I’m Shaina  today is the first day of my college, it is just a mixed feeling of excitement, fear, happiness.  I’m carrying my luggage bag stepping in to campus, I find everywhere fresher’s running here and there for searching their particular branch building.One of the senior addressed me to see the notice board so that I can get lead to the branch building.There were many fresher’s looking over notice board, somehow I managed to see my name in the list, suddenly a girl pushed me hardly, accidentally I bumped into a boy his bag  will fall down, i picked

it  by saying sorry, while handing over to him I see his face, I think I have see him before stand still for a moment, crap it is him.

He/she—it’s you again ( together screamed at a time).

I glared at his face, throw his bag on him, moved from that place.

Shit!! Why do I feel this year is so unlucky for me, I though the first day of my college will be most memorable day but unfortunately I met with my enemy.

While I’m thinking about him with blank expression, a girl came to me, introduced herself as Lily, I’m glad because we both are from same class, I can see that she is very good and cute girl, she takes my bag, hold my

hand and run towards the building. I felt bit of relief by staying someone next to me.

All the fresher’s opening day function held in a hall, our seniors were welcoming us by some snacks then guided about the college, after that we both went to hostel to check in, fortunately me and lily both were from same

room then I became friend with other two roommates but they were from different branch.

Within a few hours I set my clothes and wardrobe then we all went to have dinner came back to our room.

I called to my parents and said them regarding college, room everything is fine, I hang up my phone, though I doesn’t like this college, I had no option other than to come here, I’m sitting on my bed and watching at

the moon through the window next to me –I really don’t understand out of so many colleges why did he joined here and moreover he also missed his entrance exam like me, how come he got seat in this college without exam? Whatever I hope he should not be same branch as me.(he is the guy she met near the notice board)

(Morning)

Alarm was set at early morning, I was the last one to get up we all got ready and went to college.

When I’m entering the class along with me together a guy also enters at the door, I slightly turned my face to left to see the person, gosh!!

Him again? We both were grinning our teeth, he pushed me, entered the class.

Hey can’t you see I’m entering the class, why do you push me?

It’s your fault to block the way for others, stop dreaming during day time.

When I open my mouth to argue with him lily, stops us and drag me over to a bench and sit in front of his desk.

I asked lily why do we have to sit here, we will choose some other place.

Lily- you like to sit next to window right, all other desk are already occupied other than this so I chose. Then I thought what she said is true why do I have to change my seat because of him, I look back, he too see me we both

turned our face.

After sometime teacher enter the class , as it is the first class she made everyone to introduce themselves. She told about the college project assignment, we all felt bit bore, overall it is nice until the teacher announce the list according to that list two students has to pair up as desk mates and project partners too.

Everyone feels bit sad because we have already made friends and now we have to sit with strangers.

Lily- Shaina I want to be with you, I wish we have to pair up.

I told her yes even I want to be with you.

But I’m saying to myself, god please please let my name be with anyone but not with him.

Teacher placed the list on board and left everyone runs to see who is their partner, unfortunately lily name paired with some other girl, I encouraged her to go with her  by saying anyway we will be in same class.I saw david see the list and his face turn to angry and he went to sit.

I went near to board, every second I’m praying to god that his name should not be there. i find my name on the list then slowly I turn my eyes right side to check my partner name it is David (the guy she treat him as enemy). At that moment I want to scream but I just shut my mouth, turned back to see where he is sitting, I can see through his angry face that he already found out we both are desk mates so only he is avoiding to see me.

Step by step I approached towards him, though I really don’t want to speak with him but I gave up my ego just to swap seats because I like to sit next to window but  he is sitting next to window.

David can we swap our seats ?

Why should I do, I too like to sit here.

Can’t you stop being childish, don’t act highly of yourself as if this is your college.

Yes, this is my college do you have any problem with it, stop your non sense I don’t like to speak with you.

Do you really think as if I like to be with you, you are just annoyance to me and sit beside him.

We both glared at each other turned our face to board, whole day we avoided to see each other face, at last class has been finished.

Lily- Shaina are you alright, why are you both so grumpy to each other.

Hi I’m lily, Shaina’ roommate, what’s your name? (lily to david)

I’m David nice to meet you ( he smiles at her) he greet and said good bye to her.

Gosh he does know how to smile but actually he looks quite cute while smiling but he do have annoying character thinking in my mind.

Me and lily walking to the room.

Lily- Shaina why does you and David behave like enemies, do you guys know each other.

Well, we know each other but we met only once, it is my karma to meet him again.

