...This story begins in the city of Saint-Emilion, France. It is located 40 km from Bordeaux, situated on the Dorgne river estuary....

...This story is about me, Eloi Lefebvre. I live on a farm near the city of Saint-Emilion. I recently passed a test... and I should be happy, but I'm not... because...

...The city of Saint-Emilion is a charming city, with its rows of old houses, cobblestone streets, and medieval walls to protect the city from barbarians in the past....

I have a not-so-common appearance here where I live, my hair is extremely dark to the point of shining in the light. I am 19 years old, I am an Aquarius. Well, I think I'm gay... My eyes are brown, my face and nose are pointed. My eyebrows have an elongated arch. My skin is pale, I'm 1.79m tall. My body is well endowed, so to speak. My lips are full and pink. I have broad, defined shoulders, according to the girls in my town, my shoulders are the most attractive thing about me.

...In Eloi's room... his room was messy like any other sloppy teenager's. There were underpants on top of the furniture, books in the bathroom, anyway... a complete disaster....

Eloi: - I was lying on my bed when I hear the sound of my mother's heels hitting the floor, soon I open my eyes.

Soon a woman with pink hair and violet eyes enters the room. Her hair is short, her face round and her nose rounded and wide. She is 1.69m tall. She is a Cancer, her skin is rosy. She wears glasses. She is pansexual as far as I know. She is thin and tall. This is my mother, she is 45 years old.

Mila: Hi baby! ^-^ - she hugs me and I hug her back.

Eloi: So? Where am I going to live?

Mila: - she looks away, I honestly didn't like that reaction at all.

Eloi: Mom. - I say in a serious tone.

Mila: Promise you won't be mad at Mommy? - she says in a sweet tone.

Eloi: What did you do? - I was slightly irritated.

Mila: Have you thought about the option of going to live with your brother?

Eloi: No way! I'm not going to live with a guy who spent nine months avoiding me like I was a piece of sh!t! - I say this irritated.

Raul: Watch your mouth! - he was leaning against the door.

Mila: - she walks away from me and approaches my father. Honey, it's going to be alright... he's your brother.

Eloi: Honestly... - I look away. | I don't think I'm going to get along with him... he ignored me all this time!

Raul: Whatever happened between you, you have to work it out. You two are brothers, you were inseparable as children... - he says in a gentle tone.

Mila: At least try... - she smiles.

...I sigh and look at them with a serious expression....

Eloi: Okay... okay. I'll try. But don't blame me if Thierry and I end up killing each other... - I smile with a serene expression.

...My parents smile and soon leave my room. I lie down on the bed with my hands behind my head, I really wondered what had happened nine months ago during that party. What really happened between me and Thierry?...

.........

...The next day... I had just finished packing my bags... My family has a huge vineyard around the house. I used to help with the plantation\, but since I'm going to get on a f*cking bus and spend 9 hours and 8 minutes sitting on a shitty bus\, and I'm still going to have to see my older brother's a**hole face\, I won't be able to help them anymore. We are on our way to the bus stop in town\, we are in my father's car....

.........

...Finally at the bus stop......

Mila: - my mother hugs me tightly, honestly she was suffocating me.

Eloi: - I look at my father asking for help to get loose, he smiles laughing at me.

Raul: - he soon joins the hug. | Good luck\, Eloi... - he says in a sweet tone.

Eloi: (honestly my parents are amazing... but what would they think if they knew I was secretly in love with their son? Yeah, I don't think they would react very well...)

...After saying goodbye, the bus arrives, I get on and sit in a seat in the back. I put on my headphones and look out the window......

...…...

...9 hours later......

...I get to see the wonderful canals of Paris, its parks and the smell of bread on every street we pass... the slow music playing in every block......

...What the hell did I come here to do? In love with my older brother, and as if that wasn't enough, in the capital of "love"... I deserve it, if I couldn't forget that jerk before, imagine now?...

The curse of the bus finally stops, I get off and start looking for my brother's cafe, since the idiot hadn't come to pick me up as he promised. On the second floor is his house... I've never been here before...

...…...

...I finally arrive, I go up some stairs on the side of the establishment and go to the second floor. The door was open, I walk in and guess what I see?...

Eloi: - I look at the same disgusted and embarrassed\, soon I got PISSED. | ARE YOU SERIOUS\, THIERRY??? - I turn my face embarrassed.

Thierry: Welcome? - he says all red and awkward.

...He and the woman look at me awkwardly......

...Seeing that scene, Eloi feels a pang in his chest and rage, a lot of rage....

Eloi: so instead of coming to get me, you were having sex with this one? - I say in a hateful voice.

Thierry: watch your mouth! - I see him getting dressed.

????: - the woman was hurriedly getting dressed, she seemed to hate me for ending her "fun".

Thierry: Can you go? I need to have a word with my little brother.

????: sure. - she kisses my brother's cheek.

...The woman had left. It was just me and Thierry...

Thierry: what's this about arriving at my house offending a guest of mine? This is my house and I think you better not get too comfortable! I fuck whoever I want and I bring whoever I want home! - he says in a serious, almost enraged tone.

Eloi: - hearing those words hurt\, why do I have to love this jerk? | ok... the house is yours... - I say in a sad tone almost in tears\, but I hold back\, I would never show weakness. | can you tell me where my room is?

...Thierry looks at me critically, he seems to be demanding something from me. I see him sigh and look at me with a serious expression...

Thierry: it's at the end of the hall... don't talk to me unless absolutely necessary... - I see him turn his back on me and walk away.

