I had to wake up because of my mother's shitty nagging for being late, ofcourse I was late again!!! woke up late! And if I didn't catch the last bus I would be late for school Againnn!!!!!!

The sun was up .. the birds were chirping- for some people it would have been music to their ears but for me it was just pain or in my words I will describe it at useless noise which was making me shitty angry . I am usually not that ignorent or not that sensitive towords sound but I guess its all due to lack of sleep as I was bundling up all my assignment for the dead line to come as any other student out their

"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!!!!!!!"Chem Choi throwing her regular trantraums

You might now ask Who is she Chem Choi? Aka Bao. She is my best friend the only person who has the guts to throw trantraums on me ; unlike me she is kinda famous kind a pretty. Judging by her looks she might look arrogent, introvert, a person with lot animocity , but me being her friend for more than 12 years she is the most sweetest and most kindest person I ever come across; If I describe her in one word she is polar opposite of me she has that intergrity and those eyes which can directly see through my feelings , my hardships, and the things which are going inside my head .. She has long black hair, a sassy  face and tones of tattoos like any other 21st century modern girl  would like to have .. she is neither chubby  nor skinny she is in between , with a light tanned skin and she also had lots have piercing in her ears sometimes she wore  fake glasses  to make herself look nerdy....

"Yaa ! I am already at the bus stand ... I guess I haven't miss last bus yet I will be there with in 15 mins"

"I'll wait in front of the school gate so hurryyyyyy golu"

TIME SKIP

In class

"So where have you been'' me  knowing that had spent her whole night in someone else's house I kept myself calm and waited for her to start with her story she took a deep breath and I was clear now that she will tell her story and I turned my head towards her " So???!!!"  I looked through the corner of my eyes to see for her face and read her expressions, her face was blank I thaught whe was concerntrating on the class which she never does so I didn't say anything.

TIME SKIP

School ends- in the cafe

In the cafe where we have been working since we ended our highschool. I guess you can consider it as a bestfriend goals as we always wanted to work at a same place ; but there was a difference- Bao did it for fun and to support me emotionally where as I had to work part time jobes so that I can give the money to my parents

I guess you are now confused right??? money to my parents? so let me make it clear to you now I have always been a protected child, my parents were always possessive so I was never allowed to go out nor work until my senior high, you might now think if they are possessive so why they are letting me work??? they know that I only work in this Cafe and I give my  salary to them but what they don't know that I work at two places and with the help of my second job salary I hope one day I can move out.

Bows parents were most of the time out of city for their job and she had her liberty to go out have sleep overs and what so ever, basically she belonged from wealthy family..

Back to the cafe it was a simple saturday evening rather it was less crowded , less conjusted than other evenings; we both were only in the counter and our maneger had went in to the restroom as we didn't have a lot of customers Bao was busy playing with her new iphon 12pro max which was recently launched ; while I was flipping through the magazine pages seeing pictures of hot slim figure modles

I looked up someone was standing right infront of me as I satared at his face a pair of beautiful sparkling brown eyes looked down at me, chizzled jaw with messy hair and pale skin with muscular body and approximately 6'0" ft  an exact ideal type for any girl ; with him stood a person whom at first I thought to be a man due to the figure clothes and her hair style but it didn't take me long to figure out that it was a girl ;she had her eyes fixed on Bao while she was still busy playing with her phone at the corner of the counter .

I showed them the way to their table and went back to the counter and waited for them to call me to place the order .

"Golu do you know who was it !!!?" it was clear that she was excited about something as she was literally jumping out of excitement her eyes remained on the new customer who had entered now;   "who the hell are you talking about" I had no idea what she was talking about

" araaaa golu the the guy accompanied by the women both are very famous, areeee they also go the same school in which we study, they are not only good looking but also filthy rich" she kept on staring at them full of excitement

"sooo???" I was still confused of what she was talking a about and what I should do next

"Shut up and go take the order look Sathit is constantly staring at you I guess he's interested in you"  grabbing my hand tightly out of excitement but her eyes were still fixed at them

"Are you insane or what??? why would he even be interested in me ??, I guess he just wants me to go take the order and how did you even know their name ???"

