I don’t understand why this happened I use to have a loving family but they died in a car accident.

But now I have step parents and they bully me and my sister hates me and I don’t know why is it because I’m from a rich family or because my parents died maybe both.

I love them but it seems to that that love is fake it’s like I’m loving myself.

So when I finally got a job they were happy for me alright happy that they won’t have to see me for half of the day.

Can you believe that? Honestly i don’t. I’m alone on this am I?

But it’s fine I’m perfectly fine myself unlike them there mean and selfish.

My boyfriend I love him but I know he is cheating but I try my best to ignore it I going to break up with him one of these days.

I know I got this feeling a long time ago he just wants me for money it’s just I don’t know what to say about him.

And this girl he is Secretly dating I know here name it Mona Brenda Lisa that’s her whole name I know that’s it but I don understand it why does he have to be cheating and Mona she was my friend I pretend not to here all the conversations they have about me they say I dumb there just using me and I have nothing better to do but I do I have a job but that’s it.

So my boyfriend is cheating and my friend is cheating with him and there just using me but guess what I will do I have a gun and a knife and I’m not afraid to use it.

One night I hear my “boyfriend “ on the phone with someone. But who I wondered?

Boyfriend: hey I am ready.

Unknown: ok when do I get her?

Boyfriend: tomorrow afternoon.

Unknown: ok *smirks

Boyfriend: bye

Unknown:bye

My boyfriend hangs up the phone laughing

Why was he on the phone at this hour it’s was 3 o’clock in the morning? Because he is a fucking psycho that’s why!

I don’t get it why I didn’t to anything to anyone and still I still don’t have any damn respect.

This is annoying because every single time I won’t to do something or anything I get yelled at I hate it it pisses me off.

I miss my real mom and dad why did that happen in the first place where and why I was really little like I was a few months when that happend I wasn’t even one yet.

But it still happened things just happens when you least expect it too I guess it was just there time or something or god just hates me but I think that’s not it that truck came out of nowhere where they targeted I will never know the past is the past I guess but it’s not my fault for wishing it didn’t happend but it was fine he only until I get out of this place anyway.