...I go to my room and stay there for a long time... it was 9:00 p.m. I was hungry, I hadn't left that room yet, I wasn't ready to see him, not after those harsh words. I get up and go to the kitchen, on the way there I realize I'm home alone...

Eloi: - I open the fridge and grab a carton of milk and bring it to my lips.

...I'm startled to hear the door open and I hide behind the kitchen counter, thinking it was a robber. But I was wrong, it was him, him and a green-haired woman. They were kissing intensely, they were going to Thierry's room. I sigh, for some reason I felt like crying, seeing that hurt, hurt so much I wanted to disappear. I wish I didn't feel this way....

.........

...It was morning, I hadn't been able to sleep with all that noise, his room was next to mine. I was very hungry, but I was afraid to leave the room and run into the woman who has him completely, unlike me who is treated with coldness and ignorance, like a mere nothing in his way....

Eloi: - my stomach was growling non-stop. | so hungry...

...Thierry was passing by the hallway at the moment and decided to knock on the door. The hollow sound of wood echoed through the room...

Eloi: what is it? - my voice was tearful.

Thierry: aren't you coming for coffee? It's already 10:00 a.m. - he says in a cold tone.

Eloi: - for some reason my eyes well up with tears when I hear his voice. Does he hate me that much? | I don't want to... - I can barely keep my voice steady.

Thierry: ... * Thierry notices that tone of voice. * | okay then...

...Thierry starts to walk, but ends up coming back and abruptly opens the door...

Eloi: - I was surprised by that\, it was unusual. | Thier-ry? - I say in a choked voice.

Thierry... - I see him sit down next to me on the bed and look at me in confusion. | what happened? Homesick?

Eloi: - I avert my gaze and get up from the bed when I feel his warm hand grab my arm. | Thierry?

...I see him sigh deeply...

Thierry: I was too hard on you... I'm sorry... - he seemed sorry, I just nod and break free, walking away.

.........

...Soon the day went by and night returned. I was in the bathroom, I realized I had forgotten my towel and I panicked. I didn't want to ask him for anything, that's when I decided to go out naked and get the towel myself. I just didn't imagine one thing....

...Leaving the bathroom completely naked, I come across Thierry, he was with his cell phone in his hand, when he noticed me there I saw him turn extremely red. He didn't look away for even a second, he seemed to be analyzing me, which was embarrassing...

Thierry: Seeing that I was in shock. He looked more muscular since the last time I saw his body, he was thin, very thin. I couldn't help but look at that body, oh that body… His birthmarks that stretched from his neck to his shoulders and back. I remembered every detail of his body, which was crazy. His skin with a pale tone, his full and pink lips. His dark brown eyes, and I especially couldn't help but stare at his member, which even though soft was turning me on.

Eloi: - I see Thierry blushing more and more, I didn't understand why, I know I'm naked, but we showered together, what's wrong with seeing me naked? Was it that unusual? Soon I see him running away I didn't understand why.

...Eloi goes to his room and gets dressed, soon he lies down on his bed again and uses his cell phone...

Eloi: - I remember his groans with the woman during the night and I wallow in sadness. I felt lonely, abandoned.

Eloi: (at this time he must be working there at the coffee shop…) - I remember the macarons he used to make for me and let out a silly smile. Missing those macarons.

.........

I'm on the phone with my mom…

Mila: Is everything okay, baby? - I hear her say in a kind and loving tone, I smile at that, even though we didn't have the same blood, she was still my mother.

Eloi: Yes, mom.

Mila: Thierry is taking good care of you, isn't he? - I sense concern in her voice.

Eloi: - I look at Thierry who was sitting on the couch with his back to me. | He is.

Mila: When do you start studying? - I notice a certain curiosity in her voice.

Eloi: Tomorrow I will go there to sign some papers, the day after tomorrow I will start studying.

Mila: I hope you make maaaany friends. - I smile as I hear that extensive word filled with love and affection.

Eloi: I will…

Mila: Baby, can you give it to your brother? - I can't help but hesitate at that, I didn't want to talk to him.

Eloi: Sure. - I say in a forced tone. I go to Thierry and hand him the phone, then I leave there for my room.

In the living room, only Thierry remained…

Mila: Why do you treat him so coldly? That hurts him, you know?

Thierry: I let out a long sigh.

Mila: I heard that sigh. What happened between you two? Why won't you tell me?

Thierry: Nothing happened…

Mila: I hear her sigh deeply. | You were so close as kids... at least try to be friendly…

Thierry: Ok…

Mila: I have to go now, tell Eloi I sent a kiss…

Thierry: Ok…

...Mila ends the call...

Thierry: I didn't feel like returning his cell phone, so I just left the phone on the kitchen counter and left.

...In Eloi's room…...

Eloi: - I hear the door close and I go straight to the kitchen to get my cell phone...

...I go back to my room and there I lie down on my bed, I didn't feel like eating. I feel uncomfortable living here, I feel like I'm bothering, I'm hated here… I want to leave... ...

Eloi: (tomorrow when I go to university I will look for a job…) - I sigh deeply and lie face down. I just want to leave…

Thierry has purple hair and violet eyes. He is 24 years old, he is around 5'8" tall. His sign is Capricorn. His skin has a pinkish tone. His body is thin. As far as I know he is bisexual. He wears glasses which make him look even more perfect. His long eyelashes that cast shadows over his eyes, his thin, small nose. His rounded face and pointed chin, just perfect. His thin, pink lips, so warm, his contagious smile, everything about him is amazing.