...It had been years....
...Years since Yoongi had seen that beautiful smile....
...Since he had heard that amazing laugh....
...Since he had listened to that soft voice....
...Yoongi often wondered what the owner of that voice was up to....
...Wondered if they thought of him as much as he did them....
...Wished he could go back in time and change anything to make him stay....
...Yoongi had been alone ever since that day, 7 years ago. His friends tried to set him up with people, but no one could ever compare. The boy stole his heart never gave it back so how could he give it to someone else?...
...Yoongi was approaching year 29 out of many more. He's wasn't sad anymore, just bored....
...Any sane person would be bored after meeting such an extraordinary person and then being left behind....
...Yoongi had met the boy when he, himself, was 18, the boy was 16....
...For Yoongi, it didn't take long. A few months and he realized just how hard he had fallen for the boy with the brilliant smile....
...He had his friend, Hoseok, to thank for introducing them. The younger boy had a dance recital and asked Yoongi to come....
...Frankly, the 18 year old Yoongi wasn't very interested. All he ever wanted to do was compose music and play piano, back then anyway....
...Yoongi didn't expect to be captivated by one of the performers at the recital. He didn't expect any of this to happen....
...It started like all the other performances....
...A young boy with brown hair and tan skin came out onto stage. He was dressed in all black and couldn't have been older than 16. By now Yoongi was just waiting for it to be over so he could go home. He didn't really care about any of this....
...The boy got into his position and then the music started playing....
...It was one of his favorite songs to play on the piano....
...Maybe that's why Yoongi bothered to actually watch. It was different. Most of the performers either had mainstream classical music that you've heard a million and 5 times or hip-hop music, like Hoseok. But this song in particular was the reason Yoongi loved piano....
...As the boy danced Yoongi was amazed. It was like nothing he had ever seen. With every move the boy was able to express something that Yoongi was only ever able to express through piano. There was so much passion in his movements. The boy was giving his all in this performance....
...Yoongi was so caught up in watching the boy dance he didn't notice the song coming to a close. When it ended he couldn't help but feel disappointed. Honestly, Yoongi would've given anything for it to last longer....
...For the remainder of the recital Yoongi could only think of the boy. He wanted to know his name, wanted to know how old he was. He just wanted to know anything he could about him....
...Finally it was over and Yoongi went to look for his friend....
...After making his way back stage, he finally found Hoseok....
...His friend had a huge smile on his face, "Hey! I can't believe you're still here! How was I?"...
...Yoongi knew he had to be a good friend but he also could barely think of anything else besides the boy, "You were good Hoseok, but I have a question."...
...The younger boy's expression changed into a curious one, "sure what is it?"...
...The older took a breath, "There was a boy. He danced to a song called The Last Leaf Falls, it's a piano piece. Do you know him?"...
..."I've never even heard of that song. I couldn't possibly know it if I've never heard it "...
..."Dammit Hoseok. You've heard it, we live together, you've probably heard it a hundred or more times in the past three years. Come on."...
..."Dude calm down. What does the kid look like?"...
..."He- he had brown hair, very tan, wearing all back. He looked young. He did ballet."...
..."Seriously Yoongi, next time listen to the announcer. They always tell you th-"...
..."Do you know who I'm talking about or not?"...
...The younger boys eyebrow shot up, "Why do you want to know about this boy so badly? Oh, does the emotionless Min Yoongi have a crush?”...
..."Hoseok, if I didn't need you to tell me who this kid is my foot would be so far up your *** right now you would have to brush the smell of my shoes out of your fucking mouth for months. Now, tell me who he is." Yoongi was not having any of his friends humor now, he had a mission....
..."Jeez, calm down. The kid is right over there," he motioned to a person behind Yoongi, "His name is Jimin. He is like 16 and one of the best ballet dancers I've ever met. Some say he's a prodigy. They might be right."...
...Yoongi looks over to the young boy. His first thought was 'His dancing isn't the only thing that's beautiful and breathtaking.'...
...The kid was stunning and Yoongi had never felt so nervous in his life. He had planned to go up to him and tell him how amazing his dance was and that the song he picked was one of his favorites, but he didn't expect him to be so, how do you say it properly, intimidatingly beautiful....
...The boy had a smile that made Yoongi stop breathing. He couldn't help but think about how a small part of him wanted to be the reason the younger boy smiles....
...His lips were very plump and when he did smile his eyes were small. His cheeks were chubby but it added to his charm....
...No, it wasn't love at first sight, Yoongi had a strict rule about not falling in love with someone before he had talked to them, maybe that's why he's never dated someone before. But, it was strongly something at first sight, something that Yoongi never imagined would happen to him....
...Hoseok obviously had taken notice at how Yoongi looked at the boy, "It's a shame, or at least the girls think so, he is the most attractive boy in school and he's one of the gayest people I've ever met, maybe more than Jin. I swear i saw a girl crying once because she had a crush on him and someone told her. A part of me feels sorry for them."...
...At hearing his friends words, Yoongi felt relieved but also even more nervous. He actually kinda had a chance but someone like that would never even blink an eye at Yoongi. He was a socially awkward 18 year old bisexual whose only plan in life was to write music and play the piano....
..."Maybe I should get him over here. Maybe I could introduce you two."...
...Before Yoongi could tell his friend to piss off, Hoseok shouted the boy’s name....
...The boy, Jimin, looked over to Hoseok with a brilliant smile. He was one of the last performers so he still had sweat clinging to his skin and his hair was very messed up from multiple people ruffling it, but he still looked so beautiful....
...Quickly, Jimin made his way to the two boys. With every step he took Yoongi felt more and more scared....
...What if this kid had an awful personality and ruined it all? What if they didn’t hit it off? What if he is tired and just wants to go home?...
...He was there....
..."Hi Hobi hyung! You did awesome, as always. You really need to teach me some of those moves."...
...A part of Yoongi wanted to scream no. He had seen Hoseok dance and, no offense to him, but ballet was definitely more beautiful and suited the young boy much more than that shit Hoseok does....
...Hoseok laughed bashfully, "Thank you Jimin. But I think I should be asking you that. You were absolutely amazing."...
...The younger’s ears turned red and his cheeks turned an adorable shade of pink, "Thank you Hyung."...
..."Oh and that's not all, my friend here thought you were stunning. At least that's what I believe. I've forced him to come and watch many recitals with me and he's never wanted to stay longer than necessary, but he wanted to meet you." Hoseok realized he was a deadman after telling Jimin that but honestly, the look on Yoongi's face was enough to make him not regret it....
...The older's eyes were wide and he looked at Hoseok like he had just told the most deepest darkest secret that Yoongi has ever had....
