Father I Want To Feel Love
Episode 1
Feng Zaixuan
“Tadan And now my 567th life begins”
Feng Zaixuan
“I want to be a lazy rock”
He opens his eyes only to see nothing
Feng Zaixuan
“I’m blind?”
Feng Zaixuan
It’s.. great..?
Feng Zaixuan
“It’s perfect!!”
As he was about to get up the door opens he hears footsteps coming close and someone opens the curtains
Ji [servant]
Yes young master?
Feng Zaixuan
Good morning *smiles*
Ji gave of a warm smile but it couldn’t be seen by zaixuan
Zaixuan took off the silk that was covering his eyes revealing his shinning eyes
It was as if he wasn’t blind as if he could see the true colors of the beautiful world
Ji [servant]
*shocked* [trembling]
Ji cried as he saw zaixuan’s eyes it was the first time he saw it in the entire year he served this young master sitting near him
Feng Zaixuan
A-Are you crying?! I-I’m so..rry-
His words of apologies were cut off by a warm hug from ji
Ji [servant]
Young master please don’t apologize I’m fine
Ji buries his head on zaixuan’s shoulders as he continues to cry while the other stayed silent
Episode 2
Ran Shen
I pay respects to the Grand Duke of the Feng manor
He had a cold aura that surrounded the room
Ran Shen
Receive the Emperors orders
Ran Shen
Your son shall attend the banquet hosted by his majesty’s mother the empress dowager on the first week of the next month he shall stay for at least a week.
Feng Wuhan
I receive and obey the emperor’s order
Feng Zaixuan
Yangqin Dynasty
Feng Zaixuan
Ruled by the Zhu imperial family and I’m the arch dukes son
Feng Zaixuan
This doesn’t make sense at all
Feng Zaixuan
I’m blind timid weak and was ignored by my own (not) father
Feng Zaixuan
Hah... how pitiful
Zaixuan gets up from the chair and slowly goes to the door
Feng Zaixuan
C-come in ji.. *smiling*
Feng Zaixuan
“I feel like an idiot”
As soon as he opens the door he saw zaixuan on the floor because he tripped
Feng Zaixuan
“It’s hard being blind”
Ji [servant]
Young master!
Ji [servant]
*helps him up*
Feng Zaixuan
Ji did father visit..?
Feng Zaixuan
I see *smiles* it’s fine
Ji [servant]
Young master... ah right you will need to set of the next day to the imperial palace by the empress dowager
Episode 3
-.- ONLY I CAN READ THIS NOVEL OR SOMETHING SO GO AWAY MANY THANKS
Zaixuan (the real one) had always yearned for his father’s love, he would always ask if his father visited
Because when zaixuan’s mother was still alive his father would stay over for almost the whole day, The emperor learned that archduke Feng’s (mc’s father) only son was blind so he ordered Feng to adopt a child that will be his heir, zaixuan’s IQ is higher compared to any other and his mentality was also very matured he didn’t grew anger nor jealousy towards his so called brother as he accepted that he was a looser
And of no use to their father a great figure in the society and in the court he has never spoke to his father nor his so called brother as he only remembered details when his father was still a loving one, zaixuan valued affections and emotions the most he was bullied by the servants but there was still who took care of him the entire journey
The empress dowager was the sister of his mother so he treats zaixuan as his own son and protected him all these years, zaixuan never complained when he couldn’t eat anything, when water was leaking from the roof when the rain was pouring hard, even when he’s sick he would never ask anyone for help all because of a sentence that kept on his head every since his cousin pushed him in the cold pond in the early winter “you’re just a useless and a burden to the Feng family we will never accept you” zaixuan heard this underwater so he just gave up all his hopes and let the water swallow him until he looses his breath
Zaixuan sighed as he hugged his knees
Feng Zaixuan
“I’m tired I want to go out for a walk”
Zaixuan putted on silk clothes that was thinner even though the weather is cold he decided to go and take a stroll outside
Feng Zaixuan
*slowly walking*
Feng Zaixuan
“The smell of flowers *sniff*”
Feng Zaixuan
It smells nice
Zaixuan followed the scent of flowers to the garden as he sat on the grass wind blew that made his hair scatter through his face
Feng Zaixuan
[shivers] cold
Zaixuan ignored his drowsiness and tried to stand up but his legs were numb
A few minutes later he fell asleep leaning on the walls shivering with a pale complexion but reddish cheeks
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