Have you considered:
That maybe I do love you,
That I want to get to know you more,
That you make me happy,
That the reason you see me smile when I think you’re looking away is because I thought of you.
That I thought of just how cute you are.
Not your physical appearance,
Just you.
That I love everything about you.
From your gorgeous eyes,
To your smile,
To the way you talk about that thing you love so much that I just can’t seem to understand,
To the way your eyes lit up when we saw that movie a couple weeks ago,
To your soothing voice,
To your adorable giggles,
To every-single-thing about you.
Have you considered that?
That I love you more than you think?
That I don’t like you as a friend?
That not once have I thought of you as a friend?
That I don’t mean ‘I love my best friend’ in the sence that you do?
That I love you so much more than I’d ever love anyone?
That the reason I still show up to school is because I want to see you?
That maybe you were wrong?
That it’s not just gonna pass?
That it’s not a tiny crush that will fade?
And that...that I do need you...
Much more than you’d think?
Anyways- maybe you should consider it, I don’t know, just maybe.
What happens after the end?
The sky turns red.
All the clouds seem to fall down on you.
You close your eyes; and see nothingness.
As you black out you hear voices .
And you see shadows, long black shadows that seem to be talking to each other.
One with what seem like horns poking out of its head.
The other with a large ring over theirs.
You start to forget:
Who you were,
What happened,
What’s been happening,
Every thing.
You start to fall asleep.
Bad idea.
The tall shadows notice you’re passed out and take you somewhere.
A red and black shadowed place.
And you can’t open your eyes though you are aware of your surroundings .
Once you wake up to a bright light you get scared and try to scream .
As loud as you can.
But you start to cry.
You sound like a new born baby.
And that’s because you are.
Welcome to your new life, my dear.
I was so scared to love you. Now that I have, I can’t put it into words. How do i explain to you that the passionate look in your eyes is what drives me. That your laugh is just my weakness. That you are are my reason to be. That not being with you and not gathering the courage to talk to you kills me inside, because I know that even if I did you wouldn’t feel the same way. And now I’m just scared to loose you.
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