...Under his breath he muttered, "I'm going to murder you, Jung Hoseok."...
..."Oh wow, that's awesome. I'm Park Jimin, what's your name?"...
...Yoongi looked at the boy. It felt like his heart was going to beat out of his chest....
..."I- I'm Min Yoongi. You were really breathtaking. On stage I mean. That song, it's one of my favorites. I play piano and it was the first song that made me want to continue to play. When I saw you dance to it, it made me feel the same way it does when I play it. Dance doesn't usually interest me because I can't relate to it. The emotions always feel wrong to me. But with you, I felt the emotion of the song." Yoongi was talking nervously and fast....
...The younger boy had the biggest smile Yoongi had ever seen. His blush was more than obvious now and Yoongi wasn't sure if those were tears in his eyes or just sweat....
..."Oh my, that's the nicest thing anyone has ever told me. Thank you. It means a lot. Maybe one day I can hear you play it."...
..."I- I would love that. Maybe you could come over one day. Hoseok and I room together he could walk you over one day." Yoongi didn't know where any of this was coming from....
...Jimin looked down, probably to try to hide his blush, "Sure. That would be great." There is a call of Jimin's name and the younger looks up, "I-I have to go, I'll definitely try to come over one day."...
...And before Yoongi could even say bye the boy was running off in the direction of the voice that called him....
...Yoongi watched as the boy went up to a different boy that looked about the same age as him. For some odd reason he felt a sense of jealousy when the other boy swung an arm around Jimin’s waist....
...Hoseok was absolutely gushing when the older boy looked back at him, "Min Yoongi! You little flirt! You know, I was starting to think you didn't have it in you. Like you always seem so romantically challenged. Any time I try to set you up with someone you always seem so uninterested. But that, that was like watching a baby take his first steps. Oh my god! In the future, after you and Jimin have adopted your second child, I'll be able to say I was the one to introduce you two! I'll be responsible for the minimini couple!" Hoseok clapped his hands in excitement....
..."What the **** is that?"...
..."What?"...
..."The 'minimini couple'." Yoongi put air quotes around the word....
..."Oh, well, you two are both small and your last name is Min and his name is JiMIN so why not call you that?" The question was rhetorical....
..."Hoseok, please don't do this."...
..."Do what?" The younger boy used a defensive tone....
..."Do that thing where when I show the smallest interest in someone you automatically think we are going to get together. You did this with Jin AND Namjoon."...
..."Ok, in my defense, I had no idea they were already together." He pouted....
..."I also told you I didn't think of them in any romantic way, but you still tried. It was the most awkward moment in my life." Yoongi got shutters from just thinking about it....
..."Ok but this is different,"...
..."Hoseok, I'm just inviting the kid over to hear me play piano. Nothing more."...
...The older boy was already walking away so Hoseok's last comment went on deaf ears....
..."You never invite anyone over, nonetheless willingly let them watch you practice. This has got to be more."...
...And Hoseok was right. It turned out to be so much more than Yoongi ever thought possible....
...Even after almost 11 years Yoongi still remembers so much....
...Jimin's pet peeves....
...The feel of his small soft hands in Yoongi's big callused ones....
...The high pitched whines he made when Yoongi teased him....
...Yoongi remembered so much that some people would probably think he had seen the younger yesterday....
...But one of Yoongi's fondest memories was the first time Jimin came to his and Hoseok's dorm, or the second time he had seen him....
...Hoseok had texted him an hour or so before, telling him that he was going to bring Jimin by today. Of course, Yoongi hadn't heard his phone go off because he was practicing a new piece of music....
...He didn't even realize that Hoseok had opened his door to let Jimin inside....
...He didn't even hear Hoseok's obnoxious laugh....
...Only when he paused to crack his knuckles did he hear a small whisper from an unknown voice....
...Yoongi turned around in his seat and was blessed with the sight of the boy who had captivated his thoughts for the past week....
...He let a small smile come to his lips before talking, "Oh uh, hey, I didn't know you were coming today."...
..."I texted you." Hoseok had pointed out....
..."You should've known I was practicing."...
..."Yoongi, I never know when you're practicing. Some days you don't even sit at the piano and other days it's all you do from when you wake up to when you go to sleep. Hell, I've even gotten up at 5 a.m. before and heard you playing Can't Help Falling In Love."...
..."It was the first song I learned. I wanted to see if I still remembered it." Yoongi tried to defend himself....
..."AT FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING YOONGI!!"...
...That was the first time Yoongi heard Jimin laugh....
...It was the most beautiful noise he had ever heard and would grow to be his favorite....
...Jimin looked up and smiled at Yoongi, who was probably just staring at him in amazement because he wasn't aware such a beautiful laugh even existed....
...Again, though, just to clarify, Yoongi was not in love. He refused to be in love with someone he just met. He was just, very, very fond of the idea and existence of Park Jimin....
...Yeah, that was it....
..."I'm sorry if you were in the middle of something. I can come back another day. You were amazing, though." Jimin had a small blush creeping onto his cheeks....
...Yoongi was suddenly very aware of how he wanted Jimin to stay, "N-No, please, you don't have to go. If you want to you can stay. I can show you some better stuff. I'm just learning that piece."...
...Jimin's smile seemed to get slightly bigger at his words, "Then I guess I'll be staying."...
..."That's great!" It was Yoongi's turn to smile and it kind of disturbed Hoseok a little, and yes, he was still there. Just watching the interaction between a grumpy old grandpa and an actual ray of sunshine....
..."Well, this whole Yoongi smiling shit is too weird for me. I'm going to like, go and be a third wheel with Namjoon and Jin or something."...
...Yoongi looked at his friend, "Piss off Hoseok."...
..."Goodbye to you too. God what a sweetheart. I can't believe you said my name. Jimin you must be a great influence on him because he's already 92 percent nicer to me. Usually, he would say something along the lines of '**** head, **** off. I'm trying to work and your trash music is getting in the way'."...
..."Ok, that's a lie. I don't call your music taste trash. That would be like calling a small fraction of my music taste trash."...
..."Yah, whatever. I'm out, goodbye Jimin. If Yoongi is rude to you in any way, shape, or form just call me and I'll come beat him up or something."...
...Jimin laughed again and that was the only thing holding Yoongi back from saying anything else before Hoseok left....
...After that, there was a very small amount of awkwardness in the room, enough to be able to ignore. Yoongi asked if Jimin had any songs he wanted to hear on the piano and Jimin could only think of one....
..."Have you heard of Debussy?"...
..."Of course. He's amazing."...
..."Do you know Rêverie? It's really beautiful."...
