So, Here is the ONE AND ONLY Warning that I'll be putting up for this book.

There is a lot... A LOT of MATURE and ABUSIVE contents in this book which can cause you to cringe. So, please avoid reading this if you cannot handle gooey dark shit for your own good!

I'm not much of an English speaker and ENGLISH is not my first language so there are bound to be a lot of spelling and grammer errors in between.

I believe that this book is the DARKEST and the most ABUSIVE book that I have EVER WRITTEN so please take this warning VERY SERIOUSLY as I'm not going to repeat my words ever again in the middle of writing the book.

I don't exactly do my research before writing anything.. I just write what comes to my mind so things can get weird and stuff too in between the lines. So sorry for every detail being skipped accidentally.

Also, this is the most lengthy, and complicated story that I have ever written, so be ready to be hooked into this book for at least a few months from now.

One VERY important thing which you need to keep in your mind before going through every single chapter of this book is that...

The title of this book is

"TOYED BY THEM", so, as the name suggests.. "the female lead of this book is going to be portrayed being "Toyed" by more than one man."

That's it for the time being.

A little bit of character sketching prologue and background coming before we actually roll into the actual chapters of this book.

PROLOGUE

"The night summons like an Unquenched love, Reckoning with the promise of Dark Desires."

"The woods are lovely, dark and deep...

But I have promises to keep..

..And miles to go before I sleep..

..And miles to go before I sleep.."

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"RUTH!!"

Mike's voice bombed throughout the dark woods, while he was running after me, "FUCKING STOP RUNNING !!" He screamed firing his gun in the dark sky.

"These woods are all stranger to you, but for me Senorita.. it's like a maze planned out by me!" He continued chanting out to me in the dark....

"I know every corner of this forest baby... There is nowhere to run.. Nowhere to hide.."

"COME BACK TO ME!!" Aiming his gun at zero he roared in the dark again.

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I was running through the abyss of dark woods surrounding the villa, these demons have kept me locked inside.

My life has never been easy ever since I moved to New York from L.A. eight years ago.

Two years..

Two years I spend with them back then, and I lost my everything.

My life became a living hell.

Six years ago I escaped thinking everything was over.. But I was WRONG.... So very wrong!

They yet again hunt me down and finished off everything I owned, everyone I loved.

Four men.. Who want to possess me and.. SWALLOW me whole..

MICHAEL ROERIG

NICHOLAS DOHERTY

And.. My nightmares

ERICKSON ROERIG!!

&

CHRISTIAN ROERIG!

They are not just obsessed with me.. They want to break me into pieces and fix me so I could be broken again and again.

They have captured me with themselves again and are taking turns on me night after night!

They killed my husband, they killed my daughter, and the funny thing is that it's not them I'm running from..

ERICKSON ROERIG

He is cruelest of them all.

And no matter what, I can live with the murderers of my husband and daughter but NOT HIM!!

NOT ERIC!!

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Tonight, it was Mike's turn with me and I heard him talking that Eric and Chris were out of the continent for a buisness conference. Hence, this was the perfect chance for me to try an escape once again.

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Running through the woods, that crazily I was.. I heard Michael's roaring voice echoing throughout the dark woods again.

"RUTH!! COME BACK IN HERE!!"

And the gunshots boomed again.. THRICE,

one after another.

But there was no way I was going back to the monster who killed my daughter!!

"AAAHH!!"

I squirmed and clamped my lips immediately

SHIT!

I just gave away my location to the psychopath behind me!!

"There you are..."

Mike chuckled his beautiful enchanting smile which in this moment, was more than creepy to me.

"Now.. now.. I'm coming to get you Senorita!"

His heavy footsteps started to come towards me, I took my chance to hide myself behind the tree trunk.

"Wrong move, Mamacita!"

I heard the awfully horrible voice of the monster who killed my husband melting into my ears like broken glass.

He squat down before me, his head creeping closer to mine, glaring at me!

"Go back to the mansion NOW or the consequences are going to be worse than you already expect!" He glared at me!

EXPECT?!

There was no more of anything that I expect from these men.

"no... Noo.. NOO!!"

I grabbed a handful of sand in my fist and threw it in his eyes blinding him there.

"There is no way I'm going back to that prison again."

I faltered back on my feet to get up and attempt the running again but as soon as I turn around, I froze on my feet.

It was ERICKSON ROERIG, himself!

Standing before me, glaring down at me!

"Where do you think you're going Mi Vida!?" He smiled from the corner of his lips.

"E-Eric ... Uhm.. E-Er-Erickson?!" I started backing away, took a chance to turn around and try running from the other direction but my path was blocked by Mike now.

Smirking at me,

mocking me,

blocking my way.

