I live alone, at 18 I left home to follow my dreams studying modeling, while taking online classes to be a photographer, and to pay for all this I worked in a well-known cafeteria, and they paid me very well, when I finished my studies regarding modeling I looked for a job in that world, I had novels online that paid me well, and soon after a friend of mine with good artistic gifts offered to help me turn my novel into a comic, and of course to her. I had to pay, I accepted and after that I went to study to be a novelist, when half a year I finished my studies in photography I finally left the cafeteria, I was already earning quite well with my modeling work and they paid me considerably for my work in line, also did not lose so much money paying my friend to help me with the comics. I got to work in channel being one of his photographs, and in the gucchi brand I became a model, at the end of the year I got an editor to publish my novels in small books, like a comic but without drawings, that's how we devised a strategy so that my novels would be sold more, and that apart they would see the comic online, first we would take a break with the comics online and we would publish all the chapters that had been up to that moment in different small books, and we also made two more chapters of The books for finally after a week of having published two extra volumes the comic would come out online, and so I got a lot of money, saving and working on what I liked the most, in the morning I worked on the scripts of the novel, I sent it to My editor to be in charge of publishing it, later in the afternoon I went to my work as a model to finally go to photography, many will surely think that I do a lot, but what they do not know is that I have too much free time to spare! I'm not lying, I really have plenty of free time left over.

I do not complain about my life, I achieve all my goals, I have my desired jobs, I earn well, I have two good friends that I can count on for everything, I am also famous and rich, I have everything I once dreamed of, but I still feel that I am missing something, I have a void that is not filled, and it will never be filled if I do not fulfill the greatest wish that I have had for almost my entire life, and that is to meet my idols who inspired me to continue forward, their music It really helped me in the most difficult moments, and they are BTS, they are the people I admire the most in this world.

I am currently 19 years old, I am learning to play the guitar and the piano to enter the world of music, which by the way something I forgot to mention, is that I do covers on YouTube as well as I do live shows on Twicth playing role-playing games while I am disguised from an anime cosplay. This year I will turn 20 and I want to visit Japan and South Korea, well besides, I have no choice, since I am going to replace a model

*In the airport*

-Noooo t / n do not go away we will miss you !!!!

-It's true, besides, how are we going to do so that you check if the jobs are okay?

-I can verify them online Mitsuri, also it will only be a few weeks, two to be exact

-Yes, but .... it won't be the same without you ... Who's going to take care of us when we drink?

-Well, they take care of each other, they are older than me, they should moderate when they drink

-If we are older but I only beat you for 4 years and Aoi beat you for 3, we are not that old

-... Of course if you say so-I turned to see them both, let out a little sigh-I'm going to miss them both!

They both gave me a strong and warm hug, I grabbed my bags and went to the plane to go to my first stop, Japan, my stomach turned, I was very anxious to visit Japan for the first time, I had wanted it since I was alone an 11 year old girl, she had really been waiting so long for this moment.

Hey it's me! I will not give excuses, I will only say that I have been busy and down, and therefore I could not work much on my long-awaited project but I will tell you:

For the moment I am going to stop working on ¨The reincarnation of a witch ¨ because my goal is to publish it in three different languages that would be in addition to Spanish: English, Japanese and Korean, my goal is to publish all the chapters and novels that I have been up to now. In all those languages, so I will be a bit more missing in the novels in Spanish, except this one.

See you for the next

XD and sayounara

After eating and watching a movie, I fell asleep and finally, I finally landed, when I arrived it was all normal, a normal station, but I felt it as special, since during all my life I had not even stepped on the beach, in I always stayed at home on vacation, and from time to time Mitsuri and Aoi would visit me.

I got off the plane and soon I headed towards the exit of the airport. When I arrived in Tokyo where I was going to work, I went into all those stores which sold such cute things, just to get to where they sold anime I knew that I should contain myself if I was not going to lose all my money, however I did not hold back enough and ended up buying three figures from the anime hanako-kun, in addition to a few manga, after those purchases I finally went to my hotel, and I fell asleep instantly, I was very tired from so much and I slept until the next day, when I woke up, I got ready quickly, to go to the place where I was going to photograph, when I arrived, I was really surprised, since the place was nothing more and nothing less than, a maids cafeteria, I was excited to finally be able to be present in a maids cafeteria, but I was hoping to photograph a restaurant, I don't know, decent maybe.