...That's when Yoongi first thought it was possible that there might be a chance that he could actually fall in love with Jimin. He knew about music. Actual real music. Music not played on the radio, music that he would've had to look for....
...Yoongi was grateful, usually, when he asks someone to suggest a song it's a pop or a hip-hop song. Which isn't bad, it's just, his favorite type of music to play on the piano is music that is written specifically for piano....
...The rest of the night continued like this. After Yoongi finished a song Jimin would shower him with compliments. The younger boy was in absolute awe....
...Yoongi didn't know how to respond to all the praise. He was never good at thanking people, probably because he knew he was good. Why thank someone when all they do is state the obvious?...
...But with Jimin, he felt so much pride every time the boy said anything nice....
...He honestly didn't know why. After years of hearing compliments, he thought he had grown numb to them. After the age of 13 compliments just became everyday words. The feeling he had with Jimin though, it was like he was nine years old again, just starting to play the piano for people other than his family....
...When Hoseok came home, Jimin was still there. He was quite shocked, to be honest. Yoongi wasn't good with people, he always preferred to be alone. If it wasn't for Hoseok he would go days without seeing a single soul....
...So for Hoseok to come home hours later and see Jimin happily sitting on Yoongi's bed and the older still at the piano playing, a song unknown to Hoseok, was quite the shock....
...Hoseok had to knock loudly on the door for the two boys to finally notice him....
..."Hey, it's getting pretty late, like 11 o'clock. Jimin if you want you could stay over."...
...Jimin's smile fell, "Oh gosh, I have to get home Jungkook and Taehyung are going to kill me. I only said I would be gone a couple of hours tops. Shit," (Yoongi almost choked, an angel swearing? Shocking.) (And also kinda hot)....
...He would never admit it, not even to this day, but Yoongi felt a little disappointed when Jimin couldn't stay....
...Hoseok left the room and Yoongi decided to help Jimin get his things together....
..."You know, this was really great. You seem really cool."...
...Yoongi almost snorted at the statement Jimin made. He had been called a lot of things and cool was nowhere on the list....
..."Thanks, we should do it again sometime. Maybe next time you show me you're dancing." The older really needed to do this again. He needed to see him again....
...Jimin bit his lip nervously, "That would be awesome."...
..."Ok, when, so I can be prepared this time." Yoongi laughed awkwardly....
..."What about tomorrow?" Jimin answered quickly, "I mean if you want to that is."...
...Of course, Yoongi wanted to....
...The rest of the week Jimin came over. Some days Yoongi played the piano, Others Hoseok let them borrow his practice room so Jimin could dance....
...Yoongi was absolutely blown away with how much emotion the younger put into dancing. It was always hard for Yoongi to understand why people liked to watch others dance and even why people danced. It never appealed to Yoongi....
...But after watching Jimin, he understood. He understood because Jimin danced the way he played the piano. With buried emotion that he had hidden from people....
...He finally understood because what Jimin did came naturally. He didn't have to learn. It was just pure talent....
...He understood because Jimin's dancing made you feel something....
...The week ended but their time together didn't. They started to get to know each other and hang out outside of Yoongi's dorm. Yoongi came to call Jimin friend and the younger did the same....
...Eventually, Yoongi met Jimin's friends. One of them, Taehyung, was hyper and very talkative. While the other one, Jungkook, was more conserved and why (which soon changed when he felt comfortable around Yoongi). Taehyung was the same age as Jimin and Jungkook was a year younger. They were dating. Yoongi was fine with that, considering he was very bisexual himself. A part of him wondered if gays just all flocked to each other. Jin was gay, Namjoon was hella bisexual, Hoseok was asexual, and now three new additions, two being gay and Taehyung being pansexual....
...Honestly, there had to be some kind of magnetic pull or something....
...When Jimin met Yoongi's friends they immediately liked him. Of course, Hoseok already knew him but Namjoon and Jin could not stop cooing at him. If Yoongi remembers correctly, Jin even pinched one of his cheeks and called him a small baby....
...Jimin, of course, liked them. He alway seemed so comfortable around people, it wasn't that surprising....
...So just like that, the amount of friends Yoongi had doubled. It was weird. Having three new people to remember. Three new people that wanted to be around him. It seemed like everything was changing. Little by little and it was so, so very weird....
...Weird, but in a good was....
...Yoongi remembers when he finally admitted to himself that he loved Jimin....
...That he wanted to be with him....
...It seemed like every feeling was different after he realized it....
...Honestly, he probably had his parents to thank for it, as much as he hated to say that. If it wasn't for them not being on speaking terms with Yoongi, Jimin would've never invited him to come over for Christmas....
..."So Yoongi, are you going home for Christmas?" Jungkook looked up from his phone. He was probably texting Taehyung to see if he was ok. The older had left for his hometown, also Yoongi's, Daegu last night....
...Yoongi laughed at the boy's question. He hadn't seen his family since they sent him to this performing arts school when he was 12, 6 years ago, "If I go home for Christmas they might not even let me in the house."...
..."What happened there?" Jimin had looked up from his suitcase. He was leaving for Busan tomorrow with Jungkook....
..."A lot." Yoongi didn't really want to specify....
...Jungkook sighs and brings his phone down from his face and looks at Yoongi, "a lot being what? Now I'm curious."...
...Jimin was about to scold the youngest for being impolite when Yoongi interrupted him, "When I was little they always forced me to play the piano. Sure I love it now but I get to decide when and what I play unless a teacher tells me to do differently. But they were really harsh when making me practice. As long as they were able to make money off of me playing they didn't care about me. That why they sent me here, to get better, but when I was 16 they called and we got into it over the phone. I said the only reason they still call me their son is because I make them money. They said that I was an ungrateful little ***. I also came out to them by saying it's a damn good thing I make them money or I would've been disowned for being gay. You can imagine how that went. We haven't spoken since then. Honestly, the only reason they still pay for me to go here is so they don't have to see me." Yoongi laughed, "So yeah, no family Christmas."...
..."Well, that fucking sucks." Jungkook had laughed and Jimin hit his arm and muttered something about not being polite....
..."It does kind suck, but we were never a real close family. I mean Christmas was almost like every other day when I was a kid. The only difference being my brother and I exchanging small gifts we didn't let our parents know about. They wouldn't even do anything special if I came. If anything, it would just lead to arguing."...
...Jimin was quite for a while until he looked Yoongi right in the eyes, a look of determination on his face, and said, "Come to my house for Christmas."...
..."Um, what?"...
..."You heard me. Come with me to Busan. Meet my family. Have Christmas with us instead of being alone."...
..."Jimin I don't know-"...
...Jimin plopped down on the couch beside Yoongi, attaching himself to the eldest, "Please Yoongi! It would be great! All the people I love and my best friend under the same roof! It would be so so great. Please please please plea-"...