I took a few steps backward and tried running from third direction but... Nick too joined the trail.

His lips held the same kind of smirk while approaching me.

They started stepping closer to me, squeezing me in between.. I started backing away and bumped to Chris's front meeting my back.

I was trapped amongst those four sadists.

AGAIN!

With nowhere to escape!

"E-Eric.. Ch-Chris, Pl please.. PLEASE, L-Let me g-o!"

I said folding my hands, turning around, begging those four.. tears rolling down my eyes loking up at Eric.

He smiled unexpectedly.. His strong arms wrapped slowly around my waist as he pulled me closer against his broad chest... His rough monstrous hands gently caressed down my cheeks wiping off my tears as he tilts his head to his right and pinched my chin lifting my face up to make me look into his fierce pair of eyes.

"I thought we were long done with you trying to escape every now and then Amorcita?" Eric started in his gentle and calm voice...

Soon his expressions turning into a storm... as he grit his teeth and roared back in my face. "But guess what?! YOU FUCKING PROVED ME WRONG AGAIN!!"

One hard punch...

It took him just one strong man-like punch and I blacked out right there in that very moment in the arms of Christian's.

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Only to open my eyes in the RED ROOM

Their HEAVEN and my HELL!

All tied up my hands and legs with same rope, my mouth gagged up... All my clothes were thrashed down on the floor and I was *****, Neither could I speak... Nor could I move!

All the four psychopath sadists there encircling me.. standing all around the bed.. glaring down at me!

"Mmmmhhh!! Mmhhh!!!"

My breath hiked up all over the place with only sound coming out of my mouth were my painful moans.

Suddenly, I felt Micheal's fingers running down my ankles ascending to my thighs.. between my legs... He touched my ***** slowly and asked.

"Why do you keep forgetting Senorita?!"

"Mmmmhhh!!!" I screamed breathing heavily as his fingers started rubbing my ***** roughly.

Suddenly Nick grabbed onto my throat strongly choking me hard.

I was gagging, my eyes turning red popping out, drooling all over my own saliva.

"YOU'RE OURS! MAMACITA!!" Nick continued Mike's sentance.

"Ours To Ruin!" Chris added after.

Just when Nick let go of my neck and I gasped behind the gag-ball hard for air, with my tear soaked, blurry eyes... I saw Eric squatting down right before me and he grabbed onto my hairs, pulling my face up closer to his..

My lips, just inches apart from his.

"....And there is no way in hell are you EVER GONNA GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" Eric said gritting his jaw, looking right back into my eyes in the most horrific way possible.

"Mmmmhhh!!!" I squirmed loudly as my hairs felt like ripping my skull off and Eric left me smirking.. patting on my cheek

"Got it, Amore?!"

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Tears rolled down from my eyes as the realisation hit me!

But these tears.. they were useless, they never really bothered them. They were annoyance, not to only them but to me myself too!

Because now I know..

I was theirs..

Not to love...

But... ONLY TO RUIN

....And there is no way I can ever get away from them.

My fate is decided... From the moment the Roerig men's eyes found me,

I am belong only here, and I am going to live here forever.... To be,

"TOYED BY THEM"

RUTH WALKER

So, Basically I have no fucking idea what to do with my life...

My name is RUTH WALKER

And recently my life has become this one big..

"I DON'T KNOW"

It's like that feeling when you don't even know what the **** are you feeling.

I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore...

I'm just stuck somewhere between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.

Life is funny, isn't it?

Just when you think you have got it all figured out...

Just when you finally begin to plan something and get excited about it...

And feel like you know what direction you are heading in....

THE PATH CHANGE.

The wind blows the other way, North is suddenly South, and East is West and you're....

"LOST"

I can't tell if it's killing me or it's making me stronger...

I know everything happens for a reason, but sometimes I wish I knew what the reason was.

I AM TIRED.

not like sleepy tired

Just Tired Of Everything.

If you could read my mind... you'd be in tears.

I have lost not one, not two, but my whole fucking family in the hands of the men of that house

They call it...

The Roerig Castle.

The most beautiful castle in America is a home to this family.

A family of psychopaths hide under the skin of these beautiful walls, those monsters who misused all of their power and money to Ruin me! To ruin my entire family... not once.. But twice!

The hands of this family is painted with my family's blood.

I am RUTH WALKER

And this is my story....

The story of how these hollow walls whitewashed by my family's blood, How this house that rings the screams of my entire family in its every corner....  Became A Home For Me..

For the rest of my life.

...A HOME or A HELL...

I DON'T KNOW!

ERICKSON ROERIG

"MEETING HER WAS A FATE"

RUTH WALKER

She was the most beautiful girl my eyes have ever spotted...

