So she just got rejected. He dumped her. No it was nothing for him. Zero feelings. He never have thought her as a girl he needed to even check out. After all there was nothing special about her. She is not that pretty or outstanding talent . Actually if she stands between 10 girls there's nothing to apart her significantly. Normal a very normal girl who must have doesn't deserve to be special. And to him ? Obviously not. What does she has according to him. He's tall , handsome. Only heir to a rich family. A very lucrative future ahead. And to mention there's always girls wooing him. So he also counted her among one of them.

And she? Well ; is crying a river alone in a corner. She knew there's a 99.99 percent chance of rejection but still she did it. Why? Why did she do that. Wasn't she already miserable enough. No one ever shows love to her. Only used her as a tool to get their work done. Even having a family with parents and siblings she is always isolated and lived like a stray life.

Dream ? Hope? Future? She never thought of that. There's no point. Why would she ?when passing a single day is always a hard thing for her. Wishing this must be the end. She wouldn't need to see tomorrow's sunrise. But alas nothing happens as her wish. Why does she even have the right to wish for she wonders. When its always fruitless. She just doesn't know why she is living. What's the purpose of her life. She even doesn't have any aim.

Then why suddenly she confessed? Again ,since she is a human she has a heart to which wants to love,to get loved. As per her age her body reacting to it's own. Sexual desires,getting attracted by handsome boys,feeling anxious of own body shape,comparing her boobs,***,hips size to others,applying cosmetics to look pretty,wanting to get praises.

She must have knew her place before acting out her feelings infront if him. But she couldn't hold it anymore. It was giving her fragile heart a lot of pain. Uncontrolled heart beats and false hope.

Was she happy having a sweet delusion? She was not

Is she happy now facing the reality? She isn't

If she was, then right now is this very moment she wouldn't cry her eyes out. Her heart wouldn't feel so heavy. She wouldn't feel like something pierced through her heart.

It was not like it was her true love that got rejected and she is crying cause she is heartbroken. Nope not at all. In this young age what does she knows about love? How many days does she knows him? 2 or 3 months? It was just attraction and he was gentle enough to her that she felt like she needed his shelter.

Wasn't she was just thinking herself? But she didn't force it to him or blame him or is crying for him.

What she is crying for is for her own fate. How useless this life is? How many years she will have live without any love from any human? She lived enough. Its already tormenting to live single day. There's only blank page in her life. Colourless. He was bright. Bright enough to blind her to fool .

She knows it's all those stupid hearts fault. Why does it beats though?

She needs a rest. Rest from this tiring boring useless life

Taehyung! You stupid idiot! Don't tickle me anymore or I will bite you.

You wish yujin,you wish. You can't even open your damn eyes.

And who's fa....uhahahahaha STOP IT Taehyungggggg!

Okay okay

Finally taehyung get his hands off from his best friend. But worries is still written on his face. It was worse when he came to her dorm after class and found her crying nonstop with hiccups. It didn't take him long time to know what's wrong. He knew yujin was going to confess today and he did gave her a lot of encouragement yesterday. Who knew that jerk jhope would turned down this sweet yujin's proposal. Then it's good. Having all heart eyes and heart thumping every day yujin looked so pathetic. Looked like a love sick puppy and now she's s broken pigeon.

Taehyung sat down beside her patting her shoulder. She calmed down already. Now the water pearls near her eyes rolling silently.

Yujin just tell me and I'm gonna break Jhope's whole face. Pull out his two useless eyes which he can't use properly to see how sweet you are.

Yujin sighed and curled up herself in a ball

No taehyung. You shouldn't. You can't force him to accept my feelings to him. I know you are worried but dont do reckless things.

Yujin got up to held taehyung's two big hands in her.

Do me a favour tae,would you? With her pleading eyes she stared his best friend.

Ask me anything yujin, there's nothing I can't do for my best friend.

Help me to get out of this country.

Yujin! What are you saying! You want to leave us?

Taehyung listen to me. I wanna work and work like crazy. I want to get this painful feelings and my families curses out of my chest. As long as I'm here I can't do that.