..."Jimin I don't even know anything about your family. Like if I say yes I'm going to need some background information or something." Yoongi was so scared to meet Jimin's parents. The thought terrified him. He had never been good with adults....
..."I'll tell you everything you need to know. Yoongi please, it would be great if you were with me." Jimin had given him puppy dog eyes....
...HOW WAS HE SUPPOSED TO SAY NO TO THAT????...
...Yoongi let out a long sigh. He knew when he was defeated, "Ok Jimin. I'll go. But you have to give me the rundown on your family because I would like to know a little bit going into this."...
..."THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! I PROMISE I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING OMG THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT!" The younger boy was jumping up and down out of excitement....
..."Alright, what is your family like?"...
...That night Yoongi found out all kinds of things about Jimin and his family....
...He learned that growing up Jimin's mom was a stripper. Yoongi obviously had questions about that. But the story behind Jimin's mother's past occupation was actually pretty responsible....
...Jimin's father left them a little after the boy had turned a year old. Mr. Park had been bringing in the most income and after he left they started having financial problems. She had grown up with dance and was considered a beautiful woman so this was her only option that she could find on such short notice. Jimin grew up around so many women when he was younger that his older sister always said that's why he was much more on the feminine side....
...Jimin said he still remembers when a few of the ladies at the club his mom worked at asked him if he would like to put on makeup for fun. He had been so excited because he got to see all this beautiful makeup all the time but never thought he was allowed to put it on. He nodded his head yes and until he was about ten years old the ladies would do his makeup. He enjoyed it a lot....
...Jimin had also mentioned his sister, Jihyun. She was five years older than him and was studying law. She took after their father while Jimin was more like their mother. His older sister was incredibly intelligent (possibly smarter than Namjoon) and won many awards in high school. Jimin was the opposite. He wasn't horrible at school, he was either average or below average and instead of winning awards Jimin was bullied every day, all of these reasons he transferred to the best performing arts school in Korea....
...He learned that Jimin's sister was more like a second mom and that his mother always tried her best for her family. He learned that Mrs. Park (her maiden name was park too) was considered the black sheep of her family and was determined to never let her children feel the way she did growing up. He learned how accepting she was about Jimin being gay. Jimin told him that when he came out she had said she was always a little suspicious that maybe he was....
...Yoongi learned so much about Jimin's family. It was about 5 in the morning when they finally went to bed but Yoongi didn't care. He didn't care because he was learning about someone he cared for deeply....
.......
...They were able to get about 4 hours of sleep because they had to leave early to catch the train to Busan. Jimin had called his mother to tell her he was bringing a friend, she was thrilled....
...Yoongi remembers waking up and feeling an odd mixture of nervousness, excitement, and a little homicidal considering he only had 4 hours of sleep....
...That morning was the longest it had ever taken him to get ready. Every time he would have something to wear he would start to second guess it. It was either too formal or too casual....
...He was now in black jeans, a white t-shirt with a flannel over and some beat up sneakers. He, of course, was second guessing himself. It just felt like he wasn't putting enough effort into his appearance. He didn't know Jimin's mother. He wanted to be respectful and not offend her in any way....
...It was only when Jimin came into the room did he stop. The younger boy asked what was taking so long and Yoongi, reluctantly, told him he didn't know how to dress. Jimin smiled, telling him that what he had on was perfectly fine and that his mother didn't really care what he wore....
...After that, he calmed down a little but he still felt nervous. He really didn't want to **** this up. First impressions last and Yoongi wanted to leave a good one....
...Apparently, he wasn't hiding his nervousness very well because Jimin was constantly telling him that his family would love him. The words comforted him a little but when Jimin tried to calm him with pats on the back and an arm around his shoulders, it really helped get his mind off the new people he would be meeting....
...The train ride was about three hours. All of which Jimin spent talking excitedly about his family. Apparently last Christmas his sister wasn't able to come because she was at her boyfriend's house for the holidays and this would be his first time seeing her since he started attending his new school. The last time Jimin had seen his mother was at the recital where Yoongi met him, it was about 4 months ago but Jimin was still very excited to see her....
...After the train stopped in Busan the two boys got their bags and exited the train station. Jimin told Yoongi his family lived near so there wasn't any need to get a taxi....
...Within about ten minutes Jimin was walking up to a house, foreign to Yoongi but by the way Jimin ran to it, it was pretty obvious it was his childhood home....
..."Wait for me Jimin, Jesus Christ, I might've played basketball when I was younger but this is ridiculous. Have I really gotten this out of shape?" Yoongi remembers breathing heavily once he finally caught up to Jimin....
...The younger boy had laughed, "What are you, a grandpa?"...
...Letting out a breathy laugh Yoongi responded, "You make me feel like one. You act, like, 4 sometimes."...
..."That's not true. I act like a 7-year-old. Not a 4-year-old." Jimin crossed his arms and fake pouted....
...Yoongi smiled, "Whatever you say Jiminnie."...
..."Yah! You're so rude." Jimin laughed and hit Yoongi on the arm....
..."Of course I am." Yoongi laughs....
...After a few seconds, the door to the house flew open and Yoongi saw a woman who had to have been a female version of Jimin from the way she looked. She was noticeably older, though, probably in her thirties or forties....
..."Oh, I thought I heard laughing." The woman smiled, "Jimin come here," she stepped outside and gave Jimin the biggest hug Yoongi had ever witnessed....
...After a few seconds of hugging the two broke apart and the woman looked at Yoongi with a smile (one he had only ever seen on Jimin), "You must be Yoongi. It's so nice to meet you! Jimin's told me a lot about you ove-"...
..."Ok mom lets go inside now, it's very cold. Oh my, I can already feel the hypothermia setting in." Jimin had interrupted his mother. Yoongi had to hold himself back from laughing. (He would never tell Jimin but when his mother said Jimin told her a lot about him a part of him was exploding with pure happiness)....
...The realization that the two boys were standing out in the cold hit Ms. Park, "Oh my goodness, you two must be freezing. Come in, please."...
...Once they were in the house Yoongi had to do a double-take....
...There was a huge Christmas tree in the corner of the front room covered in ornaments, stockings hanging by the chimney, a few nativities and Christmas villages were spread out amongst the room, there had to have been about 20 Santa's scattered about the room, along with so many other knick knacks here and there. It was something you would see on a home shopping commercial....
...There's a very good reason why Yoongi was shocked. He had never seen a house in real life with Christmas decorations. He thought it was fake. Just some plot to get people to buy useless shit. He never really thought people put effort into this holiday. His parents sure didn't....