I waited a moment for someone to come to give me directions, and so it was, shortly after the representative of that cafeteria arrived, he told me that despite having a good service, and that they earned considerably well, they needed my support to gain more visits , I thought that if a recognized photographer took some photos of his restaurant, more people would go

-すみませんが、有名な人が写真に写っていたら、あなたのレストランはもっとよく知られていませんか？あなたがしている戦略を見てください。悪いことではありませんが、ポスターをテレビコマーシャルのように考えてください。誰が撮影したかではなく、モデルを配置します。明日はチームを連れて写真を撮ってもらい、メイドさんと一緒に出てもらいます。大丈夫ですか？

(Excuse me but, wouldn't your restaurant be better known if someone famous appears in the photos? Look at the strategy you do is not bad at all, but just think of the posters as if they were TV commercials, there they don't put who made them takes, rather they put models. I have a good idea, tomorrow I will bring my team for them to take the photos, and I will dress as a maid to appear in them, as well as their employees, is that okay?) - I said

-多分あなたは正しいです......大丈夫、大丈夫、あなたが言うことをしましょう

(maybe you're right ...... okay, okay, let's do what you say)

After that I went out to see what things were out there, I wanted to see Japan now that I was visiting, I was not going to miss this opportunity.

I went to eat at a ramen and sushi stall, and the truth was that everything was delicious, obviously I had already tried Japanese food in Latin America, but this time it tasted more delicious than the other times I had ordered the food there. Then I went to clothing stores, I wanted to buy a good souvenir for my friends, they love pastel tones, a completely different tone from the one I would use, so I bought them a pair of pastel colored shirts, a yellow one, and the other green water, in addition to also buying them some alcohol, because they really like alcohol, I don't understand how they hold hangovers, in fact, now that I think about it, I wonder what they are doing in this instant? My question was answered instantly since Mitsuri wrote to remind me that I had to send him my guide for Wednesday and that he would not forget me, I just answered him with "it's okay" and I continued touring Tokyo for the whole day. .

The next morning I was really very anxious, since I was going to disguise myself as a maid, something that made me very sad, since no, not even in my live shows I had disguised myself as a maid, and also I felt very sorry, since I had never I went out to the street or to be seen by other people in cosplay.

-Okay let's start, first do this pose -said the staff -Good, now take that drink and bring it closer to the maid girl who is on the side- Okay now do this, and then this

The staff kept giving me directions and I gave them, it got dark and I knew at that moment that I would not be able to send the guide to Mitsuri, come on I could not even finish it, so I called them and told them to take all this time free, that at the moment they should not work on anything until my return, which made them very happy, I do not know if it was because perhaps before I was asking too much, I will never know, I suppose, since they do not complain, and I consider myself a very soft person, but nevertheless I would say that I was not lucky enough to stop working on the novel, since despite the holidays, I had to repair every day that not a single publication was uploaded, in addition my fns would be disappointed, or so I felt.

First I made a post on instagram to let my fans know that I would not be broadcasting live, and that we were not going to release new books and comics for just two weeks, after that I quickly got to work on the script.

Thursday, I was almost going to finish my stay in that beautiful place, I had finished with my work for which they called me, so I had all the two days that I had free, I decided to go visit some places for tourists in Japan such as as Tsumago it was the forty-second of the sixty-nine post cities in the Nakasendō. Found in Nagiso, it has been restored to its appearance as an Edo era post town and is now a popular tourist destination.

I really loved that place. The next day I went to the blue pond of Hokkaido, I did not regret going there, I had beautiful views, everything seemed spectacular, the colors were simply beautiful, everything in Japan was simply beautiful, I do not regret going there at all , and I am grateful that my past self did not give up and achieve my dreams, although one is missing that I hope to be able to fulfill soon.

-Hey Kitsumi .... Do you think I'll be able to meet BTS when I go to Korea?

-Yes- he answered sure-I know and I say it with so much confidence because your boss asked me to give you this VIP pass for his concert that they are going to give the week that you are going to be in Korea, he said that you deserve a break

-Are you serious?! - I said excitedly -Aren't you lying to me ?! - I grabbed my ticket -Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, really, thank you very much!

When I arrived in Korea, the first thing I did was head to my hotel, take a quick shower and change my wardrobe, since BTS would be giving a concert very soon, and I didn't want to miss it since that would be my first concert.

I told my manager to take me quickly to the Seoul Olympic Stadium, since there would be his concert; on the way there I was really nervous, it was my first time, and as if that weren't enough, I had a VIP pass that would allow me to see them at the pilothouse, as well as get the first rows, which meant that they would come closer to me.

As I entered there, on stage, standing, they were rehearsing, I could not believe it, I was listening to their beautiful voices in person, it was really a dream for me, it was and felt unreal, I did not think it was happening. , but if I was living that moment, I covered my mouth with one hand, and the first tear fell silent, and behind it came my more, I was so excited that I could not contain my crying, I was really happy, it was a happiness that I did not I had felt for a long time, it was a genuine smile and happiness; I knelt down and tried to calm down but it was impossible listening to all those live voices that accompanied my thought of:

"You did it, you fulfilled your dream, you are fulfilling it, very good!"