But if I do that I will lose you too!

Now taehyung is in dilemma. What should he do. He gave yujin a hope that he will try for it but now when he's out of her room his head is cloudy. Yes he's also from rich family and arranging a plane ticket is nothing for him . It's all Jhope's fault. Taehyung clenched his fist very thought of him. If yujin get hurt or felt lost in new country he will kill him he swear.

So after 2 weeks taehyung handed yujin the plain ticker for Canada and told her to promise him she will complete her graduation there first.

With teary eyes they parted from each other. No one from her family came to see her off.

Yujin looked back once.

*Goodbye Seoul . Goodbye jhope. I will come back once I'm capable for you. Wait for me. *

The tears I let fall for you,you have to make it up to me jhope

○○○○○○○after 5 years ○○○○○○

News : Today the whole media will be gathering at conference hall to capture the moment of receiving business man of the year. The competition is very tough. All the competitors around the world attending the award ceremony and among them 3 of business man whom are getting all the limelight are Jung Hoseok ,Kim taehyung, Min Yoongi. Jung Hoseok the very young prominent master is single and also having rumours of dating various women...

Yujin switched off the TV throwing the remote.

Hah! So funny. I went through a mountain of pain for this man and he's there dating around bunch of women!

Angers boiling in yujin's body. She just came back from Canada yesterday and this news just ruined her happy mood. May be she shouldn't have come back .if her grandmother was not ill she wouldn't seriously.

Grandmother is the only person who loved her dearly. She couldn't hold herself back. Of course she missed her jhope too. She couldn't wait to come here and revenge. Why she loses her cool over this man? Whoever's he dates it shouldn't bother her.

ARGHHHHH!

Yujin screamed a bit loud that her cat lying on sofa startled.

no no I just cant let things happen like this! I need to do something!

if he can't come to my world then I will go to his world.

right! I need to see him. make him pay what he did. cant let him enjoy his time while I'm burning.

but howwww!

yujin keeps parading on her room and the little cat kept watching her with her lighting eyes.

Got an idea! tae! right taehyung can only help me! and he's there with him . I just need to reach him.

Ring...ring...ring...

Taehyung was talking with some interviewers before beginning of the show on red carpet. suddenly his phone went off.

EXCUSE me , I need to take a call . I will be back soon.

with a gentle smile he excuses himself and found himself a quiet place to take the call.

Hello? who's speaking?

God! tae ! where are you right now?

who....wait! yujin is that you? !! OH MY GOSH YUJIN WHEN DID YOU CAME BACK? WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME BEFORE? YUJIN, YOU LILLE BRAT!

hahahaha tae shut up screaming! my ears gonna burst out! I just came back yesterday and you are the first person I call okay?

So stop shouting in my ear!

Okay okay I won't. I was just too overwhelmed listening your voice.

A tint of blush went through his cheeks

*Silly taehyung. She doesn't need to know how much he missed her*.

Well tae..I call you for a reason..

Yes, say it. Is there anything I cant do for my little yujin?

Hehe you always spoil me tae

You deserve to be

Yujin felt a feeling of affection through the words. In this world taehyung is the one who treats her this way. She forgets everything when she is with him. A happiness filled with him.

Taehyung?

Yes?

I want to attend the ceremony you are at right now..

What? Yujin it's a business ceremony. If it was about other occasions I would bring you but this is not the place to hang out.

I know tae they won't allow other people except business man/women and their relatives that's why I want to go there as...

As?

As your girlfriend?

GIRLFRIEND? YOU SAID GIRLLLLFREIND? YUJIN IS IT YOU THE ONE IM SPEAKING?SINCE WHEN DID YOU BECAME MY GIRLFRIEND AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW!

OH GOD TAE! DON'T BE SO HYPERACTIVE! LET ME FINISH MY SENTENCE! I will pretend to be your girlfriend at the ceremony

cuz ....

I need to meet Certain someone.

(plz watch my new series: Psycho CEO)