...Upon further inspection of the house, Yoongi saw two women sitting in the front room. One was a young woman, probably in her 20's. The other woman looked to be much older, probably in her 50's or 60's. They were so obviously related to Jimin....
...The younger woman, Yoongi assumed she was Jimin's sister, sees them first. She stands with a big smile and runs towards Jimin, throwing her arms around him she pulls him in a big hug. Jimin laughs and hugs her back....
..."Hi, Noona! How have you been?" Jimin asked the girl....
..."I've been good." She pulled away from Jimin, "What about you? I haven't seen you in forever. What's going on? Who's this? Wait! Is he your boyfriend? HOLY SHIT DID MY BROTHER FINALLY GET A BOYFRIEND?!"...
...Jimin's face turned several different shades of red and Yoongi's would've too if he wasn't trying to hold back his laughter at how embarrassed Jimin was....
..."No Noona, he's not my boyfriend. This is Yoongi, my friend."...
..."Oh! The piano guy?"...
...So Jimin has even talked to his sister about me? Yoongi had thought to himself, "Yep, that's me."...
...The older lady in the room walks up to the two boys. She hugs Jimin tightly, telling him how much she missed him, and then turns to Yoongi with a smile on her face....
..."You play the piano?"...
..."Yes, ma'am."...
..."My late husband used to play," the woman smiles at the memory, "How long have you been playing?" She asked kindly...
...Yoongi had to think back to what age he was when he started to learn how to play. It was either five or six meaning it had been-...
..."I've been playing for about 13 years."...
...Everyone looked at him with shock, even Jimin....
..."I knew you had been playing for a long time but, 13 years? That's insane." Jimin looked at him with amazement....
...Yoongi laughed awkwardly, "Thanks. I put a lot if work into it. Music is the only thing I've got."...
..."That's not true!" Jimin smiles at him....
..."Oh yeah?" Yoongi raises his eyebrows, "What else do I have?"...
...The younger boy throws an arm around his shoulders, "You have me!"...
...Yoongi sighs dramatically, "The only thing I don't want or need and I have it. I'll tell you something else I have, the worst luck."...
...Everyone in the room laughs and Yoongi feels a hundred times better than he did earlier today....
...······...
...After dinner that night Yoongi had felt much better. He had gotten to know Jimin's family better than his own....
...Night had fallen and everyone was in high spirits. Yoongi and Jimin were talking to each other when Jimin's grandmother interrupted, "So Yoongi, will you play us something on the piano?" The woman pointed to the old piano sitting in the corner....
...Yoongi rubbed his hands together nervously, "Um, sure. Anything specific?"...
..."I don't have anything that comes to mind. Just something beautiful."...
..."Well, everything Yoongi plays is beautiful, grandma." Jimin smiled brightly....
...Yoongi would never get over hearing Jimin praise him so easily....
...Yoongi laughed with a little bit of awkwardness, (he has still sucked at getting compliments) and walked to the piano. Sitting down he tried to think of a song to play....
...The first thing that popped into his head was Nocturne op.9 no.2 by Chopin. He had learned it a while back when he watched an anime recommended to him by Taehyung, Your Lie in April, he hadn't finished it yet but the song caught his attention....
...Playing the first key made everyone in the room become quiet. Within the first few notes, Yoongi was sucked into the music....
...His fingers danced across the keys never missing a beat. He felt the music down to his soul....
...This is why he played, not for the praise or the money. He played because it made him feel something he had never been able to feel with anything else....
...Magical wasn't a good enough word for what he felt....
...When he played the last few keys he heard clapping....
...He turned around to see all of the Park family smiling brightly. Jimin's grandmother looked like she had a few tears in her eyes....
..."Jimin really wasn't joking when he said you were amazing. I haven't heard someone play like that in a long time, Yoongi. You are going to go far."...
...A smile came across Yoongi's face as he bowed to her, "Thank you, ma'am."...
.......
...It was around 11 o'clock that night when Jimin's family decided to call it a night....
...Mrs. Park hugged Jimin tightly and kissed his cheek before saying goodnight. His grandmother followed after her, giving Jimin a peck on the forehead and wishing his sweet dreams. Then Jihyun ruffled his hair and went off to bed as well....
...After that, it was only the two of them....
...Jimin was the first to speak, "I think they like you. Especially my grandmother. I haven't seen her smile like that since my grandfather passed away."...
...Yoongi laughed, "I think it's because I know how to play the piano. Has nothing to do with my personality I can promise you that."...
..."Well, obviously Yoongi. Who could ever love a grumpy old man stuck inside of a handsome 18-year-old?" Jimin was smiling so brightly....
..."So you think I'm handsome," Yoongi smirked jokingly....
..."Don't flatter yourself."...
..."You were the one who said it, not me."...
..."Whatever, come on. You're going to sleep in my room. Hope you're ok with sharing a bed." Jimin walked over to the front door and grabbed his bag. Yoongi followed him to get his too....
..."As long as I get to sleep I don't care where."...
...Jimin laughed, "Follow me, you old man."...
...Yoongi smiled and complied....
...He followed Jimin into a room, Jimin's old room....
...The first thing he noticed were the posters hanging on his walls, most of them relating to some kind of dancers but a few of them were of a kpop group called bigbang, at the time, the group was just a couple years old....
...Yoongi looked over to a bookcase in the corner of the room. One shelf was full of different kinds of manga, another one had a variety of CDs along with two trophies and cat plushie, the bottom shelf had just a stack of paper....
...Across the room, opposite of the door, there was Jimin's bed, a small twin sized bed with a light blue comforter....
...Overall, the room is small but very Jimin. Yoongi already liked the room....
..."I know it's small but I think we can both fit. Taehyung's a giant and when we were younger and when he came over we could both fit. You're short and pretty skinny so it shouldn't be a problem." Jimin sat down on his bed smiling....
..."Gee, thanks."...
...Jimin laughed, "You know what I meant Hyung."...
...Yoongi smiled and started unpacking his stuff. They would only be staying a few days. After Christmas, they both decided it would be best to get back to school, and by that, they meant they both wanted to practice more....
...After they were all done unpacking and changed into their pajamas Jimin turned out the lights and they both got into bed....
...It was a tight squeeze but they managed to fit. Having Jimin this close made Yoongi's heart speed up ten times its normal rate but if he squeezed his eyes shut and counted to 100 it would be ok....
...But everything was going to shit when Yoongi realized it was going to be one if those nights....
...You see, Yoongi has horrible insomnia. Usually, he would just stay up and practice all night until he finally passed out but in this situation, he felt like that would be very inconsiderate to Jimin's family....