In truth all my efforts were not in vain, I really fulfilled my true goal, and that was and always was to meet them. When they finished their practice they approached me and asked me if I was okay, I just let out a little more tears and said with a joyful and at the same time trembling voice

- 미안해 널 걱정 하게 하고 싶지 않았어 이런 일은 처음 이야

(Sorry, I didn't want to worry you, this is my first time)

They gave me a hug and Suga said:

- 콘서트 에서 우리 에게 최고의 미소 를 보내 주세요 ARMY 우리 는 당신 이 다시 우는 것을 보고 싶지 않습니다 ok?

(at the concert give us the best of your ARMY smiles we don't want to see you cry again ok?)

I just nodded while wiping my tears.

When the time for his concert finally arrived, everything was very lively, it was an experience like no other, he shouted with euphoria the names of the members along with other ARMY'S, he sang his songs along with thousands of other voices, and not only with me. ARMY family if or also together with them, I could not believe that we finally shared the same space, time, air, sound, BTS and me, it was something amazing, and that will undoubtedly remain etched in my memory and heart, the scream of all those ARMY´S screaming for their bias, those beautiful words from BTS to ARMY, and above all, and I am sure that I will not be able to forget this, something simple, but at the same time it means a lot ¨BORAHE¨ in live and direct, I really won't forget that.

What was even more incredible was talking to them during the autograph signings, I had already planned to tell each member of the band, but I felt that I couldn't, I was really very nervous, more however, my desire to speak won me over. with them, and let them know how much I appreciate them, so when it came my turn with the leader of BTS Kim Namjoon, I made up my mind and told him

- 멋진 리더 RM 입니다 힘내시고 항상 포기 하지 않고 최선 을 다 해주셔서 감사 합니다

(You are a great leader RM, please keep it up, and thank you for always giving your all and never giving up)

He just smiled and answered me

- 아니 오히려 항상 응원 해주는 아미 들 덕분 에

(No thanks to you ARMY for always supporting us)

pass over to jin

- 진아 항상 방탄 을 챙겨줘서 고맙고 멋진 사람 이야 항상 감동 줘서 고마워

(Jin, thank you for always taking care of BTS, you are a great person, thank you for always inspiring me)

Jin just took me by the hand, approached me and said

- 아미 처럼 착하고 성실한 수백명 에게 영감 을 줄 수 있어서 기쁩니다

(I'm glad to be able to inspire hundreds of people as nice and sincere as your ARMY)

Suga

- 슈가 오빠\, 대화 할 상대 가 없는 아이돌 도 있고\, 감정 도 여러 가지 라는 걸 알아요. 그래서 아미 와 제가 항상 옆 에 있을 거라는 걸 알아 주셨으면 해요.

(Suga-oppa, I know that several idols have no one to talk to, and they keep several of their emotions, so I want you to know, that ARMY and I will always be there for you)

- 고마워 ARMY 항상 응원 해줘서 좋다

(thanks ARMY, it's good to know that you will always support me)

J-hope

- 호 비형 항상 환한 미소 보여줘서 고마웠 어 어떤 상황 에서도 웃게 해줘서

(Hobi hyung, thank you for always showing me your bright smile, that encourages me to smile too no matter the circumstance)

He only gave me the most beautiful of smiles while he held my hand

Jimin

- 지민 이 간단한 노래 로 내 목숨 구해줘 서 고마워 약속 써 줘서 고마워

(Jimin, thanks for saving me, thanks for writing promise and saving me)

- 아니 강해 줘서 고마워

(no thanks to you for being strong)

Tae

_ 태 오빠 그런게 아니라서 완벽 하다는 말 은 안 할게 너도 부족한게 많지만 그래도 내가 너를 사랑 한다는 거 알아 줬으면 좋겠어

(Tae-oppa, I will not tell you that you are perfect because it is not like that, you have imperfections, but I want you to know that I still love you, even for the smallest imperfection you have)

Jungkook

-jk 고맙고 항상 그룹 을 떠나지 않는 것에 대해 감사 할 것 입니다

(jk, I thank you and I will always be grateful for not having left the group)

Good Good, here neko-chan with a great neck pain from looking at the computer for so long, I want to tell you that I probably will not translate my novels into Korean, more however, all my novels are already in the English version and the version Japanese, I will probably release the episodes of ¨My ghost friend¨ sooner than I expected, but they will still have to wait for ¨The reincarnation of a witch ¨ since it has not finished translating it in both versions yet, and as expected, I will release first the versions in Spanish, to later release them in Japanese and English.

Well that's all, I will try to be more active, although I do not promise anything, since I have school, and I do not know if it will give me enough time to write three novels in three different languages, but I will do my best.

As always thanks for reading

Neko-chan says goodbye XD and sayounara