Delicate like roses and Petite like kittens, Just so Angelic and Pure.

She reminds me of my mom...

And I HATE HER for this.

Because she is exactly like her,

Adored by everyone...

Loved by everyone...

It is so fucking annoying that I can't have her all to myself!

It is so fucking annoying that every other guy falls in love with what's supposed to be ONLY mine!!

It is so fucking annoying that I'm not the only one who feels the way I do for her...

And it is entirely disgusting to know that someone is going to make her happier than I can ever... Do!

I remember the first day I looked into her eyes and felt my entire world flip!

I am attracted to her in the ways I can't explain...

She found parts of me I didn't know existed and in her I found a love I no longer believe was real.

I Am ERICKSON ROERIG

The youngest of the Roerig brothers

The next king of this city.

I once said to her,

"You deserve someone who is UTTERLY OBSESSED with you!"

And I have no doubt that.. that someone, is none other than me....

ERICKSON ROERIG

Because a great guy once said,

"FIND LOVE AND LET IT KILL YOU"

I would even KILL her if it means her being..

"ALL MINE!"

CHRISTIAN ROERIG

They call me CHRISTIAN ROERIG

The eldest one of the Roerig brothers.

The one thing that you need to know about me is that I'm not a nice man.

Oh well, all of em are bad but I am the only one who KNOWS it!

WARNING: "Don't **** with me....

                 'Cause I **** back!"

Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess, because just like in a game of chess; the QUEEN protects the KING.

Being born the eldest son of this house, I was born to heir the Roerig throne..

AND I HAD A QUEEN TO PROTECT ME AS THE KING...

REBECCA CRYSTAL

That woman was my weakness, a weakness that I loved to have by my side

But she was KILLED

And to avenge her murder, I married his daughter,

"MIA SCHERZINGER"

I am a married man and I HATE my wife!

I took away Mia's potency, and with her fertility gone, I could no longer descend the throne and provide the heir to the throne.

Eric and Mike fought to the throne and Erickson being the stronger one, won the battle and also the title of the crown prince.

This is the reason why I HATE HIM!

I hate my younger brother...

ERICKSON ROERIG.

I am not saying that I hate my little baby brother... But I would happily unplug his life support to charge my phone.

And that is why, it is my duty to ruin everything perfect in his life...

Everything that he adores and love...

Most importantly.... His RUTH!

Monsters Don't sleep under your bed, They sleep inside your head.

....Ruth and Me....

It's funny to think that there could be a possibility of anything romantic between the two of us.

I just want MY SON to heir the throne after Erickson Roerig and as the next queen of this city, I need to get Ruth pregnant with my boy, before Erickson does.

"Love Breaks My Bones And I Laugh"

That woman Ruth, she is so used to her features that she don't know how beautiful she look to a stranger.

She needs someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want her in their life!

And I know my emotionless fucker brother can NEVER do that!

I just want to make the next queen to the Roerig kingdom my "SLUT" and get her to give birth to my boy...

The next king of the Roerig's

Although... At times when I look at her beautiful face the thought definitely cross my mind...

She is that song I accidentally skipped and found out later...

"IT WAS FIRE"

MICHEAL ROERIG

One Universe...

Nine Planets...

Two hundred and four Countries...

Eight hundred and nine Islands...

Seven Seas...

And I had the privilege of meeting you!

I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away.

Because honestly, it would have saved me so much hurt and pain.

I love her....

My Ruth...

And I wanna say that it's my problem and then walk away but it is so fucking HARD!!

I love my eyes when she looks into them...

I love my name when she says it...

I love my heart when she touches it...

And I absolutely love my life when she is in it...

But that isn't fated to be..

I am that lover who only gets to admire her, to have a taste of her... But it is all just momentary.

From the beginning of this dangerous game that we all were playing betting on "RUTH: the girl we each love to the extent of infinity."

I always knew that I wasn't destined to end up with a goddess like her.

I may have been the sweetest with her..

I may have been the only man she could talk to, scream at and cry in the arms of among all of us here....

But I know, she wasn't mine...

She Was NEVER Mine.

Hence, I call her "Mine"!!

..Again and Again..

Just to put my heart on ease that yeah, she was mine!

Even for a moment..

Even in this moment that she is with me.

She is MINE...

ALL MINE!

I am MICHEAL ROERIG

The second son of the Roerig kingdom

Although I was the ONLY one among all of us who Ruth actually fell in love with at all..

I still know that I'm a toxic choice..

A bad influence..

A dangerous commitment.

Even though I'm no better than other guys in love with Ruth around me, but one thing is for sure...