...It was almost three in the morning and Yoongi was still awake. Not only that, but he was awake and looking at a beautiful sleeping Jimin....
...The moonlight was peeking through Jimin's curtains and highlighting his face. The younger boy looked so calm. It was a big difference from how he usually looked. He usually looks like he's full of energy and he usually was. He was constantly bouncing off the walls or dancing or in a hurry to get somewhere. Yoongi liked this. He liked when Jimin looked calm....
...He liked how Jimin looked....
...He liked how Jimin talked....
...How he smiled and how he laughed....
...He really liked how Jimin danced....
...He- oh god. He really liked Jimin....
...A lot. More than he could handle....
...When the realization hit him Yoongi sat straight up, waking Jimin up in the process....
...The younger boy rubbed his eyes and looked at Yoongi, "Hyung? What are you doing? Are you ok?"...
...Yoongi looked at Jimin, he was a nervous wreck....
..."Ah, um. Yeah, I'm fine." Yoongi thought quickly, "Go back to sleep, I just- I just need to use the restroom."...
...Jimin's smacked his lips together sleepily, "Ok Hyung."...
...Yoongi got out of the bed and as quickly and quietly as possible he went to the restroom....
...Once in there he looked at himself in the mirror....
...This wasn't happening. He wasn't in love. There was no possible way. He just really enjoyed Jimin's company. And his laugh. And face. And voice. An-...
...Ah ****....
...But this didn't mean he loved him. Oh no, he could just have very strong feelings for him. Maybe it's in a totally platonic 'I want to keep you safe way'. Maybe he doesn't want to kiss those plump, beautiful, soft-looking, pink lips....
...Dear god, he's already whipped....
...Yoongi slaps his face softly, maybe this is all a dream or just the sleep talking. Yeah, that's it. It's just his sleep deprived brain playing tricks on him....
...It wasn't just his sleep deprived brain playing tricks on him, and Yoongi knew it. He had felt this way for a long time, maybe the moment he saw Jimin dancing, he just always ignored it, always pushed it to the side....
...But now, he finally acknowledged his feelings without even meaning too and there was no way to run from them now....
...He was very deeply in like with Park Jimin....
... ...
...Yoongi remembers when he finally admitted to himself that he loved Jimin....
...That he wanted to be with him....
...It seemed like every feeling was different after he realized it....
...Honestly, he probably had his parents to thank for it, as much as he hated to say that. If it wasn't for them not being on speaking terms with Yoongi, Jimin would've never invited him to come over for Christmas....
..."So Yoongi, are you going home for Christmas?" Jungkook looked up from his phone. He was probably texting Taehyung to see if he was ok. The older had left for his hometown, also Yoongi's, Daegu last night....
...Yoongi laughed at the boy's question. He hadn't seen his family since they sent him to this performing arts school when he was 12, 6 years ago, "If I go home for Christmas they might not even let me in the house."...
..."What happened there?" Jimin had looked up from his suitcase. He was leaving for Busan tomorrow with Jungkook....
..."A lot." Yoongi didn't really want to specify....
...Jungkook sighs and brings his phone down from his face and looks at Yoongi, "a lot being what? Now I'm curious."...
...Jimin was about to scold the youngest for being impolite when Yoongi interrupted him, "When I was little they always forced me to play the piano. Sure I love it now but I get to decide when and what I play unless a teacher tells me to do differently. But they were really harsh when making me practice. As long as they were able to make money off of me playing they didn't care about me. That why they sent me here, to get better, but when I was 16 they called and we got into it over the phone. I said the only reason they still call me their son is because I make them money. They said that I was an ungrateful little ***. I also came out to them by saying it's a Damn good thing I make them money or I would've been disowned for being gay. You can imagine how that went. We haven't spoken since then. Honestly, the only reason they still pay for me to go here is so they don't have to see me." Yoongi laughed, "So yeah, no family Christmas."...
..."Well, that fucking sucks." Jungkook had laughed and Jimin hit his arm and muttered something about not being polite....
..."It does kind suck, but we were never a real close family. I mean Christmas was almost like every other day when I was a kid. The only difference being my brother and I exchanging small gifts we didn't let our parents know about. They wouldn't even do anything special if I came. If anything, it would just lead to arguing."...
...Jimin was quite for a while until he looked Yoongi right in the eyes, a look of determination on his face, and said, "Come to my house for Christmas."...
..."Um, what?"...
..."You heard me. Come with me to Busan. Meet my family. Have Christmas with us instead of being alone."...
..."Jimin I don't know-"...
...Jimin plopped down on the couch beside Yoongi, attaching himself to the eldest, "Please Yoongi! It would be great! All the people I love and my best friend under the same roof! It would be so so great. Please please please plea-"...
..."Jimin I don't even know anything about your family. Like if I say yes I'm going to need some background information or something." Yoongi was so scared to meet Jimin's parents. The thought terrified him. He had never been good with adults....
..."I'll tell you everything you need to know. Yoongi please, it would be great if you were with me." Jimin had given him puppy dog eyes....
...HOW WAS HE SUPPOSED TO SAY NO TO THAT????...
...Yoongi let out a long sigh. He knew when he was defeated, "Ok Jimin. I'll go. But you have to give me the run down on your family because I would like to know a little bit going into this."...
..."THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! I PROMISE I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING OMG THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT!" The younger boy was jumping up and down out of excitement....
..."Alright, what is your family like?"...
...That night Yoongi found out all kinds of things about Jimin and his family....
...He learned that growing up Jimin's mom was a stripper. Yoongi obviously had questions about that. But the story behind Jimin's mother's past occupation was actually pretty responsible....
...Jimin's father left them a little after the boy had turned a year old. Mr. Park had been bringing in the most income and after he left they started having financial problems. She had grown up with dance and was considered a beautiful woman so this was her only option that she could find on such short notice. Jimin grew up around so many women when he was younger that his older sister always said that's why he was much more on the feminine side....
...Jimin said he still remembers when a few of the ladies at the club his mom worked at asked him if he would like to put on makeup for fun. He had been so excited because he got to see all this beautiful makeup all the time but never thought he was allowed to put it on. He nodded his head yes and until he was about ten years old the ladies would do his make up. He enjoyed it a lot....
...Jimin had also mentioned his sister, Jihyun. She was five years older than him and was studying law. She took after their father while Jimin was more like their mother. His older sister was incredibly intelligent (possibly smarter than Namjoon) and won many awards in high school. Jimin was the opposite. He wasn't horrible at school, he was either average or below average and instead of winning awards Jimin was bullied every day, all of these reasons he transferred to the best performing arts school in Korea....
