I waited for my turn on the chair outside the doctor's office . I was about to consult a psychiatrist... THE SO CALLED EXPERT...

BUT I don't understand how the f*ck will a person who doesn't know me at all , examine me for a few minutes and know what's exactly wrong with me ?

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Wait , Wait ,Wait , did I just say "something wrong with me" ?

No, No , there isn't anything wrong with me ... everything that I had spoken of has really happened... I really went to Planet Zen ,

I really met Karl .... I really fell in love with him ...

I really MARRIED HIM...

Then why the f*ck isn't anybody believing what I said ?

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Getting an appointment in this hospital was always as difficult as waking up in the morning on a Winter Monday....

My parents spent $500 just to get an appointment in this hospital and I was warned not to act stupid in front of the doctor ... because they thought that if I spoke about my travel to the space , then the doctor would probably make me stay in the MENTAL HOSPITAL.

And then , just like all the other parents, my parents would also be worried about who would marry me after knowing that I was MENTALLY ILL....

I somewhere had a sinking feeling deep in my heart .

I missed Karl and I wanted to be with him , I wanted to hold him in my arms , I wanted to kiss his lips, I wanted to live my life with him ....

I did not really care if he belonged to my species or not ... I did not really care about the fact that he belonged to a foreign planet ... All I cared about is the LOVE in between us , I cared about the PROMISES we made to each other , I cared about the DREAMS we saw together .... I cared about the FANTASIES we built together.... I cared about MOMENTS we spent together ........................

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As I sat there in the waiting room thinking about Karl,

I FELT HELPLESS , I FELT LOST , I FELT ANGRY ..

I didn't want to see any Doctor , I didn't want anybody to examine me because I knew I was perfectly fine .

But my opinion did not really matter anymore.

I sat in between my Parents, Feeling like a kid, altough I was 18 --- A FULLY GROWN ADULT ...

At that moment, I realized that physical pain is far easier to bear than mental agony...

I looked at the patients waiting for their turn.

I felt terrible and I wanted to go back.

Not at home but YES , I wanted to return to his side.

Only one thought flashed my mind and that was about---

What would he be doing at that moment?

Where could he be?

Would he be thinking about me?

Would he miss me?

Will I ever be able to see him again in this lifetime?..................................................................

While I was thinking,

Suddenly a voice disturbed my thoughts...

*Eventually it was the nurse calling out my name - "Patient number-163, *Seneya Allen (that's me).

I honestly wanted to ignore her ... but my parents sitting besides me like breads of a sandwich squeezing the butter and jam in between were too attentive .. they responded immediately as soon as she called out my name ... and there I was entering the Lion's den .....

I wanted to scream at the top of my voice.

And any normal person would feel that way while being taken to a psychiatrist.

When I entered the Doctor's cabin , I gazed at a middle aged man who could not stop making some movements with his hand ....

"Hey you , yes you , you are stupid and an idiot" -- that's what I actually wanted to say but the fear of my parents stopped me.

I knew that he would examine me.

I kept wondering if this man can actually understand me? Can he look into my head? Will he even believe that my experience on Planet Zen was real?

Does the medical school teach you to step into other's shoes?

On looking at my expression, the doctor realized how terrible I was feeling at that moment and asked my parents to go out ...

I didn't have the guts to look at the doctor so I preferred acting numb watching my toes . To break off the silence the doctor started asking me mundane questions ...... Name? School? College? Hobbies? Interests?....

Later he started asking me questions about my personal life . He asked if I had a boyfriend .

I looked at him and wondered 'Why did this fatso want to know about my boyfriend' ...

I felt like shouting "Hey FAT AS* , why the hell do you wanna know about my love affairs? Just f**ck off..."

But I knew I couldn't say that and the only option I had was to shut my lips and stare at my own feet .

For a moment, I closed my eyes and all I could see was Karl's face .

I was too messed with the events happening in my life. But, the belief that Karl was there for me somehow made me feel better.

I then, gathered some courage and dared to raise my head. I knew that I had no escape until I spoke. Hence, I managed to have a normal conversation with the Psychiatrist. I did not utter a word about the Planet Zen to him . And as I said, he concluded that I had no mental illness and told my parents that I needed some rest.

But deep down, I knew that all I wanted was 'To return to Karl's side and that I shouldn't have returned to Earth again.'

My parents were a little surprised by the doctor's conclusion. If it wasn't the best hospital in the state, they wouldn't have regretted to make me visit another Psychiatrist.

When I was returning back home with them . I did not say a word and just kept looking outside the window. I thought of how great would it be if, I and Karl belonged to the same world ... THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN SO SIMPLE ....

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When we reached home , it was already 9pm .

I preferred to go to my room and SLEEP .. or rather THAT'S WHAT I TOLD MY PARENTS....

When I entered my room , The entire scene from the past few months flashed my mind.....

31st December 2019

The LAST DAY OF THE YEAR ...