" REALLY!!!??" she turned her face towards and pushed me out of the counter toward the table " don't forget to smile"

"what??"  with an awkward smile I got all my thoughts  together and went to take the order ; I turned my face towards the guy who looked in to my eyes with a smiling face and started giving his order the way he smiled would any girl blush but I controlled  myself  from  staring at him and turned my face  towards  the the girl  who  was sitting  right across the table and her eyes were fixed on Bao who was bus in talking with the manager I looked  at her but she didn't  reply that was when the guy shook her by the shoulder to bring her back to her senses "ZARA! get your thoughts  together bro "   she placed her order "A cappuccino with a chicken sandwich . Please"   While I was leaving  I heard the guy name Sathit which Bao has previously mentioned me about telling Zara -"Stop staring at  her like that. I know you are into girls but if you keep on staring at her like that every one will understand what's  going inside your  mind and you are going to make her feel uncomfortable "   I didn't  understand  what they were talking about so I went back to the counter 

"So !!!!"  

"So what!" still confused  about what the hell was everyone talking about

Our shift ended and our colleagues took charge of the customers we changed our clothes and got ready to leave.

'' So you are telling me nothing happened!  "as we continued  to walk towards the bus stop  it was already dark around  8

"What are you talking about ? " "What do you expect  to happen I went took the order and came back the counter ....but I heard them talking about something !" At first I hesitated then continued

"What do you mean ...what are you talking about what" she turned her face towards me while interrogating, to read my face, I look forward and continued with what had happened

"while I was returning I heard some of their conversation that guy what was his name again??? "

"SATHIT !!!!"

"ya he was telling that girl to stop staring  at some one !" "LEAVE THEM ALONE...or else they are going to figure it out and you are making her feel uncomfortable" " that's it nothing else"

"That's it???" By her voice it was certain she was also confused. I changed the topic as we reached the bus stop

"so where are you going now home or ..... somewhere else" I turned my face towards her to see her expression but her face was blank; she didn't  reply I didn't say anything else as my bus came I headed towards my home ....

As soon as I came back home there was a huge argument between me and my parents especially my mom about where I have been and why did I gave them my monthly paycheck I took out all the money I had in my wallet and handed it to my mother "Its all I have for now . I shall give you the rest tomorrow.... '' they didn't say a word nor did I . I went into my room and slammed the door on their face. After a while my father came to call me for dinner but I didn't respond without waiting he went back I was kind a hungry so I took out the snacks which I usually hide in my room while scrolling through my phone I fell asleep I guess I was too tired that day. It was early in the morning when I woke up by a call. It was from the bar manager (the club where we work)

"Informe Bao that today you both have to come to the bar early cause half of the bar is booked by a person and they want you both to play."

"Ok . I will inform her and we will be their at 6:30 ."

after the call ended I called Bao .. after it rang for a couple of time someone picked up "Hello where the hell are you."

"sorry!" a voice replied from the other side

"Can you please give the phone to Bao?"

" She is in the washroom taking a shower. I will inform her to call you back when she is out. "

The call ended . After 10mins Bao called me back  " The manager called me to inform that today we have to go to the club early so be ready and let's meet at our usual place..BTW who was the guy?"

"I will tell you everything once we meet "

Time Skip

I got ready and went to the place where we have decided to meet when I arrived I saw Bao waiting for me with her guitar . She was wearing a crop top which reveals her tattoos she paired it with a short slit pencil skirt and with a pair of black heels .

"Isn't it too short?"

" No baby it's 21st century it's called fashion. Golu You are wearing the same clothes again let's go to shopping after we are done with all this."

I didn't reply  I was also wearing a ripped demin jeans with sky blue shirt I paired it with some accessory and a pair of white sneaker .

