Sarah's POV:

It's a bright and sunny morning ,. I'm tossing and rolling in my bed as I don't feel like waking up. I'm a teenage girl just like everyone and doing my 10th grade , I'm in the middle of the year in taking my examination... Ahhh, you know I'm quite confident that I'm going to score high marks. I and my sister are staying in my grandparents house because of some family problems , and to tell about my sister Catherine she's a brave girl unlike me.

It's almost 8 am and I should be in class about 9 am. I got ready in my white tops and blue skirt uniform...... as usual I didn't have my breakfast. I rushed out to seeing my car driver waiting for me and my sister. On my way to my school I saw an uncle and a teenage guy fighting on the way .........\(sigh\)

On my way to class I saw my friend Andrea,

  Andrea asked "Hey buddy did you studied the 3 lessons in physics?"

" Ahhh.... which lessons? why?"

Andrea told" today we have test in physics..... Mm don't bother it, already you completed science in your tuition 🙄brilliant girl !!"

" Eeee, hurry hurry don't walk like a tortoise. I Atleast want to see it once, come on now bae".

As soon as we entered I started having a glance for exam ....(bell ring) our mam entered the class and she ordered us to be seated in our respected seats, after 3 hours the bell rang and she collected our papers , I submitted my test paper with satisfaction ......After the exam my another friend Jenny rushed to me and asked "bae how did you wrote the exam? " I replied "awesome bae, what about you? " ."Not bad bae, but not to your level ,Eeee ".......

Emy and Nancy rushed towards us and dragged us towards our friends gang.

Emy told "Guys, a guy proposed me"

Nancy replied with a shock on her face "Awesome bae, when did it happened?"

Emy replied "yesterday he messaged me in wechat, I don't know how he got my number.... but I'm excited... and you know what... he is quite handsome".

Catherine asked "Is he from our school?!"

Emy told "No bae he is from our neighborhood school ,NMS school and he is higher secondary two years older to me. His name is John".

Nancy commented with joy "See Catherine, me and Emy are committed......even Jenny is committed to a girl, Erica (girl love)... what about you and Sarah ?".

Andrea told with a spark in her eyes "I'll fall in love when I find my soulmate".

ever one in chorus.. "seriously dude ".

"Then what about you Sarah "asked Emy....."wASTE OF TIME" ...everyone staring at each other ..Catherine told "everyone one back to topic ".

Whereas my friends started talking about love affairs again.......I thought to myself "I really don't understand about this thing people call as LOVE?! once they are chatting happily and the next... they are crying and complaining.... seriously. some times I wonder is this is life?! are am I being in some other galaxy"

with a confident answer in my mind I told myself "I'll never fall in love and waste my time "( sigh ).

In evening....

After hearing about this whole crap about love from morning till evening I'm done with my friends , with tiredness in my face I made my way towards my tution which is walk able distance from my grandparents house. On my way, I saw a guy from my school walking on the other side of the road........ He is a guy with dusky skin and cute appearance, I don't know why... whenever I see him or hear his name I'll shiver and sweat profusely , I can't make a direct eye contact or walk my way like it's normal. This unknown wired and irritating reactions started happening in 9th grade for the first time when I heard his name.

9th grade.

evening last class, social period. Our mam entered the class room with anger and constantly muttering a boy's name called Jaden......She constantly scolded him saying he's one of the worst guy she ever met. She asked Karen "Are you in contact with that guy, Jaden? "

karen :No mam, he's the one who is keep on pestering me, I have nothing to do with him ".

Our whole class stared at each other, is she is kidding.... she's the one who seduces guys and behave like she's our class beauty but indeed she is Not😆. Even our class beauty never entangled with any problems till now... but this girl should receives an Oscar award for her damn talent in seducing guys with that average look of hers.

where everyone are blaming the guy called Jaden for falliing for her, I don't know why I feel like he never ever gave a damn about her.... I don't know why I feel like my chest hurts... Ahhhh, might be I'm just eager to know how he looks like because our school is a school with seperate sections for boys and girls and we don't know most of the guys... ..Ahhhh, that's it , I just want to know who he is... nothing else.

After two days, while I'm waiting for my car my friend Jenni showed me Jaden for the first time. He's standing near our school gate and chatting with his friends. I saw Karen passing through him and winking at him... I was totally shocked, my friend Jenni told "might be they are both seeing each other ". I felt like my chest tighten, I told her "but he don't look he cares or he gave a damn about that wink ".She stared at me like I'm not the girl she knew anymore.... she should not be blamed because I never supported or gave a positive comment about a guy.... I stared at him as he was happily chatting with his friends with a confident in myself I left school and went home to study and improve my life , saying myself "no more talk about guys and useless suffs".

At present ...

I saw him passing opposite to me without giving a glance ..........(sigh) "might be like everyone saying both of them are together",with that though in my mind I made my way towards my Tution .

I used to see him everyday after school but obviously he don't know who I am and never gonna know who I am in this big world. Asusual I went to tution and concentrated in improving my studies, some days I will see him passing opposite through me on my way to tution and somedays there will be no sign of him..... as my days went by without any trouble... One day Asusual I went to Tution , as I went to show my test paper for evaluating the marks, I saw my teacher writting a boy's monthly fees in a note ... she used to write every students name, their details and monthly pay on it. I had a slight peek and noticed a familiar name..... Jaden. I was totally shocked and to make matters worse his name kept on repeating in my mind. suppressing my mind and this unknown feelings in my bones I made my way towards my seat. I don't have the courage to spell his name or ask to anyone about him ,with that thought in my mind I went home. Usually I'll be on my right mind once I return home but this time it's totally different.... I can't concentrate on my studies and even I don't have the appetite to eat, his name on my teachers note kept on repeating in my mind ....with that uncomfortable state of mind I went to bed

Next day in tution......

As I'm doing my homework I saw my tution teacher burning with anger.....I don't know what happened and asked my tution friend Zarrya. Zarry asked, "Do you remember Jaden, the guy social mam mentioned?! "

Sarah : yup, what about him?!

Zarrya :well ....he had a fight with a guy called brandon .

Sarah : why, And how do you know ?

Zarrya : cause I went to Tution in morning today and saw them fighting.

Sarah : ohh., Hey how is morning tution by the way?

Zarrya: it's not bad, Mam usually don't scold that much in morning tution. why are you asking?

Sarah :cause I'm planning to attend morning schedule.

Zarrya: is that it is?

Sarah : yup, I'll get more time for studying in evening right, thats why.

IN home... while me, my sister and my grandparents were dinning I started the topic about morning Tution,

Sarah :grandpa I have decided to attend the morning tution.

grandpa :why? what is the reason?

Sarah : if I go to morning tution I'll get more time for study in evening.

grandpa: good Sarah, I appreciate you importance to studies.

Sarah :thank you grandpa.

grandpa made a call to tution teacher and asked for permission.... and she allowed me to attend morning schedule........ I don't know what I'm doing but I knew I'll not regret what I'm doing now.... eventhough I myself don't know what I'm doing.... with positivity of myself "Im doing what my heart is telling me to do"..

......with that satifaction I went to bed.