...He learned that Jimin's sister was more like a second mom and that his mother always tried her best for her family. He learned that Mrs. Park (her maiden name was park too) was considered the black sheep of her family and was determined to never let her children feel the way she did growing up. He learned how accepting she was about Jimin being gay. Jimin told him that when he came out she had said she was always a little suspicious that maybe he was....
...Yoongi learned so much about Jimin's family. It was about 5 in the morning when they finally went to bed but Yoongi didn't care. He didn't care because he was learning about someone he cared for deeply....
.......
...They were able to get about 4 hours of sleep because they had to leave early to catch the train to Busan. Jimin had called his mother to tell her he was bringing a friend, she was thrilled....
...Yoongi remembers waking up and feeling an odd mixture of nervousness, excitement, and a little homicidal considering he only had 4 hours of sleep....
...That morning was the longest it had ever taken him to get ready. Every time he would have something to wear he would start to second guess it. It was either too formal or too casual....
...He was now in black jeans, a white t-shirt with a flannel over and some beat up sneakers. He, of course, was second guessing himself. It just felt like he wasn't putting enough effort into his appearance. He didn't know Jimin's mother. He wanted to be respectful and not offend her in any way....
...It was only when Jimin came into the room did he stop. The younger boy asked what was taking so long and Yoongi, reluctantly, told him he didn't know how to dress. Jimin smiled, telling him that what he had on was perfectly fine and that his mother didn't really care what he wore....
...After that, he calmed down a little but he still felt nervous. He really didn't want to **** this up. First impressions last and Yoongi wanted to leave a good one....
...Apparently, he wasn't hiding his nervousness very well because Jimin was constantly telling him that his family would love him. The words comforted him a little but when Jimin tried to calm him with pats on the back and an arm around his shoulders, it really helped get his mind off the new people he would be meeting....
...The train ride was about three hours. All of which Jimin spent talking excitedly about his family. Apparently last Christmas his sister wasn't able to come because she was at her boyfriend's house for the holidays and this would be his first time seeing her since he started attending his new school. The last time Jimin had seen his mother was at the recital where Yoongi met him, it was about 4 months ago but Jimin was still very excited to see her....
...After the train stopped in Busan the two boys got their bags and exited the train station. Jimin told Yoongi his family lived near so there wasn't any need to get a taxi....
...Within about ten minutes Jimin was walking up to a house, foreign to Yoongi but by the way Jimin ran to it, it was pretty obvious it was his childhood home....
..."Wait for me Jimin, Jesus Christ, I might've played basketball when I was younger but this is ridiculous. Have I really gotten this out of shape?" Yoongi remembers breathing heavily once he finally caught up to Jimin....
...The younger boy had laughed, "What are you, a grandpa?"...
...Letting out a breathy laugh Yoongi responded, "You make me feel like one. You act, like, 4 sometimes."...
..."That's not true. I act like a 7-year-old. Not a 4-year-old." Jimin crossed his arms and fake pouted....
...Yoongi smiled, "Whatever you say Jiminnie."...
..."Yah! You're so rude." Jimin laughed and hit Yoongi on the arm....
..."Of course I am." Yoongi laughs....
...After a few seconds, the door to the house flew open and Yoongi saw a woman who had to have been a female version of Jimin from the way she looked. She was noticeably older, though, probably in her thirties or forties....
..."Oh, I thought I heard laughing." The woman smiled, "Jimin come here," she stepped outside and gave Jimin the biggest hug Yoongi had ever witnessed....
...After a few seconds of hugging the two broke apart and the woman looked at Yoongi with a smile (one he had only ever seen on Jimin), "You must be Yoongi. It's so nice to meet you! Jimin's told me a lot about you ove-"...
..."Ok mom lets go inside now, it's very cold. Oh my, I can already feel the hypothermia setting in." Jimin had interrupted his mother. Yoongi had to hold himself back from laughing. (He would never tell Jimin but when his mother said Jimin told her a lot about him a part of him was exploding with pure happiness)...
...The realization that the two boys were standing out in the cold hit Ms. Park, "Oh my goodness, you two must be freezing. Come in, please."...
...Once they were in the house Yoongi had to do a double-take....
...There was a huge Christmas tree in the corner of the front room covered in ornaments, stalkings hanging by the chimney, a few nativities and Christmas villages were spread out amongst the room, there had to have been about 20 Santa's scattered about the room, along with so many other knick knacks here and there. It was something you would see on a home shopping commercial....
...There's a very good reason why Yoongi was shocked. He had never seen a house in real life with Christmas decorations. He thought it was fake. Just some ploy to get people to buy useless shit. He never really thought people put effort into this holiday. His parents sure didn't....
...Upon further inspection of the house, Yoongi saw two women sitting in the front room. One was a young woman, probably in her 20's. The other woman looked to be much older, probably in her 50's or 60's. They were so obviously related to Jimin....
...The younger woman, Yoongi assumed she was Jimin's sister, sees them first. She stands with a big smile and runs towards Jimin, throwing her arms around him she pulls him in a big hug. Jimin laughs and hugs her back....
..."Hi, Noona! How have you been?" Jimin asked the girl....
..."I've been good." She pulled away from Jimin, "What about you? I haven't seen you in forever. What's going on? Who's this? Wait! Is he your boyfriend? HOLY SHIT DID MY BROTHER FINALLY GET A BOYFRIEND?!"...
...Jimin's face turned several different shades of red and Yoongi's would've too if he wasn't trying to hold back his laughter at how embarrassed Jimin was....
..."No Noona, he's not my boyfriend. This is Yoongi, my friend."...
..."Oh! The piano guy?"...
...So Jimin has even talked to his sister about me? Yoongi had thought to himself, "Yep, that's me."...
...The older lady in the room walks up to the two boys. She hugs Jimin tightly, telling him how much she missed him, and then turns to Yoongi with a smile on her face....
..."You play the piano?"...
..."Yes, ma'am."...
..."My late husband used to play," the woman smiles at the memory, "How long have you been playing?" She asked kindly...
...Yoongi had to think back to what age he was when he started to learn how to play. It was either five or six meaning it had been-...
..."I've been playing for about 13 years."...
...Everyone looked at him with shock, even Jimin....
..."I knew you had been playing for a long time but, 13 years? That's insane." Jimin looked at him with amazement....
...Yoongi laughed awkwardly, "Thanks. I put a lot if work into it. Music is the only thing I've got."...
..."That's not true!" Jimin smiles at him....
..."Oh yeah?" Yoongi raises his eyebrows, "What else do I have?"...
...The younger boy throws an arm around his shoulders, "You have me!"...
...Yoongi sighs dramatically, "The only thing I don't want or need and I have it. I'll tell you something else I have, the worst luck."...