Lily-why what happened between you two to act like this?

My dream was ruined because of that one day, if It isn’t because of him I could have been with my boyfriend today…

(2 months back)

Today is the entrance exam, I studied entire two months to pass this exam, so that I can get into university same as George( here George is her boyfriend, currently they are not on good terms and got break up but yet they do still  like each other).

I said good bye to my parents, took my cycle, left the home to reach exam center.

While I'm on my way suddenly a dog crossed my path, I tried to avoid it but the little girl is crossing path so to avoid hitting her, I missed my balance of my cycle and the car coming in opposite way also avoided to hit her, at last we

ended to hit each other by protecting the girl. I fell down from my cycle, my head turns to bleeding, a guy stepped down from the car, I could barely see his legs, my eyes were turning to blur stage, he walk towards me, his legs were shaking then he lifts my shoulder and when I raised my face I can see his bleeding face, it is the first time we both saw each other, when we were seeing each other, didn’t feel pain for a moment, he try to wake me up, he take out his mobile, calling for emergency then he faints and fell on me, he himself got into accident and hurt his

head but trying to wake me what an idiot I slowly closed my eyes by seeing his face.

When I opened  my eyes it is already past five hours, next to me mom and dad were standing, shit!! I have exam, try to gain my strength to get up but my parents told me it’s waste to go because exam has already finished, I felt very sad as I wanted to write to get into good university but more I desired is get into same university as George but I failed.

As I’m recalling what exactly happened then I realized I got into accident with a guy, I start to curse at him because of his rash driving I ended up in the hospital, I missed my exam If I ever see him again I will kill him, I’m scolding him very badly as my parents tries to calm  down me.

While I’m sitting silently on bed to think what to do next, I can hear the voice of a boy placed next to my bed, I couldn’t see his face because the screen is pulled over between our beds, but yet i can hear him cursing on a girl. initially I thought he may be some other person but later when he told girl riding the cycle, I feel the story is same as me.

David too listening to Shaina when she is scolding a boy riding car, but he didn’t know she is the girl came by cycle, they both slowly pull the screen to one side to see each other face.

It’s you (both at same tone)

Mom, dad he is the guy who hit me, call the police.

What police? it’s you who came my way and I saved you yet you are accusing me now.

You saved me? thank you so much. (Smirking) do you think that I will say that to you, if you have car means you can go however you want ha?

We both starts to argue and fight over each other, then my parents will come and convince both of us and pull screen between us.

We have to stay there for one week and I feel creepy to see his face during that time. We both hate to see each other, but during our hospitalized days I didn’t  see his parents not even once, but only one guy may be his servant I guess, somewhere I felt pity for him and try to share my fruits with him so i try to smile at him but that bastard

whenever he see him he turn his face makes me get still more angry and get far from him where as my parents were good to him, they were giving him breakfast and medicines as he is staying alone and he too treated them with good manner.

At last it is end our discharge day while leaving we both see each other, but we both told I wish  I would never meet you again in this life( we both cursed at each other and left).

I described all this to lily, she starts to make fun of me like destiny fate, but I didn’t care about that as I know we are destined to be enemy than lovers.

Next day in the class room.

Me and David decide to meet the teacher to swap our partners. But teacher did not agree as list is final no one can change their partner names. Then we moved to the class, when we were about to sit I hold his

hands, dragged him behind and sit next to window.

Hey this is my seat get up

Why should I? I won’t

Are you really a girl, I don’t find any sense of shy or calm in your attitude, you do behave more like a boy.

You don’t need to bother about my attitude, if you wish you can sit next to me or else do what ever you want.

He throw his bag on desk and sit, I feel very happy at last I got my seat back.

Teacher gave the first assignment to submit the project topic along with description.so we both went to library along with lily group, we both start to search for the topic, took many books from shelf and start to discuss but in reality it is more like a argument.

I think this topic will be good to score more, I suggested him many topic names, but he didn’t agree. then he suggest some of  his topics which I didn’t like it, we didn’t end up to agree with each other topic.

Our argument made librarian angry and he kicked both of us out, we took our books, decided to do own topic and submit to teacher and we left.

Next day, while submitting the assignment we both gave two assignments, teacher called us to the staff room, then she told us to cooperate with each other, she gave us zero marks as they were different topics, but she extended one more day to submit so that will get passing marks or else she will allot zero marks for our first assignment..

We both came out, see each other face, I think he too wants to compromise with me, so we were thinking how to start our conversation…

We both went to our class room, I didn’t know how to start conversation but he took initiative to speak with me.