when we reached the bar we had some time left as we were early we came to know it was a party arranged by one of our classmate that's why they had requested the manager to let us play that night . They offered us drink I refused so they passed  me the soft drink in the other hand Bao kept on drinking  instead of knowing that we still have our performance left . I tried to stop her but she ignored me that was when I saw Sathit with his cousin Zara . I guess they were also invited by our classmate ofcourse ...Bao previously told me that they were very famous among the students of our school and although she told me they were very rich. I grabed Bao's hand and indicated her that Zara and Sathit were also invited to the party. Sathit was wearing a plain white t-shit paired with black denim jeans with a pair of black sneekers and his hair was a little bit messy.. he was looking so handsome that when he walked in every one was looking at them . At first I was not able to recognise Zara as she walked in she was wearing and oversized hoodie with ripped black jeans with black boots it make her body look more masculine. As soon as they walked in Sathit went towards his friends to talk but Zara stood still staring at Bao. It was when Bao turned her head and both of their eyes met they stayed at each other and then Bao turned her face away picked up the glass which was kept in front of her and finished it with in a second . I tried to stop her but again she didn't listen Zara found her way to sit beside us . It was now time for us to perform Bao picked up her guitar and walked towards the stage I supported her cause she was not able to walk straight. Then we started performing while performing my eyes turned towards Sathit our eyes met and he gave me a bunny smile which made my heart skip a beat and made me blushed I quickly turned my face away and it was when I noticed Zara staring at Bao with a huge smile in her face in the other hand Bao was way to concentrated in playing her guitar.  It popped in my head that Bao never mentioned that she and Zara were so close friends . After we were done with our performance their was a huge  round of applause.  While getting down the stairs of the stage Bao twisted her ankle I was about to help her but suddenly Zara helped her from falling down by getting a grip of her by her waist. Bao flinched as Zara's cold masculine hand touched her bare waist . Bao was so drunk that she wasn't able to stand straight by her own I rushed to help her and took her outside to have some fresh air , we went to the balcony and it was when I asked Bao out of curiosity " Are you close friend of Zara?"

"W-Whyyy" as she tried to stand still but it was huge fail; I her helped her to sit on a chair which was sitting previously

"Aren't you are a close friend of Zara???" that was when Bao replied in her tipsy voice "No I-I don't  k-know her that well....we both have some mutual friends....no-nothing special....why ??"

"Nothing I was just curious.."

Our friends came to call us back. I helped Bao to walk in to the room and she sat beside Zara , I had to sit beside Sathit as there was no place left it was when Sathit initiated a conversation

"Hi ! Kim Sathit . Nice to meet you"

I awkwardly introduced my self " Hi ! I'm Park Jeerawat and she is my friend Chem Choi aka. Bao" Pointing towards Bao .Bao looked towards us and gave us a huge smile

"Hi ! I'm Li Zara. I am his cousin "

"Nice to meet you both" it was when I noticed Bao picking up another glass of drink "Didn't you have enough!? " I shouted a little as I tried to snatch away the glass from her hand.

"Golu it's fine I can hold my alchohol pretty well" she chucked in another glass while saying.

" You can hold your alcohol well???? The next day you won't remember a thing you do in the previous night !!!!" I tried to give her a intense stare but she didn't listen and kept on drinking I saw Zara looking at her. Sathit also offered me a drink but I refused as it was getting late as I have to go back home . Sathit made drinks for themselves while talking with me

" so what major are you at?" He asked while adding the ice

" Design Studies... What about you?"

"Business studies" Sathi  turned his face towards Bao while he pass the drink to Zara "What about you what your major?"

"Me??..Arts..." Bao replied in a tipsy voice.... I turned my face towards Zara and asked "What about you??"

"Buisness studies " Zara replied I smiled at her she and smiled back at me . It was already pretty late and my parents were calling me constantly I knew I had to leave now so I went close to Bao and said while grabbing her wrist " Come with me its pretty late we should leave now..!."

"No!!! I wanna stay a bit longer!!please " she said showing her puppy eyes .. I bend down to reach her height and said slowly

"Bao please let's go I am getting continuous call from my home you know na if I reach home late what happen . And also I can't leave you hear alone!please understand "

"Jeeeeeeeee please let me saty a little bit longer!!!!!" she said while pouting .

"Ohh!!!what will I do with you ... ok I can leave you with them but promise me you won't drink anymore and as soon as you return you will call me ok !!" but I had a gut feeling

" Yesssss!!!MAM!!!" she said and I giggled at her words

"please take care and call me after you return ok and stay safe!"I said very slowly and softly so no one can hear what I was saying to her but unknowingly Zara heard all our conversations .  As I was leaving I heard  someone calling me from behind  "Jeerawat!!! please wait" I turned my face, it was  Zara .