"I'm the only one who is guilty about everything and is willing to go through any hardship it takes, if the end of it means Ruth becoming MINE!"

NICHOLAS DOHERTY

.....Ruth Walker....

She was heaven,

She was hell.

And when she would finish, I would lay in bed, breathless, waiting to get the feeling back in my legs.

I don't care if the world is composed of billions of people...

I WANT HER

End of story!

I'm NICHOLAS DOHERTY

Although I'm not a royal but after the death of my parents, I have been brought up in Roerig household as it's own son.

Mike has been my best friend.. through everything.

We both definitely loved each other like brothers until Mike fell in love with the girl I wanted to make MINE!

RUTH WALKER.

She is like that one star that shines the brightest in the dark sky... Which is noticed by everyone, loved by everyone.

Everybody wants to touch it.

I have been the biggest jerk to her amongst us all. She hated me the most.

But it's just annoying....

It's annoying to watch her loving someone like Micheal...

Submitting to someone like Eric...

when I was the first one to see her..

to talk to her..

to fall in love with her.

Sometimes I wonder if love is even worth fighting for...

But then I look at her sleeping by my side, and I'm ready for a war.

I know Erickson Roerig is no match to me, but... I'll still keep fighting.. Keep trying, till the heaven or the hell decides to end me, I won't give up!

I'll keep fighting, going through any condition, any circumstances, any judgement, just to make her mine.

I LOVE HER!

And I CAN NEVER FORGET HER.

You won't forget a woman like her easily anyways, once you cross paths with magic, it's hard to see life the same.

"I will destroy you in the worst way possible, and when I leave.. you'll finally understand why storms are named after people."

DR. SCHERZINGER

Year 1976, The first time I met her...

AMELIA JENKINS

Just like her beautiful name... She was an epitome of impeccable beauty and grace.

She was my first morning thought,

The last evening sigh...

And every god damned thing in between.

Maybe it was her laugh,

Or her eyes,

Or her smile,

It could've been her hair

Or her voice

Or her personality..

Whatever it was, it made me fall pretty damn hard for her.

She made me laugh when I wasn't even in the mood to smile.

I loved her.. ONLY HER

I was dying to know if she loved me too but was afraid to find out.

Amelia and I were childhood bestfriends, I would say a little more than just friends and a little less than lovers.

And then, I introduced her to Davidson Roerig.

I don't exactly blame David to fall for Amelia, she was kind of a person anyone would fall for...But when she rejected him, he forced her.

Something I never even in my wildest dreams thought of doing to her

In moments, she became his... For the eternity.

The first queen to ever reach the throne and become public.

Davidson provided her with every god damned respect and love. Although he destroyed everything around her, but he also build her a whole new world.

A world I had the dreams to build with her

She gave birth to three boys for David. She looked happy with him, he was living a life with Amelia that I wanted to live with her.

SO I KILLED HER

Thinking that killing her would lessen up my pain but it didn't, the wound got deeper... Deeper and DEEPER.

AND THEN I MET HER...

RUTH WALKER

Lying soaked in blood all over herself... Her body lying down limp but her face,

BEAUTIFUL

JUST LIKE MY AMELIA

I promise I tried to act smart... act mature, I swear I was scared to want her.. She was the woman of the Roerig's, but ****, I wanted her anyways.

I am DR. HENERY SCHERZINGER

Love knows no boundaries

And Obsession crosses them all.

I know I don't love her but what about Obsession...?!

LESLIE ALDRIN

I am LESLIE ALDRIN

And when my name is taken, his name will always come before mine, with and after my name!

The man I love.. ERICKSON ROERIG

He Is The King.

Not only of my heart, but also the entire city.

I have to become his queen...

Eversince I was born, even when I knew he wasn't going to become the king but Chris is, I was yet madly in love with Erickson Roerig.

To become a queen, you have to quit being a princess.

And I am the crazy bitch who doesn't like to be chosen after something.

The stuff you heard about me...

Is all a lie,

I'm way worse

You don't wanna play with me, you won't like it when I play back.

And for Erickson Roerig?!

He was mine even before it started, even before he knew it!

And I promise this to myself..

No matter whoever enters his life, I will love him more than any of those hoes!

"Oh Erickson Roerig, you are going to be so much more than just ENOUGH for someone someday."

"And I hope that day comes as soon as it can!"

Once, a bitch asked me....

"If he is not doing anything to keep you, then why are you trying so hard to stay?"

The reply was simple,

"I know this, I'm addicted to him and his thoughts. I have tasted his mind and cannot forget it's flavour"

RUTH WALKER, was a friend before she became my Eric's favourite toy...

Well, I'll make sure he plays with her enough and I will also make sure that she is broken so much sooner!