Look let our personal feelings doesn’t effect on our studies, I don’t want to get zero marks, so let’s work together for the project.

Well, he said what I wanted to tell so I agreed with him.

We both went to library discussed many topics, we found a common interest, we selected it and submitted to the teacher, she got interest in our topic and gave good marks to it, warned us not to repeat again the mistake and told us to give more information regarding topic so that we may get more credits as good topic of the batch.

We both went to continue for our next class and I feel stomach pain,as next class will start after 1 hour I just sleep on the desk, he asked me what happened to me but I didn’t tell him, then lily comes to me and I told her my

stomach is paining due to heat, while I’m telling her David got a call I guess he hesitates to pick up the call in front of us, he went out and lily gave me some water to drink while I’m sleeping, someone throw cover on the desk when I

raised my head to see it is david, there were some medicines and juice to reduce stomach pain, I took it.When I about to tell thank you, he suddenly interrupted my conversation, he said- I don’t want your stomach pain to affect my project so take it and have rest.

For a moment I really thought he is good to me but it’s wrong he is just a heartless demon, he forced me to take the medicines and juice.

I wake up as soon as the teacher enter the class, I feel better after taking medicines, I turn to see him, he is focusing on the lesson or may be he is acting to avoid my eye contact, I ignored him and focused in the class.

In the evening he told me to go and he can manage the assignment but I refused although I don’t like to be with him but it’s my responsibility to do so we both browsed many pictures regarding the project got many concepts too, it is more sufficient for our project by the time he get a call- hello…..what? where are you now…………. I will come near parking place, he hang up the call. He told me to wait and search more and he will return in 10 minutes. I didn’t bother to ask him, he left.

I really pissed off as I’m waiting for him more than half an hour, I finished all the assignment too and it is almost dawn, I decided to go but David bag were with me so I chose to wait. but after some time I got a call from lily to go out hence I took his bag to parking place as he said he will come near to parking place to his friend during the call so I thought he will be there, when I’m turning the way to parking I can see him hugging a boy, I don’t want to interrupt them so I just stood and watching them so as soon as his friend leave I can give bag to David. Even though I cannot hear their conversation I can see the other guy is pleasing to david where as David is not ready to see

his face but somewhere why do I feel their relationship is not like brothers or friends  but more like intimate, as I’m

fan of the bl stories is it my imagination or really are they more than normal friends, I’m staring at them blankly, later on the other guy left with a car. David turns back and see me he is shock by seeing me, he came angrily towards

me.

Why did you come here? I know you are not good, but never expected that you hide and listen to other people conversation you don’t feel ashame as he is saying he grabbed his bag from me and left.

I think he took his anger on me but he didn’t give me chance to speak up, what an idiot who wants to listen to his conversation, I left and went to room.

I and lily went to have dinner but even though I’m not interested in other’s private life, David and other guy image were popping out in my mind  where ever I’m there and I went back to sleep

(Morning)

When I enter the class he is already present and to my surprise he is not sitting next to window, I wen to back to sit, didn’t see his face as I’m already very angry with him because of previous day, then he took out the chocolate box and placed on desk near me, I just peek on it, he has written sorry on piece of paper and pasted on the box. I got confused is he giving to me or just placing on table.

(lunch break)

I left the class without taking the box even he didn’t stop me when I’m going out he called lily, I didn’t bother them to wait or else again he might blame for eavesdropping so I plan to wait for lily outside the class,me and lily went to cafeteria while we having our meals lily gave me the chocolate box.

why are you giving this to me?

Lily- David  told me to hand over the box to you as apology. Did something happen between you two?

mary (Lily desk mate )- I’m so envious of you Shaina, he is so sweet to you.

I feel good at least he realized about his mistake so I took the box and shared with them, then again we have to attend for the afternoon session so we went back to class again.

I can see he is feeling shy to see me just acting like he is writing, I sit in my place and then share him the chocolate which he gave to me, he turn his face that side, I can’t stop myself laughing at him.

That’s ok as long as you say sorry I don’t feel anything I told him so that he may feel comfort with me.

Look I don’t want to speak with you but I don’t like to hurt others when they are not at wrong side, I just vent my anger on you yesterday but it’s your fault to come anyway, don’t bother me now.

I don’t understand you, who wants to speak with you too, I thought you feel sorry for yesterday and gave chocolate to me but no you are same heartless boy I told to him and just open the book to get ready for the class.

(Here David saying to himself--I want to say sorry to her but she may mock at me so I didn’t dare to tell her)…