I'm jane lopez and this is my story

at the age of 6 , I already know what it feels to gain pain . I'm still in Grade 1 level that year, I'm still a child so my mom need to teach me how to read , write and so on but teaching me give me pain

"You always don't know how to write properly!!!!! how many times do i have to tell you to do it right!!!!"

everytime my mom get angry she will pitch my ears that hard or use stick to punish me , she always give me marks and make me cry that loud because of pain.

every afternoon I'm walking home early because i know that my mother well get angry, and when i arrive my mom well teach me again , i bring all out my notebooks to read it and she's holding the belt of my dad to punish me again

"the p-pe-people i-is ~"

"read it properly! !!!" the she use the belt to hurt me.

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until then I'm already 8 years old and she haven't change a bit .

"just add thus two numbers!!! it's too easyand ypu don't know how to solve it?!!!!" she punch my shoulder after shouting at me

"do it again!!!!"

I'm already in Grade 3 level so i need to know more about math , i can't understandsome of it that's why my mother is angry again

"don't sleep until you know how to solve!!! your sisters is better than you tsk"

she always tell me that line and it hurts me alot , in not smart like them or better than them and i know that .

it's already 9:30 at night and I'm still here at the living room solving this math problems, while my sisters sleeping at the bed soundly. i have alot of mistakes so my mom hurt me until i cry , because of this my dad stop my mom to teach me and tell her to sleep

"there there, here jane thus is how you solve this . you should ~~~ and you will~"

he teach me properly and explain them clearly that's why i finally answered them correctly . dad always kind to us he's not like mom with a bad temper , so everytime I'm in trouble with mom , dad is the only one who can stop her .

i also remember the day my pencil got lost in our house so i need to find them to answer my assignment but i can't find it so my mom got angry and get the belt to give me pain again .

i look at the living room, kitchen, bed room, my bag, anywhere but i cant find them reason why i gain so many red marks on my back and a wounds on my hand and face .

at the school i have a freedom so i can have fun a little, i told my classmate to go with me at the comfort room so gourd the door for me because it's broken, while I'm inside she said she peek and tell me that she saw many red marks on my back at wounds on my body but i told her that's this is nothing