...Everyone in the room laughs and Yoongi feels a hundred times better than he did earlier today....
...······...
...After dinner that night Yoongi had felt much better. He had gotten to know Jimin's family better than his own....
...Night had fallen and everyone was in high spirits. Yoongi and Jimin were talking to each other when Jimin's grandmother interrupted, "So Yoongi, will you play us something on the piano?" The woman pointed to the old piano sitting in the corner....
...Yoongi rubbed his hands together nervously, "Um, sure. Anything specific?"...
..."I don't have anything that comes to mind. Just something beautiful."...
..."Well, everything Yoongi plays is beautiful, grandma." Jimin smiled brightly....
...Yoongi would never get over hearing Jimin praise him so easily....
...Yoongi laughed with a little bit of awkwardness, (he has still sucked at getting compliments) and walked to the piano. Sitting down he tried to think of a song to play....
...The first thing that popped into his head was Nocturne op.9 no.2 by Chopin. He had learned it a while back when he watched an anime recommended to him by Taehyung, Your Lie in April, he hadn't finished it yet but the song caught his attention....
...Playing the first key made everyone in the room become quiet. Within the first few notes, Yoongi was sucked into the music....
...His fingers danced across the keys never missing a beat. He felt the music down to his soul....
...This is why he played, not for the praise or the money. He played because it made him feel something he had never been able to feel with anything else....
...Magical wasn't a good enough word for what he felt....
...When he played the last few keys he heard clapping....
...He turned around to see all of the Park family smiling brightly. Jimin's grandmother looked like she had a few tears in her eyes....
..."Jimin really wasn't joking when he said you were amazing. I haven't heard someone play like that in a long time, Yoongi. You are going to go far."...
...A smile came across Yoongi's face as he bowed to her, "Thank you, ma'am."...
.......
...It was around 11 o'clock that night when Jimin's family decided to call it a night....
...Mrs. Park hugged Jimin tightly and kissed his cheek before saying goodnight. His grandmother followed after her, giving Jimin a peck on the forehead and wishing his sweet dreams. Then Jihyun ruffled his hair and went off to bed as well....
...After that, it was only the two of them....
...Jimin was the first to speak, "I think they like you. Especially my grandmother. I haven't seen her smile like that since my grandfather passed away."...
...Yoongi laughed, "I think it's because I know how to play the piano. Has nothing to do with my personality I can promise you that."...
..."Well, obviously Yoongi. Who could ever love a grumpy old man stuck inside of a handsome 18-year-old?" Jimin was smiling so brightly....
..."So you think I'm handsome," Yoongi smirked jokingly....
..."Don't flatter yourself."...
..."You were the one who said it, not me."...
..."Whatever, come on. You're going to sleep in my room. Hope you're ok with sharing a bed." Jimin walked over to the front door and grabbed his bag. Yoongi followed him to get his too....
..."As long as I get to sleep, I don't care where."...
...Jimin laughed, "Follow me, you old man."...
...Yoongi smiled and complied....
...He followed Jimin into a room; Jimin's old room....
...The first thing he noticed were the posters hanging on his walls, most of them relating to some kind of dancers but a few of them were of a kpop group called bigbang. At the time, the group was just a couple years old....
...Yoongi looked over to a bookcase in the corner of the room. One shelf was full of different kinds of manga, another one had a variety of CD's along with two trophies and cat plushie, the bottom shelf had just a stack of paper....
...Across the room, opposite of the door, there was Jimin's bed, a small twin sized bed with a light blue comforter....
...Overall, the room is small but very Jimin. Yoongi already liked the room....
..."I know it's small but I think we can both fit. Taehyung's a giant and when we were younger and when he came over we could both fit. You're short and pretty skinny so it shouldn't be a problem." Jimin sat down on his bed smiling....
..."Gee, thanks."...
...Jimin laughed, "You know what I meant Hyung."...
...Yoongi smiled and started unpacking his stuff. They would only be staying a few days. After Christmas, they both decided it would be best to get back to school, and by that, they meant they both wanted to practice more....
...After they were all done unpacking and changed into their pajamas Jimin turned out the lights and they both got into bed....
...It was a tight squeeze but they managed to fit. Having Jimin this close made Yoongi's heart speed up ten times its normal rate but if he squeezed his eyes shut and counted to 100 it would be ok....
...But everything was going to shit when Yoongi realized it was going to be one if those nights....
...You see, Yoongi has horrible insomnia. Usually, he would just stay up and practice all night until he finally passed out but in this situation, he felt like that would be very inconsiderate to Jimin's family....
...It was almost three in the morning and Yoongi was still awake. Not only that, but he was awake and looking at a beautiful sleeping Jimin....
...The moonlight was peeking through Jimin's curtains and highlighting his face. The younger boy looked so calm. It was a big difference from how he usually looked. He usually looks like he's full of energy and he usually was. He was constantly bouncing off the walls or dancing or in a hurry to get somewhere. Yoongi liked this. He liked when Jimin looked calm....
...He liked how Jimin looked....
...He liked how Jimin talked....
...How he smiled and how he laughed....
...He really liked how Jimin danced....
...He- oh god. He really liked Jimin....
...A lot. More than he could handle....
...When the realization hit him, Yoongi sat straight up, waking Jimin up in the process....
...The younger boy rubbed his eyes and looked at Yoongi, "Hyung? What are you doing? Are you ok?"...
...Yoongi looked at Jimin, he was a nervous wreck....
..."Ah, um. Yeah, I'm fine." Yoongi thought quickly, "Go back to sleep, I just- I just need to use the restroom."...
...Jimin's smacked his lips together sleepily, "Ok Hyung."...
...Yoongi got out of the bed and as quickly and quietly as possible he went to the restroom....
...Once in there he looked at himself in the mirror....
...This wasn't happening. He wasn't in love. There was no possible way. He just really enjoyed Jimin's company. And his laugh. And face. And voice. An-...
...Ah ****....
...But this didn't mean he loved him. Oh no, he could just have very strong feelings for him. Maybe it's in a totally platonic 'I want to keep you safe way'. Maybe he doesn't want to kiss those plump, beautiful, soft-looking, pink lips....
...Dear god, he's already whipped....
...Yoongi slaps his face softly, maybe this is all a dream or just the sleep talking. Yeah, that's it. It's just his sleep deprived brain playing tricks on him....
...It wasn't just his sleep deprived brain playing tricks on him, and Yoongi knew it. He had felt this way for a long time, maybe the moment he saw Jimin dancing, he just always ignored it, always pushed it to the side....
...But now, he finally acknowledged his feelings without even meaning too and there was no way to run from them now....
...He was very deeply in like with Park Jimin....
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