"Why! Why me! Why did you betray me?? I loved you so much" I cried hard.I couldn't breath.I felt like everything was over. My heart was shattered into a million pieces. I felt like a dead person. My two-year old relationship came to an end just like that. I couldn't believe. Everything was perfect and now it's not.

The person whom I loved the most had betrayed me for some other girl. He never apologized for cheating. He just kept avoiding me, my texts and my calls. After calling and texting him for hundred times. I got a text from him and it said.."I am breaking up with you. Don't try to contact me" I was hurt. It was the most painful thing to read. My mind was full of negative thoughts. I couldn't focus on anything. All I could do was cry, cry and cry....

Next few days were the same. No sleep, no appetite, no energy to do anything. During the daytime I was a living dead and at night I cried to sleep. I was completely lost.

It's been two weeks now. I have lost my weight and I look like a corpse. After breakup, I avoided everyone including my parents. My friends tried to contact me but I just wanted to be left alone.

This breakup thing was really giving me a hard time. "I just want to be happy and start a normal life", I thought. I was trying to forget him but I can't deny the fact that I miss him. My heart won't stop thinking about him.

"Aaaaarrhhh!!! I can't go on like this forever. This has to end here.I have to be strong " I said to myself in frustration.

I stood in front of the mirror and said, "Ashley Jones you cannot live like this! That bastard betrayed you and he is enjoying his life with that bitch. You don't deserve his love. Don't waste your time thinking about him. Don't wait for his explanation.Take it as a lesson and move on. Don't lose focus due to breakup. Study hard and make mom dad proud"

I decided to move on and face the life. And the most important thing that I decided was to NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

Breakup really changed me. I was not fun anymore. My face always had serious expressions. I started to attend my classes regularly . Listening to some good music, reading books and eating my favourite food helped me to heal. I made myself busy. It was going to take time to be normal and I was ready to take it slow.

Days passed. My final exam was over. I scored very less but managed to pass. I was back to normal but sometimes I felt lonely.

"Everthing will be ok", I said to myslf.

(Breakups are the worst. They make you emotionless and they change you completely.

Don't you agree? )

Today is the first day of my senior year...

After attending lectures we got to know that it's not important to attend lectures and the only important thing is to attend practicals. I decided to take extra classes for chemistry as I hate the subject and need extra guidance. I didn't know much about best classes in my city so I went home and started to search about it on the internet.

"How was your first day Ashley?", my mom asked.

"It was good mom. I am just worried about the extra classes that I am planning to take as I don't know any good classes in our city",

I said.

"Why don't you ask our neighbour's son. He might help you. After all he is like your big brother and he will guide you well".

" Thanks mom. I will ask him"

I called him and got the number of the teacher who take classes for chemistry.

I called the teacher and asked for the details. After discussing it with mom and dad I decided to join the classes and... the classes starts tomorrow!!

"Mom I am going to attend my chemistry class. Bye."

" Be careful on your way dear."

One thing I like about me the most is that I'm a very punctual person. I entered the classroom.... "Ohh..I'm 10 mins early" and I chose my seat. I chose front row because I thought that might help me to concentrate and hoped that I won't doze off during lecture...

Just when I'm lost in thoughts a girl entered the classroom and sat beside me. We looked at eachother and smiled.

"Hi, I'm Remi", she said with a warm smile.

"Hi, I'm Ashley and you can call me Ash"

Later two more girls along with some boys entered the classroom. Our chemistry teacher Mrs. Nicole walked in right behind them.

"Good Afternoon students. Lets start with the introduction part of the subject"

During lecture, I tried my best to pay attention to each and every word that Mrs. Nicole was teaching. I wrote down the important points and patiently waited for the lecture to get over. After some time I started to realise that I am very sleepy .

"Oh god..still 15 mins to go." I glanced at my mobile screen and sighed . I dared not to sleep as Mrs. Nicole was standing right front of me and I didn't want make fool out of myself on the very first day .Struggling not to sleep in the class is indeed the toughest thing. Finally, the lecture ended and teacher left the class.

I started looking for taxi or bus on the road as I did not bring my moped that day. I saw Remi coming towards me on her moped.

"Hey where do live? I will give a ride."

I hesitated a bit and declined her offer with apologetic smile.

"Ash common! You are alone and even I need a friend. Lets be friends from now! Also our houses are in the same direction. Don't say no",she smiles.

"Ok then! lets go!" I smiled. She laughed.

I never had many friends growing up. The few that I had in school were not good to me. So I always prefered to be alone and enjoy my own company. Due to this reason many of them thought that I have an attitude. To be honest, I never had a friend that can connect me and be my best friend.

But after meeting Remi I felt great and really hoped that we can be good friends in future...

In a very short period of time Remi and I became good friends. We used to go to college together, attend classes together, hangout at each other's places and study together. It was fun to be with her as we shared similar hobbies and thoughts. We were glad to meet each other.

"Hey!! hurry up girl! We are going to be late!" I said loudly controlling my frustration.

"Sorry Ash. I'm almost done." Remi said while packing her bag in hurry.

As we both stayed in same direction. I used to pick Remi from her place and then we used to go to our chemistry class.It was kind of ritual now. Almost all the students in the class knew about our friendship.We used to sit together in the class.

"Thankgod we made it just on time!" I said looking less worried.

"Ash you worry too much! No one will sit on ur seat! Chill." She said while rolling her eyes.

We sat on our respective seats. It was too noisy. I looked back and saw some new faces.

Mrs. Nicole entered the class and started teaching.

As I mentioned earlier that...I hated chemistry. I always dozed off during lectures and therefore Mrs.Nicole purposely used to ask me questions related to what she taught. I used find myself in an embarrassing situation everytime as I could never answer her. It was a boring subject for me after all.

"So who will answer this question? Please raise your hand." Mrs. Nicole said.

I never raise my hand. Never.

Remi was good at chemistry so she was always excited to give answers.

I looked at Mrs.Nicole to see if she was looking at me. To my surprise she was looking at the back benchers. I looked back and saw many hands in the air.

"Oh God! Even these new students know the answer. I'm seriously an useless person. Please save me today!" I murmured sadly. I was bit scared.

" Ashley! Why don't you answer?" Mrs. Nicole smiled at me.

I stood up and stared at the blackboard trying to find the answer. I was blank. "Sorry ma'am! I don't know the answer." I looked at her and then looked down. I ashamed of myself. How can I be so dumb? Everyone at the back must be laughing at me. I hated this.

Mrs. Nicole was disappointed in me as well. I could tell by the way she looked at me. I could see some hands were still up.

"You! Yes you. Give the answer." Mrs.Nicole said pointing towards someone at the back. I did not bother to look back.

The person gave the right answer and ma'am praised him. He was one of the new students who were attending class for the first time. Mrs. Nicole was kind of impressed by him.

That person used to answer every question. Mrs. Nicole used to ask tricky questions and that person never disappointed her. He used to answer it confidently and correctly. "Who's that guy!! Nerd!!". How can he possibly know all the answers!! It was annoying me. I really wanted to see who that person was..

(Which subject you hated the most guys? Please mention in the comment section ;)