Zara came forword and said "Don't worry Jeerawat I-we will take care of Boa"

I was kinda relieved to hear that but I was not assured " Thank you Zara.Btw you can call me Jee!.And please don't let her drink anymore she is already way too much drunk "

"I have to go now its already very late bye! Take care " I turned my face away and continued to walk towards my

I walked in my mother was sitting on the couch . I took out the money I had in my wallet , handed the money to her and went inside my room and slammed the door . My father knocked on the door and handed me a plate of food . While having my food I kept on thinking about Bao . After having my dinner I took a shower . While lying on the bed thinking about Bao and fell asleep

It was a eary Monday morning kind a cloudy . I woke up due to the hustling noise of the cooker.  I rushed to check my phone if Bao had called me but their was nothing.  I rushed to school but she was not their I tried to call her multiple times but no one picked . I was mortified , so I went to the school senior who was their at yesterday's party to ask about Bao .

"When did Bao leave yesterday and with whom??" I asked awkwardly

"she left around midnight with Zara and Sathit.  I think they drove her . She was so drunk that she couldn't stand still "

"DID SHE CONTINUED TO DRINK AFTER I LEFT !!!!?"  the guy who was sitting beside senior replied "Ya! she was drinking really hard. Sathit and Zara tried to stop her but she didn't listen and after a while she blacked out . Zara picked her up in bridal style and carried her to the car and drove away"

"She was looking dam sexy bro! "senior said and continued to speak I didn't reply and turned my face away disgust and tried to call Bao . I wished I had taken Zara's number . I left the school campus thinking that she will come to the cafe

I went to cafe but she wasn't there I was worried.  Do I left the cafe early and went to her house

I rang the bell at first there was no answer , then someone opened the door.

"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU !??? WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER MY CALLS !! " as the door opened Bao stood their crying her eyes were red and dry tears can be seen on her cheeks, she probably had cried the whole day. When she saw me she hugged me tight. I was not sure what was happening I  didn't say a word  ,I went inside the house while hugging her . I tried to calm her down . After a while she calmed herself down and it was when she started telling me what had happened previous night after I had left

" A-After you had left....I ha-had a c-couple more..more d-drinks" I tried to give her a intriguate stare but her eyes were on the floor as if she was trying to find something.

" I I-I guess I had fa-fallen asleep but I re-remember someone carrying me gently in to the car, then I heard some conversation it was a female voice"

"ZARA!!!?"

"Ya I guess it was Zara "

"What they were talking about?"

" She was happy...she was telling Sathit that she could finally be with someone  ...someone she liked..she was talking about a girl ... and when I woke up in a unfamiliar room, the lights were dim, huge curtains....Zara was sitting right beside me staring down at me...she padded me gently...she ran her hand through my hair.....I was barely able to keep my eyes open it was when she kissed me gently"

"she kissed WHOOOOOOOO????!!!"

"me...me you asshole"

"she keeped on kissing me I was way too tired to move and push her away, I tried to it but I wasn't able to even shook her body off me...I felt helpless I gave in.....she took off my clothes I was *****.....when I woke up the next morning she was sleeping beside me like a baby" she kept on crying as she continued

" our clothes were still lying on the floor, she was hugging my bare body tightly, I somehow managed to free myself grabbed my clothes took my stuff and ran out of there.....I got into a cab and I rushed back home"

" do something with those hickey's they are all over you" I didn't say anything and left the room and went into the kitchen while she sat on her bean bag looking at the ceiling and crying " did you eat ???"

" no" it was a very quick answer I guess she was hungry after what she had went through, I was very angry and upset cause I had left Bao in Zara's care and what she had done wasn't acceptable nor forgivable, she took advantage of her when she was drunk....I didn't say anything else we had a meal together and stayed the night at her place.....I felt guilty of leaving her alone it was my fault...

Next morning was very usual . Boa and I woke up Bao was still upset about Zara's matter and I was angry on myself for trusting Zara and leaving Bao alone there...anyways it was Tuesday and we were ready to go to school . We both were late for school we had missed our first class, so we had to hurry , after reaching school we didn't waste any time, we was headed towards our second class  . While we were going towards our class Zara came infront of us. I saw Bao from the corner of my eyes, she was hella angry, but she was trying to control her anger....

