
I must go to my family first..... must go to my hometown
It's the first story I'm writing
Please read and comment what you think about it
What will happen after he reaches his hometown
Goddess of despair
After his family's funeral
Eros
(What do I do..... Shall I die as well)
Eros
(Yes that's the best)
Ero's jumped into the river
Eros
(Its over..... everything will be over soon.... no more pain)
Eros
Who are you? Why did you save me?
Amabelle
Why? You don't know me *a mysterious smile*
Amabelle
Didn't you call me by my name yesterday.....
Amabelle
Yes that's right....Then shall we head to your home....
Eros
What-Yes-no*still confused*
Eros
I want to die..... why did you save me.
Eros
I don't want to live anymore....
Amabelle
You can't do that.... I won't let you die
Eros
Why does it matter to you?
Amabelle
Well because I feed on your 'despair'
Amabelle
I feed on your 'pain'
Amabelle
So why would I let my source of food to die.
Eros
What?? What are you -a psycho??
Amabelle
Hahah... You think so ....why not try to die again.
Eros
(I can do it..... but why I don't want to die.... it feels like 'm stuck at this place.... I can't move my leg)
Amabelle
Look at you- you hypocrite
Amabelle
You didn't want to die..... you want to live yet acting like you're courageous enough to die.
Eros
(She's right.... but what could I do...... I should run away from her)
Eros
-22 year old
-height-176cm
-foolish
-pessimist
-coward
-lonely
-selfish
-avoids uncomfortable situations
He saw her already sitting on sofa
Amabelle
I'm the 'Godess of Despair'
Eros
Even so- Why are you here??? What do you want from me???
Amabelle
I want you to be in despair and pain so that I can feed on it*smiles*
Amabelle
Because you called out my name.
Amabelle
Once a human calls me a pact is formed
Amabelle
I feed on their despair..... whey they are miserable, I am satified
Amabelle
When a human calls out for me- A pact is formed
We get connected.
Your pain, your despair becomes my source of energy.
I can only exist when you live in disparity and darkness.
Eros
So you mean you want me to live in despair...
Eros
I don't want you to be here..... get out of my house
Amabelle
As if I care if it's your house
Amabelle
Moreover your house doesn't decide my space, it's your mindset that decided it
Amabelle
And...... you have a weak mind.
Eros
If you don't get out of my house..... I'll call the police.
Amabelle
Woah! 'm scared...... go for it.
Eros dials the call for police
.....
Hello..... this is police
Eros
Hello sir... a person trespassed my house and threatening me...
Eros
Please sir hurry up and help me.
Eros
yes sir..... need help immediately
Police Officer
You are the one who called us?
Eros pointing her finger towards Goddess
Police Officer
Man are you playing a prank on me?
Eros
No sir.... What do you mean?
Police Officer
Then tell me who's threatning you... *irritated*
Eros
That's what 'm telling..... she's here right in front of us
Police Officer
*angry* You shouldn't play around with police like this.....next time you might be charged or thrown into jail for messing with our time like this
Eros
Why? What's the problem.... why don't you drag her out?....
Police Officer
*agitated* Don't try to test my patience or you wanna end up into a pile of broken bones #@//?!? #@? /!
Officer want away angrily
Eros
So y-you are nn-not.......
Amabelle marched forward with a mysterious smile on her face
Amabelle
Yes I am not visible to others
Amabelle
Only you can see me....
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Once you call out her name you form a pact with her. Your despair and pain becomes her reason for existence.
I 'm not the only one
Amabelle
'm only visible to you
Eros
Then what are you going to do now....
Eros
Please leave..... let me have some sleep
Amabelle
Then go and sleep
Amabelle
I'll watch over you
Eros
(I should ignore her and go to sleep...... but what to do I am scared of her)
Eros changes his clothes and goes to bed
Eros
(I feel so scared that I can hardly sleep)
Eros
Do you want to eat?
Are you hungry?
Amabelle
I don't need these to fill my stomach. This is for humans.
Amabelle
I absorb the energy of your emotion- despair and pain
There's complete silence in the room
After finishing breakfast
Eros searching jobs on laptop
Eros
I need to find a job quickly for my survival.
Eros
I don't have a family to rely anymore.
Amebella is just listening and observing
Eros
Certain jobs are available I shall apply for some.
Eros
My parents left me with some money thanks to that I can live peacefully for few days..... but after that I will have to earn to live
Eros
Need to go out for grocery
Eros went for shopping his Nessecities
Eros
Will you stop following me
Amabelle
No, I'll stick to you wherever you are going.
Eros
Why do you need to come here? You don't even need to fill your stomach withe these things.
Amabelle
I'll get bored by myself
Eros
Then find something else to entertain you.
Amabelle
I don't want to do that 'cause you are the most entertaining.
A kid present at the store
kid
Mom look ! That guy is talking to himself.
Amabelle
Seems like you look like a mad person babbling to yourself. *chuckles*
Eros
And it's all because of you. Now don't talk to me
Amabelle
hehehe.... why.... I will..... I will talk.......
After shopping they went home
Eros
Le' me check my lappy(laptop)
Eros
hmmm... hmmm*while sitting with his laptop*
Eros
So, I have a physical interview tomorrow
Amabelle
woah, so you are going outside tomorrow.... I guess it'll be fun
Eros
You don't need to follow me..... I want to give my interview peacefully
Amabelle
Well 'm not going to disturb you just follow you.....
Eros
Ugh! It's useless to talk to you as you won't listen to me.
Amabelle
Why are you always annoyed at me.
Eros
Why?! Don't you know*angry*
Eros left his home for interview
The one interviewing Eros
Cadice
So you came here for the interview.
Amabelle
Eros you need to leave this place immediately... it's dangerous here.
Amabelle
Hey Eros!! Are you ignoring me..... listen you to leave immediately.
Cadice
I don't think you came here for interview......
Cadice
I'd be a fool to believe that you are here for an interview when you have that beautiful goddess standing beside you*with a smirk*
Cadice
Hi Goddess.... 'm Cadice
Cadice grabbed Eros's neck
Eros
(How is he able to see Amabelle)
Throwing a punch at Cadice
But Cadice is more powerful
Eros
( Where are you Amabelle.... help me)
Eros
(Ah.... Who is she fighting to)
Amabelle is busy fighting
Amabelle
Leave Eros alone..... he has no idea what's going on.....
Joanna
Then you should have told him..... well it doesn't matter anymore..... you'll both be dead after some time
Eros
*all beaten up*(I don't get a thing.... what's happening?)
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So why do you think Cadice is able to see Amabelle?
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