I was pretty excited to wave off the year 2019 and was full of positive spirit for 2020... A NEW DECADE ....

Mom , dad and I , we three had a family trip to the Multnomah waterfalls .... Being from a rich family, we often had been attending various parties, meetings and social gatherings but did not really get time to have a family outing .... Well , that was the day when we 3 had been out to enjoy our fullest . We had invited a few friends along too ...

While me and the girls were bathing under the waterfall , mom and dad were arranging food for us .

We hardly spent time together ...

As a family of nobility , we had always been elite ... but this trip was something different .

Since I was young , I didn't have any close attachment with my parents because they were often busy attending the social gatherings and I was kept in a hostel until I turned 14 . I was unaware of "Mother's warmth" and "Father's care". But , That doesn't mean that i don't love them , it's just that we somewhere lacked bonding .

ANYWAYS , RICH FAMILIES ARE ALWAYS A MYSTERY

We were having a perfect time together...

After bathing , me and my girls went to change in the rooms alloted to us. I was wearing a sexy backless bikini with a V-line appearance. I took it off and went for a steam bath.

The steam was so soothing that I felt my Boobs become tender. I felt relaxed. The warmth took away all my stress and made my body feel softer.

I then laid on my chest and placed a heating pad under my boobs . It felt really amazing and refreshing ... I looked at my nak*d body in the mirror placed right in front of the bathing stool.

"What a sexy body have you got Seneya.." I said this to myself .... and smirked wickedly.....

I was just like any other teenage girl, fantasizing about sex, romance and love ...

And when I was in my fantasy world I suddenly realised it was time for me to go out and have lunch with the others .

I stepped out of the steam bath , covered with a towel and quickly took out my clothes from the wardrobe . I was wearing a push-up bra , a red tank top and denim shorts which were barely covering my upper thighs .

After lunch , everybody went to their rooms for some rest, however I was restless so I suggested looking around the place for a while .

I saw the well maintained tree museum , the natural breath taking scenery and while I was enjoying this nature's beauty , I was disturbed by a hoarse voice

"Hey sexy , why not we show you around"

I startled the moment I heard the voice and turned around to see who it was. I saw a group of hooligans sitting , smoking and drinking ...

Since it was 3:30 in the afternoon , I couldn't see anybody around. I gave them a cold stare and some how managed walking away from them.

I reached the other side of the waterfalls, The scene was really very mesmerizing... I wished if I could see that view every morning I woke up. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath ....

Crrrr...... Arrrrrrr....Trrrrrr......

Suddenly , these voices startled me again . I was frightened because I thought that those hooligans were following me but when I actually turned around , I was surprised to see nobody .

There was a strange looking Pyramid shaped cave like structure. It was so perfect that the Egyptians would even get their ancestors mummified . I walked towards it and found nothing but darkness ...

A step ahead and ...............................................

I don't know what happened .......................

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I was surrounded by a bright light ... probably as bright as the sun . I couldn't really open my eyes . I felt as if somebody was pulling my feet deep into the Earth's crust . The force was so strong that I immediately understood what Newton meant by the FIRST LAW OF MOTION (PS - which I never really understood while taking my physics lessons)..... There were multiple thoughts running through my brain , I didn't know what was happening to me . I couldn't control myself and kept being dragged deeper and deeper . I kept screaming in the hope that somebody would show up to my rescue ... At that moment , I wouldn't really mind those hooligans hearing me . I just wanted somebody for my rescue . I just wanted to tell somebody that I have fallen into this mysterious cave. I just wanted somebody to pull me up and take me back home .

I felt somebody stabbing my back ,

for around an hour I had various sensations through out my body . I felt as if somebody is tearing my skin apart . The pain was unbearable and I finally passed out .....

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When I started coming back to my senses , I could see things faintly ... I happened to see the roads , and the buildings , I saw a few vehicles , the vehicles which I had never seen before. The lights from the street lamps were too bright and hence I wasn't able to open my eyes wide.

I sighed in relief. I was happy to return back to LIFE

But due to lack of strength , I wasn't able to get up .

I laid down there by myself hoping for somebody to help me .

After about 2 hours , a luxurious car , somewhat like a Ferrari stopped by the other side of the road . I saw a man get out of the car and walk towards me. When he approached closer , I could faintly see his facial features . He looked more like an East-Asian .

He lifted me in his arms, he wasn't really able to walk ahead . May be he was weak and found my body heavier to walk around with . So he brought his car near me and lifted me back . Since I was weak at the moment , I couldn't help my self stand up and passed out as soon as I got into the car .

When I woke up , I noticed that I was in a luxurious room ... probably even better than mine .