"I am sorry ..... please let me explain it to you "

"Jee! We are late for our class lets go" she continued to walk towards her arts class

"Please!!! Bao please let me explain" I could see that Zara was extremely sorry for what she had done....by the way she spoke and by her expressions

We were headed towards our class, suddenly Zara got a grip of Bao's wrist to stop her but Bao's extremely serious and angry.... She turned her towards zara and slapped her ..... every one in the corridoor were extremely shocked of what had happy coz Boa was always a friendly person it was extremely rare for anyone to see her dead serious.....a male friend of Bao came running towards us to stop her, and hugged her tightly and every one else continued to stare at , us some of them were also talking about something and it was when, suddenly a voice came "Please lets go somewhere and talk peacefully everyone is watching " I recognised the voice immediately it was Sathit.....

Sathit came in front of us and said

"please let Zara explain...please.!!!!!"

But Bao was not already over it to even listen to any one

"Jee I already missed my first class and if you don't want to miss your sencond class aswell then go to your class I am leaving !!!!! " She didn't say anything else and headed towards her second class with a guy , everyone knew the  guy very well he was also kinda famous and every one knew he had feelings for Bao and they both made a great couple. That guy moved his hand around Bao's shoulder which made Zara's blood boil....I could see she was feeling insecure and jealous by her expressions..... Sathit put his hand over Zara's shoulder to calm her . I was ready to leave from their when Sathit called me

" Can we please talk???!!!! Please ???"

"What do you think is left to talk ?!!! I fucking gave you guys my friends responsibly and that did you guys do ??!!!! You toke advantage of her in drunk state!!!" I was furious , I also felt like slapping zara but I controlled myself and continued to walk towards my class which would had started in less than 20 minutes..I was not in a hurry but to escape from them I ran towards my class and it was when someone shouted loudly, " she would have never taken me seriously if I hadn't done that to her , I fucking did it for a reason.....l fucking like her, but she never pays attention to me" I freaked out as she continued to speak and sob at the same time ,everyone was shocked every one was starring at her" I fucking.....like her.....please please listen...to me....I am sorry.....I wasn't able to control myself...." I turned back and walked slowly towards her I could see her feelings for Bao was true.

"Let's talk!!" And continued to walk towards the school cafe it was kinda empty, I wasn't able to attend my class but at that point of time I was worried move about what zara was going to tell....I got myself sited on one of the comphy chairs, Sathit and Zara sat down beside each other, what a view two good looking cousin in one frame....I ordered a ice tea and sandwich, I had skipped my breakfast in a hurry I was hungry as I ordered Sathit looked at me and smile and said

"Cute"

"Padon!!!!?, Did you say something?"

"N-no.. nothing...."  I was clear if it meant me or something else....I ignored it both the cousin placed their order, Sathit had ordered a cappuccino and Zara  had ordered a Black coffee....I could see she was tensed and stressed out, there was a awkward silence after the waiter had left, Zara broken silence, and I was relieved that I didn't have to start the conversation

" When I  first moved into this city I had come across her in a party, she was looking gorgeous in her black dress with her open hair...." as she spoke there was a huge smile on her face, I could see how she felt about my bestfriend...that was when the waiter walked in with our order, he placed it right in front of us and went back, I unwrapped my sandwich and stuffed it in my mouth....I was freaking hungry, Sathit started at me and gave me a small smile....Zara continued with her story while taking a sip of her coffee

" she was with that guy....there was a moment I thought she liked me as our eyes meet and she smiled.... you saw it right ????" she turned her face towards Sathit to get his approval but he was busy with his cappuccino, she poked him with her elbow to get his attention

"huhhhhhhh?!!!!! yeah yeah I was also there, I also witnessed it"

" she was absolutely beautiful, I was shit into her, I wanted her number so bad!!!! I got all my courage together and went over to her.....but when I approached her she didn't say anything she was very drunk she got up and went into the wash room I followed her to get her number.....she washed her face and stood in front of the huge washroom mirror still...and I was standing at the corner , waiting for her to talk with me...she turned around and walked towards me; and with her hands she cupped my face , I was freaking out!!! my crush was holding my face...then something unimaginable happened...." I interrupted " DID SHE VOMIT ON YOU!!????" Sathit looked up at me and started laughing at me " what??? didn't she"

"no.....she kissed me..."