The room was very huge and filled with all the Elite furniture . The bed I was laying on was extremely fancy . The mattress was extremely soft . Even more softer than cotton . The bed was covered with a white bedsheet . There was a beautiful antique lamp on the side shelf which probably belonged to the Indian origin . There was a grand mirror with a beautifully carved frame which resembled the Egyptian sculptures . The room also consisted of a wardrobe made up of rosewood with a beautiful veining . The windows had creamy , transluscent , faintly scintillating but strangely convoluted curtains . The well-furnished room also had an expensive and odd , unseen sofa set which would not cost less than $15,000 . Right above me was a golden fan which consisted of 5 arms . I found it a little odd as I had never seen a fan like that in the United States. The floor was covered with a Maroon coloured woolen , dense cut pile carpet with upright yarn . The walls were painted plain white .... May be the owner of the house didn't like decorating the walls... "What a BORE"....

I turned to the other side of the bed and accidently happened to touch my body ...... And

F**CK , I was N*ked* .... I wasn't even wearing my undergarments .

I was in an unknown house , laying ***** on the bed...

I was frightened and I immediately pulled the blanket all over my nak*d body in such a way that no part of my skin was visible . I had Goosebumps on my skin . I couldn't really remember what happened to me the previous night ...

SUDDENLY

A man came out of the Bathroom .

He was a fair , tall guy with epicanthus eyes . He had uniformly brilliant, nicely textured, lustrous and thick black hair ... The hair any girl would envy ... He had a strong , masculine jaw line .

His lower body was covered with a towel

He had the ideal male chest and jaw-dropping , truly excellent, rock-hard abs ... My pupil literally dilated.

He leaned on the door and asked me if I was done staring ... I immediately covered my face with the blanket ...

I was surprised for a moment .... as all that he asked me was "Zale polon?" which meant "Are you done watching?" I was confused about what language it was and how I understood what he meant ...

I did not respond ...

The next thing he asked me was - "tu khunchyaan aila"? where he meant to ask where I came from?

I raised my head and said -- "Hav United States chyan aila"

OOOOPSSS.....

How did I even speak that language?

How did I know what he meant?

When did I learn that language?

He raised one of his eyebrow and said "United States?Where is that?"...

From that expression , I was sure that I was in a country which was unaware of mine... So I preferred asking where I was ....

On hearing me, he just held my hand and said ... "hey you b**tch , stop acting dumb ... I don't let women sleep with me more than once . No matter how innocent she acts"*

Oh f*ck .... I had lost my virginity ... I slept with a person completely unknown to me ... I had s*x with a man who just appeared out of nowhere .

I wanted my 1st time to be special , I wanted to feel the pleasure with the person I loved... How could I end up sleeping with him? I don't remember a thing that happened last night ...

Was I moaning loudly ?

Did I feel it ?

What exactly happened in between us?

Was he wearing a C*ndom?

Was he that huge to actually satisfy me?

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While I was lost in my own thoughts, his voice disturbed me again.

"Listen." he said in a loud voice and told me to Get lost ....

I was filled with anger .Who the hell was this man infront of me who slept with me without my will and is now asking me to leave the house as if I was a piece of SHIT ....?

I pounced on him and went ahead to slap him while he held my hand and pushed me back with a lot of force onto the bed .

This time, he was all over me. As a result of which, my heart started throbbing...

He came even closer and asked me why I had blonde hair ....

"I was like huh? Is that question even valid?"

I preferred not answering and asked him for my clothes . He handed me a green dress , an underwear and 2 cup like structures. I did not really understand the purpose behind giving me those so I questioned him

And his reply was a little too direct for any girl to accept... He was literally like ---- "If you don't want to wear them, then where do you plan to put those balls on your chest?"

That's when I understood that this country did not use Bra's but instead used these cup like structures.

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After I was done dressing up , he kicked me out of the house....

Since I didn't know anybody from this country, I somehow managed to steal a card from his shelf (some what like a business card).

I had to survive here ... and having the card of a rich man would mean that I was somehow related to him ...

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I kept walking straight along the Road side.

I noticed a lot of weird things ...

1)The people in that country drove the vehicles on the left side and the driver's seat was on the right . (It did not surprise me much as I recalled that Indians too ride vehicles on the left side of the road)

2) The clocks along the road were numbered up till eight only.... As if the clock never striked 9'o clock , 10'o clock , 11'o clock and 12'o clock...

3)Vehicles seemed to be weird.

I found all that strange.

But I decided to ignore.

Later, when I tried crossing the road, I heard a honking sound from the left ..... As soon as I turned to see, it was a truck coming in my direction with full speed ...

I froze at that moment .

I couldn't think and my senses went numb as I covered my face with 1 hand and placed the other right in front of me as a reflex action to stop the car .

I stood there for about a minute but did not feel anything and so, I raised my head.

To my surprise, the truck had stopped at the tip of my finger , I couldn't believe what was happening to me.

I didn't know how a truck moving so fast suddenly stopped at my finger tip ... I had no idea about what was going on.

The only option I could think of was--- meeting that man who slept with me the previous night.

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